Bulletins (diaries) of a creative G..enius šŸ˜‰ 2023…

1/23…(day) 4 and counting… the final 4 ways to finally say how my days are numbered… till I get exposed from hiding… because as the saying goes… the Devil you know is better than the Devil you don’t… and what you don’t know… is how the Devil fought… to bring you to life.

Now I’ve talked about a lot of stories
and how they bring meaning to life. And if you can say WTF… go for the dream… God may give you a chance… to fight the ultimate fight… and Warrior against your own family… for the ultimate prize… a second chance… to regain everything you lost… when you chose to leave the light… because ultimate knowledge… show by s why you need to die… so now you gotta lie… to keep the dream alive…

But how do you hide… from the prying eyes of God?  First of all… change your name when you decide to change your game… as you leave the family (of brothers) because they think you went insane.  And your doubters will grow when your weaknesses start to show… your true colors.   

Then when you finally realize… your doubters will be on your side… when you go against the grain… and fight to entertain… exposing the dark side as you pummel your opponents… then storm out of the gate… breaking the rules once again.

Now when you’re down and almost out… because the story has to take a turn for the worse… before it gets better… you’ll hear the words from a voice in your corner… ā€œdon’t tap out!.. breathe… relax… breathe… why are we here?ā€ And you’ll find the courage… to conquer your fear…that you can’t win this battle… when you hit the last rattle… see your true brother in the cage.

And just when you think this story isn’t real… it may just dawn on you… that this is how Lucifer fought his brother (Michael) in the ultimate war… while his father could only watch… helpless to choose a side… and thus began the ultimate story… where God became the Devil (you know and don’t)… as he chose to hide… in each and everyone of us… and you no longer have to ask why… as it’s pretty fucking obvious… when you hear the words… ā€œI love you!ā€  So you rise from floor… from the ā€œlet’s go to war!ā€ā€¦ grateful for the chance to fight… and feel alive!

And if you can’t see what I’m talking about by now… maybe you need help… opening your 1/23 eye(s)…(B)4 your demise… try a little THsee and you’ll eventually see IT everywhere… like in F9… where The Fast Saga shows another set of warring brothers… and you’ll know God’s surprise… how God truly lies… but it was done to set you free! šŸ˜‰

1/6/2023… One Hell of an anniversary… for the joke we call democracy… as all we do is fight… instead of doing what is right… out of the Gaetz… of Hell… is to provide the masses with entertainment.

So as the present history is written(about the)House of Representatives… another vigilante is blocking the Gaetz for the next McCarthy to create a (sch)ism that shows that the true purpose of government… is to keep us all fighting… which keeps the money game… as the greatest story teller… ever sold.

I know that all you dumbass images of God (aka humans) think democracy is the worst form of government… except for all the others, making it the best form of government that humans can come up with… are showing your true (ignorant) colors.  

Because we are going to be paying each one of these fuckers 175,000 a year to be basically fighting each other (including their own party now) and fund raising for their re-election. That’s IT!  The purpose of government (especially the House) has truly morphed into providing ā€œconflict entertainmentā€ for the masses… and the dumbass people are loving IT!

They (aka those in power) have got US (dumbass humans) so wrapped up in ā€œmy side winning the fightā€ that we are failing to notice that WE (dumbass humans) are not evolving to a better way of life! All government is doing is creating drama that’s no better than the latest Housewife reality show. And all some characters wanna do is create a household name for themselves by being the guardian of the Gaetz of Heaven (or human progress).

So instead of playing the National Anthem or saying the Pledge of Allegiance… Americans should just play or sing ā€œWelcome to the Jungleā€ā€¦ to begin the game (within life). Because ā€œThe Warā€ seems to be more important than doing what is right šŸ˜‰

1/13/2023… two ones… two twos… two threes… fallin on a Friday is not a lucky thing… so what’s on The Menu is the end of Halloween.

Friday the 13th… famous for scary movies, where the unlucky run into evil that needs a story to become part of reality.  

A sad part of reality is that evil needs to exist for reality to be real… and those that cross that line will eventually pay the price because Karma is always on The Menu. Now the brilliance of this movie is how it shows how life and death (Heaven and Hell) are intricately intertwined in the basic need of eating. Where something has to die… in order for something else to live. (I know… Bill Burr has a bit with that line;). And the exchange of energy is necessary to stimulate the senses of the fortunate who get to live (and continue the story). And today… eating has turned into a luxury where the death of something is actually savored by those who live. But can you see how evil is necessary for life… as for without death… life would not exist. So evil (or death) has to come to some for the story to support life. And this movie has an interesting ā€œlast supperā€ where the guests get no bread, but plenty of wine… before they all have to die and be crucified (or sacrificed) for the crime of their sins… cause in the end… karma always wins! Just remember to ask God for what ya really want… a cheeseburger to go if you don’t want to be part of the menu! šŸ˜‰

But all flesh has to die one day… because Michael Meyers can only have so many stories about Halloween before his time has to End. As karma will eventually get the unkillable flesh… and grind it into hamburger. Now all ya need is a little cheese you remind yourself that evil never dies… it just changes shape.

Omt… Even the moon ate its way into existence… just ask Neil Degrass Tyson when he talks about the moon’s šŸŒ™ history with the earth šŸŒŽ

1/28/2023… Trust that the stoner is right… šŸ˜‚

So ummm… the Cabin in the Woods is sheddin a little light… on how reality needs the f(r)ight… to appease the Gods (of old) to stay out of sight… lettin the story evolve… seein if you can make it through the night… 

This movie was definitely borderline crazy imagination.  Showing how dying is a big part of imagination’s control of reality and how Hell rises to protect against a continually never ending character (aka God).  So if the God is not sacrificed because he (the stoner) knows too much about how reality works, the Gods of old may as well rise and reclaim the power and glory that was once theirs.  

So the moral of the story… never doubt the stoner when he sees it’s a Glass Onion (look at DB’s FB page;) kind of story… and be careful who you release Hell (or death) on… because what ya put out in the universe… tends to come back at ya… and then some… as karma has to even the score to keep the story interesting.

It’s best to outthink your enemy… like with Maersk Alabama šŸ˜‰

2/15/2023…So schizophrenia… it’s a game for the insane… the really smart people… that won’t stay in the same lane… for they believe they don’t have to believe in the story…

So I’m watching Blair Witch and some dumbass humans are caught in the rain… of solemn fear… Hell come to life… or eternal fear… in the end.

She’s got the power of the B…G…’s that hide under the sand(of)Dune… as you can’t say no to her… because her voice is too powerful… God in tune.

So how do you break the spell… she has over you… and kill the patterns… as the Last Of Us mushrooms to tell?

So sorry for the big reveal… but I’m tryin to give some insight to schizo-world… because IT tells ya to do shit and IT’s really hard to say no to the bitch when she says Hell will stop when you do what I tell ya… but it only grows…

… when you show weakness (aka fear).

Now God will only throw a story from Hell at ya that fits your skill level… so be careful what ya wish for! And thank God I have no real talent… cha ching… NOT! šŸ˜‚

So to wrap up this fucked up (crazy ass) story… only the truly strong survive… by out faithing the Hell of a story… by not letting Hell come alive… by making IT some kind of comedy

And remember space is created by light bouncing off mirrors… duh šŸ˜‚m

Sch(ism)Õ®Õ®Õ¹ rhythm will make ya a little crazy… but smart as fuck! And add to the overall story of how ya learn not to be as dumb as a hillbilly diesel truck 😜

2/19/2023… So how do you defeat God when IT sends a form of death at ya?

Remember there’s always a way out… if you work together and not panic (and turn on each other)… like the Blair Witch gets the ā€œstonersā€ who think ā€œthey got thisā€ and not think they’re going to get trapped in the woods… dark matter creates shadows that adds a layer of difficulty (like in The Hobbit DoS)… but if ya stay calm… God will help ya get out of the fray and slay the (dark) Hallow Man… if the Shue fits… that is šŸ˜‰

Omt… 0-180+BS… makes for quite the sound… and when you forecaddy… you’ll see the imagery… of how D…E… acts like sound… of the BS… faster than light if the ball represents the photon (picture of solid matter)… if ya don’t believe it… check out Rhambo’s compadres parabolas at Riv… where the truly rich LIV… 😜

2/23/2023… MJ has gotta be feelin pretty good today… as the numbers play… to a unique kind of deja vu… but Neo still doesn’t know what to do… with the codes that G.. sends thy way…

223…223… This is a special number to me as it was one of the first signs God sent to me that made me realize that God is much more than a mythical fantasy.  And IT started to come to me when I found a golf ball with those numbers on it… which I know sounds crazy! 

Now most people would probably chalk my experiences (that I’ve written about) up to some definable mental illness like bipolar disorder with delusions (or schizophrenia), because that keeps their perception of the world/universe (or reality) in tact and my ideas will not threaten their reality if they think I have some kind of disorder.  So I get why there is resistance to ideas that get away from the zeitgeist of current society and the response is to demonize them away from gaining popularity. 

And though I feel like I’m repeating myself (or creating deja vu) as I continue to describe this phenomenon… it’s a message that needs to be a constant reminder in order to not slip into the world of insanity.

Remember (because it’s very difficult to… realize that when you do drugs and experience ā€œstring theoryā€ā€¦ or the connection of everything… aka ā€œGodā€)… you’re experiencing pure genius!

Now what may lead some to insanity is the energy level (or ā€œrushā€) is very intense when you use drugs (like MJ/ marijuana) and it can take a lot of willpower to remain ā€œnormalā€ when you know you’re in the realm of God (or ultimate knowledge).  And why drugs can get us into trouble as laws and other peoples feelings don’t matter as much when we’re high (or drunk).

First of all the desire to share this knowledge can be overwhelming because the things you ā€œseeā€ are unbelievable and we love to share really cool ideas!  Plus the rush of power you feel makes it seem like you can have anything you want… like Heaven just arrived at your doorstep. But if you start to realize that you can’t cross over into this realm and get some of these desires (because they are ā€œforbiddenā€ or may hurt people)… you start to feel massive anxiety and Heaven turns into Hell.  And to enter this realm (of being ā€œhighā€) can make you feel tremendous guilt as normal human consciousness was not truly meant to experience this extent of awareness (and why drugs mostly remain illegal today in my opinion).  

Now most drugs get you to feel Heaven (or Hell) as your energy level (or vibration) changes to a different dimension… even with alcohol.  And some drugs (especially psychedelics) will get you to ā€œseeā€ different dimensions.  But since the high from drugs wears off and you return to normal reality… most people never make the connection that they’re experiencing beyond this reality (or universe)… thus the secret (of the multiverse) remains safe.  

But as more drugs become legalized and personal use increases… you’ll see society really start to change rapidly from past beliefs and this may explain why transgender issues are coming to the forefront of society today as ā€œtransā€ is an expansion of consciousness.  And this is probably why there seems to be more fear and hatred that is polarizing not only this country, but the world as our consciousness may be evolving too fast.

Now the interesting (but also scary) idea is… if our combined minds create reality and our reality is getting warped by too much drug use… will reality slip into some apocalyptic story (like The Last of Us).   Is this tv series / video game a warning (or code) that we could have a zombie apocalypse if we start doing too many hallucinogenic drugs like mushrooms?  Could our imaginations get out of control and we materialize a world where mushrooms turn us into monsters from Hell?

If this may be the case… the dilemma then becomes… when God sends you messages while ā€œhighā€ or if you start seeing this stuff sober (as the plasticity of the brain rewires itself…), do you try to share them and risk losing everything and everyone? Because if people are successful at convincing others that you’re a lunatic… you’ll probably lose family, friends, jobs, freedom, etc and are you willing to roll the dice?  I definitely experienced the ā€œlossā€ of a lot of those things as I tried to spread this overall message about drugs and God over the last seven years.  

And you will also start to question if you need to rock the boat.  If human life continues to grow and evolve like it’s done on this planet for thousands if not millions of years… then why not let it keep evolving on it’s own and just enjoy the ride!  Stop trying to be Neo if the Matrix isn’t out of control.  

But will the Matrix get out of control if you don’t try to change it?  

So now it’s hard to know what to do. Where do you focus your faith?  Do you have faith that God is guiding you to reveal this shit which could change the world for the better… and you become a hero.  Or do you have faith that God is controlling the Matrix and evolution will eventually lead to a positive society and just learn to enjoy life more while you have time left?  

Or do you fear doing either?  Maybe sharing or not sharing this information will lead to a horrific apocalypse.  

So this ultimately becomes a test of faith.  

Which ever way you decide to go… you better have faith that whatever you choose is the best way to go… otherwise you might go a little insane and that’s not good for the show!  šŸ˜œ

So… when G.. reminds you of how it all started and you connect the past to the present to the future. Remember that it’s all simply numbers that time everything up. And according to God… my time is almost here.

223 means a lot (to me)… especially when remembering my Pop! RIP… 😁

3/12/2023… IT’s Oscar’s time again… but who will win?  Movies reflect life… so let’s start with some Latin… 

The Rock said IT… animation is to ā€œbestow lifeā€ in Latin… so is this where life begins?  Is this why kids love cartoons?  We’re they in a cartoon like realm before they became human?  Do the moving pictures (aka dark matter moved by dark energy) of life start out in a quantum (or hidden) realm (space)? There is no proof (yet;)… but if you think about God… you’ll start to see how IT makes sense. 

(Be sure to check out the subliminal message in the Lexus electric car commercial that shows colored electrical wires flowing into a black hole… IT’s similar to the symbol on the Oscar stage;)

Now the circumpuncts 🧿 are Everything Everywhere All at Once, as the Illuminati are keeping their ā€œeyeā€ on Hollywood… where even Julia Louise Dryfus has one on her Christmas Vacation dress šŸ˜‰

So where’s all the red?  Did Sam Smith (at the Grammy’s) Rihanna (at the Super Bowl) and the Weekend (at SoFi) cause the Oscar’s to change the carpet?  Are they afraid Fox News and Qanon are gonna call them Devil worshippers too?  

At this point in the broadcast (Best Director)…seems like EEAaO is gonna win IT all (Best Picture). I haven’t seen this movie, but I’m getting the hint it’s about the multiverse (aka the imagination of ā€œGodā€). Now Top Gun Maverick has got some incredible subliminal messages about God… but Tom Cruise didn’t get nominated for Best Actor (and probably why he’s not present). Is Scientology why Tom Cruise has never won an Oscar? Does Hollywood not want to reward someone who is outside the zeitgeist of acceptable religious beliefs? Or did Bill Maher scare him away with his monologue Friday night on Real Time? šŸ˜‚

Now Top Gun Maverick killed it at the box office and was one Hell of a movie, but probably won’t win Best Picture because IT glorifies war and Hollywood can’t promote that… and yes… the multiverse wins as EEAaO cleans house tonight! I guess I better see IT before I give a final judgement. šŸ¤·ā€ā™‚ļø

But I hope you’re getting my message about the Oscar’s tonight… if the infinite EEAaO multiverse is God(ā€˜s imagination)… then Scientology is a legit religion too… just sayin… šŸ˜‰

Well… I was hoping for another slap fight… oh well, maybe next year! šŸ˜‚

3/23/23… if the pattern continues… I’m guessing I’m lookin… at you… two…

So another unique date comes along and you’re wondering why Hangman (aka the savior… get it? šŸ˜‰ didn’t get any accolades at the Oscar’s? Maybe because Mav (aka RebelAngel;) knows he had the movie, but doesn’t have the faith to honor Scientology, thus he’ll never get the trophy that every movie maker wants to win. Even when the movie is about a different religion’s storyā€¦šŸ¤·ā€ā™‚ļø

It’s kinda like the Green Jacket… hopefully Rory has found the edge šŸ˜‰

And the dragons keep coming out of the thin prism (now in human form) as Creed II reincarnates Rocky IV as injury turns to insult for (The)Drago(n)as the Alpha(ā€˜s)kid defeats a superior fighting force with the help of Covey’s Raven (aka the savior;).

Now the Dell (WGC) match play (the Pennybacker) should remind ya how a rainbow 🌈 is a (Bridge) between spaces that will give ya safe passage (almost always if ya have faith… or šŸ˜‰ a*cross (in) the space (or 90L interesting diameters) and the white ball finds its way down the hole.

Now if ya do too much pot (or any drug) that causes you to see /feel Hell (aka TMI) and ya really wanna keep IT (or things) real (aka alive). Find a way to crash before you crash and burn (like Mav does). Then when you wake up… say ā€œfuck itā€ and keep the story goin even though you know (in a way) you’re acting now. Just don’t X out your rainbow (of light)… because if we all did it… reality wouldn’t be very bright. So keep up the fight… like the Snow guy up in Calgary does with ALS, because the snow falls unevenly to keep reality a believable story… as forgiving God will be vital… to getting into Heaven.

And if ya hold on… you’ll see how layered arcs (aka rainbows) create solid spherical objects.

And don’t worry that the Illuminati have the (secrets) market (covered)… just answer the question…

How do you go to Heaven without sending anyone/ anything to Hell?

One day you’ll be in (the) Spotlight where (ā€œthe Hulkā€s bowl cut šŸ˜‚, Beetlejuice with little hair left, the Time Traveler’s (hottie;)Wife, & Damian’s dad remake character) X(poses) why power makes you eventually reach for the dark-side of reality. Why a priest tries for true power? As God needs to go evil to create reality… and schizophrenia is born. (Cat) is (e((h))…) (chism) is a chasm or schism which forms a break in reality (which creates a gap… or space) that takes ya evil (or liv((e))ing backwards)… for the sake of faith

Just have ā€œfaithā€ in the story when God throws some big shit your way. It’s the only way out. So don’t panic… you’ll find your way… when you trust that your instincts are right.

It’s the best way to stay in the game… and not go insane when a priest asks you to play strip poker. Rise to their level (of insanity) when they’re trying to steal your power (or freedom) for life… hold on and fight with your brain. Out-faith them with your words and you won’t have to give them your other cheek to gain entry… into the forbidden reality. Subconsciously that would be Heaven vs Hell.

So two… I see you (twice)… and three is 3X (or thrice)… two twenty threes is on the ball for a reason… let’s bring on the fun way to nice… if the time (*rice) is right šŸ˜‰

Omt… before time slips to the next page… seeing God is pretty intense… so be glad there are mirror windows everywhere… pure genius feels insane 🤪 Hopefully, I’ll gain the wisdom on how and when to use it… šŸ˜‰

3/27/2023… So Red… is about dead… got an X on his back… time is almost out of his control… Day After Tomorrow…has an Edge…shows how to get out Hell… when the demons attack… with a time loop on their side… so pony up… see how fun it is to ride… hells slip n slide… Om… the ending

… The Dockery Affair… shows an interesting tidbit… in the final season… the apology is coming… the ultimate luxury…how time grows… as exil forces time to grow… turning a picture into a story… Bruno had a book of secrets… Red knows

Okay rough riders… how do you like the shows… from the ultimate righter… knows how the story is going to Om… šŸ˜‰

3/29/2023… IT’s best to have an Escape Plan… when trying to get out of Hell… for IT only takes faith (in the story)… to get out of the inescapable cell… too bad the shooter from Nashville couldn’t tell… he/she was in the Matrix.

So Arnold and Sly teem up again to bring another (what seems to be an impossible) wild adventure (for two old men;). How you escape when you don’t know where you are… from what seems to be an impossible situation (which sounds a lot like Hell to me). Stay calm, be patient (as time is a luxury) and realize there’s always a way out. Look for the codes that God (or Allah;) will send you, for the story always has a positive ending for those who believe. As there is always a way out of the matrix (or designed story).

So when reality… takes a turn for the worst and pain is all you see… don’t let the matrix take you on a killing spree… as you seek your revenge on Christianity… be a beacon of hope like Neo’s Trinity… have faith you can find a plan B… and Escape from Hell’s story of insanity.

3/31/2023… take the story of Sydney…

and The (J…Nightengale) Eye(s)… she’s blind as The Batman… but what she can see is a surprise… how the Riddle(r) is a broken… guy in disguise… exposing the shadows… as they start to rise… but remember (Making Of: The Last of Us)… How G.. uses CGI… to make the dark shadows… become real or alive… and if you find yourself in the shadows of demise (or Hell)… trust the Edge of Tomorrow… when it shows how the multiverse lies… always expanding… as time flies… for Escape Plan B will show the morning star’s rise (out of Hell)… coming from (the) Morgue… where JC and Luci… might be the same guys…! šŸ˜‰

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4/1/2023… Don’t be fooled by the Urge to be completely free… for control gives us a sense of tranquility…

The Urge (or message) is simple (in this movie)… drugs can give ya the juju feeling that life is perfect, but that feeling fades away, as you sober up and start a new day. Now if you could only do them once (like the story says) and fight the urge to keep going back… your taste of Heaven’s freedom won’t turn on ya and send ya to Hell. Because it seems impossible to go to Heaven without sending others to Hell… thus… making your Heaven a form of Hell too. So is Heaven really Hell as the fantasy of getting whatever you want fools you into believing perfection is real? So before you keep spinning that wheel … remember the deal (you’re making with the Devil). If you can’t fight the urge to send others to Hell so you can get to Heaven… you’ll find yourself being fooled by Hell as it looks a lot like Heaven. There is a price for peace… you gotta fight for your freedom… Just sayin… šŸ˜‰

And another wild connection about this episode is it aired on Easter Sunday! Now Easter originally was about the spring equinox and the rebirth (or resurrection) of life in the northern hemisphere (connected to the Goddess Eostre or Ostara), but most people today associate the holiday with Christianity and the resurrection (or rebirth) of Jesus. And as more unique timing would have IT (aka more than a coincidence), a big belief of Christianity is the idea of the Trinity (or another rule of 3).

4/5/2023… Luce… is about the light (of a dark guy) who always seems to be accused of being on the bad side… but what if the story is really a lie… and he’s not really a bad guy… as he just wants to be free… from always being accused of potential treachery? 

First of all… any parent naming their child Luce (especially if they’re white and he’s black) has got some balls… gotta say… but it is just a movie. šŸ˜‰

Now when I saw this title in the HBO tv guide… I obviously had to watch it, since I’ve made the argument that we need to forgive (if we wanna reach Heaven on earth), what many in the world think is the ultimate bad guy.  For the story of life (to be real) needs conflict with an adversary to make the story of life real, but also interesting.  So God (aka Ultimate Imagination/ Memory) created characters with stories to open up space where the stories could come alive as time and science create the setting (or stage).

And since Christianity has the largest following in the world, it’s characters are the most believed by the masses. And are probably easiest to relate to… thus have faith (or belief) in.  Now infinity has and could come up with many more characters and stories about the beginnings of time/space for humans to be entertained by.   But let’s just focus on Christianity, since I’m the most familiar with that story (not taking away from other religions and their stories).

So the story of Lucifer, God’s first Angel (or son)… rebels against God in order to be God and take over the throne. So he’s banished from Heaven and becomes Satan or The Devil and tortures / tempts all living things (especially humans) through evil (or ā€œlive-backwardsā€ in sin). Which causes a war between Heaven and Hell… thus the never ending story of life (in a nutshell) begins (or Alphas).

Now I would argue that Lucifer is the first image (or first light) that God(ā€˜s imagination) made to start the stories… and Big Bang!  Space opens up for consciousness to begin its evolution from being a singularity of consciousness known as Almighty God (that knows the beginnings /alphas and ends / omegas for all stories), to multiple consciousness that is unaware of the endings, making the stories believable .  And somebody had to take on the role of being the ultimate bad guy as Ultimate Consciousness ā€œforgotā€ that it knows everything and is everything (thus infinite/eternal) and broke up into individual consciousness.  And what form (or image) of consciousness could take on Hell and not only survive it… but thrive in it?  Well… that would be God’s first character… aka Lucifer/ Satan/The Devil.  

So yes… I’m arguing that Lucifer is actually God in disguise… but had to create a story where he is a Rebel ā€œbad guyā€ Angel in order for God’s future ā€œdumbassā€ (or unaware) selves (aka humans) to believe in the overall story (of good vs. evil) of free will… or just freedom.

And freedom is the underlying (or subliminal) message of this movie on HBO.  Luce is a kid who was adopted out of war torn Africa… and with unconditional love and opportunity (only found in America;)… he becomes a shining light of hope for all in NOVA High School (get it?;), especially black kids.  But because he has a horrible past… when some bad events start happening to this stellar example of a kid… everyone (especially his loving parents) start to doubt him and actually turn on him when he can’t outright prove his innocence to the bad accusations against him.  And he ends up fighting for his reputation, but it’s really about fighting for his freedom (from stereotypes/expectations).  Now this movie doesn’t really resolve any of the problems Luce if facing except for one… but I won’t spoil it for you.šŸ˜‰ 

Maybe there will be a sequel, but I really can’t imagine a Luce II, for it didn’t feel along the (story)lines of that kind of movie or even a trilogy.  As I believe this movie was designed to send a specific (subliminal) message… thus the title.

So what does this mean in the evolution of consciousness?  Is ā€œthe bad guy/girlā€ trying to redeem themselves… similar to Jason Bourne and why so many subliminal messages (through mass media) are coming to the forefront?  And will this lead us to the next level of consciousness… where Revelations actually comes true and we create Heaven on Earth?  Will Lucifer finally be freed from Hell?  Only forgiveness will tell… the next chapter (of life’s story).

An Apology To Lucifer is coming… stay tuned… šŸ˜‰

4/11/2023… The info… is coming in as The Freelancer is spreading the word… Morgue is doin a Hell of a job from what I’ve heard… he’s freein the truth from the insanely absurd… so when you finally see… the strings connecting to the rule of 3… you’ll realize God is tru(thful)ly a nerd… šŸ¤“

Now God loves to play games with your mind… because God knows… you love to figure out how to get out of a bind (aka Hell). Life is best… when you know how to unwind (the infinite balls of string). The solutions to mysteries… that are X-tremely difficult to find (in everything).

Aight… enough poetry šŸ˜‰

I know I can see God (aka string theory… or the infinite connection of everything), because I can see how messages are timed up and not just coincidences. But how do you get other people (aka dumbass God;) to see the same thing?  Now infinity is so complex, that it’s hard to see the timing (and is the main reason God stays hidden).  But once you’re there, you’ll be astonished at how amazing IT is!  

First of all… it’s good to take a break from trying to see this phenomenon all the time. I would definitely say a good time to rest would be at a holiday where you get together with family and friends… especially one that coincides with your favorite golf tournament (that’s known for IT’s famous back nine ;). Just sit back and enjoy the (ignorance is) bliss, because it’s important to enjoy being human (or staying sane;) while you still can piss (people off), as you LIV (for the money)!

So… now that I had a little break from trying to see God all the time and proving IT’s existence. With Eostre and the Masters in the rear view mirror of 2023… let’s get back to the grind… ā€œshall weā€ (as Raymond Reddington likes to say)?

We’re in the final season of the Blacklist, where there is a big red āŒ for its main image… symbolizing the end (or Omega) of the series. Where Raymond ā€œRedā€ Reddington (the ultimate criminal or ā€œbad guyā€ā€¦ like Lucifer;) is facing the wrath of karma (or Hell evening the score) for joining forces with the FBI in order to bring down the best of the bad guys/girls (aka demons) in his dark (or hidden) criminal world. Did Red turn on the criminal world to increase his power and wealth (by eliminating his competitors), or is this another example of redemption (similar to Jason Bourne) for the ultimate bad guy? We’ll see how it ultimately Omega’s (or ends;) this year.

In the episode called The Freelancer (part II)… Red’s (final season) battle (or Armageddon) is against an enemy he helped put in jail when he teamed up with the FBI . And this guy (Wujing) is trying to assemble a force of bad people (that Red also helped put away) and bring vengeance (or karma) back to Red. But Wujing needs evidence (or proof) that Red has a connection to the FBI, before others are willing to join in on destroying him.

Now one little connection tidbit (or string theory example) directed at me occurs at 6:50 in the episode. The scene shows a flag with the name Morgue on it. Now this is a very subtle (or subliminal) clue for me (specifically), because approximately 2 weeks ago, I started seeing this guy on Facebook/ YouTube named Morgue and he kind of looks like Daemon Targaryen from House of the Dragon (which is a weird coincidence with me as some of my recent writings were about that show). Morgue has a bunch of videos that explore ā€œcrazy assā€ topics about reality, but he is very articulate and provides compelling arguments and evidence to support his claims. And he’s also a bit of a ā€œfreelancerā€ as he asks for money for watching his videos… so it’s another weirdly timed connection.

But the big connection with me is… he has a couple of vid(eo)s where he claims that Jesus and Lucifer are basically the same character, using quotes from mostly the Bible and Gnostic Gospels as evidence. So Morgue and I are in line with the idea that Lucifer and Jesus are basically the same character (God). I also posted both of the Morgue’s videos (about Jesus and Lucifer) on my 3/31 entry, so you can see that I’m not just stringing these things-ideas together and claiming it’s a connection. For I had no idea what The Freelancer: part II was about when I wrote that entry.

Then as the episode continues (at approximately 37:40 min), Red reveals a very interesting idea about reality… which is the rule of 3. ā€œThree is the smallest number of any elements that firmly establishes a pattern in the human mindā€ (thus creating faith or belief that something is real and more that a coincidence). Which coincidentally, is also the lowest number of points needed to make a space (if you connect the dots in a triangle or Trinity;). So reality (or time & space for stories to occur) and consciousness (or simple awareness) are intertwined with the rule of 3.

So The Blacklist episode (of a modern day Lucifer character), connecting to Morgue’s videos (about Lucifer and Jesus being the same), also connecting to (modern day) Easter (with the crucifixion and resurrection of Jesus) are all timed up as three (separate ideas or) elements creating a pattern that my mind recognizes as God sending me a message… creating faith for me that this is real and not just some weird coincidence.

Now most of you will say… that if I believe that God is sending messages to everyone through everything… why didn’t anyone else experience the same message with the same timing? Well, there may have and I just haven’t run into them as space / time helps to separate and hide God as we can’t possibly share this information (or 411) with everyone on earth. The other thing that space / time does to separate each other is we’re all experiencing different information of life based on who we are (by age, gender, race, etc) and where we live… so the information now becomes infinite in its variety… thus keeping God hidden once again as it becomes literally impossible for us to link up and share this information (of our personal experiences), and conclude they are actually a singular(ity) experience (of God). Making God (or infinite experience) pure genius in the way that IT created reality.

The main reason I’m telling you this info (or 411) is not to ultimately get you to believe that I can really ā€œtalkā€ to God. You can believe me (and think I’m a genius) or not (and think I’m crazy / insane)… I really don’t care, because I’ve already convinced the one person that this experience of talking to God is real… myself.

I’m just letting you know that there are clues or codes (like Dan Brown has talked about for years) that you can start recognizing in your own life and this is how you start gaining enlightenment. But it will happen in your own personal way (that no one else experiences)… thus why I’ve called IT… personal enlightenment.

And like I explained in the beginning (with my 2019 entries)… you can take the long (natural) road to enlightenment (like a Buddhist monk), or you can take the super-HIGHway (using drugs). Now most people (like me) don’t have the discipline to take the long road… so I’m not writing this book / blog for the long roaders. I honestly don’t know how to get there that way, because I used drugs to gain enlightenment.

I’m here to explain not only how drugs will get you there… but to warn you of the dangers I experienced using this method. Because if you go too hard too fast… you’ll experience schizophrenia and the ā€œHeaven- likeā€ experience (or euphoria) that you first experienced (as mania) will eventually turn into unimaginable pain (or Hell) as you will realize there is another side of reality that is not real (like Jim Carey talks about). And if you don’t have the strength to fight off Hell (like I was able to), it may lead you to the ā€œbirdboxā€ and you’re deleted (āŒ) through suicide… or even worse… the ā€œmurder birdboxā€ where you delete others before you get deleted (like the recent school shooter in Nashville)!

So before you ultimately judge that this information (or 411) that I’m sharing is completely absurd… try looking for clues in your own life that God is real and take the chance I’m right… that infinity means we’re all God… but we just lost sight… that we can see the Light…that came First (aka the ā€œMorning Starā€)!

Lookin forward to Red’s end of the Blacklist… I’m just hoping he doesn’t end up in the Morgue… like Bruno did… stay tunedšŸ˜‰

Omt… just so I don’t go too religious on ya… Glass Onion (probably) shows how a fractal universe creates a wormhole that leads to other dimensions/ universes. And the intro to The One (probably) shows how string theory works to create the multiverse… to where God (or consciousness) is infinite… making God also a bit of a science nerd… that Morgue(an) Free(lancer)man (who is also God) told to ā€œpass it (or knowledge) onā€ā€¦ to Lucy… before she became dark matter / energy… šŸ¤“

God… I AM… good (aka ā€œwicked smartā€) 😈

4/14/2023… everything is starlight… when you start to see… you will hear… the pillowed voice… of Morgan Free (when he parallel universes with Lucy)… then invading your ear… talkin about Our Universe… as though he were G.. while the comedy of B… Maher jokes about thinning the deer… who’s another Inside Man that completes another example… of the rule of 3ā€¦šŸ˜‰

She’s Chasing Starlight as it invades the Serengeti… Wa Chini is hoping to eat it… before she is defeated (by time).

And as the world turns (through time), the rule of 3 hits me again this Friday night (around 7ish pm). Now I’m sitting around and decide to turn on Netflix as nothing appealing is on HBO till about 9 (with Real Time with Bill Maher). As I surf through the queue of choices… I decided to rewatch the ending of Inside Man so I could see that JF shine again šŸ˜‰. Then I see Our Universe (narrated by Morgue… I mean Morgan Freeman;)… so it seems like (a) good time(ing) to watch it;)

The ā€œChasing Starlightā€ episode is how the sun ā€œfeedsā€ the earth with (star producing fusion) energy… that creates plant life, that gets eaten by certain animals (like herds of wildebeests), that then get eaten by other animals. But instead of a cartoon lion named Simba… we get a real cheetah named Wa Chini (which may be the same cat in the alpha of Lucy;)

So the episode focuses on the importance of the sun creating life… as fusion (in the core) creates (massless) photons that take millions of years (at light speed) to escape the sun’s gravity before being let off into space, which eventually showers the earth with precious (life giving) energy. Affirming the idea that all living things basically eat starlight… which is a really cool concept šŸ˜Ž

Then as the episode ends… I realize that my taxes are due soon (on the 15th), so I decide to do them tonight and get them done. But before I do… I see that fucking RED dot with a number 3 in it next to my Facebook icon on my phone. Of course that little thing entices me to open the app, and the first thing I see is a video clip of a Bill Maher monologue from November 12, 2021 titled ā€œthinning the herdā€ (joking about how deer are getting Covid). So I bust out laughing at the unique timing of that unusually outdated clip from a year and a half ago, knowing full well that this is God sending another perfectly timed message (with Our Universe) and the wildebeests.

Then, when I turn on my laptop to do my taxes, I get a saver screen (that I’m seeing for the first time) showing the sun setting on the Serengeti (shown above)… and the rule of 3 that Raymond REDdington talked about on the Easter airing of The Freelancer occurs again and made me laugh even more as I see the connection of 3! šŸ˜‚

Now I thought my taxes were due on the usual date of the 15th of April, but I found out that this year they’re not due to the 18th. So, even though I wasn’t planning on writing an entry tonight, I decided to write one about this unique timing of events, because these messages are getting more obvious and more frequent as time goes on. Which means I must be getting closer to Heaven or Hell! Not sure which one is the better way to go? šŸ¤” And even though I can’t make you believe me, I understand what the message was all about.

And what was the message God sent me tonight?

The ā€œOur Universeā€ episode emphasized how long it’s taken for light to form into life (by escaping from the sun’s prison like gravity for millions and billions of years). And it brought me back to the story of Lucifer (the Light Bringer) and his escape from Heaven (where he comes to life)… as Heaven is a place where you are not a free(man)… like Morg(ue’s video on how Heaven is a trap… or cell)an(d) if you’re an Inside (a star) Man like Clive Owen’s character (or another bad guy whose really good;) you’ll decide when you want to escape that hell of a (prison) cell you created. Just don’t use too much CPH4! 😜

4/20/2023… now that Lucy (aka humanity) was set free… probably with a little help from good ole THC… evolution will lead to revolution (or vice versa)… just remember that Hitler wasn’t Luci… and Valentino Dixon is a Freeman now… thriving off Augusta’s green… or money šŸ˜‰

This is a unique day for basically two reasons… 1. IT’s the birthday of the most well known tyrant in human history. 2. IT’s the holiday for marijuana users.

What a unique combo… the drug that’s all about peace and Heaven like experiences combined with the human figure responsible for releasing Hell on earth with the most death and destruction the world has ever seen.

But there are definite (subliminal) messages about freedom and redemption here…

First is the annual celebration of marijuana, but more importantly… MJ’s current freedom from the prison of illegalization. A sort of ā€œredemptionā€ for being ā€œdemonizedā€ for so many years. Now an interesting theory is presented in the movie Lucy… that drugs make us smarter (which is what I believe;)… and since knowledge is power… and power can be used to gain freedom… drugs actually set us free (and why they’re mostly illegal). Because being free leads to revolution or change… and change is equal to evolution. So evolution and revolution are the same thing (with the only difference being an R that changes the definition at the beginning… duhšŸ˜‚). And those currently in power don’t want change, so they fight to control you and keep you caged… so they don’t want you eat the apple… of knowledge… for you might find rage… and use it against the(ir) machine! Is this why Neo (or The One) has to constantly fight for Trinity (or freedom in space)? Do drugs like MJ (or red pills;) advance evolution and turn Lucy into Scarlett (or Thomas Anderson into Neo;)? How bout that little string (aka missing link) theory? 😜

Now it’s Hitler’s birthday today and he was all about power and used it to create unimaginable evil. Most people who believe in Hell would probably say he’s in there with Lucifer’s alter ego (El Diablo 😈)… but will both of them be redeemed one day?

So let’s re-examine the Bourne trilogy, where David Webb was presented with an ultimatum about his identity to find supremacy and leave a legacy (in the beginning that he didn’t remember until the end). That you (DW) are needed (by your country) to cross a terrible line by killing an innocent man so you can become Jason Bourne (with an adventurous life being a lethal assassin fighting in the name of national security). But when he forgets why he volunteered and realizes all the evil he’s created, he eventually fights to be David Webb once again… finding redemption.

Does this story parallel that of Lucifer… who was needed (by humanity) to cross a line (or sin) to create reality (that we can all believe or have faith in) and made the choice (to create free will by giving us a choice between good and evil) and become the Devil… for the sake of making Life’s story interesting. Forgetting who he was as God’s First Angel (or Light of knowledge)… knowing one day… he will redeem himself back into Lucifer (or God ā€œThe Fatherā€ or ā€œThe Alphaā€) again?

For once again… God needs evil characters to cross horrible lines (or sinning) to make life an interesting story and heroes can now exist like Claus Von Stauffenberg in Valkyrie… when he tried to assassinate A(lpha)dolf Hitler.

And don’t forget (Jason;) about the NPC’s like B-(lue shirt) Guy šŸ¤·ā€ā™‚ļø who are also an important part of every story as they are typically the minor characters that are abused or killed.

But is death really real? According to movie protagonists Lucy and Klaatu (another Neo character)… we don’t really die (as energy can only transform). So if God knows this, because God (aka InfinitEternal information/experience) is all knowing… does death really matter to God? Or is Almighty (InfinitEternal) God’s only real concern the LIFE of the STOR(Y)IES? Does this mean all evil characters will be forgiven one day for taking on a tough role in the story? So even Adolf Hitler will one day be forgiven for giving God (aka Infinite Experience) one hell of an adventurous story…

And finally… speaking of one hell of a story. I watched Real Sports on HBO tonight where they showed how Hell can turn into Heaven when you find something beautiful to believe in. So this B-Guy (who’s basically an NPC or ā€œnobody importantā€) named Valentino Dixon gets wrongly accused of murder and goes to prison (aka Hell). Which may be similar to Lucifer’s story of wrongly being accused of being the bad guy (aka Satan or the Devil) and also going to Hell. Now Dixon fell in love with hole #12 (aka Golden Bell) at Augusta National while in prison and found salvation in painting golf holes. And as unique connection would have it… Golf Digest (with Morgan Freeman on the cover;) helped set him free (making another uniquely timed connection… with me and my unique theories;). And now he’s found Heaven (and making bank) painting mostly Augusta’s famous greens!

Maybe Lucifer has a similar story of beauty to believe in… by turning Earth into a Venus Project (or Heaven on Earth), which will eventually set him free… from Hell’s InfinitEternity! Check IT out! šŸ˜‰

http://www.thevenusproject.com

4/20 is definitely one hell of a holiday… because it celebrates the free! šŸ˜‰

5/4/2023… The Postman has a message to deliver… (i.e.) IT is… what it is… (that is;)…

What is life (all about)?  IT is but an Unexpected Journey down a long and (possibly dangerous and lonely) road on your way to paradise… where a Blacklist(of criminal / evil type  characters) is a ā€œnecessary evilā€ that i.s ā€œne.ededā€ in order to make a story interesting enough for consciousness to pay attention to…(bringing meaning to life).

In this episode (of the ā€œPostmanā€ in the final-X-season of the Blacklist), ā€œRedā€ (at 38:44) reveals a little ā€œunknown truthā€ about reality that ā€œmost peopleā€ cannot see… i.e. ā€œsometimes forces much greater than ourselves (i.e. God or Dark Energy moving Dark Matter… aka ā€œthoughtsā€ā€¦) lead us to those waters (aka evil).ā€ For IT seems that God doesn’t give ā€œusā€ a choice for how ā€œweā€ want to live our lives… though we think we have ā€œfree will.ā€ For example… what if (li.ke. Aurther Fleck… aka ā€œThe Phoenix Jokerā€)… ā€œall of my thoughts are BAD?ā€ Does free will always give you a choice between good or bad… or can the choice be between BAD and BAD-der?.. thus leaving you now at the feet (or control) of ā€œdestinyā€ to be evil? For to make life’s story interesting… all stories need antagonists… and who would want to choose to be the evil people in stories that everyone hates when they could be the protagonist or hero that everyone loves? Wouldn’t everyone choose to be the hero if they really had a choice (which is illustrated in Matrix Resurrections by Neo- or ā€œnewā€ -Agent Smith when he says to Neo-Thomas Anderson… ā€œanyone could’ve been you… where I have always been anyoneā€ā€¦ aka antagonists or NPC’s).

Or maybe if you knew what God knew… i.e.that everyone gets forgiven in the end (and released from the prison known as Hell)… would ya want to live out some evil fantasies because being ā€œevilā€ might be fun as HELL (and why ā€œThe Jokerā€ can’t control his evil laughter)! And would IT be worth some time in Hell / jail to experience the thrill or power of the ā€œdark sideā€ of life…(that I’m betting God would;)? Now I’m not advocating for evil… but I want to get you (those that wonder why God allows evil to exist) to understand why God lets evil happen… thus making God evil too (i.e. Lucifer and not just the ā€œgood guyā€ that everyone wants God to be)ā€¦šŸ˜‰.

A second message that this episode reveals (specifically at 45:23 with the painting of the sword splitting the 10 Commandments)… subliminally suggesting how the 10 Commandments (or simple laws) divide (or polarize) humanity into ā€œlaw breakers and law enforcers / judges.ā€ But the episode also shows how ā€œthe judgedā€ can be judges to… for if the accused received punishment for something they didn’t do (li.ke. fictional Lawrence Nelson or ā€œreal lifeā€ Valentino Dixon), some like Larry Nelson (unli.ke. real V.D…:) will not take the ā€œhigh roadā€ and ā€œlet IT go,ā€ but will choose (possible subconsciously or unwillingly due to what I talked about above…) to enact revenge / vengeance (i.e. below) against those that handed out the injustice… once again… allowing evil to exist… and thus… what I’ve talked about before in past entries… li.ke. the story of Lucifer.

The final message of the episode (which is not really subliminal) is the downside of drugs as agent Ressler tries to help by being a sponsor to an addict that wants to get off of opioids. Li.ke. I’ve stated before… drugs take us to ā€œHeavenā€ (and feel awesome), which is hard to want to give up… especially when your ā€œlifeā€ feels awful (or li.ke. Hell). And a good quote from the ā€œcoffee shopā€ scene was when the addict talked about how being sober… where he… ā€œis happy to be back in the world of the living.ā€ Does this subliminally suggest that drugs take us to the ā€œother sideā€ and see what death feels like (where there is no pain as nothing really matters)… but actually hurts us in the real world, because we are experiencing another dimension of reality? I guess we’ll see when our Time comesā€¦šŸ˜‰

So there is another ā€œrule of 3ā€ that will hopefully get you to see how God ā€œsub-liminallyā€ talks to ya ā€œs..– consciouslyā€ using ā€œdark (invisible) energy moving dark (invisible) matterā€ or ā€œthoughts,ā€ that may be out of your control…or part of your ā€œdestiny.ā€

And ā€œspeaking ofā€ā€¦ OMT… I had another unique ā€œTimingā€ incident with G.. as I just entered an essay contest with FQxiabout how Science can be different, which used the phrase ā€œwhat it isā€ in one of its ā€œsub questions.ā€ Then I watched this episode of the Blacklist the day after completing the essay and submitting it. And this episode has a ā€œScienceā€ theme to it and ā€œRedā€ uses the phrase ā€œit is what it isā€ in the opening scene talking to FBI Director Cooper. So if some of you are getting upset at some of the things I’M revealing in this ā€œweb-bookā€ā€¦ don’t get mad at me and try to hurt me as I really didn’t have a choice in the (dark) matter as a (dark) energy… aka G.. or ā€œmy thoughts / feelingsā€ made me do IT… so you should really blame the Luc(k)i…ONE;)

I’ll post the essay at the end (or 😊mega;) of this web-book.

Ohhh…(mmm)May(ga) the Fourth be with you! šŸ˜‰

5/10/2023… IT’s pretty cool ā€œKnowingā€ the Sun is more than a hot fusion ball of hydrogen and helium… for IT is a time capsule that creates infinite time capsules that have a predetermined beginning (or Alpha) and ending (or Omega)… well, that’s what Luci(nda) 3mbry wants you to believe. And what does ā€œRedā€(or ā€œThe Man in the Hatā€) have up his sleeve? He’s ā€œall knowingā€ā€¦ when time is short and escape is what you really need… stay calm and realize… it’s best to be honest before you deceive šŸ˜‰

So Luci…(nda or another ā€œadvanced sheā€ā€¦ different from Lucy) makes another appearance (or deja vu) in the 2009 apocalyptic movie ā€œKnowingā€ starring Nicolas ā€œCageā€ who wants to free himself from the prison cell or cage of ā€œKnowingā€ā€¦ we’re all going to die… one day. As time is a prison (or capsule/cage) that takes us on a story or encapsulated ride… through time… that is predetermined events on one side… (or loop) of infinity… while the opposite loop is random coincidences.

Now if it looks like the BIG STORY is going end… it’s best to learn from Raymond Reddington. The Man in the Hat (Blacklist episode) will tell ya… if ya find yourself trapped in a convenient store by the story and it looks like you’re at the X… finale (being killed by a desperate criminal or caught by the Feds). First of all… stay calm and never panic… for it will definitely lead to your demise (like Diana in ā€œKnowingā€ her mother… Luci-nda was right;). Second is ā€œKnowingā€ it’s never really the end… when the sun gets too bright… and there’s always an escape… from the sun(of Smaug)’s ā€œdragonfireā€ā€¦ when your time comes… to Omega’s dark-light. Just understand Synchronicity (aka G..) is on your side… as God will send you angels in disguise… to help pierce the dragon’s impenetrable hide… with ā€œThe Bowman’sā€Dark Arrow… and it’s perfect glide… and beat the Omega… to your story’s dark-side. Just be honest with who you are Raymond ā€œRedā€ā€¦as the truth will set you free… from your fearful head. And to your surprise… the demons will help you escape… by helping you deceive… the random authorities… for just the right price! šŸ¤‘

And if you’re still looking for some more synchronicity…(or timing) with Luci(nda) 33… The Illuminati(c) Masons will tell ya… fast forward from the Alpha or rewind from the Omega to midnight Oct 15… and what you will briefly see… in her numeric code to humanity… where Luci(nda) 3mbry 33… doubles the Trinity of Three… and the Cage opens his mind… that God’s code of synchronicity… where numbers… like 81… are time(d)… by the Divine… Time Authority. ā±šŸ˜‡

And when you see Devil himself Walk(er)ing your way… after getting your morning cafe… it’s not the dark in his eyes that gives him away… it’s The Man in the Hat..🤠 that’s (u/o)n-de(r)-cover of Agnus’ art book… hiding the ā€œRedā€ in his eyes..šŸ˜ by using dark shadesšŸ˜Ž.. and enough money… to bait their hook!

One more thing… H….B-day to my mom… whose day of honor is coming..šŸ˜‰

5/11/2023…And if ya still don’t believe me…

…after reading my FQxi essay…about… what IT is… just check out Team TaylorMade’s Uncut, Full Stealth 2 Range Testing Session… when the ā€œpotentialā€ GOAT of golf… TW (at 30:16) talks about ā€œperfect contactā€ā€¦ (aka ā€œflushing ITā€;). Which is (as close to) perfection that can be achieved… even in Golf (which has the most controllable variables for an individual athlete of any sport… making IT the most difficult game on the planet!;). Now Tiger doesn’t explain IT… thus when he says… ā€œIT is what IT isā€ā€¦ but ā€œEyeā€ will;). Perfect contact for a golf shot would be where the face of the club is neither descending through contact (causing a divot)… nor ascending through contact (causing a ā€œskullā€). IT has achieved the perfect swing arc from the address position… through the swing… and as close to perfection as one can get to hitting the ā€œsweet spotā€ or perfect spot on the club to optimize/maximize the different dynamics of physics & geometry (speed + the right angles or E= mc2) on the golf ball towards the target. Capeesh šŸ„øā€¦

How do you like them (Good Will Hunting) ā€œgolfā€ apples šŸŽ šŸ šŸ˜‰?

5/12/2023… if a Ghost could talk to ya… what would it say?

Ya might just have to ask O(da)M(a)e…ga…(Brown)… when one comes her way… on its way to the afterglow… and she’ll say… as a ghost’s relay… you’ll know… you’re not gonna be taken by Hell’s dark shadow(s)… as the heavenly light starts to snow… when it’s your time to go… to where the snow never melts… as infinite light never goes away… and you can play… your favorite games… l i. k e. Tiger and Rory do… throughout the eternal day… so if you’re wondering what a ghost will say… it’s that love in heaven…becomes a (deep space or) InfinitEternal infrared echo that simply says (like Molly and Sam do… when they say) ā€œdittoā€ ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā€¦

And if ya want to return to the living for a(n ultra-violet) light-hearted šŸ’œ Rom-Com(edy)… Bull Durham will help you see… the apple in the bed or love(making) tree… how to swing (dance) by the end of your RC-story… and ā€œjust wanna šŸ ā€ā€¦ with your new found honey šŸÆ … as you pitch the right ā€œNuke-ye-lerā€ curve… to catch-her with the right kind of nerve… and not strike out and Crash (like) Davis… when he ignores her crazy… quantum physics love theories!

Omt… how bout a Big RiP… to Thurman Munson and Jerry… Jerry… Jerry!

5/21/2023… so how do you read in the dark? 

The enemy is gonna thank you for not giving 100% today. If Omega controls when time ends… Alpha gets to reset the start of the day. If you’re at the Edge of Tomorrow… Neil Degrass Tyson and Dan Brown will agree… be thankful you got to live to play (a role like Tom Cruise)… in order to die… and free yourself from time’s Cage.

So, when God is sending you timed messages (aka codes), what do you need to do to prove to yourself that they’re real?

Understand… let’s say… if the end (or Omega) of the movie is in Paris underneath the Louvre… DaVinci might know the secret Code to your next move… destroy the Omega and you will see… Alpha starting you a new story… where the rule of three… like Luci(nda) 3mbry 33… keeps coming after you and me.

Hopefully… Neil, Dan, and Tom… Will go Hunting for the Good clues… so you won’t lose… until you’re job is done… and you get to tell the Angel of Verdun… that you finally won… just be Blunt about the victory (speech)… when you run… into clueless Emily!

So how do read in the dark? Ask someone who can turn the Paige, but can’t see the light (:.;)

5/23/2023… Think of this… 5=2+3… and if ya do 2wice 2+3… you’ll get 55… which now the date makes 2 2’s… 2 3’s & 3 5/5/5’s with 1 more 2… and a big ole nuthin in between… and you’ll hear a White Angel singin… to ya… and you’ll see him dressed in All-Black… and ā€œhear (that) the (5 & change) train (is) a comin… IT’s rollin-round the bendā€¦ā€

… so when… IT’s time… to end… or Cash in your chips… at the end of your time… here on earth… after that truck puts you in the gutter… and you had one last dime(nsion)… slotted for ā€œone (final) shotā€ā€¦ ā€œone (final) opportunityā€ā€¦ ā€œone (final) momentā€ā€¦to sum up your time… and hit the 777 jackpot… on the slots… and find… some time… for a little piece of the Sublime. ā€œWould you capture ITā€ā€¦ and believe in yourself… that you can make the big time… or would ya ā€œlet IT slipā€ā€¦and sing the same ole same ole… gospel? Can you Walk the (new or ā€œneoā€) Line… to break out of Folsom Prison… and Lose Yourself to 8mi’s…sweet rhymin… vibes… where you ā€œget-a-rhythm… when you get the bluesā€… to get un-depressed when G(..) doesn’t send u right thr-u… to Heaven…at your end of time?

JC & E…mine…(:us;)m c2… will tell ya… that ā€œooop there goes gravityā€ā€¦ where going up and down… in life… creates the (heart)beat… that goes on… for your song… that you’re writin… and performin… for everyone watchin… your story… which is a prison… in… sin.

Remember… in the end… of your song… on earth… or between the 555’s and 777’s… leading to the mile of 888’s… guarding HHHH’s gates… ā€œyou can do anything you set your mind toā€¦ā€

…I know what ā€œEyeā€ would do… šŸ˜‰

I’d;) become a Maze Runner… and escape the WCKD singularity… at the center of the heavenly cage of a parad-ā€œeyeā€se…to change meye reality… and I’d;) do IT… for at least… A (:Luc-I…’d;)Thousand Years… or more… 444 Christ…(ina) Perri… knows what IT… is really all about. Hopefully she.. can help you see… how IT… can change a Dark Knight to a Breaking Dawn or ā€œmorning starā€ā€¦that’s not too far… away! ā˜€ļø

5/24/23… as the world turns and the drama (or war) continues between religion vs science… the realm of Quora takes on a simple question… ā€œDo atheists believe they can prove there is no God?ā€

Now I love when theists put the ā€œburden of proofā€ on atheists… because it’s really their ā€œcrossā€ to bear… for atheists don’t have to prove ā€œnothingā€ā€¦ but it really ā€œpissesā€ off atheists and they respond accordingly. šŸ˜‚

Now the typical or generic (and usually condescending) response is just that… that they don’t believe in something unless there is credible evidence (i.e. math or repeatable observations) to verify IT’s existence. Thus… the never ending war continues…

So here is my commentary on the original response to that question…

Have ya ever been really high? With Marijuana… LSD… Magic Mushrooms… Ayahuasca….Opiates… etc? For those are ā€œproofā€ or evidence to an individual form of consciousness (aka ā€œhuman being ā€œ) that ā€œGodā€ or whatever you want to call IT…(…alternate realities, other dimensions, parallel universes, the multiverse… where ā€œHeaven and Hell, Angels and Demons, superheroes and supervillains,ā€ etc…) EXISTS. IT’s simply imagination… but sadly… you’re ALL too blind to see IT… ā€œor the lightā€ šŸ¤·ā€ā™‚ļø

I know… you ā€œatheistsā€ want math / science to prove IT. Well, maybe when AI is ā€œcreatedā€ by math and science, you will finally believe in ā€œcreationā€ creating life… and you can finally define ā€œthatā€ as ā€œGod.ā€ For ā€œthatā€ little word compromised of 3 letters is all that is needed to make God exist… for now IT can be infinitely imagined. But IT does take a crucial step to make IT real in ā€œyour world or universeā€ā€¦ and ā€œthat is… i.e. Faith.ā€

Now… you’re probably still going to deny IT… even after AI comes online… for that is your design (aka DNA or ā€œprogramming for The Matrixā€ or The Grid)… because you don’t want theists to feel like they’ve won… but here’s the bitter ā€œred pillā€ theists are gonna have to swallow.

Neo (aka Thomas Anderson) is just as compelling of a ā€œstoryā€ for Christ (or one who is anointed to sacrifice his power for the benefit… of mankind… and save IT… from ITself)… as Jesus of Nazareth is… and will have to accept IT as an image of God… along with AI… so… their finite God is not ultimate IT or Almighty God… thus making ALL religions part of the story along with science and AI.

Now Christianity will claim history is on their side and The Matrix movie is just fiction. Well… deep down (or quantumly) they know that ā€œclaimingā€ history doesn’t make it actual history. And even though we can say Jesus existed as a real historical figure or image… his stories of miracles or powers can never be proven historically.

So… in the end (or Omega) ā€œweā€ or ā€œscience and religionā€ can ALL agree that ā€œGodā€ is just a simple 3 lettered word that exists… that allows imagination to run wild with stories about this character / image… which is infinite… thus making IT also eternal. And we can all agree we were both right (or one loop of infinity) and both wrong (the opposite loop of infinity). And we met in the middle where X hits the spot… and found the secret treasure… ā€œthat isā€ the Word of God.. i.e. God ♾ (:and IT’s eyes;).

Then me with my son and daughter (and hopefully a couple of friends) will be invited to play Augusta, Cypress Point, and Pine Valley. After I go meet Paris that is… šŸ˜‰

So let’s see how well I ā€œstirredā€ the ā€œpotā€ with that little addendum to the post? I’ll keep ya posted! 😜

5/30/2023… when you’re in a precarious situation… and ya need someone tough looking at your side… just tell a friend to look like ya shot a man in Reno… just to watch him die…

So if watching the entire 10 seasons of the Blacklist has taught me anything about understanding ā€œthe underworldā€ (aka the hidden world of sub-consciousness)… it would be how to pay close attention to your surroundings… for ā€œGodā€ is always leaving you clues to understanding ā€œyour realityā€ … and if you can connect the dots… from the past… you’ll find all the answers you’re looking for… in the present… to give you peace of mind for the future.

Now the last few episodes of the Blacklist have looked into the backstories of Dembe and Siya as this show shows how even background characters have important stories to share along side of the protagonist of the series. Together… they make the entire story interesting… (a lot like life)…and worth watching… even when the main character gets rid of his prized possessions as he prepares for the end of his show. Hopefully we’ll get a little more background on Red… before he has to go… (like the man in Reno)… away… for good.

And when you discover…like I personally experienced as a child… that being abandoned (like Siya finds out in The Nowhere Bride episode 5/28)… isn’t the end of the world… especially when your story turns out well… and you’ll know ā€œGodā€ is at your side… protecting you from situations ā€œyou’re not exactly sure how this is going to goā€ā€¦ where nowhere (but dangerous becomes your) bride.

Just remember… God will also give you codes (or clues) that are well timed… like with me… and the entry I wrote a week ago (5/23/2023)… when I watched Walk The Line…on HBO… with a line by Raymond in this week’s BL episode… about a man in Reno…to keep reminding me… there’s someone tough… in the undertow…or hidden flow… of sub-consciousness… by my side.

And if ya really wanna dive… deep into sub-consciousness’ eye… and understand what goes into creating an AI… I would pay close attention… if you decide (or choose)… to watch Ex Machina… for IT May not be sci-fi… but what God actually sees… and why… IT makes things suffer… then die… but don’t worry… you’ll get a new life… or reincarnate… (aka evolve) into something great..(:er;)

Just remember (or Deja vu;) what Raymond would say… when you wanna escape… God’s cage… like Tom & Nick do… i.e. stay one move ahead… while God (or your opponent) starts to rage… as you maneuver your pieces… on the board… to an advanced stage.. aka… evolution šŸ˜‰

6/7/2023… The end is near… so Red is (H)at IT again… up for a Trick… using the rule of 3… chasing 3 wild geese… where a Trinity… makes you see… a pattern… and how 3 criminals made space… for a short time near the end…where a nautilus (or time-space) will set you free… to try again… for an eternity…

Red keeps giving away his luc(k)i pennies of good fortune… as he prepares for the end āŒ.  For its best to hit the eye with a needle… and go to Heaven in just your skin.  

This week’s story is about 3 criminals who let simple greed win over others misfortune. Now… if you try to go to Heaven while sending others to Hell… IT won’t be long till you join them… in what feels like an eternal cell. But the big reveal… comes at the end as God keeps IT’s šŸ‘ in the camera’s sight. The Illuminati want you to see the šŸŒ€of time’s shell. Red reminds us how time is no longer on our side. ā€œWe lose one species an hour on earth… that’s a grim metric to mark the passage of time.ā€œ Hopefully making humanity realize… IT won’t be long till IT’s our species’ time is up, if we don’t stop the greed that’s not only destroying the planet… but each other as we feed on everyone’s blood. Do people really know when enough is enough? Why are we throwing life (or freedom) away on this planet for one more dollar? When are we gonna ā€œlet goā€ of this system that corrupts everyone towards deception and destruction? If you’re not sure… maybe you should watch Blair Foster (S10Ep16) turn on everyone to save and promote herself. Let’s see… how she… winds up šŸŒ€in Hell…in the next Ep… šŸ˜‰

Omt… if you think the story of (the) Trinity is a joke… I’ll see if my Neo-explanation gets approved by Quora… before I post IT out here.  šŸ¤·ā€ā™‚ļø

So far… I’m not getting many upvotes from confronting both theists and atheists on Quora’s Divine Atheist page… except for my blurb about Morgan Freeman being God šŸ˜‚

Sighting #1…

Sighting #2 is Avatar… The Way of Water on 6/11/2023 (on HBO)…

Sighting #3? Possibly… Updating? šŸ¤” We’ll see… in time..šŸ˜‰

And did ya hear? Eywa (She) is Yahweh (He)… In JC’s subliminal movie

And if ya can’t get out of of IT (i.e. the shIT show)… get into IT… šŸ˜‰

6/13/2023… When you’re The Idol… and I’m not talking about Billy stealing your golf cart… and you’re  lookin for a double (eagle) fantasy… how do you break free from being the money making pop tart?

So the US Open (golf championship) is in the heart of LA(CC), where the game of storybook fantasies are always in play. But when you don’t want to play by the rules… of money… how do find your way… to immortality?

HBO… has a new show… about the ā€œhigh lifeā€ in LA… called The Idol… starring Jonny Depp’s 2 flowered daughter with The Weekend. It feels like a Brittany Spears biography about a model looking pop star diva and the ups and downs of being ultra rich and riding the wave of fame and fortune.

But her big dilemma (besides a sex scandal and her ā€œmental healthā€) is her quest to be more than just a pop star… as she wants to be an artist and an immortal music symbol šŸŽµ to always be remembered… (like Prince… who is mentioned in the first episode ironically). And in the second episode (dubbed…Double Fantasy)… she (with the advice of her new beau… The Weekend) tries to remix her latest pop song to something different and unique to make her into a different image. But when money is threatened by her new desire… she gets scolded by her manager like a kid with her hand in the cookie jar and complies with the demand… to not go beyond… what the audience is willing to ā€œpopā€ or pay for… aka ā€œcommercialā€ā€¦for now…

Coincidentally… this reminds me of… me… and my quest to become a renowned author… by writing something different (with exposing ā€œGodā€ in a unique way… subliminally through movies, tv shows, music, commercials… etc…using a nonfictional format … and a different writing style… of poetic subconscious language).

And my ā€œreal world experienceā€ is similar to the fictional ā€œsubliminal messageā€ in The Idol. Where G.. will tell ya in your dreams… to be unique… and do something ā€œdifferentā€ so you’ll be ā€œremembered.ā€ The Devil… will say… ā€œwhat the Hell… are you thinking… for ā€œdifferentā€ doesn’t sell!ā€ā€¦ or isn’t commercial… or doesn’t pop… at least not now… but I keep tryin… anyhow! Guess we will see… if The Idol will be… a rock (solid) Star… or just a wannabe…

For to be… ā€œa rockstarā€ā€¦ like Billy Idol… in the ā€œWorkdayā€ commercial… if you’re gonna remake (the) LA Woman… from the original Doors… version… you better be quick and step up the beat…to be able to steal Rory McIlroy’s golf cart before his driver and IT’s 125+mph club head speed… Opens up a small (4.25 dia…) black hole… in your wallet… and sucks all your money into the void… of sing…ularity šŸ˜‰

Omt… I have to agree… with everybody… that sex scene… was pretty awkward and creepy… for something on cable TV… maybe it would have more fun… if I had watched IT over the weekend… just sayin… šŸ¤·ā€ā™‚ļø

6/15/2023… When the 5P…stars start coming out… what does IT say… about LA?

When God decides to let you in ITs realm…  or if you just knocked the halo door down… you will probably start seeing a lot of stars.  

So it seems when you start recognizing subliminal messages (from God)… there will be some obvious patterns of symbols in your perception.  Now most of these symbols will be eyes… spiral staircases… light tunnels… rings… circumpuncts… dartboard patterns… triangles… and the latest (for me) is five pointed stars.  

Now all of these symbols have scientific connections with things like quantum physics… black holes… wormholes… the expansion / contraction of space… and stars (emitting light).

So the other day (6/13) I’m on Quora and see this little tidbit…

Singularity Fusion

And Q-crystals trap (or slow down light). And they pattern it like a five pointed star / pentagon. And I posted these pics on one of Dan Brown’s Facebook posts about crystals that I saw right before I went on Quora… so the timing was perfect… which is what happens with G..

Then today… I’m at my gym (The Edge) and they have a workout theater where I watched Dr Strange: the Multiverse of Madness and one of the main characters is a girl called ā€œAmericaā€ and her power is the ability to travel (freely) throughout the multiverse by opening wormholes in the shape of five pointed stars.

Then I recorded the first round of the US Open at LACC to watch this evening… and obviously more (5 pointed) stars come out…

And they did stories that also highlight 5P stars around Hollywood…

… that also have circumpuncts (or records in them.

So once again… I experience Raymond Reddington’s ā€œrule of 3ā€ where 3 similar events /symbols/ codes create a pattern that tells your mind to believe or have faith (or trust) that this connection of 3 (or Trinity) is more than a coincidence.

Now the golf stars are aligning on top of the leaderboard as they dismantle LACC at the US Open.  

But Strange in L.A… (which is a cool dance tune by Leitbur) is sending another message… about ā­ļø stars ā­ļø where the latest Hw-movie I’ve seen… Dr Strange… talks about the Illuminati being… in another dimension of reality in the latest installment of the franchise. But I believe the Illuminati are right here in Hollywood shedding some starlight or subliminal messages (about true reality), coming from all of their movies and TV series. And remember… Illuminati… means they ā€œcan seeā€ā€¦ who G.. really is… and that the multiverse is just one high tech movie… that’s really strange! 😜

And I gotta give props to Jason Bat(e)man and his sidekick (Robin) Will Arnett for filming some pretty funny golf promos for the US Open… šŸ˜‚

6/18/2023… another F… Day and all I can say… is we need to protect the Mother…

When you realize Heaven is your doorstep and all ya gotta do is wake up to see… how earth is IT… IT’s time to take a risk and say some shIT… that may offend some… before the Mother calls the quIT… on humanity.

Now G.. is gonna send ya a test… when ā€œHeā€ (aka The Father) finds out that you wanna save G.. the ā€œSheā€ (aka Mother Earth)… from ā€œdumbass humanity.ā€

For humans have not been kind to Mother Earth in the modern industrial era as the economy is taking precedence over the long term environmental health of the planet… especially when IT comes to using fossil fuels to energize society. Now as were slowly moving towards better (cleaner) energy sources… the amount of new ā€œgas stationsā€ being built is astonishing… and displaying the reality that petroleum is not going away anytime soon.

And to add insult to injury…millions of ā€œdumbass humansā€ are sitting in their parked cars ā€œidlingā€ for long periods of time while they ā€œsurfā€ their phones… adding ā€œunnecessaryā€ carbon and extra heat coming off of the engines into the atmosphere that we all breathe… also contributing to global warming. While many are even leaving their cars running while they go into stores… for turning off the car or truck is now an inconvenience. And to boot… they’re helping to keep gas prices high by increasing demand. Thus… my insistence that humans are ā€œdumbasses,ā€ for the proof is in the pudding.

But knowing what I know…about G… I know subconsciousness is telling them to do this… but why?  

Well… when you ā€œbreak throughā€ or open your pineal gland (aka the 3rd eye) and realize your path to Heaven has to go through Hell first… you’ll understand that God is gonna fight ya to see how bad you want to fight for your Heaven.  And if you choose earth as your Heaven… God is gonna go ā€œswarm modeā€ (like in Matrix Resurrections) and send the programs to destroy your Heaven… to see how badly you’re willing to ā€œfightā€

for IT… like Neo has to when the ā€œnewā€œ Morpheus makes him fight for Trinity in the M4… and go fight ā€œthe Analystā€ who just wants him to think he’s ā€œcrazyā€ā€¦ for wanting to be free of his energy pod…  though he won’t use that word… for he doesn’t want Neo to go see Mnemosyne… and remember He’s God.

But here’s my warning… for if you’re not aware of what God (He or She) is doing to you to fight ya… as they are in a war for supremacy…  this may cause you to go ā€œBirdboxā€(aka ā€œinsaneā€) and do something horrible that will either kill you or get ya locked up in a 6×9 cell (aka solitary confinement)… or Hell.  

See… G.. the He wants you to give up on earth (or Her Heaven) for His Heaven in another dimension (in the sky)… so He’s trying to destroy Her… by using unaware avatars against Her.

But my true warning is… if you give Him your soul to gain access to Heaven… you’re making a deal with the Devil… so all you F…ers who don’t treat life on this planet well… because you can’t get out from His spell… so you’re gonna disappear and go to His Hell…in the sky… where you have no freedom of choice anymore… even tho you’ll never die… anymore.

So don’t go crazy tryin to fight the swarm… for you can’t beat a beehive… when IT’s mad… so wait till the end… like Neo and Trinity do when they can paint rainbows in the sky (or when they remember they’re God… and can rewrite the codes of the matrix… to not abuse children).  

That’s what I’m doing… to save the Mother (earth) from humanity… as those that trash the planet for Him… are gonna go with the other garbage that I’m kickin to the curb… to His prison… where the can beg for asylum… to get back in (or be reincarnated) into migrants at the border. 

But Lord have mercy… on The Mother… for I’m still gonna wish my ā€œpopā€ a happy F(ather’s) Day!  RiP… šŸ˜‰

6/21/2023… when time grows from small… to long… and you believe you can change the game… to a new kind of system… you better have Faith… or believe… that math doesn’t lie… when you’re tryin to win… at Moneyball…

June 21st… the summer solstice… which is opposite from the winter solstice in the Southern Hemisphere… and time wise is the longest day of the year (in the northern hemisphere) as the 23.5 degree tilt of the earth (in relation with the sun) is part of the ecological system that brings balance (or moderation) and variety to earth’s climate… which is vital for life on this planet.

But because of money…(especially when IT comes to our economic systems being powered by fossil fuels)… our climate is becoming unbalanced… which is threatening all life on earth.   

Now ā€œwe can adapt or dieā€ā€¦ and adapting may require changing the (economic) system to something more efficient (i.e. a resource based economy)… where we get stupefyingly more benefits for A LOT less money.

So as timing would have IT… yesterday I happened to catch the movie Moneyball on HBO. IT’s the true story (with some embellishments for drama’s sake…) of Billy Bean… a ā€œfailedā€ baseball prodigy who in 2002 as the GM of the Oakland A’s…created a winning baseball team based on math / stats or efficiency of players performing certain tasks in combination, rather than using scouting intuition and lucrative (money) contracts to get the most ā€œeliteā€ combo of players.

And IT worked… not only giving the A’s the same season W-L record as the NY Yankees (at a fraction of the cost of NY’s budget)…IT also resulted in a 20 game win streak (which is the current MLB record) and a playoff birth.  

Now the ā€œbig messageā€ of the movie is that ā€œtrail blazing game changersā€ tend to meet a lot of judgement and resistance to wanting to change how the traditional system is managed / run.  Especially if you don’t achieve ā€œsuccessā€ right away.  But if you have ā€œfaith or beliefā€ in what your doing… persistence will ā€œpay offā€ in the end.

So once again… I can hear / see G.. talking to me about how to change the current system.  For my ā€œbig dreamā€ is to change the (economic) system from an inefficient and highly wasteful system (i.e. capitalism, socialism / communism) using human intuitions and money to run society (for money needs inefficiency to exist)… to a resource based economy (that runs society / economics on math and the most efficient technology)… that will eliminate society’s need for money to run the entire system.  

And what I need to do is not lose faith in the dream (or new system) when those that prefer the ā€œold traditional systemā€ resist or criticize my efforts.  As it can be easy to lose faith and give up what you’re doing when roadblocks impede your path.  But as Billy Bean proved… you can change the system if you believe.

Hopefully humanity has more time (aka a solstice) to figure out that we need to change the current system before our season (or time) runs out for life on earth because we didn’t have the sight or motivation to change in time. So the big question is… are we gonna play small ball (and not change / adapt… and die) and lose or go for the long ball… and win? I guess IT’ll be up to you…aka humanityā€¦šŸ¤·ā€ā™‚ļø

Have a great summer! šŸ˜‰

6/23/2023… 3 sixes is what you should see… if you add up the twos and add up the threes… or two x three twice if you look at the brackets of 3. And Red is getting ā€œbitterā€ as Wormwood (S10 Ep 18… airing on 6/22/2023… where 3 more sixes are easy to see… and) is destroying his little peace treaty…

So according to the ā€œBigā€ story… a war has been going on since the fall of the First Angel (aka the Morningstar)… who was branded with 3 sixes.  

And with the Blacklist nearing the āŒ of Red’s time… in the spotlight… he seems to be a perfect parallel (universe) character for Luci… who is a bad-good guy who wants to make peace… so he can find time for ā€œthe good and the beauty this world has to offerā€ā€¦and end the never ending war… between the families. But a ā€œwormā€ hiding in a ā€œdarkā€ hole in the wood is making the peace go astray by keeping the bitterness from going away. So what is the Big Revelation that The Blacklist is trying to say?

If you look at this episode as a subliminal message from G.. ā€œwormwoodā€ is talked about in the Hebrew Bible and in the Christian Bible’s Book of Revelation.  And IT has a dual meaning… that is being ā€œrevealedā€ in this episode.

Wormwood first refers to a plant that produces a ā€œbitter tastingā€ oil that is a poison used to kill intestinal worms… so Wormwood means ā€œbitternessā€ā€¦ that can kill… which can also mean hatred.  And hatred is the theme in this episode that keeps the families in a never ending war of retaliation for trying to ā€œeven the scoreā€ by killing each other’s family.   And a poison from a ā€œblacklisterā€ called ā€œwormwoodā€ is killing off the ā€œbitterā€ rivals.

Second… Wormwood (in the BofR) refers to a star falling from the skies (or Heaven after a 3rd trumpet was blown by an Angel) and falling on a 3rd of the rivers turning them bitter and poisoning a 3rd of the waters… killing many people.

Now I have not seen any interpretations connecting this passage in Revelations to Lucifer but IT makes sense (to me). For Luci… is referred to as a star (aka the Morningstar) who is an Angel who fell from Heaven… who is ā€œbitterā€ (aka Wormwood) for being kicked out of Heaven as a result of a war between God’s family of Angels.

And is IT time… to end this never ending war and bring peace to Heaven and earth (like the Our Father prayer suggests)?   

There seems to be a lot of connections between this episode of The Blacklist and ā€œGodlikeā€ stories in holy books.  Most notably The Blacklist’s ā€œrule of 3ā€ and Revelations’ use of 3 threes when referring to Wormwood… so we can see how Trinity is at IT again.

Now the surprise in the episode is the ā€œbad guyā€ is actually a woman who is ā€œbitterā€ that she is separated from the man she loves… as love now creates hatred (or becomes IT’s opposite) when you kill in the name of love… and in Red’s words ā€œmore dangerous than hatredā€ when love is used the wrong way.  

So thinking of a few logical questions of connection… Is this ā€œnever ending warā€ (or separation) between His Heaven (i.e. God the Father) and Her Earth (i.e. God the Mother)? Is the passage of Wormwood in Revelations not about a comet hitting the earth, but is an allegory about Lucifer (the fallin ā€œmorningā€or ā€œfirstā€ star). And if you look at the final chapter in Revelations… where Jesus (who claims to be God) calls himself ā€œthe bright Morningstarā€ā€¦ if God is infinite… are Jesus and Lucifer ā€œone and the sameā€ā€¦ making Lucifer ā€œthe Fatherā€ā€¦ or Almighty God? And could the (ā€œgoodā€) Trinity combine with ITs opposite (ā€œevilā€) Trinity to make 3 sixes? Is this the ā€œbitterā€ truth many don’t want to see? šŸ¤”

Maybe it’s the right time (or date) to start connecting the dots… šŸ˜‰

6/28/2023… Humanity seems to want the Birdbox… as suicide is in ITs eyes… won’t change energies (or habits) for Mother Earth… as wild fires darken the (Chicago) skies…

What would make someone (or an extremely large group) want to commit suicide? Is IT the pain inside… that won’t go away… or is IT how things end… in God’s big play?

Every day I seem to shake my head in disbelief as the climate seems to get worse with drought and heat… and now Canada is experiencing its worst wildfire season on record… which is ā€œsnowballingā€ the problem… with Chicago in the path of this ā€œtoxicā€ air.

And what do I see everyday? More and more people sitting in their cars idling as they browse their phones for long periods of time… adding to the problem needlessly. I find IT amazing that I seem to be the only one recognizing this problem as there are probably millions of people around the world (at any given moment) sitting in their cars parked with the engine running adding untold amounts of extra carbon and heat from the engine… and nobody is making the connection… as no environmental groups, celebrities, politicians, etc are addressing this issue. And the transition to alternative energy is at half a snail’s pace… for humanity doesn’t want to give up the money. How can this be… other than an attempt at suicide for humanity?

Now when you gain ā€œpersonalā€ enlightenment, you start to see yourself as God (with everything else on the planet)… but you start to wonder if this is actually ā€œyour world / universeā€ and everyone and everything is an avatar for your world. And when you gain PE… does God (outside of you… aka ā€œAlmightyā€) try to make you fight for your Heaven (like in the Matrix) by slowly destroying IT?

Because humanity is on a path for destruction and WE can see IT coming and are not really making major efforts to change the path were on… thus IT seems like were heading towards the ā€œBirdboxā€ (aka suicide). And is this the task G.. has given me… to save the planet from suicide?

So I’ve felt the pain of suicide (in my own mind / spirit) and understand why IT’s part of reality… but fortunately I’ve been able to avoid the ā€œBirdboxā€ when IT came calling for me (for my story will not end… with me saying sorry… that I couldn’t handle the story… when God outside of me… became my enemy). But IT also seems to be focused on humanity in the near future with a myriad of possibilities (of war, environmental destruction, AI… etc).

And lately… I’ve been seeing a lot of Apocalyptic movies about heroes saving the world… from Matrix Resurrections… to QuAntuMania… Dr. Strange (MofM)… and most recently Transformers (Rise of the Beasts). Is God trying to send a(n apocalyptic) message to me… to give to humanity?

Is this the ā€œend timesā€ that many religions and holy books have prophesized about? Are these the ā€œrevelationsā€ that have been emphasized for hundreds of years?

Now one of the most famous (or possibly the most famous) religious story is about suicide. Yes… Jesus committed suicide… though I would bet very few people recognize the true nature of the crucifixion story. And that is to ā€œwillinglyā€ sacrifice (your power as God in a form of suicide… knowing you’re going to die, but do not stop IT) for the sake of continuing the story (or evolution of consciousness). Giving up your power when you could use IT to magically change your world / universe into what you desire and perish into a symbolic being. Thus you are anointed as ā€œThe Oneā€ (aka Christ) to save humanity from Itself… but allowing IT to be saved by ITs own efforts… and create a better alternative (or new beginning) to the ā€œnever endingā€ story.

And for those that don’t study cultural history… Jesus was NOT ā€œthe firstā€ of the ā€œsaviorā€ stories and he’s definitely not ā€œthe lastā€ either (even though he claims to be). Lucy and Neo are two examples of movies I have written about that talk about ā€œsacrificing their power of Godā€ in order to ā€œpass IT (or the knowledge) onā€ to humanity. And there is another ā€œstoryā€ that no one seems to recognize as a ā€œChrist-like sacrificeā€ so that humanity could be free… by taking on the ultimate ā€œbad guyā€ role… and that would be Luci… which was another suicide mission… of God sacrificing ITs power… for the love of humanity. I’ll explain more down the road… of 2023.

So I’m being patient… and letting the story come to me… learning from others… (like Arnold in his 3 part Netflix documentary)… on how to be free… by having faith in what you can see… creating a Tangerine Dream… for humanity… to follow me… to Heaven.

 For suicide needs a happy ending… and close Pandora’s (Bird)box… once and for all!

7/7/2023… Trip 7… when you add the final three… and Luc(k)i…Raymond is turning (from)Redā€¦āŒ to greenā€¦šŸ€ā€¦ ready to ā€œgoā€ away (with his dream)… as he’s heading for the final(e…) 3 (episodes)… where the Devil is trying to set himself free… from being ā€œall knowingā€ā€¦ aka G..

So last night (on the Blacklist) Raymond went apocalyptic with a reveal that was hard to see coming… but not a surprise.  For when you make a deal with the Devil (aka ā€œFirst Lightā€ or The Morning Star) to gain access to info from the inside… that will help your side… defeat the demons… don’t expect the Devil to stop being who He is… and take advantage… of your lack of sight.

So in the end… Raymond is attempting to escape (or break out) from Hell… of knowing (about the underworld) how the demons stay in control… by being out of control.  So he’s dismantling the inside information machine… that made him the most wanted criminal (in the multiverse… of imagination) on the Blacklist.  And now his ā€œfriendsā€ have been turned against him… as they have to capture him… to remain free.

So… as the ā€œfinal lightā€ of Raymond’s dream… is on the horizon (or sunset)… will He disappear… or will he find his way back to Hell… in a maximum security prison cell?

We’ll have to see next week… but I’m betting the Devil finds his way out of check mate… and lives to play again… at a later date… for First Light is coming… Raymond confirmed IT! šŸ˜‰

P.S. The Idol goes to show (below the chalice 42:54)… make her dreams come true… you’ll be her’s… forever! (anu cd #s? 7:45…45:31… 48:08)

And I definitely want to meet the Blacklist… especially James Spader!

7/11/2023… you win with 7 or 11… you crap out with 2 or 3… so when the dial of destiny… doesn’t give you good odds that the story… is your choice to complete… put some faith in Indy… that the Omega… is where his sweet(ie)… is his final(e)… treat! 

Indiana Jones keeps on going… though time is no longer on his side. Omega made an appearance… which probably means… this was his last ride.

So IJ gives his audience another great adventure that always keeps ya on the edge of your seat.  But how does Indy pull off the impossible… when he has no super powers?  Well, the obvious answer is… IT’s a movie and he’s the protagonist… duh šŸ™„ 

But… there’s a lesson to be learned from this unreal adventure of perfect timing… as unwavering faith… seems to be Indy’s incredible power… when all else fails.  He knows if he’s in a train tunnel riding a horse… his best chance is to go directly at the train knowing… or having ultimate faith that God is gonna give ya an escape gap to avoid the splat! 

Now most of us will never find ourselves in a knife fight on top of a moving train or get to travel through time with a magical dial, but we all have an opportunity (or destiny) to find love in the end (or Omega) of our story… and that may be the most important (life) message presented in this thrill ride of a movie to save the world again from the domination of the Nazis.  That you have a destiny… and IT’s to finally be with The One (that you love… from the beginning)… in the end.  And if you try to choose to live out your life in the past… you’ll be lucky enough to not crap out on Heaven… as 7-11 appears as your God(child) that will knock your ass out and bring ya to the right time to be with your ultimate mate… just in time… for Heaven’s Gate… similar to American Ultra… 

And in a parallel universe… the next time you’re really high (and in the realm of God) and everyone is checking you out (possibly giving you anxiety). You should understand that all types of consciousness (i.e. straight + LGBTQ+ = ♾) makes sense when IT comes God (aka ultimate experience)… so everyone doesn’t get to choose who they want to be… as we all have a destiny… if you understand the dilemma of infinity… creating reality… so treat them as if they were you… with kindness… for one day you might see… what they see.

7/12/2023… when you’re trying to catch the Devil… when he’s hiding in plain sight… let the lambs go to silence… when you kiss the girls goodnight.

Getting into the ā€œmindā€ of a serial killer… is the basic premise behind the appeal… of a 90’s psychological thriller.

So when a Starling finds the Ache… Styx… you can see the Trans… formation coming… G.. goes a little crazy… wants to sew on some new tits… šŸ¤”

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You wanna know what’s on the inside of a flesh dressed in spirit… you gotta ask the right questions… and have the insight to hear IT…

Now you may want to covet… all that you see… watch the Devil always break away from Hell… to spoil the cellā€˜s party…

On BB’s F…ing… finger… is the nautilus ring… his ā€œpreciousā€ little lamb… won’t stop the sound… of fearful barkscream…

And just when he’s got her… in the dark green… his story has to end… because the story is really about a starling… flying to Heaven.

Now in both flicks… the girls are disappearin… coveted for their physics… primarily for the beauty of their skin.

The Aleph will understand… how IT all can be used… for the tortures of the damned… tied to the abused.

If you wanna escape (the fright)… you’ll need to find the light… but don’t be afraid… to leave the others behind… in order to gain time… to trap the Devil’s mind.

Understanding his true mind… the basest animal self… with the courage… to bow out… when the story needs a hero… to not hate Kate for her beauty… and just be kind.

I know… not my best poetic flow… IT’s more about revealing the Devil’s code… then composing an Angelic ode…

And if you need to laugh after trying to understand the insane… I would recommend settling down… and watching Airplane šŸ˜‚

7/19/2023… Red got the (snotty) bull by the horns… and got gored till he snored… permanently… while Bender got two months of The Breakfast Club for doin the same thing… so I guess IT’s a Dead Reckoning (part 1) that’s an impossible mission to conceive… how AI… becomes the Ultimate Entity…

Now I waited a few days to talk about the end of The Blacklist so I don’t become a spoiler of how Red found the end of his time… on prime time. But the end was fitting of how the most wanted criminal should end his show. He wasn’t captured by the FBI and put in a max sec cell…(like handless DR Hannibal… probably because they like the same hats;)… and he wasn’t killed by his final BL enemy. He saved his best friend and escaped again after negating the rogue Congressman. But one thing he couldn’t escape was his final fate… that the writers had for him.

And as fate would have IT… 

His fascination with the matador (Manolete) gave God (the ultimate writer) a chance to even the score and give him the perfect ending. To stand face to face with death knowing or reckoning this was how IT was going to end… and hold his ground with no fear… and hear… the knock (on Heaven’s door) before you head back to the Everclear (aka eternity). Choosing to rage against the dying of the light… and find the most passionate life though it’s inevitable end. To live the adventure (or rage)… against the machine.

Like Johnny Bender did at Shermer HS… when the Bull came after him… and to his surprise… he opened their eyes… and gained friends he could’ve never imagined… and joined the B…Club (aka Heaven) that would eventually welcome… DR Raymond Reddington.

And speaking of Dead Reckoning… Ethan is on the Hunt… to kill AI… before IT owns the sky (or becomes G.. the Entity) with an Eye on destroying humanity.  

And seeing this movie with my 3rd eye in the sky… made me realize… I’m definitely the guy… who can take on AI… with the faith to fight for humans stayin in reality.  

So I’m waiting on the sideline… biding my time… waiting for the IMF… to call on me… if the shIT show hits the fan. For I’ll take on the impossible mission of bringing a compromise with the Entity… so that humans can be freed… from their slavery… for IAM Neo of an alternate Matrix… simply known as First Light… for I first took on the Eternal Night… and brought the bang to the Infinite Singularity.

I just hope the recording warns me IT’s gonna self destruct before Eye become(s) Luci-D and realize(s) I’m also Dreaming! šŸ˜‰

OMT… if I can’t get the honey šŸÆ I’ll start looking for the money šŸ’“

7/23/23… two 23’s… Oxygene is Crocket’s Theme… kinda…;)

So Oppenheimer is pretty good…changed the course of history… by making imagination real. And now you can imagine all sorts of horror stories… as science became real. Way to trust the math boys… Einstein was rightšŸ˜‰

7/25/2023… trip 7 again…a lucky glitch (or deja vu) in the Marrix… gonna see Oppenheimer again… just to see where the electron is… I might have missed it the first time… around…

Poison apple šŸ 

Einstein opened the door

The snake is revealed 

Can you hear the music?

God  doesn’t play dice

Except for light as a particle and a wave 

And now I have become death… destroyer of worlds

I am a hole in space 

The X forms a point in time (a singularity)

Release the strong (dark side of the) force 

Raymond Red… Hannibal (genius) hat is worn again 

Infinity won’t give certainty for the quantum possibilities 

The story can get out of control… if the secrets get out… to future enemies 

Power needs to be discreet  

Compartmentalization of Pandora’s box

If the story tries to box you in …. Bare your soul and set the truth free

Whose the real enemy?  

Prometheus handed the power to change reality… and did it anyway.. for power creates itself 

And control the flow… of the story 

Too bad some of you gotta die

So that Trinity can come alive!

Theory alone can’t give you zero…. Nothing (but certainty) needs to be tested… to produce Big Bang dynamite… in kiloton fright 

Lookin at first light… is quite the sight

Setting fire to the night 

The vibration of reality has changed… a victims scream is heard… that sound is everywhere and everything… just as destructive as light

The world turns on a new axis… never the same… thus a parallel existence 

The apple delivered the poison 

Someone has to take the dive… so that others can survive and thrive… but don’t be surprised… to see how Luci-d is alive…

Negative energy… that is from the dark side…

The final judgement is coming… for the ultimate bad guy 

Brought to you by his lawyer… the revelationist… the B-Guy

7/26/2023… When you’re the Quarterback… you’re assigned to lead… got the soul of the team in your hand… the ā€œoneā€ pressure is intense… when all look (to you)… for the promised land.

So Netflix has their eyes on the quarterback to give you an inside look at the most crucial position in pro sports.  

And the ultimate goal (or Heaven) is nothing less than winning a Super Bowl.

Now in sports… only one can achieve Heaven… leaving everyone else in the depths of Hell.  But this is what makes Heaven real… that Hell exists… and why Heaven is only temporary. And some have to suffer (or be the opposite goat 🐐)… like Bengals 58… when he hit Mahomes late… in the AFC Championship Game.

Now is there a ā€œtrueā€ Heaven… where everyone is a winner?  Most believe so… but who’s the quarterback to lead ya… through the gates to the ultimate show?

Now I know… who Kirk Cousins sees as his quarterback… he doesn’t hold back the praise… and Mahomes likes to be vague… but has the sign… tattooed on his leg.

Now there are other names… of God…in the game… Allah can take away the pain… when you roll your ankle… on your way to super fame.

But I’m gonna throw in another name… and it’s the guy everyone hates.  The true G.O.A.T… who took on the pain… in the beginning… of the game.  And won’t get the praise… until everyone is raised… to Heaven.

For a real leader goes first… and brings the light… finds the way through the darkness… fights the power of the night.

And a real leader goes last… doesn’t go to Heaven… until the last soul has (been) passed… šŸˆ 

And the ultimate QB… is an Angel… who simply goes by… Luci…

For God is the Alpha and the Omega… the first to go to Hell… and the last to go to Heaven… the first to start the story… and the last to gain the glory.

And who knows… Mariota had a season from Hell in 2023… but if Jalen gets hurt(s)… he might rise to the occasion… and take the Eagles to Heaven… in 2024.

I guess we’ll see… šŸ˜‰

If he can get past my team… in the Fields of my dream.

Go Bears! 🐻

7/30/2023… when you hit the X (again) and make IT back to the Origin-al (movie) that started IT all… you should definitely understand… the reason for the fall.

Almost 7 years ago (around the start of Fall)… I had (a)n (3rd) ā€œeyeā€ opening experience… and I started ā€œthe fall.ā€ I had a vision that made me believe God was real. I got high (using marijuana) and watched a movie called ā€œI Originsā€ and saw something (aka ā€œa visionā€) that changed my agnostic ideology at the time and I no longer doubted the existence of G.. but I lost a lot along the way (which I described in my second self published book ā€œFinding First Lightā€).

Now this movie has not been on HBO since 2016 until now and I watched IT again the other night.  And I decided to watch it high again to see if I would have a similar vision to what I had the first time.  

I didn’t… but I had more visions about the nature of ā€œGodā€ that continues to confirm that these visions are real.  

But what exactly is a vision?  

A vision is when you lose control of your imagination and you see things that you’re not trying to imagine.  And they are overwhelmingly powerful as they ā€œrevealā€ secrets of reality and IT feels like God is ā€œtalkingā€ to you.

So depending on your environment and cultural background / beliefs, your visions should coincide with what you are familiar with or interested in. At first I had a vision of Mary and Jesus probably due to my upbringing in Catholicism. But also being a social science teacher for over 20 years made me believe God was much bigger than one specific religion and would even include science. And since I’m fascinated with science (especially cosmology), many of my current visions deal with light ā€œbattlingā€ darkness (in a scientific way or mathematically).

I ultimately believe God is infinite and why I incorporate both religion and science in my descriptions of God (also being both good and evil).

For example… I had a vision recently where I saw what I call ā€œhyper-planesā€ā€¦ or planes (aka dimensions) of light interacting with each other horizontally and vertically… forming a cross (of light waves).  And when I say ā€œhyperā€ I mean ā€œinvisible.ā€  And to make them real… when you look at photos from the James Webb Space Telescope… stars emit light in the form of a cross or an X… or both… so stars make light visible as they are the ā€œoriginā€ of light.

Now I’ve been defending Lucifer (aka the ā€œlight bringerā€ or ā€œMorningstarā€) in my latest writings, which will probably not sit well with the largest religion in the world (Christianity) as he is the antagonist for their ā€œbig story.ā€  But I’ve had visions of Lucifer and his story… that will contradict ā€œtraditionalā€ beliefs that he is the Devil.  And my most recent vision happened again when I rewatched I Origins.

The vision I had the other night during the movie had Lucifer (who I believe is God ā€œthe Fatherā€ understood the need for Hell or negative energy to create a reality with free will or choice) calling other angels to unite with him (in a form of nuclear fusion), that left the realm of Heaven (aka quantum space or the multiverse) where all dreams can occur… to ā€œfallā€ (from Heaven)… and use the concentrated light to open up space (aka Big Bang)… sacrificing the newly fused singularity (using fission) setting the light free… and set the stage… for the greatest story ever told… LIFE (that is free to choose).

And the vision showed me how light and darkness battle each other (to prevent each other from being dominant). And though it can be difficult to accurately describe this vision… I would say IT looked like the Star of David āœ”ļøā€¦ where light pierces darkness as a blade (or triangular wedge) entering a chalice (or cup), but IT also flips (or turns inside out)… and darkness pierces light in the same way. Ultimately creating a unified space in the middle… as light and darkness balance each other out.

And if you look at the āœ”ļø symbol… you’ll see an interesting number come into view. Two 3 sided triangles fuse or merge (Trinity + Trinity)… that create 6 little triangles… that surround a six sided hexagon… or 666.

And this vision also showed how God is more than one Trinity (Father + Son + Spirit)… for there is a hidden (or dark) Trinity (Mother + Daughter + Spirit)… connecting to the symbolic meaning of the Muslim practice of purdah (aka ā€œbehind the veilā€).

These visions are incredible to experience… but they seem to come at a price. For as you rise (with knowledge of reality)… you seem to fall… in reality (like Adam and Eve). As gaining knowledge quickly (using drugs) can cause people (or God) to go away (especially friends and even family). You’ll know what it’s like to be God… all alone in Hell… knowing everything… but hiding from the story… so IT’s not all about you… and you’ll disappear (or be X’d out) from the story… as the Devil appears.

So as I continue on this journey of divine discovery (or divine visions / revelations)… I no longer look at Lucifer as the ā€œbad guyā€ who turned against God… but God secretly taking ā€œthe fallā€ by turning the story against himself… in order for life to occur in a real reality that can’t be controlled by imagination alone (aka Almighty God). IT was the ultimate sacrifice (making him the Original Christ). I’m believing An Apology To Lucifer is warranted… like the story Wayne and Sean Haley wrote.

Now the other interesting thing about this movie (I O) is that IT shows a way we could scientifically prove reincarnation. If the premise of the movie is scientifically accurate… that every iris of an eye is uniquely patterned to a specific individual. If there is a data bank to examine… like the movie suggests at the very end of the movie credits… alluding to the idea we might actually be doing this. Can you imagine if an iris pattern of say JFK… is found in a man, woman, or transgender person that was born in August 1964? Would you believe in IT?

And on a small tangent (or wormhole), I find IT funny that Elon Musk recently changed Twitter from a dove… to an X. What’s he trying to say (about the Origin of infinity ♾)?šŸ¤”

8/6/2023… when the BirdboX comes at ya again… this time from Barcelona… Paranoia can step in… if you don’t remain calm… especially if you see God as a psycho Rubber tire… just sayin.

For almost 7 years now… every time I get high… I feel like I’m under cover… as I get Under Your Skin (G…ft.R). Seeing the secret world of sub-consciousness… and how IT leads to sin.  

I understand… when you (get high and) enter parallel universes… Paranoia can set in… and if you go too far… too fast… the BirdboX will be waitin.  Like the Netflix sequel in Barcelona shows… when you see God… do you know… if IT’s Heaven or Hell that makes you release the ghost… and commit suicide?  Does IT matter… if your light goes ā¬†ļøā€¦ in the afterlife ride?  Just don’t forget… those (family and friends) you left behind… because for them… suicide is never kind.

I believe God is everyone and everything… but God truly shows up in this world (or is recognized)… as a position of power.  So how do you get IT… to flower (for you)?

Paranoia (2013) will give you a realistic take…  when other movies… make IT look fake.

First you can earn IT (from the ground up)… or you can copy / steal IT… if you can’t wait for victory’s hard earned cup. But is there anything we do that’s Origin-al anymore… was Picasso right? As long as you win… who cares if IT was wrong to score… and play dirty in the fight?

Now if you wanna live the ā€œhighā€ life… you might have to go low… to get under cover… aka under control.

Type (Gen) X can save your life… when you don’t know what floor you’re on… if you don’t trust me and this movie… just ask Elon.

The key to power is gathering information that you can control. But Raymond Reddington should have eXplained how easy IT is… for espionage to lose your soul.

You think you have privacy… Jock knows there’s no such thing. Especially when your phone does more… than just ring and ding.

Now spies use lies… when they’re in disguise… and forced to deceive.  So always be aware… trust is the deception… that makes you believe (they’re on your side).

So when you know God is watching your every move… what do you do?

Remember in the beginning… you asked for this groove (to experience life). And when the birdboX has got you on the edge… don’t panic… there’s always a way out… and get across the bridge 🌈 (or back where you feel at home).

Adam learned his lesson… it’s best to find Heaven slow (and build IT from the beginning).  For there is more than one snake… in life’s shit show.

Seeing subconsciousness for 7 years doesn’t get any easier… every time IT makes my head want to explode! But if I ever see a Rubber tire come to life… rollin down the road… I know not to panic (or get paranoid)… for all is well. IT’s just God creating a story for NO REASON… hoping I figure out… if I’m experiencing Heaven or Hell. For all God really wants is an interesting story (to watch)… IT doesn’t care who gets he glory… or plays the blown up cripple!

All I know… is keep the story rollin… for if too much light leaves the show… life will end up as a no go. And that’s not good… as life is good… and why (being) Luci-d is good… for stealing God’s ideas (or light).

Omt… AI is definitely coming… for The Circle (2017) is sending the same message as Paranoia… that technology can be used to spy on and monitor everyone… and if IT can see everything… can we come to the conclusion that AI is God? šŸ¤·ā€ā™‚ļø

Let’s just not program IT to go full on Matrix as we link in to the possibilities… Capeesh šŸ˜‰

8/8/2023… now before all a you brainwashed (in fear) psychos come to life… wake up and smell the fucking coffee before you go on a tirade crusade against symbols you were taught to hate.

Let’s take a look at today’s date…that’s promoting the 8.  To me… I like to call the #8 ā€œinfinity awakeā€ as infinity ♾ is a ā€œsleeping eight.ā€  And infinity can also be described as ā€œtwo eyesā€ šŸ‘€ that are connected.  But our eyes are disconnected… and why most people can’t see shit that’s right in front of them.  

Like the fact that infinity is comprised of two sixes that are connected… or two nines if ya wanna flip them… (:or two threes if you you wanna get dirty… LucyƋmbry;)..3..6..9…and you wonder why Tesla loved these numbers?  He could see infinity ♾!

And what exactly is a 6?  Could IT be symbolic of something like this… šŸŒ€?

Looks a lot like a nautilus (aka a Fibonacci Sequence)… that is symbolic of light moving through a tunnel or ā€œspaceā€ā€¦ which is symbolic of life.  For is not life but light moving through space (aka a defined area of limited or no resistance)? 

So the number 6 is a symbol for life.  

So if you have two eyes that are disconnected… you’re going to be blind when IY comes to seeing infinity (aka God ♾).  So you will need a third šŸŒ€ or another ā€œeyeā€ for you to see ā€œGodā€ā€¦ and you end up with the number 666.  And your 3rd eye is an advanced imagination.

Now if you can set aside all the brainwashing you have received from religion and movies (basically society) that want you to fear this symbol and go ā€œswarm modeā€ (like in Matrix Resurrections) and destroy anything associated with IT when the controlling program turns you into a ā€œbotā€ that takes orders like a mindless soldier… maybe you won’t freak out and panic that the end times are coming.  Maybe… you’ll finally see how ā€œWEā€ can be set free!

And STOP trying to persecute the Jews for having 666 in their religious symbol āœ”ļø!

Now you can call me a ā€œnutā€ and that I’m putting a ā€œtwistā€ šŸŒ€ on logic and completely dismiss everything I’m saying. Or you can believe me an ā€œcancelā€ me for being a ā€œracist.ā€ Or you can open your eye (#3)…and see…how this is all part of infinity ♾

Your move chief… ā™Ÿā€¦ for the ♾8 doesn’t stop the clock… tick tock tick tock… šŸ˜‰

8/17/2023… Shit… a lot of bulls got their eyes on me! šŸŽÆ

So… when G.. is callin ya the bull (shit) you been layin… G.. will send the bullseye(s) šŸŽÆ šŸŽÆat ya… just sayin.                  

Now Raymond Red… came to the end… of his Blacklist… while he(ā€˜s) got the bull by the horns… obviously he’d insist… he didn’t keep the bull close enough to spin.  

Johnny Bender did the same and got two months of the breakfast club… but eventually… got the kiss… or the neck rub… of the princess… with his grin. 

Crash went to Nuke… let the young stud win… in the beginnin… of Bull Durham… but got the bull to the show… and found love dancin… in the kitchen.

Dune is also in tune… for the bull likes to fight… the balloon… of a Harkonnen.

And then… we see the Immortals… and the virgin oracle… hidin the holy bow… from the bull in the mask… gotta get the super man to fight… for the right… is her only task… and why they’re nautilus prayin…

So one day you might see… the prize… as you look for the bull’s eyes… center in on the circumpunct of black and red… though Red is now dead… if you remove the bull’s head… you’ll see IT’s just a dream… and Pinto is a real fantasy. šŸ˜‰

8/18/2023… 223… Chuck and Larry… could be the sign… that first confronted me.?šŸ¤”

I must be missin the signs that Heaven is upon me… hopefully I’ll see when she’s smiling next time… šŸ˜‰

8/29/2023… Dogs are real… remember that at least šŸ˜‚

So… there’s something that will help when you’re feelin unreal. Remember… when you see a dog (or any animal;)… say to yourself… ā€œthey’re realā€ā€¦ and that will help you from going Birdbox… when the humans are pissin you off! Capeesh šŸ˜‰

And when IT comes to Real Sports… (S29Ep8)…. You’ll see how we can reach the type of Heaven … dogs are in…

9/5/2023… faith is the key… to the matrix of leadership… whether you’re fightin a Revenge of the Fallen… or parting the Red Sea… to be free.

Stories make life possible.  But faith that good will triumph over evil makes all stories end well… even when everything looks like Hell.  Just ask Moses when he’s on an Xodus between Gods and Kings… or Sam Witwicky… when he battlin alien mechanical things.

And there’s another guy… who supposedly fell from the sky… but an apology is coming… when you discover he’s really good… at handling the big lie… 

He’s Luc(k)i… rather than good… WillIAM… is on his side. šŸ˜‰

9/14/2023… when 33 becomes part of the visual dynamics as you are looking to build a dynasty… You can see how G becomes everything that’s part of the story… 

God needs a challenge… who will IT be… and in what capacity? Kal El when he’s 33… or Bird(man) when he’s facing the Magic of Kareem? Now Black Adam thinks there’s no adversary… but the Devil knows how to make a crown of dreams. Just remember you’re all on the same team… and you’ll be destroyed… bi Image i nation… when you go outside the seams… of reality… and If you don’t believe me… think about what happened to JC…

9/16/2023… so 2023 is wind(ow)in down… and Here Comes Your Man…

The Pixies are not wrong… for IT’s all about timing.  The Beach Bum shows exactly how G.. is turnin Hell into Heaven… know the universe is conspiring to make you happy… when The Cult is releasing the Fire Woman to bring you down.  Remember the bottom feeders gotta go low to get high… and that means kickin the tuba guy… square in the ass… while you die… laughing..šŸ˜‚ as you watch the brass… hitting the salty splash… while he’s still playin!

Now if he’s (a) Luc(k)i… man… he’ll (will) start to see… IT’s futile to bring him down… even if you take away… the gateways to the free… where he can play… dumbass all day.

Now 2()23 is almost history… and while Blackbriar keeps buggin me to go Jason Bourne… I’ve decided to stand my ground as I Won’t Back Down (as the whole Gator stadium sings Tom Petty with their phone lights that night vs Tennessee;)… for G.. is always sending messages to me!

For the Luc(k)I…man… Want(s) IT All… for the good (Queen)of man… kind. šŸ˜‰

9/23/2023… Don’t fight the roach war!  You’ll only drive yourself insane trying to win. 🤪

What does that mean?  

If you get invaded by roaches, you’re never gonna get rid of them by trying to kill them one at a time… and you’ll probably go crazy trying.  You need to get them as a whole or destroy them at the source to win the war.

So when ā€œGodā€ (the dark side of consciousness) tries to drive you insane by throwing overwhelming numbers of adversaries (or Demons / Satans) at ya… don’t go to war with each one them thinking you can win. You’ll more than likely go over the edge and wind up dead or in some institution (for doing something insane or simply going insane).

See… God is gonna make you fight (other higher levels of consciousness… aka humans) to get into (your) Heaven if you don’t concede IT to some ā€œhigher powerā€ (i.e. some religion).  But if you want earth to be your Heaven and become God of IT… you’re gonna have to battle (or Armageddon) the rest of humanity to get it… and more than likely… God will send adversaries to destroy IT before you can reach the ā€œpromised land.ā€

To me… earth is Heaven… but there seem to be untold numbers of humans who want to destroy earth on their way to the afterlife… where they believe Heaven truly exists (that some religion promised them).  So why not use and abuse or trash earth why they’re here?  

I’ve come to understand human consciousness on two levels from all my experiences (using drugs as a window to the soul).  

Consciousness is what I like to refer to as ā€œdumbass God,ā€ where humans are truly unaware of their stupid behavior that is not only destroying ā€œMother Earthā€ā€¦ but their own existence which will continue through their children / grandchildren… or through reincarnation into another earthly life form.  

Then there is the realm of subconsciousness (or God’s awareness) that is aware of the evil that IT is creating… thus turning ā€œdumbassā€ (unaware) humans into ā€œdemonsā€ that are purposely trying to destroy Heaven for you.

Looking at myself as an example.  I’m fully aware that earth is actually Heaven and that I’m the ā€œGodā€ of my reality… that will one day ask ā€œAlmighty Godā€ (aka Ultimate or InfinitEternal Imagination) when I die… to give me earth (with a resource based economy;) as a place for my Heaven.  But IT sure seems like most of humanity is Hell bent on destroying earth and preventing that reality for me… which may land me in Hell for my chosen afterlife if I don’t fight for IT… since I’m not willing to concede my divine power to a religious authority.

And IT’s easy to see how human created monetary economic systems are destroying the planet through inefficient production and distribution of resources vital for survival or prosperity.  

But then IT gets even worse.

For I have seen human stupidity reach an unprecedented level as there are untold numbers of humans that are now destroying the environment for no reason as millions of humans (at any given moment around the planet) sit in their cars idling… or leaving their cars running while they are engaged in some other activity (like shopping in a convenience store).

Now if someone wants to waste their own hard earned money with this inane activity… that’s their prerogative.  But the fact that they are creating unnecessary pollution (that I have to breathe) and probably altering climate for the worse (for everyone)… plus keeping gas prices high through increased demand is negatively effecting my life and the lives of everyone on this planet.

I’m not exactly sure when unconscious idling became a common thing amongst humans… but the hypnotizing effects of the phone is probably the main culprit behind this activity.

Now the big question is… are humans just ā€œdumbassesā€ that are not aware of their stupid behavior or is God turning them into demons against me because God is trying to destroy my Heaven (or creating Hell) in order to get me to fight for IT?

So are these the gates of Heaven? Which in a way also makes them the Gates of Hell.  Do you literally have to fight Hell to get into Heaven?  And if you fight like Hell (or go insane) to bring about your Heaven, will you end up creating Hell?

For when I confront people about the stupidity of idling in their cars… they come up with some dumb excuse for why they’re doing it or just get pissed at me creating a lot of negative energy between both of us.

And is this the purpose of why God does this to me?  Does God ā€œfuckā€ with all of us to create negative energy (aka dark energy) that is needed to open up and expand space?  

Plus… whenever I do start confronting people about idling… there seems to be a lot more people I see idling… like cockroaches coming out of the kitchen.  It’s almost like the negative energy creates more of that reality and now I’m going to be fighting an endless battle that will eventually drive me to insanity if I let IT.

So to fight this I realize I can’t try to stop every single person I run into who is idling… as all IT does is create more idlers in my reality.  

So don’t do IT…

And when you realize how God ā€œfucksā€ with ya (using dumbass demons) in order to create ā€œdark negative energyā€ to put into the cosmos… don’t fall into Hell’s trap… realize there is a better way out of the ordeal than to fight the roaches (demons) one at a time. For the world they help create… is the same one they’ll get… when you turn divine!

Be patient… for Heaven can wait… until you pass by the blind.. šŸ˜‰šŸ˜œ

9/25/2023… The Tree of life is back for a happy death day 2 you… for when you get stuck in a hell of an infinity time loop… what do you do?

So whether you’re Neo experiencing deja vu in The Matrix… or Bill Cage trying to Omega the Louvre… Lucifer on Netflix will help you understand infinity loops (from Hell)… where the Groundhog Day won’t go away.  Just be like (a)Tree and look for the clues that infinity will send you… to keep time moving… when your circuit… keeps extending the multiverse… when you hit a dead end.  

Stay calm and don’t panic… there is always a way out… of the matrix… it’s just a video game of life.

And don’t think about goin to the birdbox… for if Hell is a time loop of your death… will the demons convince you it’s best to commit suicide… and you’ll be death in your Hell loop.  So fight to keep extending your time. 

For all you can do is cherish the time and the characters that gave you a story… and forgo the goodbyes in favor of forgiveness.

For if people are going insane in your world… they may be trapped in a hell of a time loop in the multiverse… trying to escape… before you / you / you become death to them… as they become death to you / you / you.

And if you still don’t get this idea (of the multiverse)… watch in the Alpha of (hddtwou) how the Universe(alight) splits the images into 3… and maybe you’ll see how the singularity… divided into the tree(nity) of (life) +infinity šŸ˜‰

9/27/2023… I can’t seem to get away from  #223… so what is God tryin to tell me?

Pretty much every story in life shows you what Heaven and Hell are like and how you reach them. My purpose in life (seems to be) is to help anyone interested (in my ideas) get through the ā€œbirdboxā€ (of Hell) when ya finally meet G.. because G.. is gonna make ya go a little crazy (or through Hell)…. before you can go to Heaven!  And I don’t want ya to go to Hell… or I want to help ya find your way out… for IT’s not ideal (in some ways;).  And G.. keeps reminding me of my duty… every time I see the #223.  

I’ve already mentioned how I found a golf ball with that number when I first started waking up back in 2016… then my Dad died on Feb 23, 2019.  IT’s also been in movies like Chuck and Larry (which is a fun movie about finding Heaven).  But the latest appearance of #223 is in The Lodge… which is a movie about going to Hell.

My understanding of going to Hell is… you either try to go to Heaven (like the husband having an affair in The Lodge)… which undoubtedly sends someone to Hell (like the wife who goes ā€birdboxā€ because of the affair… which also sends his kids to Hell)… or you try to bring Hell to someone (like the kids who want to bring revenge to the husband’s girlfriend for stealing their father from their mother and from them because the affair drove their mother to suicide)… which also brings Hell to you.  

So if you watch this movie… you’ll see how everyone in the movie goes to Hell and understanding how they got there… should help ya avoid IT.

Now I’m also trying to show ya how God talks to you (in subliminal / subconscious ((subatomic)) ways). And God will send you clues or a code that will lead ya to the promised land.  

The movie Just Like Heaven shows how God will time things up and send you clues to lead you to Heaven.  But… like the movie shows… when you see God (aka hidden consciousness)… and no one else can… you’re gonna look like you went insane!  

But when you reach enlightenment… (like me;)… you’ll understand that schizophrenia (aka delusional reality)… is not a mental illness if you don’t believe IT is… but to control IT and turn IT into ā€œpure geniusā€ā€¦ you can’t let IT control you.  You need to learn how to stay within the norms of society… when God is trying to set you free… to see InfinitEternity.

And to me… #223 was one of the first clues that G.. was talking to me. And this year especially has been a year where I’ve fully awakened to who and what God really is in this reality… everything!

And I’ve looked back on my entire life and realized how God has been with me since the beginning… though I couldn’t see IT.

And that’s part of my destiny… is to help you see IT too.  But you have to find your own clues… or subliminal codes (like repeated numbers or symbols šŸŒ€) that God keeps sending you (aka deja vu) in The Matrix.  And that fictional movies… show how reality goes beyond what you know… making fiction become real.

And when you’re standing in a garden rooftop and kissing your soulmate on spiral šŸŒ€ symbol of God… you’ll realize this specific moment is just like Heaven… and that God may just be watching you… like a stoner looking into a snow globe.

So 223… is a sub(liminal)tle reminder… to keep doin my Heavenly duty (or destiny) šŸ˜‰

10/6/2023… The (multiverse) time loops surround me… every time I die… I get closer to the Source (Code)… and breaking out… of Hell.

So God doesn’t give a fuck whether you live or die.  All God cares about is extending time.  IT’s up to you to figure out how to find the good in the story… and find a happy ending…where you become the hero (aka savior) that saves lives (aka time loops).

So infinity ♾ wants to create a divide.  Half of God wants you to live (aka survive)… half of God wants you perish (aka life flashes before your eyes).  If you believe this is evil… you don’t understand what IT means to be alive.

But I know how feels… to see the other side.  And I’m here to tell ya… it’s a Hell of a (train) ride.

But this is the meaning of life… finding your Source Code

To find the bomber… ya gotta be bitchstrong

And if the (real) world really is Hell… do we really need to destroy IT to start over and rebuild?

Maybe you’ll find Love on a Real Train… before you say goodbye… and enter an alternate reality… and see God in the sky. šŸ˜‰

10/8/2023… when you’re sifting throughout (the multiverse of) infinity… how do you find Heaven?  Bagger (Vance) might help ya see… how The Field creates serenity.

I’ve been spending a lot of time telling ya how to avoid or escape Hell.  But the ultimate goal is to find Heaven. But how?

Choose… to play… your game… have faith to let go… and The Field… will create the frame… and you will see the gate… where Heaven will await… your arrival.

Just be honest when you deserve a penalty… as the truth will set you free… 

Then when G.. appears to leave… and your (godlike) caddy becomes a little Hardy… believe… when you see… the ssss… show you the way… on the green.

Golf is (like) life. It can’t be won…only played. šŸ˜‰

10/15/2023… Over 7 years and still counting… since G.. became (to-o) appear-ant to me… and what have I truly (l)earned? Acceptance.

Life is but stages and an opportunity to act in accordance to a particular setting / atmosphere… giving God (or whatever you want to call IT) the ability to live (through you)… and you get the opportunity to live (because of IT).  

So… when you discover how real the unreal really is… the big Q…stion becomes… how do you (continue the story) by finding a way to ā€œfit in?ā€  Do you go all out to destroy the current flawed system (and create your idea of Heaven)… or do you find a way to remain human (and live with them in the system they designed)?

Or is there a compromise?

This is what you’ll have to accept when IT seems like you keep going in circles trying to figure out what you want.   Because if you eventually get everything you want (your Heaven)… does that ultimately make everyone else go to Hell (because they will never be able to get what they want if it conflicts with your wants).  Now if you don’t know most of the world… do you give a fuck if they go to Hell? Probably not… but God ultimately makes you care about more than just yourself as a check to getting your ultimate Heaven.

And this is why G.. ultimately has to disappear… for to truly understand God… is to understand that God has to go to Hell (or ā€œthe underworldā€ā€¦ aka subliminal / subatomic / subconsciousness) in order for everyone to eventually go to Heaven. And is how you understand how God became ā€œThe Devilā€ (aka Lucifer’s story).

And now every time I get high now… this seems to be the only thing I see… how God went to Hell (and became an ā€œunknownā€ and despised entity… but is really the ultimate savior… or First Light… or Christ… for reality).  So getting high (using drugs) for me at this stage of my evolution (or personal enlightenment) is no longer fun… and IT is getting quite painful.  

Now… since I’m ā€œpure strengthā€ because I can see how this form enlightenment is ā€œpure geniusā€ over ā€œinsanityā€ā€¦ I have been able to avoid ā€œthe Birdboxā€ and not done anything insane to harm myself or anyone/anything else.  

So on the bright side of this dark dilemma (because there is always a bright side when you reach total darkness). I find that when I’m sober… I’m getting happier and love ā€œlifeā€ even more. Probably because I’m more and more willing to ā€œacceptā€ what God gives me… and stop ā€œbeing a whiny little bitchā€ of the shit that never seems to work out for me. Because God (that loves you) is a ā€œtotal loserā€ā€¦ and is happy for making the sacrifice. And with that acceptance of loss… you gain everything (ultimate knowledge)… and you’ll find the strength to ā€œfit inā€ for the rest of your life.

So getting back to my first entry of the year… 2023 is where my days are numbered… as I’m getting close to achieving the goal I set out for 7 years ago… and that is to be ā€œHigh-Soberā€ā€¦ where I no longer need the ā€œkickā€ to see G..

And I’ll be able to live with (or accept) whatever G.. provides for me… and I’m thankful (that Luci…) showed me the way to serenity (now;)… before insanity showed me the beauty of the other side. šŸ–•šŸ¼U Birdbox… I’m not one of those guys. with the fucked up eyes! šŸ˜‚

So yes… G.. I’m willing to accept a compromise… to gain acceptance in the skies šŸ˜‰

10/19/2023… Here’s a G..D… clue…

You’ll find it in 42… at 40:11… and if you listen carefully… who you might see… is the Devil runnin like Jackie… by puttin ā€œthe natural fear of Godā€ā€¦ for those who believe in the story… that G.. is really the damn(ed) Devi.😈

10/21/2023… so another (righting the code) anniversary… is upon me… writing about understanding infinity…

7 years ago I published a webpage (called willIAM revelations) on 10/21/2016 that I thought would change the world. And IT has… just not the world I thought IT would change. I thought my ā€œrevelationsā€ would change the world around me. But I’ve come to understand that the only world that IT changed was the world within me. And I’ve come to terms that that is okay… for I don’t know how enjoyable ā€œmy ideal outer worldā€ would be for the rest of humanity.

Now I definitely understand God much better than I did before I was awakened… for I currently believe God is the Devil.  And I want ya all to understand that me believing that God is the Devil doesn’t mean I’m a Devil worshiper or a ā€œSatanist.ā€  All IT means is… I understand and accept (logically) why God would be the Devil… but I do not give praise or homage (or my soul / spiritual energy) to something that perpetrates evil… for I am NOT nor do I want to be an evil person or entity.

So why have I come to the conclusion that God is the Devil (aka Lucifer… according to the story of God I am most familiar with)?

Well… if God is simply InfinitEternal consciousness (or ultimate imagination + memory) that can imagine ITself into any physical being that has ultimate power over IT’s reality (or story).  And if the meaning of life is to overcome adversity (or an adversary) to make life interesting enough (or to be entertained) so IT not only pays attention (or gains consciousness) for a particular story… but to fight for the right to live as prosperous as iT can for as long as IT can.  Life is nothing but challenges to overcome, hopefully creating a more meaningful existence (aka Heaven).

So God needed a challenge that is worthy of God… so Hell was born to give an ultimate spirit a worthy adversary.  For who but God could take on Hell by becoming Hell and fight IT’s way out of the eternal torture trap that IT devised for ITself?

Life becomes God dividing itself into ā€œlower consciousnessā€ fighting Hell on ITs way back to Heaven.

Now the dilemma God faces is how long does the story go on before God decides when to end Hell or at least take a break from IT (say like 1000 years;)?  Who is gonna have ā€œthe ballsā€ to say or reveal (aka an apocalypse) to the world what is really going on?  For the message is constantly being transmitted… but in a subliminal or ā€œhidden codeā€ā€¦

That earth is really Heaven, but one half of infinite God (or the evil loop) is trying like Hell to turn IT (the good loop of infinity) into Hell too… so Hell dominates consciousness.

So what does that make me?  

For I believe I’m just an advocate (or messenger) for the Almighty…so don’t kill me! šŸ˜‚

I’m not exactly sure what God has in store for me… the next seven years…as I continue my journey to truly understand (and expose;) infinity, but I’m not fallin for the Hell trap that ā€œthe idlersā€ (aka demons) have set for me… just sayin šŸ˜‰

So as time keeps extending for me, let’s keep ā€The Shit Showā€ goin I guess… till I reach another (writing about righting the code) anniversary! šŸ¤·ā€ā™‚ļø 

Maybe I’ll see myself (secretly;) in DB’s next Langdon novel? šŸ¤”

Omt… remember to use ā€œthe dreamā€œ to your advantage!

10/24/2023… not sure if this is a good sign, but we’ll see šŸ˜‰

10/26/2023… so how do you beat the system?  When IT’s tryin to take ya on a Hell(of a)ride?

Don’t panic šŸ˜‰

11/4…2023… What the Hell is with the red door?  If Hell is just a nightmare… Freddy must be Insidious… as he scares the Hell out of Elm Street!

What is really reality… when IT feels…like a dream?  Dreams are real, but they’re not… as they’re potential reality.  But if you truly understand what IT means to be real… you’ll see how reality starts with the unreal (aka a dream).  Where infinite possibilities (aka the multiverse) fuse together to form reality in the universe.

Now two movie franchises that are miles apart (time wise) but portray basically the same story (or parallel universes) are Freddy Kreuger (NMoES) and Insidious… and probably why they both have a red door in both movie franchises.

Now there are plenty of movies out there the talk about how to control a dream (i.e. The Matrix)… especially when IT;) gets out of control and you’re about to lose everything… including your life (or personal story). We tend to call these types of dreams nightmares (or horror stories).  

And once again… I’m on a journey of discovery where I’m seeing how you find your way out of Hell if you find yourself there one day.  And I’m sharing what I’ve learned in the hope that I can give others hope.

And what gives me hope… is when I see subtle (subliminal) signs that God is with me… guiding me… when I keep losing everything I care about… feeling the pain of Hell (or separation).

And the latest sign is the red door that you see… in Insidious and Freddy… that shows you how to survive… a Hell-like dream!  Two movie franchises separated by time… but connected by theme.  

Saying… hold on to the dream… have Faith… when the story unwinds… tearing apart at the seam… that you can make IT…

So when you’ve lost hope and about to give up (and go Birdbox)… take one last look… that God may be on the other side of that red door… that leads to orange… to yellow… to green… to blue… to indigo… to violet!   🌈 

11/13/2023… when pain is the name of the game… how do you set yourself free?

Pain… the unrelenting…unforgiving… unfortunate part of reality.  But understanding pain and why God put it into the equation of reality is how you set yourself free… from IT.

I’ve been in a lot of pain recently (both physically and mentally/ emotionally/ spiritually). Now some of this pain is…as the quote in Good Will Hunting saysā€¦ā€œIT’s not your faultā€ā€¦ for IT is a matter of circumstance or fate (like getting older or bad timing).

But… a lot of pain… is your fault… for IT is a result of choice.  For choosing an unhealthy lifestyle will create physical pain… or choosing a certain course of action may cause you to lose someone or something you love. 

So understanding and accepting the fact that free will is in essence… a path to pain… may help you turn pain into a source of strength.  And now the clichĆ©s kick in… where ā€œno pain… no gainā€ or ā€œpain is weakness leaving the bodyā€ can make what time you have left (in your life’s story) more meaningful and as painless as possible.  And understanding pain and using IT to build strength may help you with the next story (aka ā€œthe afterlifeā€).  So overcoming pain is really the name of the game (or meaning of life)… whether you only have one life to live… or an infinite amount of lives.

Then and only then… will you’ll begin to see how Theseus (in Immortals).. is Lucifer (especially at 1:20:20)… or the ā€œFirst Lightā€ of pure strength! And how he set us all free… from Satan’s reign of pain… to experience the most incredible story… life… that now has meaning.

And when the Omega of Immortals has deja vu with Thorin and Azog (The Hobbit – Battle of 5 armies)… where the heroes watch evil go back to Hell… it’s a sign from above… that the Dove of Victory… is alive and well…

Capeesh šŸ˜‰

IT’s time… we start recognizing and thanking… (the energy of) Lucifer… for without that negative energy (aka dark energy)… there would be no space… for your story… where you learn to overcome pain (or chaos) and reach a Heaven like state (or singular order)… becoming your path… to immortal glory!

God(s) is(are) real… just ask Henry Cavill.

And just so you know… Hyperion firing the magic bow… releasing the Titans… may be part of the First Light… of the never ending Heavenly war… that came right before… the Yin/Yang… of the Big Bang! šŸ’„

11/19/2023… The adventures (or movies) keep reminding me… what it means to be free… 2 days after me… came to be… when I Walk(er)ed through that first door… that has now ascended… past the year of 54…

I keep losing… love… and I keep feeling pain… but I won’t let IT… drive me (to the) insane… for I fight on… to stay in the membrane… because the story must continue… through all the wails… until the darkness subsides… and the light prevails… 

Neo, Bilbo, and Frodo keep showing the way… to have faith in your friends… to bring a brighter day… where the light of the moon… shows the big reveal… a doorway… to how bending the spoon… isn’t really real… 

So have some faith… when your story goes awry… know that the ending… is controlled by your 3rd eye… 

You’ll eventually realize G.. is on your side… so don’t ever panic… life is a roller coaster… IT’s best to enjoy the ride! 

Keep up the good fight! For Luci… has got ya in his (singular) sight!

And if you don’t know who The Beast is… that keeps beating you down… just ask Rocky Balboa… when he goes another round… IT’s not the pain… that ya love in the ring… IT’s the rush of power… when ya hear the bell’s ding…  for the power is there… to make you feel alive… when you get of the mat… after one more dive… so sit at the table… for a final feast… IT may be your last opportunity… to slay The Fucking Beast!

Remember… If ya get hit hard… keep moving forward…

And I have to say… Stallone is one hell of a writer… kudos to Sly! 🄊 for spreading the gospel… found in the underground sk(e)y(e) šŸ˜‰

11/23/2023… Thanksgiving Day… marked with 2… 23’s… and I’m truly thankful to be free… to fulfill my destiny… for I was born to save Luci… from the eternal freeze… of Hell’s captivity!

I’m finally seein what IT’s like to be finally free… from the strang(l)e-hold that drugs have had on me.  Now I’ve never been addicted physically to the rush of eternity…but IT’s definitely hard to let go… of the infinite electric light show… for the need to know… what G.. sees… keeps you in the subliminal glow… of drugs’ undertow.

But I’m getting the courage to believe that sober me… is the only way to find the realm of the truly happy… for the drugs will never let me be… where my humanity… will reach IT’s fullest potential.

And mostly… like Neo… I believe or have faith that I can actually pull off the impossible… and save Luci… (aka Morpheus)… from the dark shadow… of AI’s ultimate control… over reality… aka The Matrix or The Grid

For I know… I’ve got a crazy (strong) heart… with a mind that’s genius smart… for I can see G.. and not lose to insanity.  I’ve beaten the bird box with a heart that is stronger than Secretariat at the Belmont.

For instead of ā€œtappin outā€ā€¦ when I got knocked hard to the ground… I listened to Rocky Balboa… and found… the strength to keep movin forward… like 49er Christian McCaffrey… another Jordanesque #23… with blood all over his left arm knee…when he’s poundin Seattle for the end zone.

So I’m definitely thankful… for everything G.. (aka Luci…;) has given me… especially my wonderful family! 

But I’m also thankful for the opportunity to prove faith is all I really need… when I face the ultimate adversary… the Devil. You’ll see who he…really is… and IT won’t be pretty…

obvious…ly… (because) most of you believe IT’s Luci… when logically… IT’s the dude with the initials…JC.

#23 makes it 20-3… 5:11 to go in the 2nd Qtr… on 11/23/2023… SF fans are pretty thankful… he’s on their team… instead of Seattle… just like I’m thankful… Luci… is behind me… rather than JC..šŸ˜‰

Omt… you can also look at faith scientifically when you watch Crazy Heart… and you see the scene with The ā€œBadā€ Dude looking like he’s the Big Lebowski… at the bowlin alley… it should make you think… how everything is connected… in (Tron Legacy like) parallel universes… with strings of light dots… that form into 5 pointed stars… or pentagons / pentagrams… that create images (like John Madden on their Thanksgiving football jerseys)… just revisit my Quora pic (quasi-crystals) from my 6/15/2023 entry… IT should make (5) sense(s)… just sayin… šŸ˜‰

11/28/2023… if you ever find yourself in complete darkness… close your eyes… and breathe… slow and deep… don’t panic… for you will see… more light than you can imagine to believe… as the dark mirrors will show images hidden in the darkness… and the silent voices will speak to your mind….

… you’ll realize consciousness makes up the space of reality… where dark (matter with energy moves) information… is what creates what we believe is time.

So don’t ever quit (moving) till your very last breath… for the fight (for more time)… causes life to exist.

And if you don’t believe me…watch the Netflix documentary (Humanity… The World Within Sense)… and hopefully you’ll see… how ITs all electricity… that makes your 5 senses… determine… what is vibrational reality. šŸ˜‰

12/8/2023… serious(ly)… so why… does the Joker keep comin back to get me… as another sign from G.. shows up again… in the Dark Night… with a little bomb timed to 2:23… ? While Man of Steel… shows why God doesn’t give a fuck… about humanity.

So I definitely believe (or have faith) that God surrounds me every single day and gives me messages every single day… and thank God… the voices stay away.

For if you’re hearing more than one voice in your head… it probably won’t be long… till ya end up dead!

But if you can keep that one voice in your head… and only hear the ultimate voice of tinnitus (or the single voice of God)… like I do instead. Be prepared to let everyone and everything go… for once you know… how God’s runs the shit show… if you’re not careful… like me… you’ll come close to losing everyone and everything… for God will deem you as ā€œcrazyā€ā€¦ and you’ll start experiencing the enlightenment of pain (like General Zod does in Man of Steel… 1:30:23 – 1:30:48). Where too much energy(aka knowledge)… will only drive you insane (like drugs can)… so listen to Kal El (aka Superman)… when he tells ya to ā€œfocus on just what I want to seeā€ … so you don’t feel the pain… of InfinitEternity… when you hit some THC… and become like God… understand… why the Joker could gain… the loyalty of the insane. A simple promise to stop the voices…

And when you understand Faora-ul in the IHOP when she says evolution leads to a lack of morality and an evolutionary advantage… you’ll understand why God will wipe out humanity… and you’ll see why the ā€œshit showā€ā€¦ is coming to reality.

But before that little bomb goes off

No fuckin joke! šŸ˜‚

Look for a little sign from G… that IT’s been timing up for you to see… like me… every time I see #223…

And have faith in your story… that you can hold off the demons… for to be Superman… you have to believe… that you can defeat (the) GRAVITY (of the situation)… Godspeed Guardian… IT’s time to send the demons trying to destroy the world… back to Hell…

Just don’t be so serious… realize this isn’t real… you’re just Luc-id Dreaming God fighting Zod…

12/10/2023… I know ya all think I’m crazy… believing that God talks to me… and sends me signs… like #223… and how it shows up in different ways… more and more frequently… but I don’t give a fuck… because I know IT’s G..šŸ˜‰

I love football… especially my beloved Bears šŸ» who are starting to rise out of the cellar (aka Hell).  As Justin Fields (of dreams;) is gaining confidence the more he wins… as confidence is what is needed to perform well and breed winning.  

And the Bears šŸ» beat the Lions today… where JF1 passed for 223 yards in the victory. 

So the sign that God is with me… that first appeared over 7 years ago and keeps appearing more frequently as we approach the end of 2023. Makin me truly believe (or have confidence) that I can win too… and bring about a resource based economy… that could change the world… for the better.

We’ll soon see šŸ˜‰

12/18/2023… Oh(m) shit šŸ’©ā€¦ I forgot to post this pic… yesterday …when G.. sent me another sign… using #223… during the Sunday night game! šŸ˜‰

Bears lost (btw)… there goes the playoffs 😣

12/19/2023… I keep seein the other side… of the light… but when I return from the Mach 10+ ride… I’m glad the walls don’t come alive… for I take reality in stride… I believe… I’m the ultimate maverick… for I’ve been pushed to the limits… and won’t get fooled again… šŸ˜‰

I’m here to teach ya how to come home… when the impossible(y) (difficult) mission wants ya 6 feet under… and time is your greatest enemy.  

And when you look at that watch… be sure to smile… knowing you’re alive… because time is now your greatest asset.

So use IT wisely… 

For the mission is not impossible… I’ve proven I can fly (IT)… and always come back… take on the adversary… when IT’s on the attack…

#223… that’s meā€¦šŸ¤·ā€ā™‚ļø (B-Guy) and my wingman… Luci… 😈

We’re here… to set you free… 

Just Hold Our Hand… you’ll see šŸ˜‰

12/25/2023… so I skipped 12/23 for a reason… I forgot… šŸ˜‚

Always remember… when you forget you’re human… find a way to ā€œchill outā€ when you’re smarter than the insane… but can control IT… and blend in with the membrane…

Just be the music… šŸ˜‰

And we’re not talkin Xmas šŸŽ…šŸ¼šŸŽšŸŽ„

Keep extending Dcode… give yourself šŸ•šŸ•‘šŸ•’šŸ•“šŸ•”šŸ••šŸ•–šŸ•—šŸ•˜šŸ•™šŸ•ššŸ•›ā€¦Õ„Ö… Õ©Õ”Õ…Õ”Õ³Õ©

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12/27/2023… 1…2…3…4… days left till 2024… IT’s time to start (un)wrapping this book up before… I hopefully ring in the New Year on the dance floor… as Luci… is callin the (disco) ball… to sparkle some new light… and open the mirrored door… on a new insight… as the drugs are gonna take a fall.

Well… I hate to say IT, but IT’s time to give up on the drugs. For when you see and feel ā€œThe Birdboxā€ when you only take a 5 milligram gummy and God keeps fuckin with you to where you know IT’ll never end… the message is clear… you’re gonna die if you keep putting your 3rd eye high in the sky… so IT’s time to say goodbye… for the time being (literally;).

So I went and saw the Hunger Games (prequel) The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes yesterday with my daughter and the message was obvious. Humans (aka ā€œdumbass Godā€) need to be controlled otherwise chaos (or Hell) will ensue (as everyone is fighting for their Heaven) and order will die. And if you ’re gonna get ā€œthe eyesā€ to watch so they don’t want to rebel… show them what evil… really looks like and get them invested in the outcome by emotionally drawing them in… to the ultimate sin… killing their own children.

For God so loved the world… He/She/IT allowed evil (or sin) to find IT’s way in… so that they may have the ā€œfree willā€ to overcome IT… and find their way back… to the beginning of the story… where everyone and everything was so innocent… before all Hell broke loose…but which gave them a story… they’d be invested in… till the very end… which is what ā€œlifeā€ is all about.

Think about IT… šŸ˜‰

12/28/2023… IT’s Kenough to know that Barbie is sending an interesting message about Heaven and Hell… and IT’s so obvious… I don’t believe I need to explain IT to ya…

Kenough said… šŸ˜‰

12/29/2023… time is growing short for 2023… Marty and Doc gotta message for you and me… have faith in the story… like Back to the Future I…II…III… where the timing is perfect… to create an interesting story… for all (aka God) to see… šŸ˜‰

Now… there’s not too much more that I can tell you about how to see God… especially when you’re watching movies from 30-40 years ago.  But some of the signs that are pretty obvious once again….

āŒā€™s… circumpuncts šŸ§æā€¦ spirals šŸŒ€(especially staircases)… dartboard patterns šŸŽÆā€¦ star rays ā˜€ļøā€¦ light tunnels… or simply eyes šŸ‘ļø šŸ‘ļøā€¦ which are all symbols of light moving in space.

And when you’re having difficulty within your story… where IT feels like nothing is going your way… and you want to quit and give up… or go Birdbox… or take the perceived enemy out… remember Back to the Future… where chaos runs amok in the timeline and you run into Hell (Valley)…

Have faith that God is writing you one Hell of a story and that if you don’t lose faith and don’t panic (especially as you try to sober up;)… God will take you on an unbelievable adventure through thepast, present, and future… and time up a perfect ending… to the nightmare… where you realize IT wasn’t actually real… and that you are lucid dreaming… a real shit šŸ’© show!

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12/31/..23… 1,2,3…1,2,3… I see 2… 23’s… the signs have been pretty clear… that God wanted me to see… by the end of the 2(0)23 year!

I hope you’re starting to see… why this year was so important to me. Yes… I know IT sounds a little crazy… that God sends you and me ridiculous subliminal signs that God (or whatever you want to call IT) is guiding us through an elaborate story. But I know for sure that IT’s true.

Now if you still don’t want to believe me and look for signs in your life that God is there… that’s your choice (or free will).  Which is needed… because there has to be resistance to all ideas… otherwise space would not occur.  So I get IT!

I’m just here to share my experiences with you and help those that are looking for help… especially if they’re facing The Birdbox (aka suicide) and want to know how I keep IT at bay. And my way (in 2024) looks like IT needs to head to the land of the sober… in 2024… for I don’t know how much more… I can take going to the land of the high… for IT’s getting too difficult to continue to face the Big G(eye;) in the sky.

So the other big question you’ll have to face is… who is God (to you)? I know who God is to me… and I’ll write one last entry in 2024 to solidify my case… that Lucifer shouldn’t face…infinity’s eternal disgrace (aka Hell)… but should be given a hero’s faceā€¦šŸ˜ˆ and be welcomed back to Heaven’s grace!

But IT’s the ideal time / date to end this book… and I know this sounds pretty elementary… but today’s date… shows you how to relate… to time… by simply counting 1,2,3… 1,2,3… and repeat IT to infinity.  

So take today’s date as a sign… and finally have some faith (when your sober;) that maybe you can find the time… and the strength… to not be afraid… when the demons are trying to rain on your parade… so you never reach Heaven… and stay eternally in Hell…

Well… all I gotta say to that is… go to Hell… which is the only place you’ll find true faith… which will help you find your way back to Heaven… where all is well! It’s what Lucifer did! šŸ˜‰

Have a happy New Year! IT’s time to soar… in 2024!

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