Bulletins (diaries) of a creative G..enius ;) 2021

12/15/2021… Cam Newton is baaaack!!!

So I’ve been on a little (14 month) writing hiatus (or vacay) since my last post and I just about skipped 2021 entirely with my bulletins about how to see G…. Now this is primarily due to viruses plaguing the matrix and I’m not talking about agent Smith or Covid… which has now mutated to Omicron and it seems like the mask and pharmaceutical companies are the only ones winning this war. 🤨

Now like Cam Newton I have found my way back out on to the field due some technical computer help (from my bossy friend J… ;)) that has gotten me past the viruses that have blocked my webpage… and like Cam… I don’t really have a lot of fans though I’m extremely gifted and I’ve tried hard to be unique… ultimate success seems to follow the diligent hard workers like Tom Brady. But, as of yet, I’m not willing to get up at 4am like Dan Brown and do sit ups and push ups every hour to become that prolific writer… 😂

And with 2021 about complete… we are on the verge of the Matrix to be Resurrected (in 7 days) so it’s time to begin the journey once again and in a fleury of posts to end the year, give you some brilliant insights of movies / tv shows / current events / etc. of the past year that highlight how G.. is sending messages basically to its “dumbass” self! 😂

So… will I re-emerge in the year with only 3 2’s (aka double Trinity) to finally become a Scandroid and Breakout from being a Celldweller… by hearing Tinnitus’ scream… and move the world to a Tangerine Dream (RB…Economy)… in the Afterglow… where they will hear Sol’s Theme (by Rolo Green)? 🤔

I’ve finally made peace with the reverse loop of Infinity’s hoops, so it’s time to focus on the circle that’s in front of the X (or present)… Neo… Reloaded and chose Zion in version 7.0… so Trinity has a Need to Feel Loved and Reflekt on the Christ off Mix… while waiting for her hero… to “catch me babe”… as she’s fallin (or fadin away)… but don’t worry… Koan prophesied… When (Trinity) Will Recognize Him… one day 😁

Only G.. knows what Bodhi Utah will do… in searching for the ultimate wave 🌊 … Between the Rings… and a Rendezvous with Rama… of Stellardrone…😉

12/17/21 The Rounders set the trap… but how do you break Hell’s strap?

Now once you understand how G.. (or whatever you want to call IT) is sending messages everywhere… how do you start connecting the strings?

One of my favorite shows has concluded on Netflix (Lucifer season 6) and it definitely is the end of that show. 😔 Now the main clue it gives to avoid Hell (or get out of it) is to not trap yourself by guilt that sends you on a loop where you relive the (guilt) experience over and over. The simplest way to avoid Hell would be to treat others how you want to be treated. But Hell is pretty F…in smart and wants to live (like anything else in existence) and will set traps (like I said back in 2019) hoping you give in to the temptation that will lead to guilt or consequences that you can’t seem to get rid of (and are now trapped in Hell).

So if you look at the movie Rounders (with Matt Damon / Ed Norton) where Mike (Matt D) is a brilliant poker player that has to learn the ups and downs of winning the game. He wants to win on his own merit (skill), while his buddy Worm (Ed N) will try to win at all costs (by cheating). Now they both end up in Hell, because they end up going (or trapped by) the easy route (by manipulating the draw) and their Hell grows. And Mike realizes the only way to get out of this is to have faith in his ability (without cheating by manipulating the draw) and take on his arch nemesis KGB (who took 30,000 off of him and scared him away from the game for awhile).

Now poker is partially based on luck (of the draw) and the other part is to bluff (or trap) your opponent into a bad decision by lying to your opponent (which is a skill because you not only have to understand the cards on the table, you need to be able to read your opponent and their ability to bluff). So poker is where lying (aka bluffing) is not only okay, but an integral part of the game and not considered cheating (because there is the possibility you are telling the truth with a good or lucky draw). Cheating in poker only happens if you somehow manipulate the draw and take luck out of the equation)

So to not give away the specific ending…but you’ll see how faith gets him out of Hell as he sets his own traps (using his skills) that eventually frees him from bondage (debt).

Now you can extend this into all aspects of life as Hell tempts you by setting traps. So let’s say a friend is being mean to you… will you respond by being even meaner back and possibly destroy the relationship (which may send you on a guilt trip to Hell)?

So like I said back in the beginning of 2019… recognize that in the game (of life), God (or supreme consciousness) will “fuck” with you subconsciously (using other beings) to “test” you and see how you will react. Can you recognize the game / traps and find the best way out? Or will you fall into the trap and find yourself in Hell?

Now if you fail, realize the way out of Hell (and break the strap) is to never give up and have faith you will eventually see how the game is being played. Failure only happens when you give up completely… everything else is just a learning experience. Faith… in yourself is the key!

And once you can see how a movie from the 90‘s “connects” (or sends the same message) with a tv series over 20 years later, you’ll start to understand “God” (or call IT “string theory” in a non-mathematical way).

It just might take a few trips ‘round the clock before you connect the strings to get around the (s) traps! 😉

12/22/21 Hail to the losers… the only way to salvation is the upset.

My beloved Bears… in Hell once again after another season of disappointment. So who is to blame? Is the head coach… GM… offensive line… defense… receivers… bad referees… Covid… or the prodigy rookie QB… the main culprit in this season of woe? It’s hard to say, but the bottom line is consciousness hates losers / losing… why?… because we all want to reach Heaven… where losing doesn’t exist. The problem with Heaven though… it needs losers (from Hell) in order to be real.

Now most people agree that Tom Brady is the undisputed GOAT of NFL quarterbacks holding basically all records including 7 Super Bowls. Is it because he is a diligent disciplined hard worker that makes his own success no matter where he goes (aka produced from free will)? Or was he destined based on luck of the draw (aka was he dealt a natural royal flush)? Does Tom Brady have the same career if the Bears or Lions draft him instead of the Patriots? It’s hard to say, but most people would concede if Tom Brady started out as a Detroit Lion, he may have been a complete bust and hardly anyone one would know his name today.

So what is the point of this post? Am I trying to validate losing and it’s importance to making the stories of reality real? You bet I am and I’m goin “all in” with my chips and “splashing the pot!” (like KGB). 😂 But I am not saying you should strive to be a loser. Like I said back in my beginning posts of 2019… play the game (of life) for the enjoyment of being able to play… and do what you can to win, but stop putting so much weight (or gravity) on winning. If you win… great! Relish the time in Heaven while it lasts, but realize that time eventually ends and you’ll ultimately become a loser once again. Just don’t get depressed about it… because it is a choice. Don’t take away your free will by allowing depression (aka mental illness) to be your fate!

Going back to the last post… be like Mike and have the courage to ante up again. Does Mike go on to win the World Series of poker (and a million bucks) and become the ultimate poker player in the world? We don’t know because there was never a sequel… all we know is he avenged his loss (and the guilt that came with it) to KGB and that’s what he really needed to prove his self worth… and escape from Hell. Which is really the ultimate goal of consciousness. Heaven can wait… because reaching it… will eventually lead back to Hell. Just ask David Duvall 😉

And if you believe in certain prophecies… remember the meek (or losers) will inherit the earth… so treat the losers well… especially yourself if you find yourself there… because karma will balance everything out in the end… everyone will get their turn at the top. It’s the upset “God” (or whatever you want to call IT) made in the beginning /Alpha (with ITself)… to bring about a long needed story with an appropriate end /Omega (with ITself).

Go Bears in 2022!

12/31/21… the year is rapped up…

When you get to the end… of the time strip… you look back… on the yearly trip… ask yourself… what did ya see… Did ya see G.. almost daily?

Did ya connect the dots… and see that Shehe (aka Heshe)… was talkin to me… and what did ya say back… to the eyes in the skies… was IT complimentary… or pretty damn mean?

And when you realize it’s just a movie scene… how do you see… it’s all on the same screen… like how Point Break… meets the same chick… in the Matrix… after he becomes a Ghost… is she (Bodhi-Utah’s girl)… Trinity or Molly?

So when you ride the (100ft) curl… off the coast of Nazare… and you ride without fear… you travel lickitysplit… where the rabbit goes 8mile… and bonds with the Rite… IT’s gonna make you smile… when you see the strings are in your site.

But here’s the deal… when the Horror Story witches… are manipulating the DaVinci Code… singing the la’s with the da’s… while they eat their last meal… will they see the Darkseid of the force… face Snyder’s cut of Justice League… will the Star Wars end with fatigue… or do you close the seal?

And try to stick with what is real… or go on an unexpected journey… like Bilbo or Frodo… and challenge the devil’s ring… in 2022… but before you do… be sure to take with you… a little bit of faith… that’s inside the dark (k)night… which hides the fear… remember Excalibur is with you Arthur… but now looks like a 3pointed spear.

Before I go on forever with this expanding ode… I hope you realize… I broke D-Code… and saw the Lost Symbol birds get Resurrected after Trinity found her equal… and does this mean we get another sequel? Will it be another 3peat… or be like Anakin’s time… eventually climbing from 3 to 6 to 9?

So before you get lost… figuring out the true symbol… of infinity… does it really matter? You’ve seen the light… before you became the mad hatter. Keep goin down the rabbit hole M&M… 2022 is lookin good… let the yearly shitshow begin! 😉