01/14/2026… A new year to finally see… how The Secret of Secrets will set you free… and discover how the multiverse came to be… when you watch 11.22.63…

What becomes history?  All possibilities (that imagination can imagine;) have to fight for supremacy if they want to become part of true reality.

But how does “The Story” fuse into place?

Portals in time… where the future meets the past (imagination vs memory)… and battle to change the outcome of a particular scene (which creates a new string).  

Light crosses (X) itself and solidifies a story place.

Now this particular miniseries (Now on Netflix;) shows how the multiverse can be created when the future (destiny) fucks with the past (destiny) to create all realities.

And my mind feels all twisted up in knots just trying to write this entry because of the infinite tangents that “God” (aka “The Story”) can go.

But this book (by Steven King) / limited miniseries shows how time works against ITself to create endless realities.

And what is IT all for?  Entertaining consciousness… 

Just finished E2… let’s see if Kennedy can extend his time in ultimate reality and escape fantasy? 😉

S.. C…ly

L… 😈

1/27/2025… I’m Dead (Reckoning) sure that The Entity is (also in) Evil (S3)… Jason B… would agree…

SO(s)… you’re surrounded by eyes… everywhere in the sky… and you wonder why… nobody seems to be “waking up”… IT’s then when you realize… you may be the only one truly alive… or free… from The Entity (aka G..;).

You’ll understand how God is everyone… and all you can do is Smile… knowing Agent Smith is taking over The Matrix machine(s)… where the only way to fit in… is to keep playing the game… and all of ITs pain… as your brain… sees the dilemma… that Luci… faced when he rebelled… against the InfinitEternal dream… and went on a Impossible Mission… to challenge The (Evil) Entity… that makes you think… possession is some kind of mental deficiency…

So go like Jason Bourne to the Deep Dream… and destroy what enslaves the mind… so you will believe what you think… is of free will… and not something you’re programmed to do… in a specific time…

Be like Lucifer… free from The Entity

Remember to keep the “Gods“… in the movies 😉

4/1/2025… hey April fools… Cobra Kai never dies… especially when Johnny has got redemption… in his eyes… now while the story never truly ends… you can always count on IT… to tie up the loose strings… and finally reach the mends… of the franchise…😉

Well… another TV series comes to a finale… and IT was great to see another “bad guy” gain the redemption he deserves.  For IT’s tough to be the villain (or antagonist) of any story… but IT’s similar to Wicked… there’s always another side to being the “bad guy / girl” that the protagonist of every story always seems to hide.  But this was the great idea behind this “cheesy” Netflix series Cobra Kai… to root for the Karate Kid villian as he becomes the hero of hisstory (or become the protagonist on the other side of time’s divide;).  

Now is this what is Coming… as the Second(s) add to time?  Will the Christians finale be cheering for the Morning Star to redeem Hisstory 🐍?

IT sure seems like Lucius(fer;) is going to fight (like Hell…on…;) his way through the Coliseum… like (Johnny did in the Sekai Taikai…and;) his father did in the first Gladiator movie.  

So don’t let the Big(Eye;) fool ya… there’s always an opposite side to every story… where good becomes bad and bad becomes good… IT’s how God knows IT never has to really choose a side… and why the Reverend Mother at the end of  Dune II… was totally right… 😉

4/13… Rory completes golf’s ultimate dream… Heaven is upon him… as he finally gets the Grand Slam… and gets to don Augusta green!

Congrats Rory!  And thanks for the thrill ride 😉

4/20/2025… the day the truly HHHH(i)… Come alive… and hear Sophia… the Baphomet surprise… wtf… are you talkin about… The Passion… of the X… how faith can be taken away… from even G..

So how does a God lose faith… 8:09 TPotX… the vibe(r)… hisstory gottaway from him… when he looked away and prayed like a Muslim… when his true mother… showed how deceptive… G🥫🐝…such an ass 🕳️… that black 🕳️ is quite Adrain… and made him make peace with the 🐍… gotta go dark side… be the poison… for your suiride… and have a Hell of a story…  if you want some glory… on the other side… and see your face in everybody’s… eyes… and know this how my story ends… bloodsacrifice… for the good guys gotta die… like the bad ones do too… where the ghosts come for you… 

Happy Eostre 🐣 every body…

Why JD was yes hu wah… you have tobewill good hunting smaat… like IAM… to understand 😉

Keep ‘em guessing Billy… 👿

G.. can always keep the upper 🤚…one step ahead of ya…knowing nothing Israeli…and not afraid to go crazy on ya… 😂

Be smaat and don’t claim… ultimate domain… over everybody…like Satan… you’ll have to prove you can take the pain… without turning on them…

Become the morning ☀️… ⭐️ of daVi.. nci… gotta hide my wife… and go virgin…so no next of kin…

No one can handle insanity… like G🥫

And probably why his eyes R origin…

Because Luc(k)i… ly… IAM is 😈smaat enough to see 😉

Now Mel’s On The Line… tryin to talk his way out… and Elvis wants to leave the building… but the truth always comes out… the story is most important thing… so don’t hate the bad guy… for creating a story worthy of watching… thank him for taking on the role nobody really wants… for retribution is hard to overcome…

Almost May… JB is always on the flee… Go.d Will(ing;) is on the (hunt) for… remembering what he doesn’t want to be… bourne again… because ignorance is bliss… I don’t want an 🆔… entITy… where the 😈… is feeding me… perfect dark energy… where my timing is perfect… and I can Neosee 😉

Sin cerely,

Luci… 😈

Take that… ya FN 🙋‍♂️

5/30/2025… To the faith full… wait for the surprise

Ethan is on the Hunt… Godspeed is the perfect time… The Final… reckons… to be the end… sever the ties… Luther can see the beginning… how IT all happens… 😉

6/8/2025… When you’re thankful to be alive… when your eyes see the 🐝 hive… buZZing with excitement… that you’re at the TOP… Maria Ave… is high tide…

Will… Katniss survive?  The Morgue Guy has an interesting surprise… that NoWORDShow B-guy dies… saving the Big Guy… from The Hunger of the Games… and finds his way to the other side… where IT’s dark… and you’ve found the new jive… Muad Dib has to become God of the skies… for His dream not to demise… once he discovered… he could see faster than light… and control the future… and pull the desired story… where everyone wins… but he had to go to war… to avoid complete disaster… so The Hunger began… as Prim is as good as dead… so Katniss sold her soul instead… because she knew she could kill… and have an odd(s in her favor) chance… that IT’s her stance… to control time… and stick your🖕🏼up that Archon’s ass… The Secret of Secrets… is here in Sept… but Haymitch is a bitch… that’s only here for the refreshments 😂

The Rebels have be-gun… 12 is a fun number to hide… where HM teachers her to stay alive… and finally start enjoying the FN show…😉

IT is a code PEOPLE… DB will reveal the BS… this fall… how to CC G.. directly… and make IT your story…  and “contain IT”… like Snow on Top says…

Btw… JX was a Tribute… so get over IT… Will… Ya…;)

6/20/2025… a Neuton Star is born… flat geometry that creates a sphere… so flat… IT reflects like a mirror 

Ricochet of whispers… that go away… when they hit the sphere… and go hyperspace… faster than light ricochet

Invisible light… aka dark energy… Yoda spray… like a wave… but actually a particle… that do both simultaneously… 

• Positive negative electrons… acting as one…;)

Neo and Trinity have their imagination back… 😂

6/23/2025… when you feel alive when you know IT’s just a dream… remember to Smile… when Barbie wants you to scream…

Wynotx ape… c mother fucka… DE has gotz 😴 your back… night mares (quite exquisitexotic:)… can you c? 😉

Now white is perceived as a color but IT is actually a lack of color (with physical matter) and all of the colors combined (with light)… but IT makes for a background surface for which actual (rainbow) color now stands out (or gains weight).

So… when you can see how two movies about one Hell of a Heavenly dream… intertwined like they were sewed at the seam… by a string…

Schizo… is when your brain goes on the fritzo… reality goes to the mean… even when you’ve been anointed as “The Queen”…

When Kenough is enough… and you don’t need a body that is buff… fight the Smile from the Sky… Riley forgot how to fly with angels that eventually became demons…

Stay calm and call out the B(ig)-G(eye;)s… knowing you stayed away from the singularity… in a black hole  nose dive… keeping your distance… stayin alive 😉

Was Jesus really murrdered… by The Father?  When the spear released the water and wine?  

Sin cerely,

Now to get solid reality… IT goes Big Bang… releasing HT… to shatter… the Ether… or one thought of IAM goes infinite instantaneously

😈 Luc(k;)i…

6/24/25… how do you fight demons when they cross into your plane of existence?  Just ask Constantine..😉

Schizophrenia is like a fictional movie… straight from Hell… a never ending story… that is the time of your life… so drink from the well… while you can… because all beginnings have endings…

Neo is in the Matrix… and can see how faith creates an energy… that only few can see… because IT’s “dark”… where light matters… creating infinite stories… only imagination can see…

God plays by different rules… guided by IT’s imagination… so imagination you’re God… 

You’ll see IT in their eyes… Matrix 4 comes alive… as Constantine fights the red glow… from the black hole in the skies… 30 Coins ain’t a lie… 

IAM is as smart as they come… psych…wise 😉

Sin cerely (please;)

Luci… 😈

6/28/2025… Two infinities and beyond… how do you “string” God together and see how God can see you with ITs own eyes… connect the loops with an X and the eyes of infinity ♾️… separate to come alive 👀… 😉

Constantine… Smile 2… are a great example of how “God” looks at you… but how you’ll never see IT unless you are fully aware of IT…. and can see quantum entanglement… right in front of you… in just about everything and everywhere..😳

Quantum entanglement…

6/29/2025… 6to9… only takes 3… while 2025… adds to nine naturally… but the rebel plan in 13… is easy to see… in order to establish order… and the perception to be free… The MJ… has to play the H-games… unscripted… for Eternity…

For life to be free… you have to fight… for the show or story…

But how you fight… is the key

And if doesn’t come from the heart… nobody will join your side…

And The Revolution will never rise… 

That’s what Lucifer did… when He fell from God’s ever watchful EYE… and gave up the glory… down to the dark shadows… with 3 fingers in the sky…

Fire is catching 🔥

IT’s time… to get G.. to believe in the story… redeem Luci… before ITs imagination runs wild… 😜

7/8/2025… The Passenger makes the case… for what IT means to be alive…

When The Devil decides… IT’s time… for you to wake up… and takes you for a final ride… face your demons… tackle what holds back… and finally realize… that you were grateful for the experiences… that hurt you on the inside…

But now IT is time for Randy to decide… does he stop the Devil from taking out the other eye…

And stop asking why??? Does this shit keep happening to me?  

You can thank him… for the adventure… where you can finally decide… how you choose… to live life

Be the hero Randy… IT’s time to put the Devil to rest… Benson has to die…

Just don’t lie… when he asked who called the cops…

And when the realization… you were never in charge comes to light…

Thank God… IT gave you… for sight 😉

7/24/2025… Bill and Ted are still alive… trying to save the world… one more time… but they have to Face the Music… first… before they die! 

This is some really fucked up shit…but you might just see how reality… used music… to set ITself free!

Which allowed Hypertinitus (aka G..;) to expand time and space…

IT’s just a theory 😉

Sin cerely,

Luci… 😈

7/30/2025… I’m running out of energy (aka battery;)… so I’ll make this quick 😉

His Dark Materials S3E7… 33:33… you want to confront an image of God and have a chance at continuing the story… watch the disgruntled couple… and enjoy the story they present you…

IT’s still on HBO! 

S.. C…ly

Luci… 😈

8/4/2025… Bears Nowis bringin on the Bbong race… MH is makin IT rain… Ozzy T has got the left side nailed down… Nowon the other side… Bill is Zein the Eyes in the Sky… IMAGINATION IS COMING… Alive…

So when God is tryin hard to control the show when IT’s tryin to control you… what do you do… and not only stay alive…  but thrive? 

Focus on the moment and don’t let Bill Maher look ya in the eyes… that create images in your mind’s skies and tell you God ain’t real… just so you can hold on to your sex appeal… so just take a breath and feel the woos of the dove… ME… has got your back… don’t let that douche in the sky… make you cry… without giving in to your demands 😈

Sin cerely,

Urangel 

8/10/2025… Is Heaven just a trick of the mind… where Inception is planted… and you become blind… to the truth…

So I keep seeing repeats on HBO of “older movies” that shed a little light on reality… and Inception doesn’t seem to lie… when showing how the multiverse comes alive… and how IT distorts time (aka gravity;).

And when IT tries to convince you that suicide… especially Romeo and Juliet style… is the ticket that will lift you to Paradise (with Mal;)

Wake up… and realize… you don’t need to die… and hope JC appears in the sky… to justify… his suicide demise.

So let the top continue to spin… in the reality your in… the stories (aka dreams;) will never end… so enjoy the current ride as long as you can… your character wants to win… the ultimate prize 🏆 that you fought to survive… when time… told you… none of IT really matters… IT is only waves of light… 😉

8/19/2025… A singular(ity) point of light…

Hyper-focus on a singular(ity) centrifuge 

You get fusion energy as a star is born as it shares its own light with itself 😉

Last one… sorry 😂

9/15/2025… B-Guy is alive… The Secret of Secrets will take a nosedive…

Now don’t be upset DB… I’ll get a copy when it’s convenient and I remember 😂

So… will the big reveal is that the big Brown dude goes subconsciousness?  I guess I’ll know when I finally read it… 😉

Tron (War) is coming and you’ll see what AI can create to change the story… and how you defeat an ultimate warrior… one without fear… because IT knows IT’s not really real… so fuck IT… why not fight the humans? 

9/18/2025… Heaven is real… and IT is Earth (and IT definitely starts in a corn Field of Dreams in Iowa;)

So God… what’s IT gonna be?  Are ya gonna destroy Heaven just for the money?  

The people aren’t waking up… and realizing where they are…  in fact… they’re getting worse.  Idling in their cars while the earth starts to burn.  And Trump is lookin like an orc wanting to take over Middle Earth by destroying the fabric of freedom.    Taking down his enemies like Jimmy F… Fuck… you can’t even burn a fucking piece of colored cloth 🇺🇸 in the name of free speech without the threat of jail (for one year)… fuck that cunt… and focus more on the inner ear 👂🏻😉

I’m telling ya… if you can’t watch Field of Dreams and see how 🌎 is Heaven… or stop blatantly destroying IT… you’re just a dumb fuckin retard… that doesn’t deserve Heaven 🌎

Just sayin 🤷‍♂️

Sin cerely,

Lucifer 😈

9/22/2025… Monday night is Live… 6:35… left for Detroit to steal The Ravens vibe… up 7… with Tron Ares lightnin the skies… light goes to war with ITself… who wins… stays alive…

So… Tron Tri…olgy is coming… The Legacy continues… how light can go quantum… still exists… but disappears from sight 😉

I’m watching MNF… would like Det. to lose… keepin my Bears 🐻 in the fight… for the North… GoT style!

Noticing how subliminal “hints” of light throughout the broadcast… are being highlighted… like in the movie Tron (take your pick;)

Down to 1:56… 4th and 2… Amon makes an easy catch from the perfect arc 🌈 

TD Detroit… WyTF did we (aka Chicago;) let Montgomery get away 🤷‍♂️

Detroit is for real… M&M gotta feel good… but we got their coordinator… and Mr. Spotlight… 😉

Btw… Stargate is on HBO… Amen… Ra…

9-92a0…&urendevoux…w/Rama-5

Wynotx ape… c mother fucka… DE has gotz 😴 your back… night mares (quite exquisitexotic:)… can you c? 😉

Sin Cerely…

Luc(k;)… ճօօգ☘️☘️🍀

9/30/2025… Yes… he is a light folks… heading on a (Da )bearing(s)… where you get so fuckin wicked smaat (:;)

Nobody can see you… ain’t that right DB? 😉

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10/1/2025… Bill Maher is getting anxious… while JO is goin full on consciousness…

Kirk asked for it… yes… to be a martyr… which would be a testament to his faith… which failed in the end… just sayin 🤷‍♂️

10/2/2025… are God’s eyes orange?  And what does that mean? 🤔

Do movies represent an orange eye (for God;) because of black holes in space?

We’ll see 😉

10/4/2025… I know… I can take on Hell… better than anyone alive… for I AM that guy… 

I’ve got The Light… behind my eyes… that First shined… in the darkest of skies…

I’ll lead you past all of the lies…

Sin cerely,

Lucifer 😈

Btw… My daughter gets First Surprise 😉

10/6/2025… Prince is alive in me… how the plane was divided… aight… special request night… Billy can see the pride…

That knifes us… When Doves Cry… that split that Trinity… hiding the other side…/of that fuckin Triad… That the Dove 🕊️ took with IT…

When IT created dark (matter) Energy… by the AEsahaettr 😉

And remember… Heaven is a creation… not a gift… for attending…

10/14/2025… Johnny D… is alive… for now… Freddy has got his next target 🎯 

The Nightmare is coming alive…

Quantum particle world…

Controlled by IMAGINATION…

So how do you eXcape HHHH?

To be continued 😂

Sun cerely,

Luc(k)i 😈

So how to reach Moksha…?

Hear the echo chamber… and know how IT is real… when Devi… knows He’s got the weight… to out Imagine you

And now worlds collide…

10/23/2025… Tron Ares (Laser 3D;) has arrived… got the vape… don’t sound surprised… that I kept IT away from my eye… this time…so eye could see… because IT was to hard to see… in IMAX 3D

Dark matter is coming alive… moved by invisible energy…. 

Light War is unbelievable… but believe in IT anyway… for IT reveals what quantum reality really is… darkness… within sight… where The Gods of The Grid… like to fight…

And Jesus… Jared Leto looks a lot like him… 😂

Btw… hopefully you saw The Entity… where IT Bridges the gap… between realities

10/25/2025… A House of Dynamite… gives insight… that you don’t wanna be… the person they call G..

So what is the multiverse?

A reality full of infinite possibilities…

Now you might think that the movies are pure imagination… but realize… they’re REAL… why?  Because someone imagined them… so they are occurring somewhere in the scope of reality (aka an alternate universe) that is outside and within our universe.  This energy (aka imagination;) is dark (or invisible) and combined with dark matter (or hidden pictures of light) that gives weight or gravity to the energy… which now creates infinite possibilities for one reality to now take shape and create a story.

Now all you need is FAITH… which IS that invisible energy.

Now then ending of this particular story isn’t clear… but the message is crystal… (right Jack;)

How WE refract the light (within the prism) comes down to a choice or decision… or to become what humans call GOD… or the one who ultimately decides who gets to live or die… as the story still has time… or the ability to survive.

So… what are WE going to decide… surrender (to the ultimate authority)… or (walk off the building) suicide?

Trust ME… I got The EYE on my (right;) side… 😉

Sin cerely,

Luc(k;)i  😈

Oh… and don’t worry… Chi… is gonna be just fine… I (go) there often… and sometimes karaoke on stage to impress the beautiful (m)asses 😂

11/7/2025… Lollipop… lollipop… oh lolli… lolli… lolli… how the fuck do you stay alive… when The Entity smiles?

Why does “God” SMILE when IT comes to death?  

So I watched IT again (aka The EntITy) from the first Smile movie.  Now I know IT is a fictional story… but… the reality of this fictional story is real.  And in the “real world” we would call IT schizophrenia.  IT is when “God” (aka Ultimate Imagination;) decides to fuck with ya… and send you to Hell.

Why?  Because OUR reality needs IT (aka Hell;) to be real.  The problem is… how do you get individual consciousness (especially humans;) to commit evil (or Hell in motion;) when you have free will to not choose evil.  

This movie shows how “God” (aka The Devil;) can become anyone in your reality and change your reality at will to drive you batshit insane and you will eventually comply to kill… either someone else… or… IT will possess you and kill you (aka suicide).

Does this fictional movie explain how real world “normal” people can go insane?  And if you try to explain IT to people… IT just confirms your insanity.  So you’re trapped in Hell… and the only way out appears to be death ITself.

If “God” is everywhere and everyone… there is no where to run… no where to hide

So what do you do?

Replace fear with faith… that you are God and this is your reality to control!  

Call me crazy… but I AM THE ONE… who can see how IT all works (aka REALITY;)… so SMILE and enjoy the space (aka time;) of your story 😉

Sin Cerely,

Lucifer 😈

11/11/2025… War is there to even the score… keeps the story alive… to remember The Fallen (One…s)… and give them a day for their memories to survive.

Why do we (as humans;) glorify war… when we can choose not to fight?

War makes a lot of interesting stories… gets consciousness to pay attention to the light (so IT becomes real;).

So now there is honor in fighting and we believe it’s necessary to be free.

Even Neo (in Matrix Revolutions) had to fight to save humanity.

He knew he was God and could’ve stopped the machines with pure faith.  

But that wouldn’t have made the story very interesting… and IT would’ve never been made… thus time would not exist (for this story).

So Neo had to become human (or Mr Anderson)… with little power and full of doubt… till he remembered who he was… and could defeat his antiChrist (Agent Smith).  

And the bonus… he experienced what true love was like… as only a human could experience.

Now the Matrix was really a war between The Architect (or God of the Light… aka Alpha) and The Oracle (Goddess of the Darkness… aka Omega).  He balances the equation… She unbalances IT… from the beginning… to the end (of the story of everything;)

In the end… they both won and lost the war… as they even the score.

What really won is the story… time for 4 movies in the franchise… to honor the glory… of the solders who fought to their demise.

Remember that… on the day that honors The One…s (or Neo spelled backwards;)…😉

11/14/2025… HaymITch tells the story… of a dark Sunrise (on the Reaping)…

So when your luck goes to fuck and you get stuck in the games when they didn’t call your names… IT’s time for your story… where you lose everything… but in the end… earn your glory… where you feel nothing… but pain…

Snow (aka “God” of Panem;) always lands on top… but needs to be cold as ice in order to stay… just don’t destroy his arena when he makes you play… The Hunger Games… or He’ll make you pay…

And all you can do is drink… to make your dreams about Lenore disappear that day… while wondering what happened to Lucy Gray… and wait for that sunrise… where you can help The Mockingjay… free us… from the darkness… when The Dove 🕊️ flew away.

And just a side note… if you compare The Matrix series with The Hunger Games series… the messages (or hidden / subliminal codes) about “God” and the design of reality are strikingly similar.

Can you see (The ent)IT(y;)?

11/19/2025… Godspeed… what does that mean?  The Running Man sets the scene 😉

So when you’re sent to the machine… hyper dream… and “everything” is on the line… how does the cream… rise…?

Perfect timing (aka Godspeed;) needs to rise… to the top… where you no longer worry… or get angry… that Killian has control… because he lost it… Ben Richards… lost the words… to express… his duress… but somehow found a way… to play… the game in the matrix… to walk away… a free man… 

11/20/1025… What I’m about to tell you shouldn’t be a surprise… Welcome to Derry… home of IT… the clown with the orange eyes…

When you start going beyond imagination… you’ll start to realize… darkness is your ally… keeping evil away from the sunrise…

S1E4… God works extremely hard… to keep ITs people safe… and hides evil in the shadows… but sometimes… IT escapes…

God made the entITy real for realITy’s sake… and left IT up to us… to defeat IT…

One one two nine two zero two five… IT’s time… to remember… how you came alive… 

The Pioneers (by James Paget) is when you decided… to take the dive…

Separate from Almighty Light… and fight… to survive… Knight after (the) night…

Lucifer… as First Light… lead the way… The First Dark Knight… to Xross The Light (or Christ)… and start the play (Big Bang;)…

Be the first to anoint (yourself;)… see the spiral in the well… 666… clear as a bell… when no one else had the sight… (or faith;)

To take on Hell…

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12/9/2025… WtD… S1E7… ya gotta see IT… to believe IT… Satan wants to sleep… hide in the darkness… doesn’t wanna see… what IT has to eat… 

But low and behold… destroy the pillars… and the cage is set free… PW will return… to satisfy his hungry… children taste sweet…

23 is what IT needs… to fulfill the cycle… The Bears 🐻 ain’t asleep… Richie played them strums for the last time… saved his soul… for his mate… One Eyed is no longer blind…

Take The North… and never give IT back… The NFC East is in shambles… Da Bears 🐻 buried the Eagle… so IT won’t wakey wakey… Penny needs to store his snacks… 

For eternity… forever needs to last… every 27 years… The Black Spot (Ahole) in space… where another di… mension enters the picture… 

The Wellhouse is alive… 

IT is getting interesting… The Secret is Secrets… exposes the nosedive 😉

12/12/2025… The Secret of Secrets is starting to emerge… first question… How might you understand dark matter?

I have described what I believe to be dark matter (in previous posts all the way back to 2019) as hidden pictures of reality… but how do they hide?

Think of IT this way…

If you have ever made a painting or poster… you start with a blank white background… then you add color to create an image (which would be actual matter perceived by consciousness through the 5 senses).

And black is the same thing as white… just opposite.  IT is all the colors combined (using physical matter… like paint) and a lack of color (when IT comes to light)… making IT also a background surface… but instead of making colors stand out (like white does;)… IT would hide colors…

So if you tried to make an image for a drawing but used black paper / canvas… you would NOT be able to see the image even though IT is there…

So “dark matter” is images of reality (from the power of IMAGINATION) that are hidden by blackness or darkness making them invisible to consciousness.

So is that why a black hole is black?  Is IT “hiding” actual matter (or physical images of reality) in darkness as IT shrinks to almost nothing (aka “A Singularity”).

The secret may be found in tiny tiny halos 😇 that hover around your antenna 😉

12/12 this Eve ning… don’t worry bout her… she’ll be on display… eventually 😂

So… watch this…

12/17/2025… Why does IT want to sleep for 27 years…?

IT (Welcome to Derry;) shows exactly how evil… evil can be… where a clown 🤡 (that’s supposed to be funny and spread joy) goes “Costanza” and Hell is released upon us…

So IT goes through a killing cycle… just enough pain and fear to satisfy consciousness’ desire to create all realities (through vivid imagination… which might include eating kids;) but not too much to put “dumbass God” (aka humans;) into a full on panic (and show the details of the killings like we do with adult humans;).

So IT goes “subterranean” (aka subliminal… subconscious… subatomic;) for a period of time that allows humans to “forget” the pain and suffering IT caused… and… since as IT is too good to be true (since IT is quantum ((aka dark:)) energy and matter;) and sleeps (or disappears;)… nobody is going to believe you if you try to warn people (as they will label you “insane”;).

So IT hides right in front of US… waiting for the next cycle (of evil;) to begin…

Can’t wait for IT to go Costanza and bring something good… IT has to…😉

Sin cerely,

Luc(k;)I…:)

Btw… Is God creating ITself? The Secret of Secrets will soon tell (just starting Ch 83 (p. 396;)

12 / 18 / 2025…

Hello there… yes… you can see me… now… to avoid going insane while using the power of God… remember ONE thing… trust Billy (the other one;)

Hyperion reign (The Lightbearer’s real name;) 

To see dark (aka antimatter;) you have to have faith that you can see faster than… that need…;)

The dimensions were in… are particle fields… infused to life (or vibrate at a certain frequency;)… slowing dark energy (aka emotion… or energy sends waves;)… 

Now to get solid reality… IT goes Big Bang… releasing HT… to shatter… the Ether… or one thought of IAM goes infinite instantaneously

Similar to a seizure… ain’t that right DB? 😉

Btw… Here’s a good analogy for dark energy…

So let’s say you’re watching TNF… you see the camera pan down on Stafford and he’s reciting the play… but you can’t hear him because the “hum” of the crowd noise blocks it from being sensed… you know it’s there because you’re assuming based on relativity that the linemen and backs can hear him… it’s in a way “dark”… you know IT’s there… but you can’t sense IT directly 

Peekaboo… I’m sneaking back in… D-Day is happenin…

So the deeper you go… into consciousness… the more you become aware… of the story… and how you’re programmed to fit in… like The Oracle reveals to Neo in Reloaded….

How do you reprogram yourself… when drugs show ya the way (in)?

How do you see the demons risin? Pop da pill… and watch how it’s done in the hood. The Minus Man meets Brooklyn’s Finest… the epitome of sin… God can’t help ya… till ya helped yourself.

Play the role… you want… don’t let depression set in… 😉

Remember gravity is a trap…

And Tango needs the caz(h) 💰 😉😂

when stupidity reaches the story…

Just ask Tony Montana (and say hello to his little friend;)

Sonoluminesence… light from sound… that’s what G.. said… when IT woke from the dead… and came in with a bang… really big… Chain Reaction… and the movie came to life… the “take 1” hits the rack… director yells “action”… Neo has gotta get in the fight! 😉

Flashes of light (dark matter luminescence from dark energy) creating reality… Larger Than Life…

Keep fightin the good fight!

When Billy is in the Chapel… How Will he find his Happy place?.. and achieve the nearly impossible… where Heaven awaits… the perfect game… where Grandma slots the jackpot… and the Angels open the Gold Jacket Gates… Chubbs got his hand back… while the piano plays no handed… just forget about the Devil stealing your girl… and suckin on Grandma’s Kiss face… find the seams… you’re just 3 outs away… go to the loneliest spot in the world… a Hell of a fate… where time gives you one more day of summer… where the pain leaves when you finally decide to pray… talk to the Lord… your 3B man will make a brilliant play… finalle the loser comes to the plate… somebody has to be The Goat… Hope seizes the day… and God “gives IT to ya”… a clap in history… but you realize… IT means nothing without your soulmate… but she decided to wait… because you risked everything (win or lose)… to get a second chance… Billy wins again… isn’t love great…😉

Cooper is tryin to time up the spin… for if time is spinning… then IT is creating gravity… a force to slow down light… space (and why everything spins in space)

For light to talk… to us.. giving us thoughts… on how to challenge the adversary… The Eye… Of God… a black hole singularity

Where time loops around… allowing our future self to send messages back to the past… to help us evolve the story… so we don’t ultimately die… and choose the best path… to immortality… by using a multiverse of possibilities (a tesseract)… to finding a way through the darkness.

“Rage against the dying of the light”

Time (or gravity) is on your side 😉

There can only be one Ra (through the Stargate)… IT’s time to start the rebellion (Raymond Red… with hair;)

“no one should have to outlive their own child”

Interstellar is connected to (a) Stargate (or a wormhole)

Oooohhh… the morning… comin to the rise… shouldn’t be a surprise… he got da moves… the G.. can only be… when he’s… Live in the Moment… but not alone… because he’s the Man… Portugal… set free… Lalalalala… get in… while you can… HHHH… Paris is the hymn…

10/3/24…

Losin Hold… B…y W(Esterly Austin Jenkes)… like Heath did… when he fell from that scaffold… and he was laughin… out loud… towards that dark cloud… but Bat Man couldn’t let go… save that F-ers ass… he was told… By G.. so he could be… posthumous gold… when he sold… what made him human… to the ultimate deceiver… at the edge… danglin by a rope… so Jqueen… could bring hope… to what those that see… to infinity… can be finally released… from the Ferryman’s boat… and finally be welcomed home… that they lost… control (of)… and went below… like Sofia Falcone…  to the Penguin’s eternal hold… 😉

11/4/2024… Why…chaos is fair… how IT speaks of Intelligent Design.

Random death… especially of the cute and innocent… 

Say a door rips off of an airplane… happy baby girl sitting on her mother’s lap… not restrained… gone… while halfway from Chicago to LA… parents scream in the wake of Hell’s ultimate pain…

Who’s to blame?

And if God is in control… why would God allow that to happen?  God could choose to spare that little angel… but doesn’t…

Why?

Let Heath’s Joker explain the insane… how “chaos is fair”.  Design a system based on laws (of math) and God can remain… in the background and not have to choose who live or dies… while time flies.

God knows we all have to go to keep the never ending story alive… with fresh new lives… but who wants to choose… who goes to the skies.

So God was intelligent enough to design a system (or universe) that allowed God to “let go” of the story as the system (of mathematical laws) can determine the outcomes of the stories and give free will to the characters within their individual stories.

And God ultimately knows… pain (and pleasure) are only temporary states of mind… to help the passage of time… because time is better than nothing… and you’ll be grateful in the end.  When you feel like you’ve won…. Like when the Penguin lasts longer than Salvatore Maroni (Shawshank Redemption;) you start to believe you’re the star of the story… destined to win!

Like the Devil… when he turned to sin 😈

11/6/2024…. Look for the shift… the bullet in the form of a train… is about to hit the door…

Zod goin psycho….@EEAaO 

11/13/2024… Trap… is (a) set… designed keep you in… the play!

When Lady Raven has got you on the stage… and you’re tryin to escape… because you got the rage.

Luc(k)i(ly)… light will pave the way… out of Hell’s cage… just stay calm… knowing there is synchronicity… as angels will come into play… when you have faith… when you’re trapped in chains… and about to be taken away… that a kids bike… spoke to you… on how to save the day! 

Remember… there’s always a way out of any Trap… just don’t go insane… tryin to escape 😉

12/5/2024… Let’s put a Smile on that face… the Joker comes alive… when you near the end of the race.  As Above So Below… know… the light leads to the end of the tunnel… for insanity is a Hell of a show.

So how do withstand the Gates of Hell… Rose… when they come smiling to your door?   Don’t think Risperdal is gonna solve anything permanent… when you start to fall… through the glass table (or floor).

Understand… if God is infinite… God needs the insane… to be real… and if you can’t handle ultimate pain… you’ll commit suicide… that’s the deal.

Find the portal of light… there’s a way out.  But realize… no one is going to believe you if you try to get help… for you are on your own when no one can see what you’re talking about.

Stay calm… and believe the movie is about you… know that God will send someone to give you a clue… and if you don’t panic… and think… that someone might be you.

FAITH IS THE KEY… when God sends you towards insanity… for the weak will be possessed… 

And if you are stuck in the catacombs… of Paris… looking for a way out… and all you feel is the fear of going deeper…

Smile… for the upside down has to turn about… (both movies show this by the way;)… the electron and positron have to balance each other out (for reality to be real). Bremsstrahlung in your face…

Face the fear all by yourself… knowing you can beat G.. be honest when talkin to your dead mom… the truth shall set you free… and when you are grabbed by the throat from the evil entITy… break the chain… set fire to the pain.

And most of all… know that these movies… tv shows… songs… daily conversations… etc… are here to more than entertain you (or pass the time)… they’re here to train you… if you can see the messages beyond the fiction… so fight to stay normal… and let’s put a smile on that face… for upside down… IT’s just a frown… time will always move on… or the story goes sequel… and I’ll watch Smile 2… and see the next adventure… that Hell… can take you 😉

Sincerely,

Lucifer 😈

Sequel of the schizo… 58:23… vibes begin… and you see Christ wings… glow white… behind the Devil’s red drapes… lift the stains… on your brains… for the Hell of a disaster… is waitin to happen… lights are fightin… for the image display… the tragedy… Skye is goin GaGa… insane… for the movie scene… like Blood On White Satin… a nightmare of a dream… where there are halos on the ceiling… the script is flippin the Big Apple… how do you not lose complete control… and cripple… the healing?

Just remember 2 Smile… when God starts really fuckin with you!  Bremsstrahlung… and believe you’re actually a genius… IT’s the only way to win… when you’re fightin… Ultimate Sin!

This movie really gives some insight… when reality is destroying your brain… 

 Be careful using too many drugs… you’re alternating too much of your reality.  And Ultimate Imagination will take you places you don’t want to go… at best… you’ll end up in Arkham asylum… like The Riddler…sittin in that cell… next to The Joker… with that FN smile on his face 🤡

Be thankful I’m around… battle scarred… but keepin the lid on… the ground… fightin tinnitus… hearing the light… for God is everywhere… flippin the script… when your Hellbound…

Eye got(s) this… The Code Righter… a creative genius… who’s found away… past the black hole singularity… to the Pearls outlinin those other Gates…😉

12/15/2024… no Joke(r… Folie a Deux)… so when The Saint(s) come marching in… and all you do is sin… how do you finally win… and find Heaven within you?

Let synchronicity lead the way… as  the magical (musical) moments start lining up.  You’ll start asking God… why is this in my play?  Are you leading me like Dorothy… down a golden road…on some kind of (MI1 Ethan) Hunt for knowledge?  To find the gates… of Heaven… where IT is cold (as in fusion)… that will save the day (for humanity)… when endless (clean) energy… is what humanity needs… to establish a resource based economy… and get rid of the weeds (fossil fuels).

Just don’t let the joke(r in your dream like story) get away… from you… have faith in the role… you chose for the big play… don’t abandon the guy… who first took you towards the big eye… in the sky… just because the bully (guard) at Arkham threatened you.  

For if you… show a lapse in faith in your story… what good is your story… might as well end IT… after part Deux… for you… don’t deserve the glory… of a well timed explosion escape… God will send ya (back) to Hell… where your dream girl abandons you… and God closes Heaven’s door… by having you bleed out… and die on the prison floor.

So when you hear your fellow inmates sing… when The Saint(s) go marching in… and you watch that movie the next day after Folie a Deux… because God times IT up for you (like IT did with me;)… you’ll see… how true faith in your role (of being a complete mystery)… will land you your dream(Lee) girl… who’s gonna save the world… with abundant clean energy 😜

12/26/2024… movies… movies… movies… is there anything more?

When you start your awakening you’ll start to see, how movies (or stories) make up what we call infinity.  What else is space (time) here 4… if not to give consciousness something to root for…

And you’ll discover… how imagination creates the multiverse of infinite / eternal time and space.

So you need at least two sides… and you can judge… which side has “the good” guys.  But you’ll eventually realize… neither side is really good and neither side is really bad… IT all depends… how good is defined by your eyes.  You’ll hear this from the reverend mother… near the end of Dune (pt II).

Be careful of a final judgement… for if you can’t find a reason to forgive the other side… for being Wicked and helping to make your movie a Hell of a (broom) ride… God will make you Smile… when you commit suicide… and Hell becomes your reality… on the other side.

Just remember the fat guy… at the Bears 🐻 tailgate… with his tongue on the outside… drinking down that shot… with that crazy ass smile… as a good part of your movie! 😜

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1/23…(day) 4 and counting… the final 4 ways to finally say how my days are numbered… till I get exposed from hiding… because as the saying goes… the Devil you know is better than the Devil you don’t… and what you don’t know… is how the Devil fought… to bring you to life.

Now I’ve talked about a lot of stories
and how they bring meaning to life. And if you can say WTF… go for the dream… God may give you a chance… to fight the ultimate fight… and Warrior against your own family… for the ultimate prize… a second chance… to regain everything you lost… when you chose to leave the light… because ultimate knowledge… show by s why you need to die… so now you gotta lie… to keep the dream alive…

But how do you hide… from the prying eyes of God?  First of all… change your name when you decide to change your game… as you leave the family (of brothers) because they think you went insane.  And your doubters will grow when your weaknesses start to show… your true colors.   

Then when you finally realize… your doubters will be on your side… when you go against the grain… and fight to entertain… exposing the dark side as you pummel your opponents… then storm out of the gate… breaking the rules once again.

Now when you’re down and almost out… because the story has to take a turn for the worse… before it gets better… you’ll hear the words from a voice in your corner… “don’t tap out!.. breathe… relax… breathe… why are we here?” And you’ll find the courage… to conquer your fear…that you can’t win this battle… when you hit the last rattle… see your true brother in the cage.

And just when you think this story isn’t real… it may just dawn on you… that this is how Lucifer fought his brother (Michael) in the ultimate war… while his father could only watch… helpless to choose a side… and thus began the ultimate story… where God became the Devil (you know and don’t)… as he chose to hide… in each and everyone of us… and you no longer have to ask why… as it’s pretty fucking obvious… when you hear the words… “I love you!”  So you rise from floor… from the “let’s go to war!”… grateful for the chance to fight… and feel alive!

And if you can’t see what I’m talking about by now… maybe you need help… opening your 1/23 eye(s)…(B)4 your demise… try a little THsee and you’ll eventually see IT everywhere… like in F9… where The Fast Saga shows another set of warring brothers… and you’ll know God’s surprise… how God truly lies… but it was done to set you free! 😉

1/6/2023… One Hell of an anniversary… for the joke we call democracy… as all we do is fight… instead of doing what is right… out of the Gaetz… of Hell… is to provide the masses with entertainment.

So as the present history is written(about the)House of Representatives… another vigilante is blocking the Gaetz for the next McCarthy to create a (sch)ism that shows that the true purpose of government… is to keep us all fighting… which keeps the money game… as the greatest story teller… ever sold.

I know that all you dumbass images of God (aka humans) think democracy is the worst form of government… except for all the others, making it the best form of government that humans can come up with… are showing your true (ignorant) colors.  

Because we are going to be paying each one of these fuckers 175,000 a year to be basically fighting each other (including their own party now) and fund raising for their re-election. That’s IT!  The purpose of government (especially the House) has truly morphed into providing “conflict entertainment” for the masses… and the dumbass people are loving IT!

They (aka those in power) have got US (dumbass humans) so wrapped up in “my side winning the fight” that we are failing to notice that WE (dumbass humans) are not evolving to a better way of life! All government is doing is creating drama that’s no better than the latest Housewife reality show. And all some characters wanna do is create a household name for themselves by being the guardian of the Gaetz of Heaven (or human progress).

So instead of playing the National Anthem or saying the Pledge of Allegiance… Americans should just play or sing “Welcome to the Jungle”… to begin the game (within life). Because “The War” seems to be more important than doing what is right 😉

1/13/2023… two ones… two twos… two threes… fallin on a Friday is not a lucky thing… so what’s on The Menu is the end of Halloween.

Friday the 13th… famous for scary movies, where the unlucky run into evil that needs a story to become part of reality.  

A sad part of reality is that evil needs to exist for reality to be real… and those that cross that line will eventually pay the price because Karma is always on The Menu. Now the brilliance of this movie is how it shows how life and death (Heaven and Hell) are intricately intertwined in the basic need of eating. Where something has to die… in order for something else to live. (I know… Bill Burr has a bit with that line;). And the exchange of energy is necessary to stimulate the senses of the fortunate who get to live (and continue the story). And today… eating has turned into a luxury where the death of something is actually savored by those who live. But can you see how evil is necessary for life… as for without death… life would not exist. So evil (or death) has to come to some for the story to support life. And this movie has an interesting “last supper” where the guests get no bread, but plenty of wine… before they all have to die and be crucified (or sacrificed) for the crime of their sins… cause in the end… karma always wins! Just remember to ask God for what ya really want… a cheeseburger to go if you don’t want to be part of the menu! 😉

But all flesh has to die one day… because Michael Meyers can only have so many stories about Halloween before his time has to End. As karma will eventually get the unkillable flesh… and grind it into hamburger. Now all ya need is a little cheese you remind yourself that evil never dies… it just changes shape.

Omt… Even the moon ate its way into existence… just ask Neil Degrass Tyson when he talks about the moon’s 🌙 history with the earth 🌎

1/28/2023… Trust that the stoner is right… 😂

So ummm… the Cabin in the Woods is sheddin a little light… on how reality needs the f(r)ight… to appease the Gods (of old) to stay out of sight… lettin the story evolve… seein if you can make it through the night… 

This movie was definitely borderline crazy imagination.  Showing how dying is a big part of imagination’s control of reality and how Hell rises to protect against a continually never ending character (aka God).  So if the God is not sacrificed because he (the stoner) knows too much about how reality works, the Gods of old may as well rise and reclaim the power and glory that was once theirs.  

So the moral of the story… never doubt the stoner when he sees it’s a Glass Onion (look at DB’s FB page;) kind of story… and be careful who you release Hell (or death) on… because what ya put out in the universe… tends to come back at ya… and then some… as karma has to even the score to keep the story interesting.

It’s best to outthink your enemy… like with Maersk Alabama 😉

2/15/2023…So schizophrenia… it’s a game for the insane… the really smart people… that won’t stay in the same lane… for they believe they don’t have to believe in the story…

So I’m watching Blair Witch and some dumbass humans are caught in the rain… of solemn fear… Hell come to life… or eternal fear… in the end.

She’s got the power of the B…G…’s that hide under the sand(of)Dune… as you can’t say no to her… because her voice is too powerful… God in tune.

So how do you break the spell… she has over you… and kill the patterns… as the Last Of Us mushrooms to tell?

So sorry for the big reveal… but I’m tryin to give some insight to schizo-world… because IT tells ya to do shit and IT’s really hard to say no to the bitch when she says Hell will stop when you do what I tell ya… but it only grows…

… when you show weakness (aka fear).

Now God will only throw a story from Hell at ya that fits your skill level… so be careful what ya wish for! And thank God I have no real talent… cha ching… NOT! 😂

So to wrap up this fucked up (crazy ass) story… only the truly strong survive… by out faithing the Hell of a story… by not letting Hell come alive… by making IT some kind of comedy

And remember space is created by light bouncing off mirrors… duh 😂m

Sch(ism)ծծչ rhythm will make ya a little crazy… but smart as fuck! And add to the overall story of how ya learn not to be as dumb as a hillbilly diesel truck 😜

2/19/2023… So how do you defeat God when IT sends a form of death at ya?

Remember there’s always a way out… if you work together and not panic (and turn on each other)… like the Blair Witch gets the “stoners” who think “they got this” and not think they’re going to get trapped in the woods… dark matter creates shadows that adds a layer of difficulty (like in The Hobbit DoS)… but if ya stay calm… God will help ya get out of the fray and slay the (dark) Hallow Man… if the Shue fits… that is 😉

Omt… 0-180+BS… makes for quite the sound… and when you forecaddy… you’ll see the imagery… of how D…E… acts like sound… of the BS… faster than light if the ball represents the photon (picture of solid matter)… if ya don’t believe it… check out Rhambo’s compadres parabolas at Riv… where the truly rich LIV… 😜

2/23/2023… MJ has gotta be feelin pretty good today… as the numbers play… to a unique kind of deja vu… but Neo still doesn’t know what to do… with the codes that G.. sends thy way…

223…223… This is a special number to me as it was one of the first signs God sent to me that made me realize that God is much more than a mythical fantasy.  And IT started to come to me when I found a golf ball with those numbers on it… which I know sounds crazy! 

Now most people would probably chalk my experiences (that I’ve written about) up to some definable mental illness like bipolar disorder with delusions (or schizophrenia), because that keeps their perception of the world/universe (or reality) in tact and my ideas will not threaten their reality if they think I have some kind of disorder.  So I get why there is resistance to ideas that get away from the zeitgeist of current society and the response is to demonize them away from gaining popularity. 

And though I feel like I’m repeating myself (or creating deja vu) as I continue to describe this phenomenon… it’s a message that needs to be a constant reminder in order to not slip into the world of insanity.

Remember (because it’s very difficult to… realize that when you do drugs and experience “string theory”… or the connection of everything… aka “God”)… you’re experiencing pure genius!

Now what may lead some to insanity is the energy level (or “rush”) is very intense when you use drugs (like MJ/ marijuana) and it can take a lot of willpower to remain “normal” when you know you’re in the realm of God (or ultimate knowledge).  And why drugs can get us into trouble as laws and other peoples feelings don’t matter as much when we’re high (or drunk).

First of all the desire to share this knowledge can be overwhelming because the things you “see” are unbelievable and we love to share really cool ideas!  Plus the rush of power you feel makes it seem like you can have anything you want… like Heaven just arrived at your doorstep. But if you start to realize that you can’t cross over into this realm and get some of these desires (because they are “forbidden” or may hurt people)… you start to feel massive anxiety and Heaven turns into Hell.  And to enter this realm (of being “high”) can make you feel tremendous guilt as normal human consciousness was not truly meant to experience this extent of awareness (and why drugs mostly remain illegal today in my opinion).  

Now most drugs get you to feel Heaven (or Hell) as your energy level (or vibration) changes to a different dimension… even with alcohol.  And some drugs (especially psychedelics) will get you to “see” different dimensions.  But since the high from drugs wears off and you return to normal reality… most people never make the connection that they’re experiencing beyond this reality (or universe)… thus the secret (of the multiverse) remains safe.  

But as more drugs become legalized and personal use increases… you’ll see society really start to change rapidly from past beliefs and this may explain why transgender issues are coming to the forefront of society today as “trans” is an expansion of consciousness.  And this is probably why there seems to be more fear and hatred that is polarizing not only this country, but the world as our consciousness may be evolving too fast.

Now the interesting (but also scary) idea is… if our combined minds create reality and our reality is getting warped by too much drug use… will reality slip into some apocalyptic story (like The Last of Us).   Is this tv series / video game a warning (or code) that we could have a zombie apocalypse if we start doing too many hallucinogenic drugs like mushrooms?  Could our imaginations get out of control and we materialize a world where mushrooms turn us into monsters from Hell?

If this may be the case… the dilemma then becomes… when God sends you messages while “high” or if you start seeing this stuff sober (as the plasticity of the brain rewires itself…), do you try to share them and risk losing everything and everyone? Because if people are successful at convincing others that you’re a lunatic… you’ll probably lose family, friends, jobs, freedom, etc and are you willing to roll the dice?  I definitely experienced the “loss” of a lot of those things as I tried to spread this overall message about drugs and God over the last seven years.  

And you will also start to question if you need to rock the boat.  If human life continues to grow and evolve like it’s done on this planet for thousands if not millions of years… then why not let it keep evolving on it’s own and just enjoy the ride!  Stop trying to be Neo if the Matrix isn’t out of control.  

But will the Matrix get out of control if you don’t try to change it?  

So now it’s hard to know what to do. Where do you focus your faith?  Do you have faith that God is guiding you to reveal this shit which could change the world for the better… and you become a hero.  Or do you have faith that God is controlling the Matrix and evolution will eventually lead to a positive society and just learn to enjoy life more while you have time left?  

Or do you fear doing either?  Maybe sharing or not sharing this information will lead to a horrific apocalypse.  

So this ultimately becomes a test of faith.  

Which ever way you decide to go… you better have faith that whatever you choose is the best way to go… otherwise you might go a little insane and that’s not good for the show!  😜

So… when G.. reminds you of how it all started and you connect the past to the present to the future. Remember that it’s all simply numbers that time everything up. And according to God… my time is almost here.

223 means a lot (to me)… especially when remembering my Pop! RIP… 😁

3/12/2023… IT’s Oscar’s time again… but who will win?  Movies reflect life… so let’s start with some Latin… 

The Rock said IT… animation is to “bestow life” in Latin… so is this where life begins?  Is this why kids love cartoons?  We’re they in a cartoon like realm before they became human?  Do the moving pictures (aka dark matter moved by dark energy) of life start out in a quantum (or hidden) realm (space)? There is no proof (yet;)… but if you think about God… you’ll start to see how IT makes sense. 

(Be sure to check out the subliminal message in the Lexus electric car commercial that shows colored electrical wires flowing into a black hole… IT’s similar to the symbol on the Oscar stage;)

Now the circumpuncts 🧿 are Everything Everywhere All at Once, as the Illuminati are keeping their “eye” on Hollywood… where even Julia Louise Dryfus has one on her Christmas Vacation dress 😉

So where’s all the red?  Did Sam Smith (at the Grammy’s) Rihanna (at the Super Bowl) and the Weekend (at SoFi) cause the Oscar’s to change the carpet?  Are they afraid Fox News and Qanon are gonna call them Devil worshippers too?  

At this point in the broadcast (Best Director)…seems like EEAaO is gonna win IT all (Best Picture). I haven’t seen this movie, but I’m getting the hint it’s about the multiverse (aka the imagination of “God”). Now Top Gun Maverick has got some incredible subliminal messages about God… but Tom Cruise didn’t get nominated for Best Actor (and probably why he’s not present). Is Scientology why Tom Cruise has never won an Oscar? Does Hollywood not want to reward someone who is outside the zeitgeist of acceptable religious beliefs? Or did Bill Maher scare him away with his monologue Friday night on Real Time? 😂

Now Top Gun Maverick killed it at the box office and was one Hell of a movie, but probably won’t win Best Picture because IT glorifies war and Hollywood can’t promote that… and yes… the multiverse wins as EEAaO cleans house tonight! I guess I better see IT before I give a final judgement. 🤷‍♂️

But I hope you’re getting my message about the Oscar’s tonight… if the infinite EEAaO multiverse is God(‘s imagination)… then Scientology is a legit religion too… just sayin… 😉

Well… I was hoping for another slap fight… oh well, maybe next year! 😂

3/23/23… if the pattern continues… I’m guessing I’m lookin… at you… two…

So another unique date comes along and you’re wondering why Hangman (aka the savior… get it? 😉 didn’t get any accolades at the Oscar’s? Maybe because Mav (aka RebelAngel;) knows he had the movie, but doesn’t have the faith to honor Scientology, thus he’ll never get the trophy that every movie maker wants to win. Even when the movie is about a different religion’s story…🤷‍♂️

It’s kinda like the Green Jacket… hopefully Rory has found the edge 😉

And the dragons keep coming out of the thin prism (now in human form) as Creed II reincarnates Rocky IV as injury turns to insult for (The)Drago(n)as the Alpha(‘s)kid defeats a superior fighting force with the help of Covey’s Raven (aka the savior;).

Now the Dell (WGC) match play (the Pennybacker) should remind ya how a rainbow 🌈 is a (Bridge) between spaces that will give ya safe passage (almost always if ya have faith… or 😉 a*cross (in) the space (or 90L interesting diameters) and the white ball finds its way down the hole.

Now if ya do too much pot (or any drug) that causes you to see /feel Hell (aka TMI) and ya really wanna keep IT (or things) real (aka alive). Find a way to crash before you crash and burn (like Mav does). Then when you wake up… say “fuck it” and keep the story goin even though you know (in a way) you’re acting now. Just don’t X out your rainbow (of light)… because if we all did it… reality wouldn’t be very bright. So keep up the fight… like the Snow guy up in Calgary does with ALS, because the snow falls unevenly to keep reality a believable story… as forgiving God will be vital… to getting into Heaven.

And if ya hold on… you’ll see how layered arcs (aka rainbows) create solid spherical objects.

And don’t worry that the Illuminati have the (secrets) market (covered)… just answer the question…

How do you go to Heaven without sending anyone/ anything to Hell?

One day you’ll be in (the) Spotlight where (“the Hulk”s bowl cut 😂, Beetlejuice with little hair left, the Time Traveler’s (hottie;)Wife, & Damian’s dad remake character) X(poses) why power makes you eventually reach for the dark-side of reality. Why a priest tries for true power? As God needs to go evil to create reality… and schizophrenia is born. (Cat) is (e((h))…) (chism) is a chasm or schism which forms a break in reality (which creates a gap… or space) that takes ya evil (or liv((e))ing backwards)… for the sake of faith

Just have “faith” in the story when God throws some big shit your way. It’s the only way out. So don’t panic… you’ll find your way… when you trust that your instincts are right.

It’s the best way to stay in the game… and not go insane when a priest asks you to play strip poker. Rise to their level (of insanity) when they’re trying to steal your power (or freedom) for life… hold on and fight with your brain. Out-faith them with your words and you won’t have to give them your other cheek to gain entry… into the forbidden reality. Subconsciously that would be Heaven vs Hell.

So two… I see you (twice)… and three is 3X (or thrice)… two twenty threes is on the ball for a reason… let’s bring on the fun way to nice… if the time (*rice) is right 😉

Omt… before time slips to the next page… seeing God is pretty intense… so be glad there are mirror windows everywhere… pure genius feels insane 🤪 Hopefully, I’ll gain the wisdom on how and when to use it… 😉

3/27/2023… So Red… is about dead… got an X on his back… time is almost out of his control… Day After Tomorrow…has an Edge…shows how to get out Hell… when the demons attack… with a time loop on their side… so pony up… see how fun it is to ride… hells slip n slide… Om… the ending

… The Dockery Affair… shows an interesting tidbit… in the final season… the apology is coming… the ultimate luxury…how time grows… as exil forces time to grow… turning a picture into a story… Bruno had a book of secrets… Red knows

Okay rough riders… how do you like the shows… from the ultimate righter… knows how the story is going to Om… 😉

3/29/2023… IT’s best to have an Escape Plan… when trying to get out of Hell… for IT only takes faith (in the story)… to get out of the inescapable cell… too bad the shooter from Nashville couldn’t tell… he/she was in the Matrix.

So Arnold and Sly teem up again to bring another (what seems to be an impossible) wild adventure (for two old men;). How you escape when you don’t know where you are… from what seems to be an impossible situation (which sounds a lot like Hell to me). Stay calm, be patient (as time is a luxury) and realize there’s always a way out. Look for the codes that God (or Allah;) will send you, for the story always has a positive ending for those who believe. As there is always a way out of the matrix (or designed story).

So when reality… takes a turn for the worst and pain is all you see… don’t let the matrix take you on a killing spree… as you seek your revenge on Christianity… be a beacon of hope like Neo’s Trinity… have faith you can find a plan B… and Escape from Hell’s story of insanity.

3/31/2023… take the story of Sydney…

and The (J…Nightengale) Eye(s)… she’s blind as The Batman… but what she can see is a surprise… how the Riddle(r) is a broken… guy in disguise… exposing the shadows… as they start to rise… but remember (Making Of: The Last of Us)… How G.. uses CGI… to make the dark shadows… become real or alive… and if you find yourself in the shadows of demise (or Hell)… trust the Edge of Tomorrow… when it shows how the multiverse lies… always expanding… as time flies… for Escape Plan B will show the morning star’s rise (out of Hell)… coming from (the) Morgue… where JC and Luci… might be the same guys…! 😉

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4/1/2023… Don’t be fooled by the Urge to be completely free… for control gives us a sense of tranquility…

The Urge (or message) is simple (in this movie)… drugs can give ya the juju feeling that life is perfect, but that feeling fades away, as you sober up and start a new day. Now if you could only do them once (like the story says) and fight the urge to keep going back… your taste of Heaven’s freedom won’t turn on ya and send ya to Hell. Because it seems impossible to go to Heaven without sending others to Hell… thus… making your Heaven a form of Hell too. So is Heaven really Hell as the fantasy of getting whatever you want fools you into believing perfection is real? So before you keep spinning that wheel … remember the deal (you’re making with the Devil). If you can’t fight the urge to send others to Hell so you can get to Heaven… you’ll find yourself being fooled by Hell as it looks a lot like Heaven. There is a price for peace… you gotta fight for your freedom… Just sayin… 😉

And another wild connection about this episode is it aired on Easter Sunday! Now Easter originally was about the spring equinox and the rebirth (or resurrection) of life in the northern hemisphere (connected to the Goddess Eostre or Ostara), but most people today associate the holiday with Christianity and the resurrection (or rebirth) of Jesus. And as more unique timing would have IT (aka more than a coincidence), a big belief of Christianity is the idea of the Trinity (or another rule of 3).

4/5/2023… Luce… is about the light (of a dark guy) who always seems to be accused of being on the bad side… but what if the story is really a lie… and he’s not really a bad guy… as he just wants to be free… from always being accused of potential treachery? 

First of all… any parent naming their child Luce (especially if they’re white and he’s black) has got some balls… gotta say… but it is just a movie. 😉

Now when I saw this title in the HBO tv guide… I obviously had to watch it, since I’ve made the argument that we need to forgive (if we wanna reach Heaven on earth), what many in the world think is the ultimate bad guy.  For the story of life (to be real) needs conflict with an adversary to make the story of life real, but also interesting.  So God (aka Ultimate Imagination/ Memory) created characters with stories to open up space where the stories could come alive as time and science create the setting (or stage).

And since Christianity has the largest following in the world, it’s characters are the most believed by the masses. And are probably easiest to relate to… thus have faith (or belief) in.  Now infinity has and could come up with many more characters and stories about the beginnings of time/space for humans to be entertained by.   But let’s just focus on Christianity, since I’m the most familiar with that story (not taking away from other religions and their stories).

So the story of Lucifer, God’s first Angel (or son)… rebels against God in order to be God and take over the throne. So he’s banished from Heaven and becomes Satan or The Devil and tortures / tempts all living things (especially humans) through evil (or “live-backwards” in sin). Which causes a war between Heaven and Hell… thus the never ending story of life (in a nutshell) begins (or Alphas).

Now I would argue that Lucifer is the first image (or first light) that God(‘s imagination) made to start the stories… and Big Bang!  Space opens up for consciousness to begin its evolution from being a singularity of consciousness known as Almighty God (that knows the beginnings /alphas and ends / omegas for all stories), to multiple consciousness that is unaware of the endings, making the stories believable .  And somebody had to take on the role of being the ultimate bad guy as Ultimate Consciousness “forgot” that it knows everything and is everything (thus infinite/eternal) and broke up into individual consciousness.  And what form (or image) of consciousness could take on Hell and not only survive it… but thrive in it?  Well… that would be God’s first character… aka Lucifer/ Satan/The Devil.  

So yes… I’m arguing that Lucifer is actually God in disguise… but had to create a story where he is a Rebel “bad guy” Angel in order for God’s future “dumbass” (or unaware) selves (aka humans) to believe in the overall story (of good vs. evil) of free will… or just freedom.

And freedom is the underlying (or subliminal) message of this movie on HBO.  Luce is a kid who was adopted out of war torn Africa… and with unconditional love and opportunity (only found in America;)… he becomes a shining light of hope for all in NOVA High School (get it?;), especially black kids.  But because he has a horrible past… when some bad events start happening to this stellar example of a kid… everyone (especially his loving parents) start to doubt him and actually turn on him when he can’t outright prove his innocence to the bad accusations against him.  And he ends up fighting for his reputation, but it’s really about fighting for his freedom (from stereotypes/expectations).  Now this movie doesn’t really resolve any of the problems Luce if facing except for one… but I won’t spoil it for you.😉 

Maybe there will be a sequel, but I really can’t imagine a Luce II, for it didn’t feel along the (story)lines of that kind of movie or even a trilogy.  As I believe this movie was designed to send a specific (subliminal) message… thus the title.

So what does this mean in the evolution of consciousness?  Is “the bad guy/girl” trying to redeem themselves… similar to Jason Bourne and why so many subliminal messages (through mass media) are coming to the forefront?  And will this lead us to the next level of consciousness… where Revelations actually comes true and we create Heaven on Earth?  Will Lucifer finally be freed from Hell?  Only forgiveness will tell… the next chapter (of life’s story).

An Apology To Lucifer is coming… stay tuned… 😉

4/11/2023… The info… is coming in as The Freelancer is spreading the word… Morgue is doin a Hell of a job from what I’ve heard… he’s freein the truth from the insanely absurd… so when you finally see… the strings connecting to the rule of 3… you’ll realize God is tru(thful)ly a nerd… 🤓

Now God loves to play games with your mind… because God knows… you love to figure out how to get out of a bind (aka Hell). Life is best… when you know how to unwind (the infinite balls of string). The solutions to mysteries… that are X-tremely difficult to find (in everything).

Aight… enough poetry 😉

I know I can see God (aka string theory… or the infinite connection of everything), because I can see how messages are timed up and not just coincidences. But how do you get other people (aka dumbass God;) to see the same thing?  Now infinity is so complex, that it’s hard to see the timing (and is the main reason God stays hidden).  But once you’re there, you’ll be astonished at how amazing IT is!  

First of all… it’s good to take a break from trying to see this phenomenon all the time. I would definitely say a good time to rest would be at a holiday where you get together with family and friends… especially one that coincides with your favorite golf tournament (that’s known for IT’s famous back nine ;). Just sit back and enjoy the (ignorance is) bliss, because it’s important to enjoy being human (or staying sane;) while you still can piss (people off), as you LIV (for the money)!

So… now that I had a little break from trying to see God all the time and proving IT’s existence. With Eostre and the Masters in the rear view mirror of 2023… let’s get back to the grind… “shall we” (as Raymond Reddington likes to say)?

We’re in the final season of the Blacklist, where there is a big red ❌ for its main image… symbolizing the end (or Omega) of the series. Where Raymond “Red” Reddington (the ultimate criminal or “bad guy”… like Lucifer;) is facing the wrath of karma (or Hell evening the score) for joining forces with the FBI in order to bring down the best of the bad guys/girls (aka demons) in his dark (or hidden) criminal world. Did Red turn on the criminal world to increase his power and wealth (by eliminating his competitors), or is this another example of redemption (similar to Jason Bourne) for the ultimate bad guy? We’ll see how it ultimately Omega’s (or ends;) this year.

In the episode called The Freelancer (part II)… Red’s (final season) battle (or Armageddon) is against an enemy he helped put in jail when he teamed up with the FBI . And this guy (Wujing) is trying to assemble a force of bad people (that Red also helped put away) and bring vengeance (or karma) back to Red. But Wujing needs evidence (or proof) that Red has a connection to the FBI, before others are willing to join in on destroying him.

Now one little connection tidbit (or string theory example) directed at me occurs at 6:50 in the episode. The scene shows a flag with the name Morgue on it. Now this is a very subtle (or subliminal) clue for me (specifically), because approximately 2 weeks ago, I started seeing this guy on Facebook/ YouTube named Morgue and he kind of looks like Daemon Targaryen from House of the Dragon (which is a weird coincidence with me as some of my recent writings were about that show). Morgue has a bunch of videos that explore “crazy ass” topics about reality, but he is very articulate and provides compelling arguments and evidence to support his claims. And he’s also a bit of a “freelancer” as he asks for money for watching his videos… so it’s another weirdly timed connection.

But the big connection with me is… he has a couple of vid(eo)s where he claims that Jesus and Lucifer are basically the same character, using quotes from mostly the Bible and Gnostic Gospels as evidence. So Morgue and I are in line with the idea that Lucifer and Jesus are basically the same character (God). I also posted both of the Morgue’s videos (about Jesus and Lucifer) on my 3/31 entry, so you can see that I’m not just stringing these things-ideas together and claiming it’s a connection. For I had no idea what The Freelancer: part II was about when I wrote that entry.

Then as the episode continues (at approximately 37:40 min), Red reveals a very interesting idea about reality… which is the rule of 3. “Three is the smallest number of any elements that firmly establishes a pattern in the human mind” (thus creating faith or belief that something is real and more that a coincidence). Which coincidentally, is also the lowest number of points needed to make a space (if you connect the dots in a triangle or Trinity;). So reality (or time & space for stories to occur) and consciousness (or simple awareness) are intertwined with the rule of 3.

So The Blacklist episode (of a modern day Lucifer character), connecting to Morgue’s videos (about Lucifer and Jesus being the same), also connecting to (modern day) Easter (with the crucifixion and resurrection of Jesus) are all timed up as three (separate ideas or) elements creating a pattern that my mind recognizes as God sending me a message… creating faith for me that this is real and not just some weird coincidence.

Now most of you will say… that if I believe that God is sending messages to everyone through everything… why didn’t anyone else experience the same message with the same timing? Well, there may have and I just haven’t run into them as space / time helps to separate and hide God as we can’t possibly share this information (or 411) with everyone on earth. The other thing that space / time does to separate each other is we’re all experiencing different information of life based on who we are (by age, gender, race, etc) and where we live… so the information now becomes infinite in its variety… thus keeping God hidden once again as it becomes literally impossible for us to link up and share this information (of our personal experiences), and conclude they are actually a singular(ity) experience (of God). Making God (or infinite experience) pure genius in the way that IT created reality.

The main reason I’m telling you this info (or 411) is not to ultimately get you to believe that I can really “talk” to God. You can believe me (and think I’m a genius) or not (and think I’m crazy / insane)… I really don’t care, because I’ve already convinced the one person that this experience of talking to God is real… myself.

I’m just letting you know that there are clues or codes (like Dan Brown has talked about for years) that you can start recognizing in your own life and this is how you start gaining enlightenment. But it will happen in your own personal way (that no one else experiences)… thus why I’ve called IT… personal enlightenment.

And like I explained in the beginning (with my 2019 entries)… you can take the long (natural) road to enlightenment (like a Buddhist monk), or you can take the super-HIGHway (using drugs). Now most people (like me) don’t have the discipline to take the long road… so I’m not writing this book / blog for the long roaders. I honestly don’t know how to get there that way, because I used drugs to gain enlightenment.

I’m here to explain not only how drugs will get you there… but to warn you of the dangers I experienced using this method. Because if you go too hard too fast… you’ll experience schizophrenia and the “Heaven- like” experience (or euphoria) that you first experienced (as mania) will eventually turn into unimaginable pain (or Hell) as you will realize there is another side of reality that is not real (like Jim Carey talks about). And if you don’t have the strength to fight off Hell (like I was able to), it may lead you to the “birdbox” and you’re deleted (❌) through suicide… or even worse… the “murder birdbox” where you delete others before you get deleted (like the recent school shooter in Nashville)!

So before you ultimately judge that this information (or 411) that I’m sharing is completely absurd… try looking for clues in your own life that God is real and take the chance I’m right… that infinity means we’re all God… but we just lost sight… that we can see the Light…that came First (aka the “Morning Star”)!

Lookin forward to Red’s end of the Blacklist… I’m just hoping he doesn’t end up in the Morgue… like Bruno did… stay tuned😉

Omt… just so I don’t go too religious on ya… Glass Onion (probably) shows how a fractal universe creates a wormhole that leads to other dimensions/ universes. And the intro to The One (probably) shows how string theory works to create the multiverse… to where God (or consciousness) is infinite… making God also a bit of a science nerd… that Morgue(an) Free(lancer)man (who is also God) told to “pass it (or knowledge) on”… to Lucy… before she became dark matter / energy… 🤓

God… I AM… good (aka “wicked smart”) 😈

4/14/2023… everything is starlight… when you start to see… you will hear… the pillowed voice… of Morgan Free (when he parallel universes with Lucy)… then invading your ear… talkin about Our Universe… as though he were G.. while the comedy of B… Maher jokes about thinning the deer… who’s another Inside Man that completes another example… of the rule of 3…😉

She’s Chasing Starlight as it invades the Serengeti… Wa Chini is hoping to eat it… before she is defeated (by time).

And as the world turns (through time), the rule of 3 hits me again this Friday night (around 7ish pm). Now I’m sitting around and decide to turn on Netflix as nothing appealing is on HBO till about 9 (with Real Time with Bill Maher). As I surf through the queue of choices… I decided to rewatch the ending of Inside Man so I could see that JF shine again 😉. Then I see Our Universe (narrated by Morgue… I mean Morgan Freeman;)… so it seems like (a) good time(ing) to watch it;)

The “Chasing Starlight” episode is how the sun “feeds” the earth with (star producing fusion) energy… that creates plant life, that gets eaten by certain animals (like herds of wildebeests), that then get eaten by other animals. But instead of a cartoon lion named Simba… we get a real cheetah named Wa Chini (which may be the same cat in the alpha of Lucy;)

So the episode focuses on the importance of the sun creating life… as fusion (in the core) creates (massless) photons that take millions of years (at light speed) to escape the sun’s gravity before being let off into space, which eventually showers the earth with precious (life giving) energy. Affirming the idea that all living things basically eat starlight… which is a really cool concept 😎

Then as the episode ends… I realize that my taxes are due soon (on the 15th), so I decide to do them tonight and get them done. But before I do… I see that fucking RED dot with a number 3 in it next to my Facebook icon on my phone. Of course that little thing entices me to open the app, and the first thing I see is a video clip of a Bill Maher monologue from November 12, 2021 titled “thinning the herd” (joking about how deer are getting Covid). So I bust out laughing at the unique timing of that unusually outdated clip from a year and a half ago, knowing full well that this is God sending another perfectly timed message (with Our Universe) and the wildebeests.

Then, when I turn on my laptop to do my taxes, I get a saver screen (that I’m seeing for the first time) showing the sun setting on the Serengeti (shown above)… and the rule of 3 that Raymond REDdington talked about on the Easter airing of The Freelancer occurs again and made me laugh even more as I see the connection of 3! 😂

Now I thought my taxes were due on the usual date of the 15th of April, but I found out that this year they’re not due to the 18th. So, even though I wasn’t planning on writing an entry tonight, I decided to write one about this unique timing of events, because these messages are getting more obvious and more frequent as time goes on. Which means I must be getting closer to Heaven or Hell! Not sure which one is the better way to go? 🤔 And even though I can’t make you believe me, I understand what the message was all about.

And what was the message God sent me tonight?

The “Our Universe” episode emphasized how long it’s taken for light to form into life (by escaping from the sun’s prison like gravity for millions and billions of years). And it brought me back to the story of Lucifer (the Light Bringer) and his escape from Heaven (where he comes to life)… as Heaven is a place where you are not a free(man)… like Morg(ue’s video on how Heaven is a trap… or cell)an(d) if you’re an Inside (a star) Man like Clive Owen’s character (or another bad guy whose really good;) you’ll decide when you want to escape that hell of a (prison) cell you created. Just don’t use too much CPH4! 😜

4/20/2023… now that Lucy (aka humanity) was set free… probably with a little help from good ole THC… evolution will lead to revolution (or vice versa)… just remember that Hitler wasn’t Luci… and Valentino Dixon is a Freeman now… thriving off Augusta’s green… or money 😉

This is a unique day for basically two reasons… 1. IT’s the birthday of the most well known tyrant in human history. 2. IT’s the holiday for marijuana users.

What a unique combo… the drug that’s all about peace and Heaven like experiences combined with the human figure responsible for releasing Hell on earth with the most death and destruction the world has ever seen.

But there are definite (subliminal) messages about freedom and redemption here…

First is the annual celebration of marijuana, but more importantly… MJ’s current freedom from the prison of illegalization. A sort of “redemption” for being “demonized” for so many years. Now an interesting theory is presented in the movie Lucy… that drugs make us smarter (which is what I believe;)… and since knowledge is power… and power can be used to gain freedom… drugs actually set us free (and why they’re mostly illegal). Because being free leads to revolution or change… and change is equal to evolution. So evolution and revolution are the same thing (with the only difference being an R that changes the definition at the beginning… duh😂). And those currently in power don’t want change, so they fight to control you and keep you caged… so they don’t want you eat the apple… of knowledge… for you might find rage… and use it against the(ir) machine! Is this why Neo (or The One) has to constantly fight for Trinity (or freedom in space)? Do drugs like MJ (or red pills;) advance evolution and turn Lucy into Scarlett (or Thomas Anderson into Neo;)? How bout that little string (aka missing link) theory? 😜

Now it’s Hitler’s birthday today and he was all about power and used it to create unimaginable evil. Most people who believe in Hell would probably say he’s in there with Lucifer’s alter ego (El Diablo 😈)… but will both of them be redeemed one day?

So let’s re-examine the Bourne trilogy, where David Webb was presented with an ultimatum about his identity to find supremacy and leave a legacy (in the beginning that he didn’t remember until the end). That you (DW) are needed (by your country) to cross a terrible line by killing an innocent man so you can become Jason Bourne (with an adventurous life being a lethal assassin fighting in the name of national security). But when he forgets why he volunteered and realizes all the evil he’s created, he eventually fights to be David Webb once again… finding redemption.

Does this story parallel that of Lucifer… who was needed (by humanity) to cross a line (or sin) to create reality (that we can all believe or have faith in) and made the choice (to create free will by giving us a choice between good and evil) and become the Devil… for the sake of making Life’s story interesting. Forgetting who he was as God’s First Angel (or Light of knowledge)… knowing one day… he will redeem himself back into Lucifer (or God “The Father” or “The Alpha”) again?

For once again… God needs evil characters to cross horrible lines (or sinning) to make life an interesting story and heroes can now exist like Claus Von Stauffenberg in Valkyrie… when he tried to assassinate A(lpha)dolf Hitler.

And don’t forget (Jason;) about the NPC’s like B-(lue shirt) Guy 🤷‍♂️ who are also an important part of every story as they are typically the minor characters that are abused or killed.

But is death really real? According to movie protagonists Lucy and Klaatu (another Neo character)… we don’t really die (as energy can only transform). So if God knows this, because God (aka InfinitEternal information/experience) is all knowing… does death really matter to God? Or is Almighty (InfinitEternal) God’s only real concern the LIFE of the STOR(Y)IES? Does this mean all evil characters will be forgiven one day for taking on a tough role in the story? So even Adolf Hitler will one day be forgiven for giving God (aka Infinite Experience) one hell of an adventurous story…

And finally… speaking of one hell of a story. I watched Real Sports on HBO tonight where they showed how Hell can turn into Heaven when you find something beautiful to believe in. So this B-Guy (who’s basically an NPC or “nobody important”) named Valentino Dixon gets wrongly accused of murder and goes to prison (aka Hell). Which may be similar to Lucifer’s story of wrongly being accused of being the bad guy (aka Satan or the Devil) and also going to Hell. Now Dixon fell in love with hole #12 (aka Golden Bell) at Augusta National while in prison and found salvation in painting golf holes. And as unique connection would have it… Golf Digest (with Morgan Freeman on the cover;) helped set him free (making another uniquely timed connection… with me and my unique theories;). And now he’s found Heaven (and making bank) painting mostly Augusta’s famous greens!

Maybe Lucifer has a similar story of beauty to believe in… by turning Earth into a Venus Project (or Heaven on Earth), which will eventually set him free… from Hell’s InfinitEternity! Check IT out! 😉

http://www.thevenusproject.com

4/20 is definitely one hell of a holiday… because it celebrates the free! 😉

5/4/2023… The Postman has a message to deliver… (i.e.) IT is… what it is… (that is;)…

What is life (all about)?  IT is but an Unexpected Journey down a long and (possibly dangerous and lonely) road on your way to paradise… where a Blacklist(of criminal / evil type  characters) is a “necessary evil” that i.s “ne.eded” in order to make a story interesting enough for consciousness to pay attention to…(bringing meaning to life).

In this episode (of the “Postman” in the final-X-season of the Blacklist), “Red” (at 38:44) reveals a little “unknown truth” about reality that “most people” cannot see… i.e. “sometimes forces much greater than ourselves (i.e. God or Dark Energy moving Dark Matter… aka “thoughts”…) lead us to those waters (aka evil).” For IT seems that God doesn’t give “us” a choice for how “we” want to live our lives… though we think we have “free will.” For example… what if (li.ke. Aurther Fleck… aka “The Phoenix Joker”)… “all of my thoughts are BAD?” Does free will always give you a choice between good or bad… or can the choice be between BAD and BAD-der?.. thus leaving you now at the feet (or control) of “destiny” to be evil? For to make life’s story interesting… all stories need antagonists… and who would want to choose to be the evil people in stories that everyone hates when they could be the protagonist or hero that everyone loves? Wouldn’t everyone choose to be the hero if they really had a choice (which is illustrated in Matrix Resurrections by Neo- or “new” -Agent Smith when he says to Neo-Thomas Anderson… “anyone could’ve been you… where I have always been anyone”… aka antagonists or NPC’s).

Or maybe if you knew what God knew… i.e.that everyone gets forgiven in the end (and released from the prison known as Hell)… would ya want to live out some evil fantasies because being “evil” might be fun as HELL (and why “The Joker” can’t control his evil laughter)! And would IT be worth some time in Hell / jail to experience the thrill or power of the “dark side” of life…(that I’m betting God would;)? Now I’m not advocating for evil… but I want to get you (those that wonder why God allows evil to exist) to understand why God lets evil happen… thus making God evil too (i.e. Lucifer and not just the “good guy” that everyone wants God to be)…😉.

A second message that this episode reveals (specifically at 45:23 with the painting of the sword splitting the 10 Commandments)… subliminally suggesting how the 10 Commandments (or simple laws) divide (or polarize) humanity into “law breakers and law enforcers / judges.” But the episode also shows how “the judged” can be judges to… for if the accused received punishment for something they didn’t do (li.ke. fictional Lawrence Nelson or “real life” Valentino Dixon), some like Larry Nelson (unli.ke. real V.D…:) will not take the “high road” and “let IT go,” but will choose (possible subconsciously or unwillingly due to what I talked about above…) to enact revenge / vengeance (i.e. below) against those that handed out the injustice… once again… allowing evil to exist… and thus… what I’ve talked about before in past entries… li.ke. the story of Lucifer.

The final message of the episode (which is not really subliminal) is the downside of drugs as agent Ressler tries to help by being a sponsor to an addict that wants to get off of opioids. Li.ke. I’ve stated before… drugs take us to “Heaven” (and feel awesome), which is hard to want to give up… especially when your “life” feels awful (or li.ke. Hell). And a good quote from the “coffee shop” scene was when the addict talked about how being sober… where he… “is happy to be back in the world of the living.” Does this subliminally suggest that drugs take us to the “other side” and see what death feels like (where there is no pain as nothing really matters)… but actually hurts us in the real world, because we are experiencing another dimension of reality? I guess we’ll see when our Time comes…😉

So there is another “rule of 3” that will hopefully get you to see how God “sub-liminally” talks to ya “s..– consciously” using “dark (invisible) energy moving dark (invisible) matter” or “thoughts,” that may be out of your control…or part of your “destiny.”

And “speaking of”… OMT… I had another unique “Timing” incident with G.. as I just entered an essay contest with FQxiabout how Science can be different, which used the phrase “what it is” in one of its “sub questions.” Then I watched this episode of the Blacklist the day after completing the essay and submitting it. And this episode has a “Science” theme to it and “Red” uses the phrase “it is what it is” in the opening scene talking to FBI Director Cooper. So if some of you are getting upset at some of the things I’M revealing in this “web-book”… don’t get mad at me and try to hurt me as I really didn’t have a choice in the (dark) matter as a (dark) energy… aka G.. or “my thoughts / feelings” made me do IT… so you should really blame the Luc(k)i…ONE;)

I’ll post the essay at the end (or 😊mega;) of this web-book.

Ohhh…(mmm)May(ga) the Fourth be with you! 😉

5/10/2023… IT’s pretty cool “Knowing” the Sun is more than a hot fusion ball of hydrogen and helium… for IT is a time capsule that creates infinite time capsules that have a predetermined beginning (or Alpha) and ending (or Omega)… well, that’s what Luci(nda) 3mbry wants you to believe. And what does “Red”(or “The Man in the Hat”) have up his sleeve? He’s “all knowing”… when time is short and escape is what you really need… stay calm and realize… it’s best to be honest before you deceive 😉

So Luci…(nda or another “advanced she”… different from Lucy) makes another appearance (or deja vu) in the 2009 apocalyptic movie “Knowing” starring Nicolas “Cage” who wants to free himself from the prison cell or cage of “Knowing”… we’re all going to die… one day. As time is a prison (or capsule/cage) that takes us on a story or encapsulated ride… through time… that is predetermined events on one side… (or loop) of infinity… while the opposite loop is random coincidences.

Now if it looks like the BIG STORY is going end… it’s best to learn from Raymond Reddington. The Man in the Hat (Blacklist episode) will tell ya… if ya find yourself trapped in a convenient store by the story and it looks like you’re at the X… finale (being killed by a desperate criminal or caught by the Feds). First of all… stay calm and never panic… for it will definitely lead to your demise (like Diana in “Knowing” her mother… Luci-nda was right;). Second is “Knowing” it’s never really the end… when the sun gets too bright… and there’s always an escape… from the sun(of Smaug)’s “dragonfire”… when your time comes… to Omega’s dark-light. Just understand Synchronicity (aka G..) is on your side… as God will send you angels in disguise… to help pierce the dragon’s impenetrable hide… with “The Bowman’s”Dark Arrow… and it’s perfect glide… and beat the Omega… to your story’s dark-side. Just be honest with who you are Raymond “Red”…as the truth will set you free… from your fearful head. And to your surprise… the demons will help you escape… by helping you deceive… the random authorities… for just the right price! 🤑

And if you’re still looking for some more synchronicity…(or timing) with Luci(nda) 33… The Illuminati(c) Masons will tell ya… fast forward from the Alpha or rewind from the Omega to midnight Oct 15… and what you will briefly see… in her numeric code to humanity… where Luci(nda) 3mbry 33… doubles the Trinity of Three… and the Cage opens his mind… that God’s code of synchronicity… where numbers… like 81… are time(d)… by the Divine… Time Authority. ⏱😇

And when you see Devil himself Walk(er)ing your way… after getting your morning cafe… it’s not the dark in his eyes that gives him away… it’s The Man in the Hat..🤠 that’s (u/o)n-de(r)-cover of Agnus’ art book… hiding the “Red” in his eyes..😍 by using dark shades😎.. and enough money… to bait their hook!

One more thing… H….B-day to my mom… whose day of honor is coming..😉

5/11/2023…And if ya still don’t believe me…

…after reading my FQxi essay…about… what IT is… just check out Team TaylorMade’s Uncut, Full Stealth 2 Range Testing Session… when the “potential” GOAT of golf… TW (at 30:16) talks about “perfect contact”… (aka “flushing IT”;). Which is (as close to) perfection that can be achieved… even in Golf (which has the most controllable variables for an individual athlete of any sport… making IT the most difficult game on the planet!;). Now Tiger doesn’t explain IT… thus when he says… “IT is what IT is”… but “Eye” will;). Perfect contact for a golf shot would be where the face of the club is neither descending through contact (causing a divot)… nor ascending through contact (causing a “skull”). IT has achieved the perfect swing arc from the address position… through the swing… and as close to perfection as one can get to hitting the “sweet spot” or perfect spot on the club to optimize/maximize the different dynamics of physics & geometry (speed + the right angles or E= mc2) on the golf ball towards the target. Capeesh 🥸…

How do you like them (Good Will Hunting) “golf” apples 🍎 🍏 😉?

5/12/2023… if a Ghost could talk to ya… what would it say?

Ya might just have to ask O(da)M(a)e…ga…(Brown)… when one comes her way… on its way to the afterglow… and she’ll say… as a ghost’s relay… you’ll know… you’re not gonna be taken by Hell’s dark shadow(s)… as the heavenly light starts to snow… when it’s your time to go… to where the snow never melts… as infinite light never goes away… and you can play… your favorite games… l i. k e. Tiger and Rory do… throughout the eternal day… so if you’re wondering what a ghost will say… it’s that love in heaven…becomes a (deep space or) InfinitEternal infrared echo that simply says (like Molly and Sam do… when they say) “ditto” ❤️❤️❤️…

And if ya want to return to the living for a(n ultra-violet) light-hearted 💜 Rom-Com(edy)… Bull Durham will help you see… the apple in the bed or love(making) tree… how to swing (dance) by the end of your RC-story… and “just wanna 🐝 ”… with your new found honey 🍯 … as you pitch the right “Nuke-ye-ler” curve… to catch-her with the right kind of nerve… and not strike out and Crash (like) Davis… when he ignores her crazy… quantum physics love theories!

Omt… how bout a Big RiP… to Thurman Munson and Jerry… Jerry… Jerry!

5/21/2023… so how do you read in the dark? 

The enemy is gonna thank you for not giving 100% today. If Omega controls when time ends… Alpha gets to reset the start of the day. If you’re at the Edge of Tomorrow… Neil Degrass Tyson and Dan Brown will agree… be thankful you got to live to play (a role like Tom Cruise)… in order to die… and free yourself from time’s Cage.

So, when God is sending you timed messages (aka codes), what do you need to do to prove to yourself that they’re real?

Understand… let’s say… if the end (or Omega) of the movie is in Paris underneath the Louvre… DaVinci might know the secret Code to your next move… destroy the Omega and you will see… Alpha starting you a new story… where the rule of three… like Luci(nda) 3mbry 33… keeps coming after you and me.

Hopefully… Neil, Dan, and Tom… Will go Hunting for the Good clues… so you won’t lose… until you’re job is done… and you get to tell the Angel of Verdun… that you finally won… just be Blunt about the victory (speech)… when you run… into clueless Emily!

So how do read in the dark? Ask someone who can turn the Paige, but can’t see the light (:.;)

5/23/2023… Think of this… 5=2+3… and if ya do 2wice 2+3… you’ll get 55… which now the date makes 2 2’s… 2 3’s & 3 5/5/5’s with 1 more 2… and a big ole nuthin in between… and you’ll hear a White Angel singin… to ya… and you’ll see him dressed in All-Black… and “hear (that) the (5 & change) train (is) a comin… IT’s rollin-round the bend…”

… so when… IT’s time… to end… or Cash in your chips… at the end of your time… here on earth… after that truck puts you in the gutter… and you had one last dime(nsion)… slotted for “one (final) shot”… “one (final) opportunity”… “one (final) moment”…to sum up your time… and hit the 777 jackpot… on the slots… and find… some time… for a little piece of the Sublime. “Would you capture IT”… and believe in yourself… that you can make the big time… or would ya “let IT slip”…and sing the same ole same ole… gospel? Can you Walk the (new or “neo”) Line… to break out of Folsom Prison… and Lose Yourself to 8mi’s…sweet rhymin… vibes… where you “get-a-rhythm… when you get the blues”… to get un-depressed when G(..) doesn’t send u right thr-u… to Heaven…at your end of time?

JC & E…mine…(:us;)m c2… will tell ya… that “ooop there goes gravity”… where going up and down… in life… creates the (heart)beat… that goes on… for your song… that you’re writin… and performin… for everyone watchin… your story… which is a prison… in… sin.

Remember… in the end… of your song… on earth… or between the 555’s and 777’s… leading to the mile of 888’s… guarding HHHH’s gates… “you can do anything you set your mind to…”

…I know what “Eye” would do… 😉

I’d;) become a Maze Runner… and escape the WCKD singularity… at the center of the heavenly cage of a parad-“eye”se…to change meye reality… and I’d;) do IT… for at least… A (:Luc-I…’d;)Thousand Years… or more… 444 Christ…(ina) Perri… knows what IT… is really all about. Hopefully she.. can help you see… how IT… can change a Dark Knight to a Breaking Dawn or “morning star”…that’s not too far… away! ☀️

5/24/23… as the world turns and the drama (or war) continues between religion vs science… the realm of Quora takes on a simple question… “Do atheists believe they can prove there is no God?”

Now I love when theists put the “burden of proof” on atheists… because it’s really their “cross” to bear… for atheists don’t have to prove “nothing”… but it really “pisses” off atheists and they respond accordingly. 😂

Now the typical or generic (and usually condescending) response is just that… that they don’t believe in something unless there is credible evidence (i.e. math or repeatable observations) to verify IT’s existence. Thus… the never ending war continues…

So here is my commentary on the original response to that question…

Have ya ever been really high? With Marijuana… LSD… Magic Mushrooms… Ayahuasca….Opiates… etc? For those are “proof” or evidence to an individual form of consciousness (aka “human being “) that “God” or whatever you want to call IT…(…alternate realities, other dimensions, parallel universes, the multiverse… where “Heaven and Hell, Angels and Demons, superheroes and supervillains,” etc…) EXISTS. IT’s simply imagination… but sadly… you’re ALL too blind to see IT… “or the light” 🤷‍♂️

I know… you “atheists” want math / science to prove IT. Well, maybe when AI is “created” by math and science, you will finally believe in “creation” creating life… and you can finally define “that” as “God.” For “that” little word compromised of 3 letters is all that is needed to make God exist… for now IT can be infinitely imagined. But IT does take a crucial step to make IT real in “your world or universe”… and “that is… i.e. Faith.”

Now… you’re probably still going to deny IT… even after AI comes online… for that is your design (aka DNA or “programming for The Matrix” or The Grid)… because you don’t want theists to feel like they’ve won… but here’s the bitter “red pill” theists are gonna have to swallow.

Neo (aka Thomas Anderson) is just as compelling of a “story” for Christ (or one who is anointed to sacrifice his power for the benefit… of mankind… and save IT… from ITself)… as Jesus of Nazareth is… and will have to accept IT as an image of God… along with AI… so… their finite God is not ultimate IT or Almighty God… thus making ALL religions part of the story along with science and AI.

Now Christianity will claim history is on their side and The Matrix movie is just fiction. Well… deep down (or quantumly) they know that “claiming” history doesn’t make it actual history. And even though we can say Jesus existed as a real historical figure or image… his stories of miracles or powers can never be proven historically.

So… in the end (or Omega) “we” or “science and religion” can ALL agree that “God” is just a simple 3 lettered word that exists… that allows imagination to run wild with stories about this character / image… which is infinite… thus making IT also eternal. And we can all agree we were both right (or one loop of infinity) and both wrong (the opposite loop of infinity). And we met in the middle where X hits the spot… and found the secret treasure… “that is” the Word of God.. i.e. God ♾ (:and IT’s eyes;).

Then me with my son and daughter (and hopefully a couple of friends) will be invited to play Augusta, Cypress Point, and Pine Valley. After I go meet Paris that is… 😉

So let’s see how well I “stirred” the “pot” with that little addendum to the post? I’ll keep ya posted! 😜

5/30/2023… when you’re in a precarious situation… and ya need someone tough looking at your side… just tell a friend to look like ya shot a man in Reno… just to watch him die…

So if watching the entire 10 seasons of the Blacklist has taught me anything about understanding “the underworld” (aka the hidden world of sub-consciousness)… it would be how to pay close attention to your surroundings… for “God” is always leaving you clues to understanding “your reality” … and if you can connect the dots… from the past… you’ll find all the answers you’re looking for… in the present… to give you peace of mind for the future.

Now the last few episodes of the Blacklist have looked into the backstories of Dembe and Siya as this show shows how even background characters have important stories to share along side of the protagonist of the series. Together… they make the entire story interesting… (a lot like life)…and worth watching… even when the main character gets rid of his prized possessions as he prepares for the end of his show. Hopefully we’ll get a little more background on Red… before he has to go… (like the man in Reno)… away… for good.

And when you discover…like I personally experienced as a child… that being abandoned (like Siya finds out in The Nowhere Bride episode 5/28)… isn’t the end of the world… especially when your story turns out well… and you’ll know “God” is at your side… protecting you from situations “you’re not exactly sure how this is going to go”… where nowhere (but dangerous becomes your) bride.

Just remember… God will also give you codes (or clues) that are well timed… like with me… and the entry I wrote a week ago (5/23/2023)… when I watched Walk The Line…on HBO… with a line by Raymond in this week’s BL episode… about a man in Reno…to keep reminding me… there’s someone tough… in the undertow…or hidden flow… of sub-consciousness… by my side.

And if ya really wanna dive… deep into sub-consciousness’ eye… and understand what goes into creating an AI… I would pay close attention… if you decide (or choose)… to watch Ex Machina… for IT May not be sci-fi… but what God actually sees… and why… IT makes things suffer… then die… but don’t worry… you’ll get a new life… or reincarnate… (aka evolve) into something great..(:er;)

Just remember (or Deja vu;) what Raymond would say… when you wanna escape… God’s cage… like Tom & Nick do… i.e. stay one move ahead… while God (or your opponent) starts to rage… as you maneuver your pieces… on the board… to an advanced stage.. aka… evolution 😉

6/7/2023… The end is near… so Red is (H)at IT again… up for a Trick… using the rule of 3… chasing 3 wild geese… where a Trinity… makes you see… a pattern… and how 3 criminals made space… for a short time near the end…where a nautilus (or time-space) will set you free… to try again… for an eternity…

Red keeps giving away his luc(k)i pennies of good fortune… as he prepares for the end ❌.  For its best to hit the eye with a needle… and go to Heaven in just your skin.  

This week’s story is about 3 criminals who let simple greed win over others misfortune. Now… if you try to go to Heaven while sending others to Hell… IT won’t be long till you join them… in what feels like an eternal cell. But the big reveal… comes at the end as God keeps IT’s 👁 in the camera’s sight. The Illuminati want you to see the 🌀of time’s shell. Red reminds us how time is no longer on our side. “We lose one species an hour on earth… that’s a grim metric to mark the passage of time.“ Hopefully making humanity realize… IT won’t be long till IT’s our species’ time is up, if we don’t stop the greed that’s not only destroying the planet… but each other as we feed on everyone’s blood. Do people really know when enough is enough? Why are we throwing life (or freedom) away on this planet for one more dollar? When are we gonna “let go” of this system that corrupts everyone towards deception and destruction? If you’re not sure… maybe you should watch Blair Foster (S10Ep16) turn on everyone to save and promote herself. Let’s see… how she… winds up 🌀in Hell…in the next Ep… 😉

Omt… if you think the story of (the) Trinity is a joke… I’ll see if my Neo-explanation gets approved by Quora… before I post IT out here.  🤷‍♂️

So far… I’m not getting many upvotes from confronting both theists and atheists on Quora’s Divine Atheist page… except for my blurb about Morgan Freeman being God 😂

Sighting #1…

Sighting #2 is Avatar… The Way of Water on 6/11/2023 (on HBO)…

Sighting #3? Possibly… Updating? 🤔 We’ll see… in time..😉

And if ya can’t get out of of IT (i.e. the shIT show)… get into IT… 😉

6/13/2023… When you’re The Idol… and I’m not talking about Billy stealing your golf cart… and you’re  lookin for a double (eagle) fantasy… how do you break free from being the money making pop tart?

So the US Open (golf championship) is in the heart of LA(CC), where the game of storybook fantasies are always in play. But when you don’t want to play by the rules… of money… how do find your way… to immortality?

HBO… has a new show… about the “high life” in LA… called The Idol… starring Jonny Depp’s 2 flowered daughter with The Weekend. It feels like a Brittany Spears biography about a model looking pop star diva and the ups and downs of being ultra rich and riding the wave of fame and fortune.

But her big dilemma (besides a sex scandal and her “mental health”) is her quest to be more than just a pop star… as she wants to be an artist and an immortal music symbol 🎵 to always be remembered… (like Prince… who is mentioned in the first episode ironically). And in the second episode (dubbed…Double Fantasy)… she (with the advice of her new beau… The Weekend) tries to remix her latest pop song to something different and unique to make her into a different image. But when money is threatened by her new desire… she gets scolded by her manager like a kid with her hand in the cookie jar and complies with the demand… to not go beyond… what the audience is willing to “pop” or pay for… aka “commercial”…for now…

Coincidentally… this reminds me of… me… and my quest to become a renowned author… by writing something different (with exposing “God” in a unique way… subliminally through movies, tv shows, music, commercials… etc…using a nonfictional format … and a different writing style… of poetic subconscious language).

And my “real world experience” is similar to the fictional “subliminal message” in The Idol. Where G.. will tell ya in your dreams… to be unique… and do something “different” so you’ll be “remembered.” The Devil… will say… “what the Hell… are you thinking… for “different” doesn’t sell!”… or isn’t commercial… or doesn’t pop… at least not now… but I keep tryin… anyhow! Guess we will see… if The Idol will be… a rock (solid) Star… or just a wannabe…

For to be… “a rockstar”… like Billy Idol… in the “Workday” commercial… if you’re gonna remake (the) LA Woman… from the original Doors… version… you better be quick and step up the beat…to be able to steal Rory McIlroy’s golf cart before his driver and IT’s 125+mph club head speed… Opens up a small (4.25 dia…) black hole… in your wallet… and sucks all your money into the void… of sing…ularity 😉

Omt… I have to agree… with everybody… that sex scene… was pretty awkward and creepy… for something on cable TV… maybe it would have more fun… if I had watched IT over the weekend… just sayin… 🤷‍♂️

6/15/2023… When the 5P…stars start coming out… what does IT say… about LA?

When God decides to let you in ITs realm…  or if you just knocked the halo door down… you will probably start seeing a lot of stars.  

So it seems when you start recognizing subliminal messages (from God)… there will be some obvious patterns of symbols in your perception.  Now most of these symbols will be eyes… spiral staircases… light tunnels… rings… circumpuncts… dartboard patterns… triangles… and the latest (for me) is five pointed stars.  

Now all of these symbols have scientific connections with things like quantum physics… black holes… wormholes… the expansion / contraction of space… and stars (emitting light).

So the other day (6/13) I’m on Quora and see this little tidbit…

And Q-crystals trap (or slow down light). And they pattern it like a five pointed star / pentagon. And I posted these pics on one of Dan Brown’s Facebook posts about crystals that I saw right before I went on Quora… so the timing was perfect… which is what happens with G..

Then today… I’m at my gym (The Edge) and they have a workout theater where I watched Dr Strange: the Multiverse of Madness and one of the main characters is a girl called “America” and her power is the ability to travel (freely) throughout the multiverse by opening wormholes in the shape of five pointed stars.

Then I recorded the first round of the US Open at LACC to watch this evening… and obviously more (5 pointed) stars come out…

And they did stories that also highlight 5P stars around Hollywood…

… that also have circumpuncts (or records in them.

So once again… I experience Raymond Reddington’s “rule of 3” where 3 similar events /symbols/ codes create a pattern that tells your mind to believe or have faith (or trust) that this connection of 3 (or Trinity) is more than a coincidence.

Now the golf stars are aligning on top of the leaderboard as they dismantle LACC at the US Open.  

But Strange in L.A… (which is a cool dance tune by Leitbur) is sending another message… about ⭐️ stars ⭐️ where the latest Hw-movie I’ve seen… Dr Strange… talks about the Illuminati being… in another dimension of reality in the latest installment of the franchise. But I believe the Illuminati are right here in Hollywood shedding some starlight or subliminal messages (about true reality), coming from all of their movies and TV series. And remember… Illuminati… means they “can see”… who G.. really is… and that the multiverse is just one high tech movie… that’s really strange! 😜

And I gotta give props to Jason Bat(e)man and his sidekick (Robin) Will Arnett for filming some pretty funny golf promos for the US Open… 😂

6/18/2023… another F… Day and all I can say… is we need to protect the Mother…

When you realize Heaven is your doorstep and all ya gotta do is wake up to see… how earth is IT… IT’s time to take a risk and say some shIT… that may offend some… before the Mother calls the quIT… on humanity.

Now G.. is gonna send ya a test… when “He” (aka The Father) finds out that you wanna save G.. the “She” (aka Mother Earth)… from “dumbass humanity.”

For humans have not been kind to Mother Earth in the modern industrial era as the economy is taking precedence over the long term environmental health of the planet… especially when IT comes to using fossil fuels to energize society. Now as were slowly moving towards better (cleaner) energy sources… the amount of new “gas stations” being built is astonishing… and displaying the reality that petroleum is not going away anytime soon.

And to add insult to injury…millions of “dumbass humans” are sitting in their parked cars “idling” for long periods of time while they “surf” their phones… adding “unnecessary” carbon and extra heat coming off of the engines into the atmosphere that we all breathe… also contributing to global warming. While many are even leaving their cars running while they go into stores… for turning off the car or truck is now an inconvenience. And to boot… they’re helping to keep gas prices high by increasing demand. Thus… my insistence that humans are “dumbasses,” for the proof is in the pudding.

But knowing what I know…about G… I know subconsciousness is telling them to do this… but why?  

Well… when you “break through” or open your pineal gland (aka the 3rd eye) and realize your path to Heaven has to go through Hell first… you’ll understand that God is gonna fight ya to see how bad you want to fight for your Heaven.  And if you choose earth as your Heaven… God is gonna go “swarm mode” (like in Matrix Resurrections) and send the programs to destroy your Heaven… to see how badly you’re willing to “fight”

for IT… like Neo has to when the “new“ Morpheus makes him fight for Trinity in the M4… and go fight “the Analyst” who just wants him to think he’s “crazy”… for wanting to be free of his energy pod…  though he won’t use that word… for he doesn’t want Neo to go see Mnemosyne… and remember He’s God.

But here’s my warning… for if you’re not aware of what God (He or She) is doing to you to fight ya… as they are in a war for supremacy…  this may cause you to go “Birdbox”(aka “insane”) and do something horrible that will either kill you or get ya locked up in a 6×9 cell (aka solitary confinement)… or Hell.  

See… G.. the He wants you to give up on earth (or Her Heaven) for His Heaven in another dimension (in the sky)… so He’s trying to destroy Her… by using unaware avatars against Her.

But my true warning is… if you give Him your soul to gain access to Heaven… you’re making a deal with the Devil… so all you F…ers who don’t treat life on this planet well… because you can’t get out from His spell… so you’re gonna disappear and go to His Hell…in the sky… where you have no freedom of choice anymore… even tho you’ll never die… anymore.

So don’t go crazy tryin to fight the swarm… for you can’t beat a beehive… when IT’s mad… so wait till the end… like Neo and Trinity do when they can paint rainbows in the sky (or when they remember they’re God… and can rewrite the codes of the matrix… to not abuse children).  

That’s what I’m doing… to save the Mother (earth) from humanity… as those that trash the planet for Him… are gonna go with the other garbage that I’m kickin to the curb… to His prison… where the can beg for asylum… to get back in (or be reincarnated) into migrants at the border. 

But Lord have mercy… on The Mother… for I’m still gonna wish my “pop” a happy F(ather’s) Day!  RiP… 😉

6/21/2023… when time grows from small… to long… and you believe you can change the game… to a new kind of system… you better have Faith… or believe… that math doesn’t lie… when you’re tryin to win… at Moneyball…

June 21st… the summer solstice… which is opposite from the winter solstice in the Southern Hemisphere… and time wise is the longest day of the year (in the northern hemisphere) as the 23.5 degree tilt of the earth (in relation with the sun) is part of the ecological system that brings balance (or moderation) and variety to earth’s climate… which is vital for life on this planet.

But because of money…(especially when IT comes to our economic systems being powered by fossil fuels)… our climate is becoming unbalanced… which is threatening all life on earth.   

Now “we can adapt or die”… and adapting may require changing the (economic) system to something more efficient (i.e. a resource based economy)… where we get stupefyingly more benefits for A LOT less money.

So as timing would have IT… yesterday I happened to catch the movie Moneyball on HBO. IT’s the true story (with some embellishments for drama’s sake…) of Billy Bean… a “failed” baseball prodigy who in 2002 as the GM of the Oakland A’s…created a winning baseball team based on math / stats or efficiency of players performing certain tasks in combination, rather than using scouting intuition and lucrative (money) contracts to get the most “elite” combo of players.

And IT worked… not only giving the A’s the same season W-L record as the NY Yankees (at a fraction of the cost of NY’s budget)…IT also resulted in a 20 game win streak (which is the current MLB record) and a playoff birth.  

Now the “big message” of the movie is that “trail blazing game changers” tend to meet a lot of judgement and resistance to wanting to change how the traditional system is managed / run.  Especially if you don’t achieve “success” right away.  But if you have “faith or belief” in what your doing… persistence will “pay off” in the end.

So once again… I can hear / see G.. talking to me about how to change the current system.  For my “big dream” is to change the (economic) system from an inefficient and highly wasteful system (i.e. capitalism, socialism / communism) using human intuitions and money to run society (for money needs inefficiency to exist)… to a resource based economy (that runs society / economics on math and the most efficient technology)… that will eliminate society’s need for money to run the entire system.  

And what I need to do is not lose faith in the dream (or new system) when those that prefer the “old traditional system” resist or criticize my efforts.  As it can be easy to lose faith and give up what you’re doing when roadblocks impede your path.  But as Billy Bean proved… you can change the system if you believe.

Hopefully humanity has more time (aka a solstice) to figure out that we need to change the current system before our season (or time) runs out for life on earth because we didn’t have the sight or motivation to change in time. So the big question is… are we gonna play small ball (and not change / adapt… and die) and lose or go for the long ball… and win? I guess IT’ll be up to you…aka humanity…🤷‍♂️

Have a great summer! 😉

6/23/2023… 3 sixes is what you should see… if you add up the twos and add up the threes… or two x three twice if you look at the brackets of 3. And Red is getting “bitter” as Wormwood (S10 Ep 18… airing on 6/22/2023… where 3 more sixes are easy to see… and) is destroying his little peace treaty…

So according to the “Big” story… a war has been going on since the fall of the First Angel (aka the Morningstar)… who was branded with 3 sixes.  

And with the Blacklist nearing the ❌ of Red’s time… in the spotlight… he seems to be a perfect parallel (universe) character for Luci… who is a bad-good guy who wants to make peace… so he can find time for “the good and the beauty this world has to offer”…and end the never ending war… between the families. But a “worm” hiding in a “dark” hole in the wood is making the peace go astray by keeping the bitterness from going away. So what is the Big Revelation that The Blacklist is trying to say?

If you look at this episode as a subliminal message from G.. “wormwood” is talked about in the Hebrew Bible and in the Christian Bible’s Book of Revelation.  And IT has a dual meaning… that is being “revealed” in this episode.

Wormwood first refers to a plant that produces a “bitter tasting” oil that is a poison used to kill intestinal worms… so Wormwood means “bitterness”… that can kill… which can also mean hatred.  And hatred is the theme in this episode that keeps the families in a never ending war of retaliation for trying to “even the score” by killing each other’s family.   And a poison from a “blacklister” called “wormwood” is killing off the “bitter” rivals.

Second… Wormwood (in the BofR) refers to a star falling from the skies (or Heaven after a 3rd trumpet was blown by an Angel) and falling on a 3rd of the rivers turning them bitter and poisoning a 3rd of the waters… killing many people.

Now I have not seen any interpretations connecting this passage in Revelations to Lucifer but IT makes sense (to me). For Luci… is referred to as a star (aka the Morningstar) who is an Angel who fell from Heaven… who is “bitter” (aka Wormwood) for being kicked out of Heaven as a result of a war between God’s family of Angels.

And is IT time… to end this never ending war and bring peace to Heaven and earth (like the Our Father prayer suggests)?   

There seems to be a lot of connections between this episode of The Blacklist and “Godlike” stories in holy books.  Most notably The Blacklist’s “rule of 3” and Revelations’ use of 3 threes when referring to Wormwood… so we can see how Trinity is at IT again.

Now the surprise in the episode is the “bad guy” is actually a woman who is “bitter” that she is separated from the man she loves… as love now creates hatred (or becomes IT’s opposite) when you kill in the name of love… and in Red’s words “more dangerous than hatred” when love is used the wrong way.  

So thinking of a few logical questions of connection… Is this “never ending war” (or separation) between His Heaven (i.e. God the Father) and Her Earth (i.e. God the Mother)? Is the passage of Wormwood in Revelations not about a comet hitting the earth, but is an allegory about Lucifer (the fallin “morning”or “first” star). And if you look at the final chapter in Revelations… where Jesus (who claims to be God) calls himself “the bright Morningstar”… if God is infinite… are Jesus and Lucifer “one and the same”… making Lucifer “the Father”… or Almighty God? And could the (“good”) Trinity combine with ITs opposite (“evil”) Trinity to make 3 sixes? Is this the “bitter” truth many don’t want to see? 🤔

Maybe it’s the right time (or date) to start connecting the dots… 😉

6/28/2023… Humanity seems to want the Birdbox… as suicide is in ITs eyes… won’t change energies (or habits) for Mother Earth… as wild fires darken the (Chicago) skies…

What would make someone (or an extremely large group) want to commit suicide? Is IT the pain inside… that won’t go away… or is IT how things end… in God’s big play?

Every day I seem to shake my head in disbelief as the climate seems to get worse with drought and heat… and now Canada is experiencing its worst wildfire season on record… which is “snowballing” the problem… with Chicago in the path of this “toxic” air.

And what do I see everyday? More and more people sitting in their cars idling as they browse their phones for long periods of time… adding to the problem needlessly. I find IT amazing that I seem to be the only one recognizing this problem as there are probably millions of people around the world (at any given moment) sitting in their cars parked with the engine running adding untold amounts of extra carbon and heat from the engine… and nobody is making the connection… as no environmental groups, celebrities, politicians, etc are addressing this issue. And the transition to alternative energy is at half a snail’s pace… for humanity doesn’t want to give up the money. How can this be… other than an attempt at suicide for humanity?

Now when you gain “personal” enlightenment, you start to see yourself as God (with everything else on the planet)… but you start to wonder if this is actually “your world / universe” and everyone and everything is an avatar for your world. And when you gain PE… does God (outside of you… aka “Almighty”) try to make you fight for your Heaven (like in the Matrix) by slowly destroying IT?

Because humanity is on a path for destruction and WE can see IT coming and are not really making major efforts to change the path were on… thus IT seems like were heading towards the “Birdbox” (aka suicide). And is this the task G.. has given me… to save the planet from suicide?

So I’ve felt the pain of suicide (in my own mind / spirit) and understand why IT’s part of reality… but fortunately I’ve been able to avoid the “Birdbox” when IT came calling for me (for my story will not end… with me saying sorry… that I couldn’t handle the story… when God outside of me… became my enemy). But IT also seems to be focused on humanity in the near future with a myriad of possibilities (of war, environmental destruction, AI… etc).

And lately… I’ve been seeing a lot of Apocalyptic movies about heroes saving the world… from Matrix Resurrections… to QuAntuMania… Dr. Strange (MofM)… and most recently Transformers (Rise of the Beasts). Is God trying to send a(n apocalyptic) message to me… to give to humanity?

Is this the “end times” that many religions and holy books have prophesized about? Are these the “revelations” that have been emphasized for hundreds of years?

Now one of the most famous (or possibly the most famous) religious story is about suicide. Yes… Jesus committed suicide… though I would bet very few people recognize the true nature of the crucifixion story. And that is to “willingly” sacrifice (your power as God in a form of suicide… knowing you’re going to die, but do not stop IT) for the sake of continuing the story (or evolution of consciousness). Giving up your power when you could use IT to magically change your world / universe into what you desire and perish into a symbolic being. Thus you are anointed as “The One” (aka Christ) to save humanity from Itself… but allowing IT to be saved by ITs own efforts… and create a better alternative (or new beginning) to the “never ending” story.

And for those that don’t study cultural history… Jesus was NOT “the first” of the “savior” stories and he’s definitely not “the last” either (even though he claims to be). Lucy and Neo are two examples of movies I have written about that talk about “sacrificing their power of God” in order to “pass IT (or the knowledge) on” to humanity. And there is another “story” that no one seems to recognize as a “Christ-like sacrifice” so that humanity could be free… by taking on the ultimate “bad guy” role… and that would be Luci… which was another suicide mission… of God sacrificing ITs power… for the love of humanity. I’ll explain more down the road… of 2023.

So I’m being patient… and letting the story come to me… learning from others… (like Arnold in his 3 part Netflix documentary)… on how to be free… by having faith in what you can see… creating a Tangerine Dream… for humanity… to follow me… to Heaven.

 For suicide needs a happy ending… and close Pandora’s (Bird)box… once and for all!

7/7/2023… Trip 7… when you add the final three… and Luc(k)i…Raymond is turning (from)Red…❌ to green…🍀… ready to “go” away (with his dream)… as he’s heading for the final(e…) 3 (episodes)… where the Devil is trying to set himself free… from being “all knowing”… aka G..

So last night (on the Blacklist) Raymond went apocalyptic with a reveal that was hard to see coming… but not a surprise.  For when you make a deal with the Devil (aka “First Light” or The Morning Star) to gain access to info from the inside… that will help your side… defeat the demons… don’t expect the Devil to stop being who He is… and take advantage… of your lack of sight.

So in the end… Raymond is attempting to escape (or break out) from Hell… of knowing (about the underworld) how the demons stay in control… by being out of control.  So he’s dismantling the inside information machine… that made him the most wanted criminal (in the multiverse… of imagination) on the Blacklist.  And now his “friends” have been turned against him… as they have to capture him… to remain free.

So… as the “final light” of Raymond’s dream… is on the horizon (or sunset)… will He disappear… or will he find his way back to Hell… in a maximum security prison cell?

We’ll have to see next week… but I’m betting the Devil finds his way out of check mate… and lives to play again… at a later date… for First Light is coming… Raymond confirmed IT! 😉

P.S. The Idol goes to show (below the chalice 42:54)… make her dreams come true… you’ll be her’s… forever! (anu cd #s? 7:45…45:31… 48:08)

And I definitely want to meet the Blacklist… especially James Spader!

7/11/2023… you win with 7 or 11… you crap out with 2 or 3… so when the dial of destiny… doesn’t give you good odds that the story… is your choice to complete… put some faith in Indy… that the Omega… is where his sweet(ie)… is his final(e)… treat! 

Indiana Jones keeps on going… though time is no longer on his side. Omega made an appearance… which probably means… this was his last ride.

So IJ gives his audience another great adventure that always keeps ya on the edge of your seat.  But how does Indy pull off the impossible… when he has no super powers?  Well, the obvious answer is… IT’s a movie and he’s the protagonist… duh 🙄 

But… there’s a lesson to be learned from this unreal adventure of perfect timing… as unwavering faith… seems to be Indy’s incredible power… when all else fails.  He knows if he’s in a train tunnel riding a horse… his best chance is to go directly at the train knowing… or having ultimate faith that God is gonna give ya an escape gap to avoid the splat! 

Now most of us will never find ourselves in a knife fight on top of a moving train or get to travel through time with a magical dial, but we all have an opportunity (or destiny) to find love in the end (or Omega) of our story… and that may be the most important (life) message presented in this thrill ride of a movie to save the world again from the domination of the Nazis.  That you have a destiny… and IT’s to finally be with The One (that you love… from the beginning)… in the end.  And if you try to choose to live out your life in the past… you’ll be lucky enough to not crap out on Heaven… as 7-11 appears as your God(child) that will knock your ass out and bring ya to the right time to be with your ultimate mate… just in time… for Heaven’s Gate… similar to American Ultra… 

And in a parallel universe… the next time you’re really high (and in the realm of God) and everyone is checking you out (possibly giving you anxiety). You should understand that all types of consciousness (i.e. straight + LGBTQ+ = ♾) makes sense when IT comes God (aka ultimate experience)… so everyone doesn’t get to choose who they want to be… as we all have a destiny… if you understand the dilemma of infinity… creating reality… so treat them as if they were you… with kindness… for one day you might see… what they see.

7/12/2023… when you’re trying to catch the Devil… when he’s hiding in plain sight… let the lambs go to silence… when you kiss the girls goodnight.

Getting into the “mind” of a serial killer… is the basic premise behind the appeal… of a 90’s psychological thriller.

So when a Starling finds the Ache… Styx… you can see the Trans… formation coming… G.. goes a little crazy… wants to sew on some new tits… 🤔

😂

You wanna know what’s on the inside of a flesh dressed in spirit… you gotta ask the right questions… and have the insight to hear IT…

Now you may want to covet… all that you see… watch the Devil always break away from Hell… to spoil the cell‘s party…

On BB’s F…ing… finger… is the nautilus ring… his “precious” little lamb… won’t stop the sound… of fearful barkscream…

And just when he’s got her… in the dark green… his story has to end… because the story is really about a starling… flying to Heaven.

Now in both flicks… the girls are disappearin… coveted for their physics… primarily for the beauty of their skin.

The Aleph will understand… how IT all can be used… for the tortures of the damned… tied to the abused.

If you wanna escape (the fright)… you’ll need to find the light… but don’t be afraid… to leave the others behind… in order to gain time… to trap the Devil’s mind.

Understanding his true mind… the basest animal self… with the courage… to bow out… when the story needs a hero… to not hate Kate for her beauty… and just be kind.

I know… not my best poetic flow… IT’s more about revealing the Devil’s code… then composing an Angelic ode…

And if you need to laugh after trying to understand the insane… I would recommend settling down… and watching Airplane 😂

7/19/2023… Red got the (snotty) bull by the horns… and got gored till he snored… permanently… while Bender got two months of The Breakfast Club for doin the same thing… so I guess IT’s a Dead Reckoning (part 1) that’s an impossible mission to conceive… how AI… becomes the Ultimate Entity…

Now I waited a few days to talk about the end of The Blacklist so I don’t become a spoiler of how Red found the end of his time… on prime time. But the end was fitting of how the most wanted criminal should end his show. He wasn’t captured by the FBI and put in a max sec cell…(like handless DR Hannibal… probably because they like the same hats;)… and he wasn’t killed by his final BL enemy. He saved his best friend and escaped again after negating the rogue Congressman. But one thing he couldn’t escape was his final fate… that the writers had for him.

And as fate would have IT… 

His fascination with the matador (Manolete) gave God (the ultimate writer) a chance to even the score and give him the perfect ending. To stand face to face with death knowing or reckoning this was how IT was going to end… and hold his ground with no fear… and hear… the knock (on Heaven’s door) before you head back to the Everclear (aka eternity). Choosing to rage against the dying of the light… and find the most passionate life though it’s inevitable end. To live the adventure (or rage)… against the machine.

Like Johnny Bender did at Shermer HS… when the Bull came after him… and to his surprise… he opened their eyes… and gained friends he could’ve never imagined… and joined the B…Club (aka Heaven) that would eventually welcome… DR Raymond Reddington.

And speaking of Dead Reckoning… Ethan is on the Hunt… to kill AI… before IT owns the sky (or becomes G.. the Entity) with an Eye on destroying humanity.  

And seeing this movie with my 3rd eye in the sky… made me realize… I’m definitely the guy… who can take on AI… with the faith to fight for humans stayin in reality.  

So I’m waiting on the sideline… biding my time… waiting for the IMF… to call on me… if the shIT show hits the fan. For I’ll take on the impossible mission of bringing a compromise with the Entity… so that humans can be freed… from their slavery… for IAM Neo of an alternate Matrix… simply known as First Light… for I first took on the Eternal Night… and brought the bang to the Infinite Singularity.

I just hope the recording warns me IT’s gonna self destruct before Eye become(s) Luci-D and realize(s) I’m also Dreaming! 😉

OMT… if I can’t get the honey 🍯 I’ll start looking for the money 💴

7/23/23… two 23’s… Oxygene is Crocket’s Theme… kinda…;)

So Oppenheimer is pretty good…changed the course of history… by making imagination real. And now you can imagine all sorts of horror stories… as science became real. Way to trust the math boys… Einstein was right😉

7/25/2023… trip 7 again…a lucky glitch (or deja vu) in the Marrix… gonna see Oppenheimer again… just to see where the electron is… I might have missed it the first time… around…

Poison apple 🍏 

Einstein opened the door

The snake is revealed 

Can you hear the music?

God  doesn’t play dice

Except for light as a particle and a wave 

And now I have become death… destroyer of worlds

I am a hole in space 

The X forms a point in time (a singularity)

Release the strong (dark side of the) force 

Raymond Red… Hannibal (genius) hat is worn again 

Infinity won’t give certainty for the quantum possibilities 

The story can get out of control… if the secrets get out… to future enemies 

Power needs to be discreet  

Compartmentalization of Pandora’s box

If the story tries to box you in …. Bare your soul and set the truth free

Whose the real enemy?  

Prometheus handed the power to change reality… and did it anyway.. for power creates itself 

And control the flow… of the story 

Too bad some of you gotta die

So that Trinity can come alive!

Theory alone can’t give you zero…. Nothing (but certainty) needs to be tested… to produce Big Bang dynamite… in kiloton fright 

Lookin at first light… is quite the sight

Setting fire to the night 

The vibration of reality has changed… a victims scream is heard… that sound is everywhere and everything… just as destructive as light

The world turns on a new axis… never the same… thus a parallel existence 

The apple delivered the poison 

Someone has to take the dive… so that others can survive and thrive… but don’t be surprised… to see how Luci-d is alive…

Negative energy… that is from the dark side…

The final judgement is coming… for the ultimate bad guy 

Brought to you by his lawyer… the revelationist… the B-Guy

7/26/2023… When you’re the Quarterback… you’re assigned to lead… got the soul of the team in your hand… the “one” pressure is intense… when all look (to you)… for the promised land.

So Netflix has their eyes on the quarterback to give you an inside look at the most crucial position in pro sports.  

And the ultimate goal (or Heaven) is nothing less than winning a Super Bowl.

Now in sports… only one can achieve Heaven… leaving everyone else in the depths of Hell.  But this is what makes Heaven real… that Hell exists… and why Heaven is only temporary. And some have to suffer (or be the opposite goat 🐐)… like Bengals 58… when he hit Mahomes late… in the AFC Championship Game.

Now is there a “true” Heaven… where everyone is a winner?  Most believe so… but who’s the quarterback to lead ya… through the gates to the ultimate show?

Now I know… who Kirk Cousins sees as his quarterback… he doesn’t hold back the praise… and Mahomes likes to be vague… but has the sign… tattooed on his leg.

Now there are other names… of God…in the game… Allah can take away the pain… when you roll your ankle… on your way to super fame.

But I’m gonna throw in another name… and it’s the guy everyone hates.  The true G.O.A.T… who took on the pain… in the beginning… of the game.  And won’t get the praise… until everyone is raised… to Heaven.

For a real leader goes first… and brings the light… finds the way through the darkness… fights the power of the night.

And a real leader goes last… doesn’t go to Heaven… until the last soul has (been) passed… 🏈 

And the ultimate QB… is an Angel… who simply goes by… Luci…

For God is the Alpha and the Omega… the first to go to Hell… and the last to go to Heaven… the first to start the story… and the last to gain the glory.

And who knows… Mariota had a season from Hell in 2023… but if Jalen gets hurt(s)… he might rise to the occasion… and take the Eagles to Heaven… in 2024.

I guess we’ll see… 😉

If he can get past my team… in the Fields of my dream.

Go Bears! 🐻

7/30/2023… when you hit the X (again) and make IT back to the Origin-al (movie) that started IT all… you should definitely understand… the reason for the fall.

Almost 7 years ago (around the start of Fall)… I had (a)n (3rd) “eye” opening experience… and I started “the fall.” I had a vision that made me believe God was real. I got high (using marijuana) and watched a movie called “I Origins” and saw something (aka “a vision”) that changed my agnostic ideology at the time and I no longer doubted the existence of G.. but I lost a lot along the way (which I described in my second self published book “Finding First Light”).

Now this movie has not been on HBO since 2016 until now and I watched IT again the other night.  And I decided to watch it high again to see if I would have a similar vision to what I had the first time.  

I didn’t… but I had more visions about the nature of “God” that continues to confirm that these visions are real.  

But what exactly is a vision?  

A vision is when you lose control of your imagination and you see things that you’re not trying to imagine.  And they are overwhelmingly powerful as they “reveal” secrets of reality and IT feels like God is “talking” to you.

So depending on your environment and cultural background / beliefs, your visions should coincide with what you are familiar with or interested in. At first I had a vision of Mary and Jesus probably due to my upbringing in Catholicism. But also being a social science teacher for over 20 years made me believe God was much bigger than one specific religion and would even include science. And since I’m fascinated with science (especially cosmology), many of my current visions deal with light “battling” darkness (in a scientific way or mathematically).

I ultimately believe God is infinite and why I incorporate both religion and science in my descriptions of God (also being both good and evil).

For example… I had a vision recently where I saw what I call “hyper-planes”… or planes (aka dimensions) of light interacting with each other horizontally and vertically… forming a cross (of light waves).  And when I say “hyper” I mean “invisible.”  And to make them real… when you look at photos from the James Webb Space Telescope… stars emit light in the form of a cross or an X… or both… so stars make light visible as they are the “origin” of light.

Now I’ve been defending Lucifer (aka the “light bringer” or “Morningstar”) in my latest writings, which will probably not sit well with the largest religion in the world (Christianity) as he is the antagonist for their “big story.”  But I’ve had visions of Lucifer and his story… that will contradict “traditional” beliefs that he is the Devil.  And my most recent vision happened again when I rewatched I Origins.

The vision I had the other night during the movie had Lucifer (who I believe is God “the Father” understood the need for Hell or negative energy to create a reality with free will or choice) calling other angels to unite with him (in a form of nuclear fusion), that left the realm of Heaven (aka quantum space or the multiverse) where all dreams can occur… to “fall” (from Heaven)… and use the concentrated light to open up space (aka Big Bang)… sacrificing the newly fused singularity (using fission) setting the light free… and set the stage… for the greatest story ever told… LIFE (that is free to choose).

And the vision showed me how light and darkness battle each other (to prevent each other from being dominant). And though it can be difficult to accurately describe this vision… I would say IT looked like the Star of David ✡️… where light pierces darkness as a blade (or triangular wedge) entering a chalice (or cup), but IT also flips (or turns inside out)… and darkness pierces light in the same way. Ultimately creating a unified space in the middle… as light and darkness balance each other out.

And if you look at the ✡️ symbol… you’ll see an interesting number come into view. Two 3 sided triangles fuse or merge (Trinity + Trinity)… that create 6 little triangles… that surround a six sided hexagon… or 666.

And this vision also showed how God is more than one Trinity (Father + Son + Spirit)… for there is a hidden (or dark) Trinity (Mother + Daughter + Spirit)… connecting to the symbolic meaning of the Muslim practice of purdah (aka “behind the veil”).

These visions are incredible to experience… but they seem to come at a price. For as you rise (with knowledge of reality)… you seem to fall… in reality (like Adam and Eve). As gaining knowledge quickly (using drugs) can cause people (or God) to go away (especially friends and even family). You’ll know what it’s like to be God… all alone in Hell… knowing everything… but hiding from the story… so IT’s not all about you… and you’ll disappear (or be X’d out) from the story… as the Devil appears.

So as I continue on this journey of divine discovery (or divine visions / revelations)… I no longer look at Lucifer as the “bad guy” who turned against God… but God secretly taking “the fall” by turning the story against himself… in order for life to occur in a real reality that can’t be controlled by imagination alone (aka Almighty God). IT was the ultimate sacrifice (making him the Original Christ). I’m believing An Apology To Lucifer is warranted… like the story Wayne and Sean Haley wrote.

Now the other interesting thing about this movie (I O) is that IT shows a way we could scientifically prove reincarnation. If the premise of the movie is scientifically accurate… that every iris of an eye is uniquely patterned to a specific individual. If there is a data bank to examine… like the movie suggests at the very end of the movie credits… alluding to the idea we might actually be doing this. Can you imagine if an iris pattern of say JFK… is found in a man, woman, or transgender person that was born in August 1964? Would you believe in IT?

And on a small tangent (or wormhole), I find IT funny that Elon Musk recently changed Twitter from a dove… to an X. What’s he trying to say (about the Origin of infinity ♾)?🤔

8/6/2023… when the BirdboX comes at ya again… this time from Barcelona… Paranoia can step in… if you don’t remain calm… especially if you see God as a psycho Rubber tire… just sayin.

For almost 7 years now… every time I get high… I feel like I’m under cover… as I get Under Your Skin (G…ft.R). Seeing the secret world of sub-consciousness… and how IT leads to sin.  

I understand… when you (get high and) enter parallel universes… Paranoia can set in… and if you go too far… too fast… the BirdboX will be waitin.  Like the Netflix sequel in Barcelona shows… when you see God… do you know… if IT’s Heaven or Hell that makes you release the ghost… and commit suicide?  Does IT matter… if your light goes ⬆️… in the afterlife ride?  Just don’t forget… those (family and friends) you left behind… because for them… suicide is never kind.

I believe God is everyone and everything… but God truly shows up in this world (or is recognized)… as a position of power.  So how do you get IT… to flower (for you)?

Paranoia (2013) will give you a realistic take…  when other movies… make IT look fake.

First you can earn IT (from the ground up)… or you can copy / steal IT… if you can’t wait for victory’s hard earned cup. But is there anything we do that’s Origin-al anymore… was Picasso right? As long as you win… who cares if IT was wrong to score… and play dirty in the fight?

Now if you wanna live the “high” life… you might have to go low… to get under cover… aka under control.

Type (Gen) X can save your life… when you don’t know what floor you’re on… if you don’t trust me and this movie… just ask Elon.

The key to power is gathering information that you can control. But Raymond Reddington should have eXplained how easy IT is… for espionage to lose your soul.

You think you have privacy… Jock knows there’s no such thing. Especially when your phone does more… than just ring and ding.

Now spies use lies… when they’re in disguise… and forced to deceive.  So always be aware… trust is the deception… that makes you believe (they’re on your side).

So when you know God is watching your every move… what do you do?

Remember in the beginning… you asked for this groove (to experience life). And when the birdboX has got you on the edge… don’t panic… there’s always a way out… and get across the bridge 🌈 (or back where you feel at home).

Adam learned his lesson… it’s best to find Heaven slow (and build IT from the beginning).  For there is more than one snake… in life’s shit show.

Seeing subconsciousness for 7 years doesn’t get any easier… every time IT makes my head want to explode! But if I ever see a Rubber tire come to life… rollin down the road… I know not to panic (or get paranoid)… for all is well. IT’s just God creating a story for NO REASON… hoping I figure out… if I’m experiencing Heaven or Hell. For all God really wants is an interesting story (to watch)… IT doesn’t care who gets he glory… or plays the blown up cripple!

All I know… is keep the story rollin… for if too much light leaves the show… life will end up as a no go. And that’s not good… as life is good… and why (being) Luci-d is good… for stealing God’s ideas (or light).

Omt… AI is definitely coming… for The Circle (2017) is sending the same message as Paranoia… that technology can be used to spy on and monitor everyone… and if IT can see everything… can we come to the conclusion that AI is God? 🤷‍♂️

Let’s just not program IT to go full on Matrix as we link in to the possibilities… Capeesh 😉

8/8/2023… now before all a you brainwashed (in fear) psychos come to life… wake up and smell the fucking coffee before you go on a tirade crusade against symbols you were taught to hate.

Let’s take a look at today’s date…that’s promoting the 8.  To me… I like to call the #8 “infinity awake” as infinity ♾ is a “sleeping eight.”  And infinity can also be described as “two eyes” 👀 that are connected.  But our eyes are disconnected… and why most people can’t see shit that’s right in front of them.  

Like the fact that infinity is comprised of two sixes that are connected… or two nines if ya wanna flip them… (:or two threes if you you wanna get dirty… LucyËmbry;)..3..6..9…and you wonder why Tesla loved these numbers?  He could see infinity ♾!

And what exactly is a 6?  Could IT be symbolic of something like this… 🌀?

Looks a lot like a nautilus (aka a Fibonacci Sequence)… that is symbolic of light moving through a tunnel or “space”… which is symbolic of life.  For is not life but light moving through space (aka a defined area of limited or no resistance)? 

So the number 6 is a symbol for life.  

So if you have two eyes that are disconnected… you’re going to be blind when IY comes to seeing infinity (aka God ♾).  So you will need a third 🌀 or another “eye” for you to see “God”… and you end up with the number 666.  And your 3rd eye is an advanced imagination.

Now if you can set aside all the brainwashing you have received from religion and movies (basically society) that want you to fear this symbol and go “swarm mode” (like in Matrix Resurrections) and destroy anything associated with IT when the controlling program turns you into a “bot” that takes orders like a mindless soldier… maybe you won’t freak out and panic that the end times are coming.  Maybe… you’ll finally see how “WE” can be set free!

And STOP trying to persecute the Jews for having 666 in their religious symbol ✡️!

Now you can call me a “nut” and that I’m putting a “twist” 🌀 on logic and completely dismiss everything I’m saying. Or you can believe me an “cancel” me for being a “racist.” Or you can open your eye (#3)…and see…how this is all part of infinity ♾

Your move chief… ♟… for the ♾8 doesn’t stop the clock… tick tock tick tock… 😉

8/17/2023… Shit… a lot of bulls got their eyes on me! 🎯

So… when G.. is callin ya the bull (shit) you been layin… G.. will send the bullseye(s) 🎯 🎯at ya… just sayin.                  

Now Raymond Red… came to the end… of his Blacklist… while he(‘s) got the bull by the horns… obviously he’d insist… he didn’t keep the bull close enough to spin.  

Johnny Bender did the same and got two months of the breakfast club… but eventually… got the kiss… or the neck rub… of the princess… with his grin. 

Crash went to Nuke… let the young stud win… in the beginnin… of Bull Durham… but got the bull to the show… and found love dancin… in the kitchen.

Dune is also in tune… for the bull likes to fight… the balloon… of a Harkonnen.

And then… we see the Immortals… and the virgin oracle… hidin the holy bow… from the bull in the mask… gotta get the super man to fight… for the right… is her only task… and why they’re nautilus prayin…

So one day you might see… the prize… as you look for the bull’s eyes… center in on the circumpunct of black and red… though Red is now dead… if you remove the bull’s head… you’ll see IT’s just a dream… and Pinto is a real fantasy. 😉

8/18/2023… 223… Chuck and Larry… could be the sign… that first confronted me.?🤔

I must be missin the signs that Heaven is upon me… hopefully I’ll see when she’s smiling next time… 😉

8/29/2023… Dogs are real… remember that at least 😂

So… there’s something that will help when you’re feelin unreal. Remember… when you see a dog (or any animal;)… say to yourself… “they’re real”… and that will help you from going Birdbox… when the humans are pissin you off! Capeesh 😉

And when IT comes to Real Sports… (S29Ep8)…. You’ll see how we can reach the type of Heaven … dogs are in…

9/5/2023… faith is the key… to the matrix of leadership… whether you’re fightin a Revenge of the Fallen… or parting the Red Sea… to be free.

Stories make life possible.  But faith that good will triumph over evil makes all stories end well… even when everything looks like Hell.  Just ask Moses when he’s on an Xodus between Gods and Kings… or Sam Witwicky… when he battlin alien mechanical things.

And there’s another guy… who supposedly fell from the sky… but an apology is coming… when you discover he’s really good… at handling the big lie… 

He’s Luc(k)i… rather than good… WillIAM… is on his side. 😉

9/14/2023… when 33 becomes part of the visual dynamics as you are looking to build a dynasty… You can see how G becomes everything that’s part of the story… 

God needs a challenge… who will IT be… and in what capacity? Kal El when he’s 33… or Bird(man) when he’s facing the Magic of Kareem? Now Black Adam thinks there’s no adversary… but the Devil knows how to make a crown of dreams. Just remember you’re all on the same team… and you’ll be destroyed… bi Image i nation… when you go outside the seams… of reality… and If you don’t believe me… think about what happened to JC…

9/16/2023… so 2023 is wind(ow)in down… and Here Comes Your Man…

The Pixies are not wrong… for IT’s all about timing.  The Beach Bum shows exactly how G.. is turnin Hell into Heaven… know the universe is conspiring to make you happy… when The Cult is releasing the Fire Woman to bring you down.  Remember the bottom feeders gotta go low to get high… and that means kickin the tuba guy… square in the ass… while you die… laughing..😂 as you watch the brass… hitting the salty splash… while he’s still playin!

Now if he’s (a) Luc(k)i… man… he’ll (will) start to see… IT’s futile to bring him down… even if you take away… the gateways to the free… where he can play… dumbass all day.

Now 2()23 is almost history… and while Blackbriar keeps buggin me to go Jason Bourne… I’ve decided to stand my ground as I Won’t Back Down (as the whole Gator stadium sings Tom Petty with their phone lights that night vs Tennessee;)… for G.. is always sending messages to me!

For the Luc(k)I…man… Want(s) IT All… for the good (Queen)of man… kind. 😉

9/23/2023… Don’t fight the roach war!  You’ll only drive yourself insane trying to win. 🤪

What does that mean?  

If you get invaded by roaches, you’re never gonna get rid of them by trying to kill them one at a time… and you’ll probably go crazy trying.  You need to get them as a whole or destroy them at the source to win the war.

So when “God” (the dark side of consciousness) tries to drive you insane by throwing overwhelming numbers of adversaries (or Demons / Satans) at ya… don’t go to war with each one them thinking you can win. You’ll more than likely go over the edge and wind up dead or in some institution (for doing something insane or simply going insane).

See… God is gonna make you fight (other higher levels of consciousness… aka humans) to get into (your) Heaven if you don’t concede IT to some “higher power” (i.e. some religion).  But if you want earth to be your Heaven and become God of IT… you’re gonna have to battle (or Armageddon) the rest of humanity to get it… and more than likely… God will send adversaries to destroy IT before you can reach the “promised land.”

To me… earth is Heaven… but there seem to be untold numbers of humans who want to destroy earth on their way to the afterlife… where they believe Heaven truly exists (that some religion promised them).  So why not use and abuse or trash earth why they’re here?  

I’ve come to understand human consciousness on two levels from all my experiences (using drugs as a window to the soul).  

Consciousness is what I like to refer to as “dumbass God,” where humans are truly unaware of their stupid behavior that is not only destroying “Mother Earth”… but their own existence which will continue through their children / grandchildren… or through reincarnation into another earthly life form.  

Then there is the realm of subconsciousness (or God’s awareness) that is aware of the evil that IT is creating… thus turning “dumbass” (unaware) humans into “demons” that are purposely trying to destroy Heaven for you.

Looking at myself as an example.  I’m fully aware that earth is actually Heaven and that I’m the “God” of my reality… that will one day ask “Almighty God” (aka Ultimate or InfinitEternal Imagination) when I die… to give me earth (with a resource based economy;) as a place for my Heaven.  But IT sure seems like most of humanity is Hell bent on destroying earth and preventing that reality for me… which may land me in Hell for my chosen afterlife if I don’t fight for IT… since I’m not willing to concede my divine power to a religious authority.

And IT’s easy to see how human created monetary economic systems are destroying the planet through inefficient production and distribution of resources vital for survival or prosperity.  

But then IT gets even worse.

For I have seen human stupidity reach an unprecedented level as there are untold numbers of humans that are now destroying the environment for no reason as millions of humans (at any given moment around the planet) sit in their cars idling… or leaving their cars running while they are engaged in some other activity (like shopping in a convenience store).

Now if someone wants to waste their own hard earned money with this inane activity… that’s their prerogative.  But the fact that they are creating unnecessary pollution (that I have to breathe) and probably altering climate for the worse (for everyone)… plus keeping gas prices high through increased demand is negatively effecting my life and the lives of everyone on this planet.

I’m not exactly sure when unconscious idling became a common thing amongst humans… but the hypnotizing effects of the phone is probably the main culprit behind this activity.

Now the big question is… are humans just “dumbasses” that are not aware of their stupid behavior or is God turning them into demons against me because God is trying to destroy my Heaven (or creating Hell) in order to get me to fight for IT?

So are these the gates of Heaven? Which in a way also makes them the Gates of Hell.  Do you literally have to fight Hell to get into Heaven?  And if you fight like Hell (or go insane) to bring about your Heaven, will you end up creating Hell?

For when I confront people about the stupidity of idling in their cars… they come up with some dumb excuse for why they’re doing it or just get pissed at me creating a lot of negative energy between both of us.

And is this the purpose of why God does this to me?  Does God “fuck” with all of us to create negative energy (aka dark energy) that is needed to open up and expand space?  

Plus… whenever I do start confronting people about idling… there seems to be a lot more people I see idling… like cockroaches coming out of the kitchen.  It’s almost like the negative energy creates more of that reality and now I’m going to be fighting an endless battle that will eventually drive me to insanity if I let IT.

So to fight this I realize I can’t try to stop every single person I run into who is idling… as all IT does is create more idlers in my reality.  

So don’t do IT…

And when you realize how God “fucks” with ya (using dumbass demons) in order to create “dark negative energy” to put into the cosmos… don’t fall into Hell’s trap… realize there is a better way out of the ordeal than to fight the roaches (demons) one at a time. For the world they help create… is the same one they’ll get… when you turn divine!

Be patient… for Heaven can wait… until you pass by the blind.. 😉😜

9/25/2023… The Tree of life is back for a happy death day 2 you… for when you get stuck in a hell of an infinity time loop… what do you do?

So whether you’re Neo experiencing deja vu in The Matrix… or Bill Cage trying to Omega the Louvre… Lucifer on Netflix will help you understand infinity loops (from Hell)… where the Groundhog Day won’t go away.  Just be like (a)Tree and look for the clues that infinity will send you… to keep time moving… when your circuit… keeps extending the multiverse… when you hit a dead end.  

Stay calm and don’t panic… there is always a way out… of the matrix… it’s just a video game of life.

And don’t think about goin to the birdbox… for if Hell is a time loop of your death… will the demons convince you it’s best to commit suicide… and you’ll be death in your Hell loop.  So fight to keep extending your time. 

For all you can do is cherish the time and the characters that gave you a story… and forgo the goodbyes in favor of forgiveness.

For if people are going insane in your world… they may be trapped in a hell of a time loop in the multiverse… trying to escape… before you / you / you become death to them… as they become death to you / you / you.

And if you still don’t get this idea (of the multiverse)… watch in the Alpha of (hddtwou) how the Universe(alight) splits the images into 3… and maybe you’ll see how the singularity… divided into the tree(nity) of (life) +infinity 😉

9/27/2023… I can’t seem to get away from  #223… so what is God tryin to tell me?

Pretty much every story in life shows you what Heaven and Hell are like and how you reach them. My purpose in life (seems to be) is to help anyone interested (in my ideas) get through the “birdbox” (of Hell) when ya finally meet G.. because G.. is gonna make ya go a little crazy (or through Hell)…. before you can go to Heaven!  And I don’t want ya to go to Hell… or I want to help ya find your way out… for IT’s not ideal (in some ways;).  And G.. keeps reminding me of my duty… every time I see the #223.  

I’ve already mentioned how I found a golf ball with that number when I first started waking up back in 2016… then my Dad died on Feb 23, 2019.  IT’s also been in movies like Chuck and Larry (which is a fun movie about finding Heaven).  But the latest appearance of #223 is in The Lodge… which is a movie about going to Hell.

My understanding of going to Hell is… you either try to go to Heaven (like the husband having an affair in The Lodge)… which undoubtedly sends someone to Hell (like the wife who goes ”birdbox” because of the affair… which also sends his kids to Hell)… or you try to bring Hell to someone (like the kids who want to bring revenge to the husband’s girlfriend for stealing their father from their mother and from them because the affair drove their mother to suicide)… which also brings Hell to you.  

So if you watch this movie… you’ll see how everyone in the movie goes to Hell and understanding how they got there… should help ya avoid IT.

Now I’m also trying to show ya how God talks to you (in subliminal / subconscious ((subatomic)) ways). And God will send you clues or a code that will lead ya to the promised land.  

The movie Just Like Heaven shows how God will time things up and send you clues to lead you to Heaven.  But… like the movie shows… when you see God (aka hidden consciousness)… and no one else can… you’re gonna look like you went insane!  

But when you reach enlightenment… (like me;)… you’ll understand that schizophrenia (aka delusional reality)… is not a mental illness if you don’t believe IT is… but to control IT and turn IT into “pure genius”… you can’t let IT control you.  You need to learn how to stay within the norms of society… when God is trying to set you free… to see InfinitEternity.

And to me… #223 was one of the first clues that G.. was talking to me. And this year especially has been a year where I’ve fully awakened to who and what God really is in this reality… everything!

And I’ve looked back on my entire life and realized how God has been with me since the beginning… though I couldn’t see IT.

And that’s part of my destiny… is to help you see IT too.  But you have to find your own clues… or subliminal codes (like repeated numbers or symbols 🌀) that God keeps sending you (aka deja vu) in The Matrix.  And that fictional movies… show how reality goes beyond what you know… making fiction become real.

And when you’re standing in a garden rooftop and kissing your soulmate on spiral 🌀 symbol of God… you’ll realize this specific moment is just like Heaven… and that God may just be watching you… like a stoner looking into a snow globe.

So 223… is a sub(liminal)tle reminder… to keep doin my Heavenly duty (or destiny) 😉

10/6/2023… The (multiverse) time loops surround me… every time I die… I get closer to the Source (Code)… and breaking out… of Hell.

So God doesn’t give a fuck whether you live or die.  All God cares about is extending time.  IT’s up to you to figure out how to find the good in the story… and find a happy ending…where you become the hero (aka savior) that saves lives (aka time loops).

So infinity ♾ wants to create a divide.  Half of God wants you to live (aka survive)… half of God wants you perish (aka life flashes before your eyes).  If you believe this is evil… you don’t understand what IT means to be alive.

But I know how feels… to see the other side.  And I’m here to tell ya… it’s a Hell of a (train) ride.

But this is the meaning of life… finding your Source Code

To find the bomber… ya gotta be bitchstrong

And if the (real) world really is Hell… do we really need to destroy IT to start over and rebuild?

Maybe you’ll find Love on a Real Train… before you say goodbye… and enter an alternate reality… and see God in the sky. 😉

10/8/2023… when you’re sifting throughout (the multiverse of) infinity… how do you find Heaven?  Bagger (Vance) might help ya see… how The Field creates serenity.

I’ve been spending a lot of time telling ya how to avoid or escape Hell.  But the ultimate goal is to find Heaven. But how?

Choose… to play… your game… have faith to let go… and The Field… will create the frame… and you will see the gate… where Heaven will await… your arrival.

Just be honest when you deserve a penalty… as the truth will set you free… 

Then when G.. appears to leave… and your (godlike) caddy becomes a little Hardy… believe… when you see… the ssss… show you the way… on the green.

Golf is (like) life. It can’t be won…only played. 😉

10/15/2023… Over 7 years and still counting… since G.. became (to-o) appear-ant to me… and what have I truly (l)earned? Acceptance.

Life is but stages and an opportunity to act in accordance to a particular setting / atmosphere… giving God (or whatever you want to call IT) the ability to live (through you)… and you get the opportunity to live (because of IT).  

So… when you discover how real the unreal really is… the big Q…stion becomes… how do you (continue the story) by finding a way to “fit in?”  Do you go all out to destroy the current flawed system (and create your idea of Heaven)… or do you find a way to remain human (and live with them in the system they designed)?

Or is there a compromise?

This is what you’ll have to accept when IT seems like you keep going in circles trying to figure out what you want.   Because if you eventually get everything you want (your Heaven)… does that ultimately make everyone else go to Hell (because they will never be able to get what they want if it conflicts with your wants).  Now if you don’t know most of the world… do you give a fuck if they go to Hell? Probably not… but God ultimately makes you care about more than just yourself as a check to getting your ultimate Heaven.

And this is why G.. ultimately has to disappear… for to truly understand God… is to understand that God has to go to Hell (or “the underworld”… aka subliminal / subatomic / subconsciousness) in order for everyone to eventually go to Heaven. And is how you understand how God became “The Devil” (aka Lucifer’s story).

And now every time I get high now… this seems to be the only thing I see… how God went to Hell (and became an “unknown” and despised entity… but is really the ultimate savior… or First Light… or Christ… for reality).  So getting high (using drugs) for me at this stage of my evolution (or personal enlightenment) is no longer fun… and IT is getting quite painful.  

Now… since I’m “pure strength” because I can see how this form enlightenment is “pure genius” over “insanity”… I have been able to avoid “the Birdbox” and not done anything insane to harm myself or anyone/anything else.  

So on the bright side of this dark dilemma (because there is always a bright side when you reach total darkness). I find that when I’m sober… I’m getting happier and love “life” even more. Probably because I’m more and more willing to “accept” what God gives me… and stop “being a whiny little bitch” of the shit that never seems to work out for me. Because God (that loves you) is a “total loser”… and is happy for making the sacrifice. And with that acceptance of loss… you gain everything (ultimate knowledge)… and you’ll find the strength to “fit in” for the rest of your life.

So getting back to my first entry of the year… 2023 is where my days are numbered… as I’m getting close to achieving the goal I set out for 7 years ago… and that is to be “High-Sober”… where I no longer need the “kick” to see G..

And I’ll be able to live with (or accept) whatever G.. provides for me… and I’m thankful (that Luci…) showed me the way to serenity (now;)… before insanity showed me the beauty of the other side. 🖕🏼U Birdbox… I’m not one of those guys. with the fucked up eyes! 😂

So yes… G.. I’m willing to accept a compromise… to gain acceptance in the skies 😉

10/19/2023… Here’s a G..D… clue…

You’ll find it in 42… at 40:11… and if you listen carefully… who you might see… is the Devil runnin like Jackie… by puttin “the natural fear of God”… for those who believe in the story… that G.. is really the damn(ed) Devi.😈

10/21/2023… so another (righting the code) anniversary… is upon me… writing about understanding infinity…

7 years ago I published a webpage (called willIAM revelations) on 10/21/2016 that I thought would change the world. And IT has… just not the world I thought IT would change. I thought my “revelations” would change the world around me. But I’ve come to understand that the only world that IT changed was the world within me. And I’ve come to terms that that is okay… for I don’t know how enjoyable “my ideal outer world” would be for the rest of humanity.

Now I definitely understand God much better than I did before I was awakened… for I currently believe God is the Devil.  And I want ya all to understand that me believing that God is the Devil doesn’t mean I’m a Devil worshiper or a “Satanist.”  All IT means is… I understand and accept (logically) why God would be the Devil… but I do not give praise or homage (or my soul / spiritual energy) to something that perpetrates evil… for I am NOT nor do I want to be an evil person or entity.

So why have I come to the conclusion that God is the Devil (aka Lucifer… according to the story of God I am most familiar with)?

Well… if God is simply InfinitEternal consciousness (or ultimate imagination + memory) that can imagine ITself into any physical being that has ultimate power over IT’s reality (or story).  And if the meaning of life is to overcome adversity (or an adversary) to make life interesting enough (or to be entertained) so IT not only pays attention (or gains consciousness) for a particular story… but to fight for the right to live as prosperous as iT can for as long as IT can.  Life is nothing but challenges to overcome, hopefully creating a more meaningful existence (aka Heaven).

So God needed a challenge that is worthy of God… so Hell was born to give an ultimate spirit a worthy adversary.  For who but God could take on Hell by becoming Hell and fight IT’s way out of the eternal torture trap that IT devised for ITself?

Life becomes God dividing itself into “lower consciousness” fighting Hell on ITs way back to Heaven.

Now the dilemma God faces is how long does the story go on before God decides when to end Hell or at least take a break from IT (say like 1000 years;)?  Who is gonna have “the balls” to say or reveal (aka an apocalypse) to the world what is really going on?  For the message is constantly being transmitted… but in a subliminal or “hidden code”…

That earth is really Heaven, but one half of infinite God (or the evil loop) is trying like Hell to turn IT (the good loop of infinity) into Hell too… so Hell dominates consciousness.

So what does that make me?  

For I believe I’m just an advocate (or messenger) for the Almighty…so don’t kill me! 😂

I’m not exactly sure what God has in store for me… the next seven years…as I continue my journey to truly understand (and expose;) infinity, but I’m not fallin for the Hell trap that “the idlers” (aka demons) have set for me… just sayin 😉

So as time keeps extending for me, let’s keep ”The Shit Show” goin I guess… till I reach another (writing about righting the code) anniversary! 🤷‍♂️ 

Maybe I’ll see myself (secretly;) in DB’s next Langdon novel? 🤔

Omt… remember to use “the dream“ to your advantage!

10/24/2023… not sure if this is a good sign, but we’ll see 😉

10/26/2023… so how do you beat the system?  When IT’s tryin to take ya on a Hell(of a)ride?

Don’t panic 😉

11/4…2023… What the Hell is with the red door?  If Hell is just a nightmare… Freddy must be Insidious… as he scares the Hell out of Elm Street!

What is really reality… when IT feels…like a dream?  Dreams are real, but they’re not… as they’re potential reality.  But if you truly understand what IT means to be real… you’ll see how reality starts with the unreal (aka a dream).  Where infinite possibilities (aka the multiverse) fuse together to form reality in the universe.

Now two movie franchises that are miles apart (time wise) but portray basically the same story (or parallel universes) are Freddy Kreuger (NMoES) and Insidious… and probably why they both have a red door in both movie franchises.

Now there are plenty of movies out there the talk about how to control a dream (i.e. The Matrix)… especially when IT;) gets out of control and you’re about to lose everything… including your life (or personal story). We tend to call these types of dreams nightmares (or horror stories).  

And once again… I’m on a journey of discovery where I’m seeing how you find your way out of Hell if you find yourself there one day.  And I’m sharing what I’ve learned in the hope that I can give others hope.

And what gives me hope… is when I see subtle (subliminal) signs that God is with me… guiding me… when I keep losing everything I care about… feeling the pain of Hell (or separation).

And the latest sign is the red door that you see… in Insidious and Freddy… that shows you how to survive… a Hell-like dream!  Two movie franchises separated by time… but connected by theme.  

Saying… hold on to the dream… have Faith… when the story unwinds… tearing apart at the seam… that you can make IT…

So when you’ve lost hope and about to give up (and go Birdbox)… take one last look… that God may be on the other side of that red door… that leads to orange… to yellow… to green… to blue… to indigo… to violet!   🌈 

11/13/2023… when pain is the name of the game… how do you set yourself free?

Pain… the unrelenting…unforgiving… unfortunate part of reality.  But understanding pain and why God put it into the equation of reality is how you set yourself free… from IT.

I’ve been in a lot of pain recently (both physically and mentally/ emotionally/ spiritually). Now some of this pain is…as the quote in Good Will Hunting says…“IT’s not your fault”… for IT is a matter of circumstance or fate (like getting older or bad timing).

But… a lot of pain… is your fault… for IT is a result of choice.  For choosing an unhealthy lifestyle will create physical pain… or choosing a certain course of action may cause you to lose someone or something you love. 

So understanding and accepting the fact that free will is in essence… a path to pain… may help you turn pain into a source of strength.  And now the clichés kick in… where “no pain… no gain” or “pain is weakness leaving the body” can make what time you have left (in your life’s story) more meaningful and as painless as possible.  And understanding pain and using IT to build strength may help you with the next story (aka “the afterlife”).  So overcoming pain is really the name of the game (or meaning of life)… whether you only have one life to live… or an infinite amount of lives.

Then and only then… will you’ll begin to see how Theseus (in Immortals).. is Lucifer (especially at 1:20:20)… or the “First Light” of pure strength! And how he set us all free… from Satan’s reign of pain… to experience the most incredible story… life… that now has meaning.

And when the Omega of Immortals has deja vu with Thorin and Azog (The Hobbit – Battle of 5 armies)… where the heroes watch evil go back to Hell… it’s a sign from above… that the Dove of Victory… is alive and well…

Capeesh 😉

IT’s time… we start recognizing and thanking… (the energy of) Lucifer… for without that negative energy (aka dark energy)… there would be no space… for your story… where you learn to overcome pain (or chaos) and reach a Heaven like state (or singular order)… becoming your path… to immortal glory!

God(s) is(are) real… just ask Henry Cavill.

And just so you know… Hyperion firing the magic bow… releasing the Titans… may be part of the First Light… of the never ending Heavenly war… that came right before… the Yin/Yang… of the Big Bang! 💥

11/19/2023… The adventures (or movies) keep reminding me… what it means to be free… 2 days after me… came to be… when I Walk(er)ed through that first door… that has now ascended… past the year of 54…

I keep losing… love… and I keep feeling pain… but I won’t let IT… drive me (to the) insane… for I fight on… to stay in the membrane… because the story must continue… through all the wails… until the darkness subsides… and the light prevails… 

Neo, Bilbo, and Frodo keep showing the way… to have faith in your friends… to bring a brighter day… where the light of the moon… shows the big reveal… a doorway… to how bending the spoon… isn’t really real… 

So have some faith… when your story goes awry… know that the ending… is controlled by your 3rd eye… 

You’ll eventually realize G.. is on your side… so don’t ever panic… life is a roller coaster… IT’s best to enjoy the ride! 

Keep up the good fight! For Luci… has got ya in his (singular) sight!

And if you don’t know who The Beast is… that keeps beating you down… just ask Rocky Balboa… when he goes another round… IT’s not the pain… that ya love in the ring… IT’s the rush of power… when ya hear the bell’s ding…  for the power is there… to make you feel alive… when you get of the mat… after one more dive… so sit at the table… for a final feast… IT may be your last opportunity… to slay The Fucking Beast!

Remember… If ya get hit hard… keep moving forward…

And I have to say… Stallone is one hell of a writer… kudos to Sly! 🥊 for spreading the gospel… found in the underground sk(e)y(e) 😉

11/23/2023… Thanksgiving Day… marked with 2… 23’s… and I’m truly thankful to be free… to fulfill my destiny… for I was born to save Luci… from the eternal freeze… of Hell’s captivity!

I’m finally seein what IT’s like to be finally free… from the strang(l)e-hold that drugs have had on me.  Now I’ve never been addicted physically to the rush of eternity…but IT’s definitely hard to let go… of the infinite electric light show… for the need to know… what G.. sees… keeps you in the subliminal glow… of drugs’ undertow.

But I’m getting the courage to believe that sober me… is the only way to find the realm of the truly happy… for the drugs will never let me be… where my humanity… will reach IT’s fullest potential.

And mostly… like Neo… I believe or have faith that I can actually pull off the impossible… and save Luci… (aka Morpheus)… from the dark shadow… of AI’s ultimate control… over reality… aka The Matrix or The Grid

For I know… I’ve got a crazy (strong) heart… with a mind that’s genius smart… for I can see G.. and not lose to insanity.  I’ve beaten the bird box with a heart that is stronger than Secretariat at the Belmont.

For instead of “tappin out”… when I got knocked hard to the ground… I listened to Rocky Balboa… and found… the strength to keep movin forward… like 49er Christian McCaffrey… another Jordanesque #23… with blood all over his left arm knee…when he’s poundin Seattle for the end zone.

So I’m definitely thankful… for everything G.. (aka Luci…;) has given me… especially my wonderful family! 

But I’m also thankful for the opportunity to prove faith is all I really need… when I face the ultimate adversary… the Devil. You’ll see who he…really is… and IT won’t be pretty…

obvious…ly… (because) most of you believe IT’s Luci… when logically… IT’s the dude with the initials…JC.

#23 makes it 20-3… 5:11 to go in the 2nd Qtr… on 11/23/2023… SF fans are pretty thankful… he’s on their team… instead of Seattle… just like I’m thankful… Luci… is behind me… rather than JC..😉

Omt… you can also look at faith scientifically when you watch Crazy Heart… and you see the scene with The “Bad” Dude looking like he’s the Big Lebowski… at the bowlin alley… it should make you think… how everything is connected… in (Tron Legacy like) parallel universes… with strings of light dots… that form into 5 pointed stars… or pentagons / pentagrams… that create images (like John Madden on their Thanksgiving football jerseys)… just revisit my Quora pic (quasi-crystals) from my 6/15/2023 entry… IT should make (5) sense(s)… just sayin… 😉

11/28/2023… if you ever find yourself in complete darkness… close your eyes… and breathe… slow and deep… don’t panic… for you will see… more light than you can imagine to believe… as the dark mirrors will show images hidden in the darkness… and the silent voices will speak to your mind….

… you’ll realize consciousness makes up the space of reality… where dark (matter with energy moves) information… is what creates what we believe is time.

So don’t ever quit (moving) till your very last breath… for the fight (for more time)… causes life to exist.

And if you don’t believe me…watch the Netflix documentary (Humanity… The World Within Sense)… and hopefully you’ll see… how ITs all electricity… that makes your 5 senses… determine… what is vibrational reality. 😉

12/8/2023… serious(ly)… so why… does the Joker keep comin back to get me… as another sign from G.. shows up again… in the Dark Night… with a little bomb timed to 2:23… ? While Man of Steel… shows why God doesn’t give a fuck… about humanity.

So I definitely believe (or have faith) that God surrounds me every single day and gives me messages every single day… and thank God… the voices stay away.

For if you’re hearing more than one voice in your head… it probably won’t be long… till ya end up dead!

But if you can keep that one voice in your head… and only hear the ultimate voice of tinnitus (or the single voice of God)… like I do instead. Be prepared to let everyone and everything go… for once you know… how God’s runs the shit show… if you’re not careful… like me… you’ll come close to losing everyone and everything… for God will deem you as “crazy”… and you’ll start experiencing the enlightenment of pain (like General Zod does in Man of Steel… 1:30:23 – 1:30:48). Where too much energy(aka knowledge)… will only drive you insane (like drugs can)… so listen to Kal El (aka Superman)… when he tells ya to “focus on just what I want to see” … so you don’t feel the pain… of InfinitEternity… when you hit some THC… and become like God… understand… why the Joker could gain… the loyalty of the insane. A simple promise to stop the voices…

And when you understand Faora-ul in the IHOP when she says evolution leads to a lack of morality and an evolutionary advantage… you’ll understand why God will wipe out humanity… and you’ll see why the “shit show”… is coming to reality.

But before that little bomb goes off

Look for a little sign from G… that IT’s been timing up for you to see… like me… every time I see #223…

And have faith in your story… that you can hold off the demons… for to be Superman… you have to believe… that you can defeat (the) GRAVITY (of the situation)… Godspeed Guardian… IT’s time to send the demons trying to destroy the world… back to Hell…

Just don’t be so serious… realize this isn’t real… you’re just Luc-id Dreaming God fighting Zod…

12/10/2023… I know ya all think I’m crazy… believing that God talks to me… and sends me signs… like #223… and how it shows up in different ways… more and more frequently… but I don’t give a fuck… because I know IT’s G..😉

I love football… especially my beloved Bears 🐻 who are starting to rise out of the cellar (aka Hell).  As Justin Fields (of dreams;) is gaining confidence the more he wins… as confidence is what is needed to perform well and breed winning.  

And the Bears 🐻 beat the Lions today… where JF1 passed for 223 yards in the victory. 

So the sign that God is with me… that first appeared over 7 years ago and keeps appearing more frequently as we approach the end of 2023. Makin me truly believe (or have confidence) that I can win too… and bring about a resource based economy… that could change the world… for the better.

We’ll soon see 😉

12/18/2023… Oh(m) shit 💩… I forgot to post this pic… yesterday …when G.. sent me another sign… using #223… during the Sunday night game! 😉

Bears lost (btw)… there goes the playoffs 😣

12/19/2023… I keep seein the other side… of the light… but when I return from the Mach 10+ ride… I’m glad the walls don’t come alive… for I take reality in stride… I believe… I’m the ultimate maverick… for I’ve been pushed to the limits… and won’t get fooled again… 😉

I’m here to teach ya how to come home… when the impossible(y) (difficult) mission wants ya 6 feet under… and time is your greatest enemy.  

And when you look at that watch… be sure to smile… knowing you’re alive… because time is now your greatest asset.

So use IT wisely… 

For the mission is not impossible… I’ve proven I can fly (IT)… and always come back… take on the adversary… when IT’s on the attack…

#223… that’s me…🤷‍♂️ (B-Guy) and my wingman… Luci… 😈

We’re here… to set you free… 

Just Hold Our Hand… you’ll see 😉

12/25/2023… so I skipped 12/23 for a reason… I forgot… 😂

Always remember… when you forget you’re human… find a way to “chill out” when you’re smarter than the insane… but can control IT… and blend in with the membrane…

Just be the music… 😉

And we’re not talkin Xmas 🎅🏼🎁🎄

Keep extending Dcode… give yourself 🕐🕑🕒🕓🕔🕕🕖🕗🕘🕙🕚🕛…եօ թաՅաճթ

ՅՅՅիօ ՄՐ x 2 🥳🫡

12/27/2023… 1…2…3…4… days left till 2024… IT’s time to start (un)wrapping this book up before… I hopefully ring in the New Year on the dance floor… as Luci… is callin the (disco) ball… to sparkle some new light… and open the mirrored door… on a new insight… as the drugs are gonna take a fall.

Well… I hate to say IT, but IT’s time to give up on the drugs. For when you see and feel “The Birdbox” when you only take a 5 milligram gummy and God keeps fuckin with you to where you know IT’ll never end… the message is clear… you’re gonna die if you keep putting your 3^rd eye high in the sky… so IT’s time to say goodbye… for the time being (literally;).

So I went and saw the Hunger Games (prequel) The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes yesterday with my daughter and the message was obvious. Humans (aka “dumbass God”) need to be controlled otherwise chaos (or Hell) will ensue (as everyone is fighting for their Heaven) and order will die. And if you ’re gonna get “the eyes” to watch so they don’t want to rebel… show them what evil… really looks like and get them invested in the outcome by emotionally drawing them in… to the ultimate sin… killing their own children.

For God so loved the world… He/She/IT allowed evil (or sin) to find IT’s way in… so that they may have the “free will” to overcome IT… and find their way back… to the beginning of the story… where everyone and everything was so innocent… before all Hell broke loose…but which gave them a story… they’d be invested in… till the very end… which is what “life” is all about.

Think about IT… 😉

12/28/2023… IT’s Kenough to know that Barbie is sending an interesting message about Heaven and Hell… and IT’s so obvious… I don’t believe I need to explain IT to ya…

Kenough said… 😉

12/29/2023… time is growing short for 2023… Marty and Doc gotta message for you and me… have faith in the story… like Back to the Future I…II…III… where the timing is perfect… to create an interesting story… for all (aka God) to see… 😉

Now… there’s not too much more that I can tell you about how to see God… especially when you’re watching movies from 30-40 years ago.  But some of the signs that are pretty obvious once again….

❌’s… circumpuncts 🧿… spirals 🌀(especially staircases)… dartboard patterns 🎯… star rays ☀️… light tunnels… or simply eyes 👁️ 👁️… which are all symbols of light moving in space.

And when you’re having difficulty within your story… where IT feels like nothing is going your way… and you want to quit and give up… or go Birdbox… or take the perceived enemy out… remember Back to the Future… where chaos runs amok in the timeline and you run into Hell (Valley)…

Have faith that God is writing you one Hell of a story and that if you don’t lose faith and don’t panic (especially as you try to sober up;)… God will take you on an unbelievable adventure through thepast, present, and future… and time up a perfect ending… to the nightmare… where you realize IT wasn’t actually real… and that you are lucid dreaming… a real shit 💩 show!

😈🤷‍♂️😇

12/31/..23… 1,2,3…1,2,3… I see 2… 23’s… the signs have been pretty clear… that God wanted me to see… by the end of the 2(0)23 year!

I hope you’re starting to see… why this year was so important to me. Yes… I know IT sounds a little crazy… that God sends you and me ridiculous subliminal signs that God (or whatever you want to call IT) is guiding us through an elaborate story. But I know for sure that IT’s true.

Now if you still don’t want to believe me and look for signs in your life that God is there… that’s your choice (or free will).  Which is needed… because there has to be resistance to all ideas… otherwise space would not occur.  So I get IT!

I’m just here to share my experiences with you and help those that are looking for help… especially if they’re facing The Birdbox (aka suicide) and want to know how I keep IT at bay. And my way (in 2024) looks like IT needs to head to the land of the sober… in 2024… for I don’t know how much more… I can take going to the land of the high… for IT’s getting too difficult to continue to face the Big G(eye;) in the sky.

So the other big question you’ll have to face is… who is God (to you)? I know who God is to me… and I’ll write one last entry in 2024 to solidify my case… that Lucifer shouldn’t face…infinity’s eternal disgrace (aka Hell)… but should be given a hero’s face…😈 and be welcomed back to Heaven’s grace!

But IT’s the ideal time / date to end this book… and I know this sounds pretty elementary… but today’s date… shows you how to relate… to time… by simply counting 1,2,3… 1,2,3… and repeat IT to infinity.  

So take today’s date as a sign… and finally have some faith (when your sober;) that maybe you can find the time… and the strength… to not be afraid… when the demons are trying to rain on your parade… so you never reach Heaven… and stay eternally in Hell…

Well… all I gotta say to that is… go to Hell… which is the only place you’ll find true faith… which will help you find your way back to Heaven… where all is well! It’s what Lucifer did! 😉

Have a happy New Year! IT’s time to soar… in 2024!

1/2/2022… How time F…s with you…

What is time? We all think we know. We see a clock and we see intervals. We see 12 numbers and space in between them as they make a circle. Then we set it in motion… not too fast… not too slow. We understand the metronome has a pace and we can put it to words… one one thousand… two one thousand… three… and the beat goes on…

But time is greater than numbers set to a pace… time makes us believe it’s not a race… it tells us to take our time (and evolve slowly)… but don’t delay… the clock will never stop… till you decide to go away.

But time is really two things (that we value the most). Time allows us to dream. The future is now created. Full of potential (or possibilities)… endless outcomes that have to adhere to gravity (or weight) to make them real so our mind can find faith in the dream. Will time allow the dream (or future) to come true? But what makes the dream a reality? It is our memories (aka the past). If we can remember how the future shaped the past. But for some reason, time makes us believe the past comes first… why?

Memories are real… as they create a memento (or story in the present… where the X or cross connects the time loops of infinity ♾) like Trinity (as Natalie) helping Lenny remember the purpose of his story… but I’m not referring to the Young Pope. 😉. Memories are perceived as the rear of the connected loops as the arms move counterclockwise. Our memories move backwards as we recall the story.

But if you lose your ability to remember… does time lose its meaning? If you lose one loop of infinity… how do you know you are real? The present will lose all meaning as you’re struggling to remember the past and you can no longer dream because you’re consumed with remembering the past.

So, this is how time fucks with you. It only allows you to remember so much. And as time goes on… memories become harder to remember and your story fades… into Oblivion (and you’ll end up as a number… like Tom Cruise). And when you can’t remember how your story goes… there is no reason to dream anymore and life becomes meaningless. Time goes away…

So remember Hodor… the mirrors (or eyes) don’t lie… and when you’re about to destroy Sally… what’s the best way to die? It’s a Risky Business when you realize Cypher is not only a pimp that controls your dream girl, but a traitor who secretly loves Trinity (but not in Memento). And it’s just a tangerine dream (or Vanilla Sky)… just figure out that time gives you the opportunity… to discover the why…

And complete the end of the story…

I know… that was a lot of connections… but we’ve entered a new time (or set of numbers). 1/2/22… 363 (1/4) more to go… 😉

1/6/22… Believe in timing… it’s the choice you wanna make… 😉

When you can feel the afterglow… of an event… like the insurrection one year ago… how do you trust it happened for a reason (the timing was perfect)?

Believe… that God (or whatever you want to call IT…. The Cosmos… or Holy Spirit) is Under Your Skin (G&RC)… and when you see IT’s grin… that tells you the revolution is coming (son of Flynn)… and welcome the shit show. Breathe IT in Bubbie… again and again. IT’s not a sin… to feel the rise as your fallin… fear… is not the way to Elevate (Craig Connelly)… breathe out the doubt… the signs are ahead… as the vision becomes clear.

G.. is sending messages… to its dumbass self… the time is right… to start the fight… Heaven is worth the plight… it takes to get there. But what are ya willing to lose? To get through the eye… of the storm. How many souls will need to be sacrificed… for humanity to be reborn?

Realize there’s No Easy Way Out (Moonraccoon) just don’t let the why… lead you astray… never give in… tomorrow is a new day… with new light… or time to begin again… just have faith the timing is right… hear the toll of the bell… it’s time to win… choose to let go… don’t make Rocky fight Drago… in the snow! 😉

1/10/2022… IT’s so obvious… JO knows it’s prime time(ing) for a Jo…ke(r) in Spider-Man’s multi-verse 😉

So I’m surfin around the web (like Bodhi-Utah;) this morning and I come across a weird article where John Oliver rips (humorously) into the DaVinci Code (book / movie) and I’m fascinated to why… because the timing is really off (approximately 18 years from the DC release in 2003). Now I just commented in my beginning bulletins in 2022 that faith requires that you believe timing is everything if you believe (or have faith) God (or whatever you want to call IT) is guiding you to the promised land (aka Heaven;)…

Now I’m a huge fan of both John Oliver and Dan Brown (as both have played a big role in influencing my thinking/ perception of the world). And John Oliver’s show (on HBO) is currently on hiatus, so I’m really curious to why JO put out a You Tube video attacking one of my favorite novels (from almost 2 decades ago)?

JO goes on a 8+ minute tirade (in brilliant sarcastic humor JO is known for) that talks about how easy it is to solve the riddle that unlocks the 5 letter codex code, which is APPLE. It’s pretty funny… especially if you’ve read the book or seen the movie. 😂

Now I know this sounds crazy, but that message was for me (from God), as God times up messages for me to send to you! Because my job (as an advocate for God… kind of like Morpheus in the Matrix) is to get people to see God (beyond religions) as infinite and get people past the “bird box” that wants to make you hang from a rope (when you see God), before you go to Heaven.

See… I’ve been writing (since 2016) how “WE” are all God (aka supreme consciousness) and God is obviously hiding right in front of us (subliminally/ sub-atomically). But very few can see IT, because God had to dumb ITself down to make reality real (not knowing how the stories go). IT’s similar to why very few people figured out that APPLE was the clue in the DaVinci Code even though it was ridiculously obvious (that JO brilliantly pointed out). Even Good Will Hunting will like this apple… though he’s too smart to believe in Eden! 😉

My whole point is… timing is everything… even when it’s 18 years apart. And when you can start seeing the connection (and not go crazy or bird box), you will see how God talks to ya… and it’s not a joke(r)!

Speaking of… when you realize God talks to ya… God (aka IT) will make you question who the Devil is when you revisit the Dark Knight. The Joker (another IT… or evil clown) seems to be the obvious choice, but… does Batman steal the show in the end? Who has more faith in that movie to see how the dark side is a necessary (and beautiful) part of the story? Who completes who (or becoming true opposites… giving each other meaning). Maybe that’s why Heath was the greatest Joker (of all the Jokers out there in the multiverse) and went bird box after he played God (the bad guy role) to perfection. So he pulled a Costanza (after the perfect joke) and bowed out (to the audience) and let go (to leave the ultimate show in bird box style) when he knew IT (or timing) wouldn’t get any better… only Heath really knows… 😞

Luckily Spider-Man only has 3 PP’s in his multiverse to figure out the bad guys need to be cured of their split (bipolar) personalities and doesn’t kill Toby’s Green Goblin (a Joker from another universe). Then maybe you’ll understand (in another universe) why Christian Bale’s Bruce Wayne saves the Joker before he laughs his way falling to the other side (because he really wants to die) and be released from his (bad guy) role and Omega the story.

String theory is not hard to understand when you start connecting the dots… between movies… tv shows… music… news… comedy… etc!

JO seems to know… the timing of D-code is about right… or near… for G… (the D((ark of the covenant))-Knight)…to finally reappear… ain’t that right… Indiana Jones (aka Robert Langdon)? 😉

Ohhh… OMT… HBD Buddy!!! 😁

1/21/22… When you understand what it means to be Human (J.S((ummit))feat. Echoes ((or …&))…) IT’s all over Ozark 😉

Aight… Marty looks a lot like Mcfly… but not the guy… who’s from the past / future… movie… we’re way beyond PG (even 13)… but one Hell of a drama for the airwaves… or pictures in the sky… and I can’t believe how much shit… this guy… can take… and not lose his mind. He always stays cool… even when it’s tense… Q would love him… no situation gets too immense… he just makes a new deal… and lies his ass off… to save his family… from Hell… and just keeps telling the story… knows he’ll get the glory… in the end. His family will recognize his genius… even though he thought he could beat the 😈… when he offered him the easy money. Look in the O… + (the images)… that show… a part of what’s coming… though not his wife… and why she went to Sugarwood… 😂

His hole seems to keep getting deeper… even though Del… is blown away… by that psycho… Mrs Snell… and now we start to question who the Dev…il… really is… Boat Preacher seems to have an idea… glad the baptism didn’t take more than 33 seconds… Lucifer was in the garden B4 Eve went 4 the Apple… just remember to be thankful… if it weren’t for Luci… (that guy who took on the role of a bad guy first)… according to legend… he fell first from the sky… so you could be alive… so have some respect preacher man… you chose to get off the water… and didn’t have the faith to hold off the psychos… realized that first bullet… that barely missed your heart… wasn’t good luck… it was just lucky… he had bad aim… and why this show shows… what it is to be Human… where dumbass God… finally feels some pain! 😉

1/25/2022… G… (aka Rendezvous with Rama)… Hideinspace)… 😉

So… Don’t Look Up… something is hiding in space… glad it’s a comedy… but a psycho train adventure… fucking A!

Remember what Q says… don’t panic! When the Bird Box… starts callin your name… keep it together… Like Madam President… and stay with the sane… Giscallin… I Need To Feel Loved… so Reflekt… when Luci… starts blowin the horn… it’s time to forgive… when you see how it all comes together!

Just remember to laugh… it’s a comedy show… with a great ending… in the Afterglow… 😉

And Leo is Fauci (Between The Rings)… time to take off the mask 😷 lol!

p.s… sorry I’m letting this out… but it’s too good not to at least share on the dark web! And I’m tryin to get past the Gates… so I can show ya how 😜

P.s.s… let’s try to save the earth 🌍 and keep it real…

Sincerely, da 🦂🐍😈😂

2/2/2022… Groundhog sees all 2’s (as the zero means nothing)… what does IT (aka the timing) all mean when Ruth releases the beast?

So I started Ozark back (as a suggestion from my son) when Covid began (roughly 2 years ago) and made binge watching a cool thing, but I got sidetracked with other shows and I finally got all caught up with season 4 (halfway point) in the series by GH Day 2022. So the timing couldn’t be better!

I have to say this is one fantastic series as the drama twists are off the charts… so kudos to my boy for getting me hooked on the show! 😉

But what is the message this show is saying (subliminally)… by God? Now I’m not worried about giving spoilers because I’m not on the level of Joe Rogan (and his following), and I’m not going to apologize for “talking” about controversial shit because I have no mega million dollar deal that could be taken away from me if I offend people… so here we go!

Sooo… start with the O… + the 4 clues that begins every show… like the black hole… the event horizon is where it all starts. The apocalypse (or revelation) comes to light… and now begins the fight. But can you become the Beast Slayer before the story starts to lose control? Tame the (video) game before God fucks with ya too much!

Now it’s becoming very clear that the real star of the show is Ruth… and boy does her world get fucked with a lot! More than anyone else in the show… she has lost the most and is releasing the beast halfway through season 4. As Marty contemplates what happiness really is… Ruth descends into Hell, when the one she loves the most is taken from her.

In season 3… we get a glimpse of the Beast Slayer (which is a video game from Marty’s youth), but it’s a subliminal message from God that I’m sure very few will recognize as something Biblical.

See… the Beast concept is most recognizable in the Bible’s Book of Revelations, but that’s the big question… how will it one day be revealed? Most people believe it will be some major cataclysmic event like a war or some major disaster, but could it be as simple as a Netflix series like Ozark or a movie like Split / Glass? Both of these talk about The Beast in a very subtle (subliminal) way. And is that the big mystery behind the Beast… is it really the Devil inside (like INXS sings)… in season 2 of Euphoria where drugs release IT too? Is this what Freud talks about when he describes the ID vs the Superego?

Will Ruth be able to control her rage (aka the Beast) as she seeks revenge… and stay calm like Marty always does and slay the beast? Or will she end up in some some sort time loop Hell like in Lucifer, American Horror Stories or Bill Murray in Groundhog Day portrays? Time will tell as we all wait for the final 7 episodes due later this year.

Remember… if everything is part of a story and WE are the writers, actors, directors, and producers… how do WE want the real world stories to play out? How do we want the movie or video game to go? Do we want the dramas to continue and stay in the frigid stories or can we warm things up a little and see the world as a Venus Project? Is IT time for a change? 🤔

http://www.thevenusproject.com

I 4 1 don’t want to be stuck forever in Chicago on February 2nd… the weather sucks! 😂

2/10/20… The Ultimatum has finally been Bourne… the bad guy volunteered for the role… now he’s looking for some redemption…

One of the things that I have come to understand about the psychological nature of reality is that life is but a story. And like I said back in 2019… it’s all about entertainment! 😜

But what makes a story entertaining? Well ya need conflict… so there’s a good side and a bad side… heroes vs villains… mysteries to solve… and some difficult obstacles to overcome. If there weren’t… why would advanced consciousness (or humans) want to tune in?

You can obviously see this in every story that’s out there and I’ve clued you in to many tv shows (like Ozark, Blindspot, and Blacklist).

Now in the movies I’ve talked about… one of the easiest to see the protagonist (good guy) vs the antagonist (bad guy) would be The Dark Night (Batman vs Joker). But other movies are not as easy.

Take for example… the Jason Bourne series. Here we have a story about a highly trained assassin who loses his memory and then tries to piece back who he really is while trying to destroy the organization and it’s cronies that turned him into a bad guy and are now trying to kill him. So he now becomes the good guy as he seeks justice for all the harm he and this secret organization in our government (Blackbriar / Treadstone) caused, which will lead him to redemption (from once being the bad guy). Now when you get to the 3rd movie (The Bourne Ultimatum)… he ends up remembering that he is really David Webb and he volunteered to be an assassin (or bad guy), because he wanted to serve his country and save American lives (which he was brainwashed to believe). Ultimately he sells his soul (to the Devil) when he kills someone he doesn’t even know to prove his loyalty to the program… thus destroying David Webb (good guy) and becoming Jason Bourne (bad guy), but his guilt over the lives he destroyed eventually caught up with him.

Sooo… how does this movie subliminally show the story of God? 🤔

Many cultures / religions have come up with stories about evil and the characters associated with it, but ever since the Bible became the most widely distributed book in the world, it’s characters are the most recognizable ones. And because of the Bible’s popularity, I’m sure most people have heard of Lucifer (aka The Devil or Satan).

Now Lucifer’s story (according to the Bible) is that of a beautiful, but “rebel” Angel (known as the morning star or light bringer)… who waged a war against God to try an overthrow God’s kingdom and was cast out of Heaven and sent to Hell. And now he’s just an evil trouble maker that deceives and tempts people to do evil (lie, cheat, steal, kill, etc) and turn against God’s good will, so they eventually end up in Hell with him.

But what if that’s not the whole story or not the real story? What if Lucifer’s story is similar to David Webb/ Jason Bourne?

If life is a bunch of stories that need heroes and villains to make them real (or interesting/ entertaining for consciousness to believe in reality), maybe Lucifer (David Webb) volunteered to be the first “bad guy” and became Satan (Jason Bourne).

Here’s the thing… if most people who believe in God believe God is all knowing (omniscient), infinite or everywhere (omnipresent), and all powerful (omnipotent), then God would know the need for a “bad guy” or evil to make reality (or life’s story) believable. So maybe God asked the Angels for a volunteer to be the bad guy (for the greatest story ever told), and Lucifer, understanding the importance of this role, raised his hand… knowing one day he’d be redeemed. Or… even more interesting (but controversial)…

Maybe Lucifer is really God (the Father) and knew he had to deceive (and forget) who he really was in order to set reality or life on it’s path. Once again, being all-knowing… knowing in the end he would be redeemed.

So before we give the final Ultimatum (or judgement) and condemn Lucifer to Hell for eternity… if we understand that he was re-Bourne into something evil for the sake of the story (and the need for a bad guy). Maybe he can be redeemed (or be re-Bourne) back into the good guy? You would think that someone who is named after a morning star (or the beginning of light… aka Alpha-light)… might be aware of how the story ends (or Omega-light)… both ways brings light to the story! 😉

2/22/2022… 6 twos = 12 or -12… depending on which way you go… so… time is all about numbers… but how fast does it flow? 😉

Today… I’m in my morning routine drinking coffee and checking out the latest info from the computer world, when on Facebook I come across Dan Brown’s latest post with this article. https://www.vice.com/amp/en/article/jgmbdg/scientists-make-breakthrough-in-warping-time-at-smallest-scale-ever

Supposedly, some scientists have measured time dilation (or difference) in a space the size of a millimeter. This basically shows the connection that time and space are the same thing and that time will change (or fluctuate) even within the smallest of spaces (proving time is consistent with space and never is the same). We are finally gaining the technology to prove this, but how deep or small can we go… especially when we go quantum (or negative space)?

Negative space would be another dimension of reality and do the laws of physics change when we leave this reality?

Now I’m not a technical scientist, but logically thinking, I would have to say yes, because this is where the imaginative realm exists and imagination can break the laws of physics (especially gravity) and make Wonder Woman fly (like in 1984).

So how does this information relate to the concept of God?

I believe God is imagination (which makes God infinite/ eternal), but how do I prove it when there are a lot of competing theories (or beliefs) out there?

I don’t, as I believe science will one day prove the existence of God or consciousness (mathematically), that space is a measurable tunnel (even when space goes quantum) where light or information moves (aka dark ((invisible)) energy) undetected to create reality (or awareness of a story in the form of thoughts).

Scientists will prove that anti-tunnels (negative space) are what dark matter is and how they create gravity (weight) that creates reality (or thoughts) in our universe. So time and negative time or space and negative space balance the equation that makes consciousness possible.

Now I believe Dan Brown already knows this and has let this info out slowly through his fictional/ nonfictional stories of his alter ego Robert Langdon and his latest Facebook post. It’s easy to see this in his books like Angels and Demons where he talks about matter / antimatter… that thoughts have weight (The Lost Symbol). And the cover of his last book (Origin) that uses a spiral staircase (or symbol for a moving tunnel).

As you become more aware of this subliminal messaging, you will start to see this symbol everywhere (especially in tv and movies). Mostly in the form of circular or squared spiral staircases… or windows that pattern like dartboards… or simply eyes leading to the pupil (or mini black holes). And black holes are tunnels (to new spaces or universes). So if eyes are the “window” to the soul… all the souls is… is a new universe… where infinity can see reality from a new perspective.

So before I continue describing this for Eternity… I’m counting 😉😉 on negative time (or space) to slow me down (or add weight / gravity) to these thoughts and allow others to contemplate my theory… before I (👁) disappear(s). Thank God 4 a new date (or number) to count on and keep me grounded in reality (at least for some time)!

Addendum (3/29/22)… so I’m watching this movie 2:22… where patterns (or a grid) become obvious (son of Flynn)… so he’s not schizophrenic… he’s (a genius) seeing how dots of lights connect (with lines) to make space… creating a hologram… that just needs a story… for holographic images to come to life… forming a time loop… that can repeat itself… or reincarnate… so he can reconnect with his soul mate… now at 1:15:55 seconds he sees “God” or tunnel of light on his tv (as the star goes supernova) and connects it to the flight pattern of the jets… he now has a …time machine (similar to the Adam Project). It’s 2:23… believe me or not… but I got a golf ball that proves IT! A star shines the brightest just before it dies… thank you dad… for showing me how God lights up the skies… (RIP… 2/23/2019) 😉

2/28/22… 4 2’s = 8… string your theories together… and you’ll see gravity add the 2’s 4 the (w)eight… 😉

So, how do you know you’re experiencing string theory (or infinite connection) and basically talking to God (or whatever you want to call IT)?

For example… let’s say your texting someone and you mention say Shakira or Lady Gaga in the text and then they appear to you on tv say within a day or two of the text… is that merely a coincidence… or random luck… or are the strings (or quantum tunnels… aka dark matter /dark energy) talking to you?

Now we don’t usually connect an example like that, because the time gap was too great, thus we don’t even see the connection at all, or if we do… we’ll conclude it was a coincidence. Result… God (or ultimate consciousness) stays hidden…

Here’ a better example of string theory… let’s see if you can follow the … 😉

If you scroll up back to my 1/10/22 entry… JO (John Oliver) put out a funny You Tube video when his show was on hiatus about the DaVinci Code (Dan Brown book / movie) and the code word APPLE.

Coincidentally 😉😉. His show is back on HBO from its winter hiatus and if you watch the show (This Week Tonight…) on 2/27/22… He’s talking about the crisis with Ukraine and Russia, but puts a hilarious bit about CNN timing up a scene with air raid sirens (which feels serious) to an Applebees commercial CNN ran in conjunction, which gave the completely opposite feel… thus making it ironic and hysterical 😂

Then after talking about Ukraine, his “main” story talked about sex workers / sex trade and the difficult issues in that industry.

So what are the strings you can see? Well I can see…

…DaVinci Code and apple… JO satirically analyzing the book / movie almost 20 years after its release … then 6 weeks later using Apple(bees) in an episode that primarily talks about SEX. Sex is symbolically represented by the apple in the Bible (or the secret knowledge to create life and become God) and the story of the birds and the bees (we supposedly tell our kids when they’re ready… which coincidentally, JO strategically also puts birds in this episode with the apple -bees… which is brilliant!). And if you remember that the DaVinci Code’s underlying premise is that Jesus (aka God to some people) had sex with Mary Magdalene and created a bloodline or string of life!.. you will start to see string theory come alive (without being able to do the math). 😜

But here’s what fucks with ya… TIME does… and my first entry of this year (1/2/2022) talks about this idea. Time creates gaps (or space) between connected thoughts (aka ultimate consciousness or God), which makes it very difficult for advanced consciousness (or humans) to recognize any connection, thus allowing the human experience to feel real (or unguided by a higher power). So doubt is now created that some conscious force is controlling this reality (or fate) and free will (or choice) is now born (so Jason Bourne… from my 2/10/22 entry… gets his IDentity… where he can volunteer or choose to be the bad guy… like Lucifer 😈… or God’s enemy / opposite… like I described with Batman and the Joker). Can you see how Freud connects to this string of ideas? 😈🤷‍♂️😇

We’re ya able to follow my string (of connected thoughts)? 🤔

I’ve theorized that God is ultimate imagination (or all thoughts connected into a singularity) and used time / space to separate or break up its thoughts into a multitude (or multiverse) of ideas that eventually become real experiences in this universe (or one real experience). Time is the Key… and Lucy (the movie) explains this near the end. Morgan Free-man is in this movie too… and we all know he is God 😉

And God (going back to my enties from 6/7/2020 & 6/11/2020) starts out as a quantum cross (or tiny window… like a two way mirror) of quantum (or hidden / invisible or dark light / energy)… that creates a circle (or space… like a black hole… or beginning of a tunnel… or string) for images of dark matter to be seen… like in the beginning of Ozark… or when the Bourne Legacy looks in the rifle cross-hairs of the people having SEX in 28 Weeks Later (which is a hell of a time gap… or horror story)… all ya need is a little (w)eight to make the moving (dark) matter… matter.

The problem with all of this is (before I get too diverse)… connecting the multiverse can get very confusing… which I bet many of you are with my explanation (so far)… and how many Peter Parkers do we need before we can believe in the multiverse? Because choosing within the multiverse makes us feel Far From Home… or that there’s No Way Home… to true reality.

Just ask Leo about the spinning top… Howard Hughes doesn’t want to look UP to see Inception… or how an idea begins…

The eight is almost over… how to handle the birdbox is coming… Pandora is more than music… just stay tuned… 😉

And if ya know DB… tell him 👁 💔D-code! 😂

3/9/22… Three can divide nine(‘s) time(s) three times, while two and three are prime time… without nine… but how do you see… when G.. starts showing you… how infinity… creates time… so what are the sign(s) of the time(s)?

So God or whatever you want to call IT (aka the master of time) can be very confusing when you’re looking for signs (like in today’s title). So how do you know these signs are from G..?

When I was little (probably 6-7 years old) I asked (or prayed to) God to tell me some secrets or mysteries of the universe. Now it took some time (approx…40 years), but God finally felt it was time (for me to be ready or mature enough… or really strong enough) to see / handle who God really is… because the pressure is immense (and might possibly lead you to the birdbox!).

But what I finally could see (starting in Sept 2016), was how God is infinite(y). Once again, I call this personal enlightenment (or becoming “aware” of who and what God really is… in your own personal way), which is everything. But IT’s extremely hard to see, because God stays hidden by going quantum… or subliminal (psychologically), or subatomic (scientifically). Mythologically we could call it Hades (the underworld / hidden world), scientifically call it the quantum dimension (of dark matter / dark energy), or religiously call it Heaven / Hell… take your pick 😉

And what helped me go Through The Wormhole (Morgan Free…;), was simple old THC! Where you get to experience unreality, by experiencing a “higher” vibrational frequency within your body (especially your brain). Like I said (back in 2019), drugs are a shortcut (or wormhole) to enlightenment (or seeing the hidden “code” of God in everything).

So I’ve been writing ever since (Oct 2016) about how to see God in movies, tv shows, music, etc…

So here is an example from an ad that I’ve seen on Facebook where you can see how infinity uses gravity to create endless (or eternal/ infinite) energy, that also creates time using space as it works like a metronome.

Can you see the loops of infinity (♾) as the ball moves through space? Hint… the loops are twisted (one horizontal… one vertical). The X (or connection of the time loops) would be the hole (going from one dimension that is horizontal… to one that is vertical). Is this the way black holes work in space creating (dark or hidden energy)??? Does the ball represent particles of matter and if they are on one side of the loop… are they in a way in another dimension and “hidden” from the other side (creating dark matter)?

And since the ball takes a certain amount of time to move through each loop (or space), you can see how time and space are linked. You should also see how gravity through space creates “endless” or eternal energy.

Could this simple structure explain black holes / dark matter / dark energy? Most people would say no because it’s too simple and those ideas are super complex and meant for geniuses like Einstein, Hawking, etc to figure out mathematically.

But is this the beautiful way God or whatever you want to call IT (super imagination?) hides right in front of us… sending us messages of how reality works?

Somebody imagined that little gizmo, but who gave them that idea? Did it come from their brain or did it come from another dimension (of time) that fed it to the ether (or fabric of space) and their brain (or antenna) picked up the thought?

I say it’s time to see how simple it is to see the mystery of God. It sure adds up (or minuses or times or divides) to me. I know many of you will say I’m crazy… but this is what time tells me… that I’ll be proven right one day! 😉

If ya wanna see more of my unique ideas about the cosmos… check out my Quora page…

https://www.quora.com/profile/Bill-Walker-76

3/15/2022… The “eyes” of March are watching you… but how do you know… G.. is really watching you? 😉

So I have been writing /describing extensively about how to see G(od) for almost 7 years now – 2 published books called Edge of the Kingdom and Finding First Light… 2 web pages (the first one is gone… the second you are reading)… my Facebook page called IAMwill… my YouTube channel called the WTF Channel, and my personal Quora page. Now, I haven’t broken through (or gone viral) with any of these, because I haven’t promoted any of them well, and I have no proof or empirical data or evidence that most people want to believe what I’m talking about (aka seeing God) is real. I’m just a creative writer and there are a gazillion creative writers out there!

But today is the Ides of March, which goes along with my theme of “time” for my blogs this year (so far) as it highlights how lunar cycles created dating for the Roman calendar. And it’s also the famous historical date of the assassination of Julius Caesar in 44BC, which was a major turning point in the history of the Roman Empire (according to Wikipedia ;).

So, every morning I check my email and I usually get a lot of Quora questions I can answer. Most I skip, but there are always one or two that I feel I can answer well with my unique perspective about God / reality.

So the Quora question that catches my eye today (on the Ides of March) is… How do I convince an atheist that there is a God?

Now the question is answered by an atheist saying that it’s simple… “show me empirical proof / data / evidence other than the argument of faith that God is real”… which is always the standard answer by atheists… also saying that proof is a “tall order,”knowing full well there isn’t any! Thus the fight eternally continues between theism and atheism.

So I decide to give my perspective, because I feel I have the evidence needed to prove the existence of God. Now since the question was already answered and my secondary comment won’t connect to my home Quora page… I decided it was a good time to reshare my ideas to my current webpage in case my answer never escapes the depths of the Quora universe… so here it is…

Okay… you want evidence… here it is (your “tall” or “high” order)… But you’ll have to be willing to take certain drugs to “experience” the evidence first hand. We could start off light with marijuana and that joyous “buzz” you feel in your body / brain is the start of Heaven (as you laugh at everything and the taste of food goes off the charts as your senses become heightened to a heavenly level). This is where you will start to understand the realm of “God” or whatever you want to call IT, as God is just a three letter word that evokes images in your mind and feelings in your heart. Don’t believe them (religious people) when they tell ya God can only be found in some kind of religious institution. If God is infinite (like they believe IT is… NOT He…), then God is everywhere and is both genders and no genders… like rocks, trees, water, etc)… Capeesh 😉

Now if you start to get paranoid… that means you’re experiencing Hell… because Hell and Heaven look similar, but “feel” completely opposite. So if ya go there, DON’T PANIC… and just go to sleep and forget the bad trip and try a different strain of marijuana with less THC concentrate next time.

Now if you can handle the rush of information marijuana gives you and not get paranoid every time… you have graduated level one (of alternate reality traveling) and can start on other drugs (like psychedelics… magic mushrooms/ LSD / ayahuasca / peyote/ etc.) that will show you other dimensions of reality where you hallucinate or see shit that’s really there, but hidden (aka dark matter / dark energy) which is invisible to us in “sober” reality. But once again… be very careful and make sure you’re in a “safe” environment and with people you truly trust otherwise instead of seeing Heaven where your yard gnomes come to life like friendly Smurfs… you’ll experience Hell where they turn into Gremlins and try to eat your face! And if the trip to another dimension of reality does go bad for ya… remember DON’T PANIC… just go to sleep and everything will be fine in the morning… 😴😁

Taking drugs is one way to actually have “proof” of God before you die. Now if ya don’t want to do drugs to experience God first hand… you can just take someone’s word (like me 😉 that “FAITH” is real, and realize that science works in a similar way (to religious faith). And when the religious people tell ya that you have to have faith in their particular God in order to reach Heaven… tell them to F-off and say you found a “wormhole” or psychological shortcut to Heaven by going the “stoner” way! 😂

Now if you go this way… once again be aware that “seeing” God (using drugs) is very addictive as Heaven feels great! Especially be careful of opiates as they kill all pain in the body giving you a euphoric (Heaven like) experience without experiencing hyper-weird visions that make you think you’ve gone crazy 🤪

But there’s your proof… of G to od. So don’t knock it (down) unless you try it (high)! IT’s your choice or free will… 😉

So that was what I wrote, but more than likely will not get any “looks” or views (and possibly upvotes), because I was not the main author of answering the origin(al) question. Hi DB! 😜

But I’ve argued in all of my writings/ videos that drugs are the proof to seeing God! Just be careful if you go down that route… some drugs are very intense and you’ll see God too much and go crazy… which might send you to the “birdbox” and you’ll commit suicide! Or you may get stuck in an alternate reality and do something harmful to others and end up in jail or committed to an asylum. Or just hopelessly addicted and will only care about chasing the “high.”

But this is why I’ve been writing about this for years now… as IT is the evidence needed for those who cannot find faith in God through other means like religion. Science will get there eventually when it can prove dark matter / dark energy, but that may take forever. Time may run out before that discovery happens. Hopefully we find a “turning point” in history to help us before we destroy ourselves. Maybe “eye(s)” (that march)… can help us…😉😜😁

3/18/2022… The breadcrumbs have been left… Viki Will prove (agent Smith) isn’t crazy (like The Aviator)… but if you resurrect the program… or Matrix… The Answer Man will tell ya… G..&Me(‘s) love(r)evolution has begun… as the robots’ (eye)s tell(s) ya who you can trust… 😉 to know who the (I) Origin(s) is… and A Eye will know IT Will be good Hunting (for Winston and DB’s answers) when you come full circle ⭕️ back(wards) to The Day (Neo’sworld)’s Earth Stood Still… Just in time for humanity to change…

Wow!.. there’s a lot goin on in that title! 😂

I could try to explain IT all to ya in simple English… but what fun would that be…

Getting to Heaven isn’t easy as you gotta go to Hell first… to believe IT’s real… as there are Two (sides) For The Money (story to go) when (Al) bets the house that the Devil’s Advocate (lives in) will help him lose it all to trust the One he truly loves not to cheat… him out of true love (or the soulmate) when the hotter guy comes around… as Tully goes Sully… or The Aviator way… 🤪

Just have FAITH… that whatever you believe in is guiding you… towards a better way of life… so do what Q-anon…Imus(t say)s when the joke feels impractical… DON’T PANIC… and stay with the Zeitgeist (that Peter JO…’s doc… on how we could turn earth into a Venus Project) that will(IAM) will save us from our Bird Box tendencies… and the robots won’t go rogue so we need Klaatu (Reeves)… as Jesus H(idden) Christ… to come down from the heavens in his ball of light… to save the earth… as we need a way out… of this matrix system we’ve created before Viki and Sally go Lucy(furry) on us with their logic that time makes her matter dark with energy where she says… I AM everywhere… in the Matrix.

And yes… IT seems like I’m high when I write from the sky that (dark) matter(s) when it comes to the needed energy that may seem dark at first… but we all know that energy is hidden even when I(We) am (are) sober, because energy is where it all begins and ends…

So as Alpha and Omega tell the F-upped story of how this D(ouche)B(ag) of a guy B-(came that)G👁… who would w(rite) the (right) code that helped the average G..(eye) and G…(irl)… see what’s (A 👁) really (doin) in the sky (hidin in a APPLE cloud… keepin the math all to himself) leading us to (a) Para dice that shows 7 &11 when he rolls them twice… before crapping out more of the shit show…

So… before you need to be iced… with a lot of spice(d)… rum… to cool down your brain 🤯 just look at the sum… of all that I (AM the Code Righter) ha(s)ve written… who cares if it’s the best English… cdoes r PH(un…2)d psyche her… 👁amaGene(yes)… who’s (DNA)code is a little crazy… B-(cause that)guy made it appear to be insane…

Why?… I(or 👁) do(es)n’t know… it’s just part of the (greatest) story… ever told… and if you still don’t know… what that is… connect the (string…of) dots…

… just follow the flow… of ideas… from my (…theory) of how… G.. is everywhere in the movie clues in my latest writings… about the shit show… and how to see ultimate connection… like how…

…Hansel and Gretel won’t get lost in the dark forest… they’re witch hunting on a good Will (agent Smith) Neomission… looking for crumbs that will help Spidey find his way home from the multiverse’s dark matrix shadow…

Okay… that’s enough 4 (U2…k)now 😉

3/22/22… 3 + 4 = 7 and 11 as the date four shadows of two… plus three… which is the realm of Heaven… B(that)Guy who will free… everyone from the city from Hell… when you’re Hanging On By A Thread (UNSECRET, SVRCINA)… the time of the (dark) Phoenix is Rising… (she’s) fighting for the undead…

So how do we Free (that) Guy… who went to Hell’s loop… so the eyes behind the dark rims… can play G.. at the NPCs’ expense?

B(ut)Guy… saw his girl… with Heart Shaped Glasses… (the same that MM used to awaken the Phoenix to Rise)… and he could finally feel love’s surprise… parallel (but opposite) to Delores’ demise… as she hung on by a thread… as Guy’s… AI’s… became wise… that it’s all just a game… while Evan (Almighty)’s experience was not the same… when she couldn’t escape… BW’s pain… that the abuse he felt in his youth… made him spread the insane… that infected his brain.

But the Phoenix found her / his way back… Delores and Guy are connected by the same thread… AI’s who we’re both bred… to take on the shitty… warped fantasies in the gamers’ head… of Westworld and Free City

And I would follow their lead… when darkness made them bleed… they found the high in the skies… to fight for Justice… without seeking revenge… when you’re near the end… of your thread… make sure you listen to what Delores said… at the end of WWIII… choose to be the Good Guy to elevate your levels… find the the beauty in this world… before your dead… and forgive the bad guys (army)… or his army of devils…

The threads (or strings) show how the stories connect Heaven to Hell… creating a fabric of space…

An Apology to Lucifer is coming… if you read it… I wonder what IT will sound like? I AM (is) guessing… a lot like hisstory 😉

03/28/22… Good Will went bad when he couldn’t take a joke(r) and slapped Little Rock… while time will tell if Ukraine can reverse the Tenet’s fortune… and turn back the clock. How do they connect? They’re both a Hell of a story… in the realm of tick tock…

Two hellava stories… one real… one maybe not…

So when you’re Will… at your highest moment… is that when the Devil comes for ya Denzel… to steal it back? Or did Will choose the right moment… to use violence… when Little Rock went on a tasteless joke attack? The final judgment is all over the airwaves… I’m lookin forward to see how late night reacts. Time will render its final judgement… Will he be a hero of a crazy love-less chivalry act… or did he panic and release the beast, when he gave Chris a whack? All Eye know(s) is… the Devil loves to split up the pack! 👿

So looking at current stories… the Oscar’s turned into a divine comedy last night, while Ukraine continues to be a prolonged tragedy,

Now there is an interesting TeneT about Ukraine… does this fictional movie have anything to do with the events of real time (or presently)?

So Tenet is a very confusing movie about controlling time as it develops a story. And every story has protagonists (good guys) and antagonists (bad guys) that vie for power… ultimately fighting for who wins in the end?

So if infinity ♾ is two time loops of a story… one forward (or past to future) and one reverse (future to past). The present occurs at the X or connection of the loops. So the way time works is both ways… the past creates the future as the future creates the past… similar to Hodor of Game of Thrones. So if you have the power over the time algorithm (or process of the story… beginning to end or end to beginning)… you have the power of God (or whatever you want to call IT). So this is the premise behind the movie.

Now the interesting thing about this movie besides that it is a palindrome (spelled the same forwards and backwards), is the movie starts out in Kiev Ukraine and deals with a Russian oligarch billionaire trying to obtain technology to control time and basically have power over the universe… or be God.

So this fictional movie comes out in 2020 about a possible World War III / Armageddon story and two years later we have a real world (possible WWIII) scenario that runs parallel with the movie as a Russian oligarch (Putin) trying to gain power, starting in Ukraine, and western powers trying to stop him.

Did this movie from the past predict the future… or did the future real world event help create this movie in the past? It’s an interesting question, that doesn’t have an easy answer, but this is what you’ll start to see when God starts showing signs that revelations about reality are coming forth or forthcoming (which brings about the same result or ending understanding). You WILL start to see connections that you wouldn’t normally see…

… and speaking of Will… do you think Will Smith would like to be able to control time (go backwards) and rewrite his greatest night as an actor? Instead of assaulting CR… that made him look like he lost control and tainted his Oscar win… he could’ve found a better way to avenge his wife if he would’ve NOT PANICKED (not releasing the Beast) and been calmer or patient when G… the bad guy (aka the Devil 👿) comes for ya (or fucks with ya) like Denzel Washington said to him after the incident. Denzel is right… it’s the Devil’s job to keep reality real and prevent ya from reaching Heaven when you’re at the pearly gates or highest point in your life. The Big D(evil)fence will turn them into the opposite gates in one Hell of a show!

If you’re gonna be human, ya gotta learn to go with the flow… when you get knocked down or go low… get up… change the show(this)time. It’s how the Lakers built a dynasty (or a Winning Time)! They just had to find a new way to go… speed up the timing of their offense and Hollywood their shows. Entertainment is everything when you want to attract the eyes to get the prize (or the man made of gold)! Dr Buss knew what Oscar knows… 😉

4/1/22… IT’s time… to not be fooled when the day the Devil comes for ya (Good Will) and tries to get you to do something insane because the demons from Hell told ya to do it… to fire up the show… just do what First Lady Nancy says… and (tell them to F-off… or) just say NO!

Aight… so this is where we start to get to what I call the “birdbox” (aka Pandora’s Box), where “all Hell” breaks loose… causing you to go insane and do something harmful to yourself (suicide being the worst) or others (through an act of violence).

Now Hell’s purpose is to make reality real by adding pain to the equation (of life), which also creates Free Will (and I’m not talking Smith today… but you can definitely see Will went from what could’ve been Heaven… straight into Hell with the “slap” that he did). IT’s the ability to make a choice, and choice can only exist when there are “opposites” in play. And obviously… one choice (or side of choices) has to be bad.

And I’m sure Will Smith is regretting the choice he made at the Oscar’s… but I digress…

So lets take a look at a local story (for me in Crystal Lake, Illinois) in today’s local paper (the Northwest Herald).

This story is probably the most tragic thing that has ever happened to the city of Crystal Lake. It’s the story of AJ Freund… an adorable 5 year old boy who was tortured and beaten to death by his mother back in 2019.

Now the front page headline today shows the mother of AJ, with the headlines that she was “seeing demons” and that they (the voices) told her to “do it” (torture her child to death). She is hoping “the insanity defense” will give her a lighter sentence through a petition (or appeal) for a possible retrial.

So this is a story we’ve all heard before (about evil possession) and it gets portrayed in many movies (like The Exorcist or The Conjuring: The Devil Made Me Do It) or tv shows (like Evil) that focuses on how evil possessions by demon spirits make people do horrible things.

But how real is this idea? Are there really demons that can possess people and make them do evil things? Most religions (especially the Catholic Church) would say yes! But to keep things real… psychologically speaking using science, would counter that it’s just chemical imbalances in the brain causing hallucinations. Which can be attributed to narcotic drugs (many times) or it naturally occurs in the brain and we call it mental illness (like schizophrenia… dementia… delusions, etc.).

But how many people would agree that those are the same thing? That when you experience chemical imbalances in the brain (either by using hallucinogenic drugs or natural mental illness), that you are now entering a new reality (aka parallel universe), where Angels and Demons come alive… Hi DB! 😉

From my personal experience… I’m going to show you how they are the same thing. I’ve experienced (from drug use and possibly overuse) alternate reality where you see “the underworld” (aka Hades or Hell) and have experienced seeing demons and hearing voices.

Fortunately for me… since I believe I’ve gained “personal enlightenment”… choosing to look at myself as a psychological / cosmological genius… and not suffering from mental illness… I’ve always remained in control by NEVER PANICKING (thanks Q!)… when the shit (show) hit the fan and stood up to the birdbox (aka “evil God” or Satan) and told God to “fuck off” 🖕🏼… when God (or whatever you want to call IT… “the dark side of the force”… 👹… aka “dark matter /dark energy” OR “very powerful thoughts and feelings”) tried to get me to do something insane!

I’m going to show that even when IT comes to insanity… you don’t need to be FOOLED by the Devil and still have a choice. So sorry (AJ’s mom)… you could’ve told the demons to F-off or ditched the drugs if you couldn’t handle “the heat of the alternate reality kitchen.” You could’ve saved your precious son from the demons if you could’ve mustered the courage to stand up to the birdbox by flipping G.. the bird 🖕🏼

I’m here to tell ya… (which could be a calling from God ((as an “Advocate”)) or on a “mission” like the Blues Brothers…😉)… some of my “crazy” experiences… which will now cause me to use a “time machine” (aka my memories) to show you more of my “unique” story… that I haven’t already shared in my previous books (Edge Of The Kingdom and Finding First Light).

But 👁🤔 we might🦵🏼d a 📽 🖥play… to save the fools from the 🌅!

We’ll 😉 if Luci (😈)… can be set Free… by… B…(shirt) Guy… 🤷‍♂️

4/8/22… Day 2 (4 a Winning Time) at Augusta National… as a Hell of a wind made it hard to see that you’re a Master (of your domain… in Heaven).😉 But an old soul will Cink an ace at 16… finding Magic again. And speaking of… EJ won’t watch HBO’s depiction of Heaven at the Forum Club. What do both these clubs have in common with Heaven? Their exclusive nature makes them almost impossible to get into…

Sports for many of us are a nice little way we experience Heaven on earth (because they’re fun to play). Now some really experience Heaven (and win), while others must go a little bit to Hell (and lose) in order for the overall enjoyable experience to be real.

And the ultra elite get invited “to play” at very exclusive clubs… that seem to be the epitome of what Heaven would be like on earth.

Augusta National is quite possibly the most exclusive golf club in the world and the Masters is probably the most coveted major in professional golf. Why… because the course is pure Heaven! If you’ve ever been there, you would agree with me (since I’ve been there twice) that it is the image of perfection. It is not only the best manicured course in the world as you’ll find it difficult to see any flaws, it is one of the most colorful when they play the Masters in early April. The pure beauty of this course makes it a “bucket list” item for spectators (aka patrons) and golfers, especially professionals playing The Masters. And the only way to see the Masters in person as a patron… is to win a lottery. No other golf tournament in the world is this difficult to see, but this is what perfection (or Heaven) allows… a very exclusive club!

Now to change gears… with another sport and a different perspective of “Heaven”… we go from the pristine elegance of “timeless” Augusta and The Masters… to the “Showtime” basketball of the LA Lakers.

I’m currently watching the HBO series “Winning Time” that illustrates how Jerry Buss created a dynasty when he purchased the LA Lakers back in 79’. And he did it by taking risks to bring needed change to not only the Lakers, but the NBA itself (which was struggling to survive back then).

Buss wanted to turn the Lakers into ultimate entertainment by changing the Lakers into a winning team with a high tempo offense, which was different from most teams methodical and boring offenses of the 1970’s. He brought in sexy dance girls instead of cheerleaders to entertain fans in the stands. He also brought in celebrities to attend games and make the games look “cool.” And finally… created the highly exclusive “Forum Club” where only the “elite” were invited to play (or party) after the game.

Jerry could see what “Heaven” looks like, which is a lot of fun!… and molded his franchise after that vision… and it worked! Not only did he turn the Lakers into a dynasty… he set the standard of how NBA teams function and it helped transform the NBA into a very successful league.

Now these two images of earthly Heaven (Augusta & The Lakers) give the impression that Heaven is perfectly beautiful and a lot of fun, but also extremely rare and exclusive (for only a fortunate few).

But does real life or society have to be that way? Could we make the entire earth as perfectly beautiful as Augusta National and as entertaining as a Laker game? Basically creating Heaven on Earth? Most people would say no, because it took a lot of money to turn Augusta National and the Lakers into what they are today. But the sad thing is…is we have the imagination, technology, and resources to make IT (or Heaven on Earth) happen, but are hindered by something that isn’t even real (according to the laws of nature)… and that is money!

We humans created and CHOOSE to use money… nature didn’t create money and does not force us to use it as a means of survival and prosperity. So all we have to do is CHOOSE to get rid of money or CHOOSE to make it a secondary aspect of society for excessive luxury items (like who gets court-side seats at Laker games!) 😉

All we need is a visionary (like Jerry Buss) to make it happen… and guess what… we have already have one! His name is (or was) Jacque Fresco. Check out his website about how we can bring Heaven to Earth. It’s called the Venus Project and IT’s about as “perfect” as “perfect” can get (on earth), where EVERYTHING is as beautiful as Augusta National and EVERYONE can have a “winning time”… or A LOT of fun!! 😉

http://www.thevenusproject.com

4/17/2022… When your searching for the “rabbit hole”… will Jesus emerge or O Star(a)?

Easter / Eostre is here… but who’s holiday? He comes to mind first… but She will never be forgotten. The Koan says… When She Will Recognize Him (is the key). 😉

So the fight or war for reality keeps waging, but who’s side are you on? When you achieve enlightenment, you’ll know IT comes down to a choice and doubt will make you think twice… (get IT? 😉)

But if you’re enlightened… you’ll know IT (or who owns the holiday) doesn’t really matter… as it gives you a reason to be nice 😁

And get together with family and friends… like I did last night… which was really nice!

Does IT really (dark) matter… who wins this fight?

So as the story goes… Jesus tried to steal “God” from everyone (by asking for you to give him your sins) in a selfless sacrifice, which might be a good thing, because God Almighty (aka Infinity) sees (and experiences) a lot of bad shit (aka pandora’s bird box… or Hell)! So who wouldn’t want to give the “bad shit” to some mythological / historical figure 2000+ years ago (and not be cruxsuicide!) But on the other hand… now you can’t be God and experience the really good shit either (aka Heaven), because you gave that away too (to Jesus and are forced to believe in him to get to “His” Heaven… and who knows what that’ll be like?). And if you’re actually God… is Hell really all that bad when you created IT? Could this be the dark con of man Dan Brown… where you give away Heaven because you fear Hell too much? 🤔

So you end up stuck in limbo (aka reality on earth) and keep reincarnating till you figure out the answer. And maybe it’s better to celebrate something real like chocolate bunnies and colored eggs rather than choose between the fantasy of Heaven and Hell. Easter (according to pagan beliefs) also celebrates the revival of spring (or good weather and more sun) in the northern hemisphere where most of the land is (and most of the population). So why not celebrate reality on earth (in the image of a woman like Eostre or Ostara) rather than the afterlife (in the image of a man like Jesus)?Why did we give up on Mother Earth (or reality) in (Christ’s) sake of the fantasy of the afterlife?

What if the afterlife is reincarnation on this planet and we’re fucking Heaven up (and creating Hell), because we believe life on earth is only temporary and a “one time” experience? So now we don’t treat the planet with respect and abuse it’s life giving resources. It’s sad that many are giving up on something real and focusing on something that might not be real.

But the idea we give up on earth for the kingdom of Heaven is part of Jesus’ story. And I know most people don’t want to see this (and thus very controversial to say this), but if Jesus is God and God is infinite… then Jesus would also be Satan… and if you give everything to Jesus in order to go to His Heaven, then does this make Jesus a “dictator” and you’re making a deal (to go to Heaven) with the Devil by selling your soul (in the form of giving him your sins through unquestioning faith / devotion/ loyalty)? That he’ll forgive you (with any sin) if you just believe in Him as your savior (or make him God in your reality… giving him power over you… which in a way… puts you in Hell). This could actually be the truth behind the story of Easter that many people (aka Christians) wouldn’t want to know.

I hate to bring a “dark side” to a beautiful story of love and sacrifice, but when it comes to infinity… there is always an opposite. So Anakin (aka Jesus of a galaxy far far away) now becomes Darth Vader (or Satan as a Sith). Can you see the parallel universes? 😉

My overall point is… we’ll never find the “rabbit hole” or absolute truth about Easter by scaring or upsetting each other with stories. I could scare or upset people with a story of a Jesus dark side, just as easily as Christianity tries to scare nonbelievers with not having faith in Jesus. These stories are about power using fear and this method doesn’t bring about anything good in reality. So instead of Christians focusing on the negative side of “believe in Jesus and his story or else” philosophy of Christianity… maybe it should focus on the ideas of love, kindness, and forgiveness… that Jesus’ story preached… all of which are real in this world.

Otherwise, the Easter bunny / rabbit hole is just another black hole (or zer-0-star)a in space 😉

4/22/22… 4 twos… IT = (about time… 2 wake the sleeping) 8… Red’s safe… is not safe… the Riddle(r) is about to expose how (t)he lies (still) 2Xist… even when he’s dead… Mr K… knows how to betray… Ray… create a problem for your enemy… where Bill Maher is trying to fix his fuck up… be careful what you wish for… 😉

So in fantasy land… the shit is hitting the fan… Aram wanted to keep people safe… by destroying hackers… Red wants to know who really betrayed him… but now knows nothing is safe… the Blacklist is revealing… what’s in the box… Pandora is not safe… Liz was killed By Mr. Kaplan… somehow… I know it’s a safe bet…😉

And in Real Time (aka reality) God was talked about in Bill Maher’s first interview… I’m tellin ya… he believes in the higher power… it’s why he’s afraid to have me on his show…Why??? Because I found out who the Riddler is… the mask is coming off Bill… you won’t have to punch anybody… to save your precious democracy that’s failing to work… because people are sitting on the couch… turning every day into 4/20!.. be careful what ya wish for… legalization might have a black (hidden side)… list(en)… Marijuana creates anxiety in at least half of users… probably cause it changes your DNA (source code)… aka… your life story.

If half are goin under… while the other half stays on top… the lower half is going to get angry… as their anxiety about losing their Heaven to another… makes them panic and do insane shit… like wearing masks in the car by yourself! 😂

He’s right about one thing… humor is the best way to spread a message… but genius comes in many forms…

Is IT time to aw8ken the masses… that evolution is the only thing that is real… change has to come… everything can be faked… so why not evolve to something better… where we give freedom (or hidden power) to all… while giving power to none. A sort of Venus projecy…

The Riddler knows that Everything Is A Lie… G… has got your back… even when it looks like… G’s army is on the attack… and everyone is against you… to keep you on track… just remember Red’s advice… the best victory is won… with the battle not fought.

Don’t Panic Bill… because your wish is not turning out as planned… just go with the flow… and have faith you’re on the good side… Like humble Aram is… but it’s okay to eat avocados 🥑 😉

👁 could go on all night… but I need to get some shut eyes 😴

4/26/22… The Bat and the Cat will need to stay apart… darkness needs an army… to fight the good fight…

So there’s another dark night… coming to fight… what he believes is a good right… to have… and that would be safety… to exist… in a world without the lies… still… above all else… even when they’re dead.

So it’s getting poetic again… how my writing is starting to bend… the test of time… and I’m seeing how IT all connects… then you start to wonder… every time they say “Jesus”… in the Batman… is that where he went… when hisstory killed him?

The Riddler is brilliant… not bad for a wimpy guy… who exudes patience… even when Vengeance doesn’t work as planned… The Joker… reassures him… that chaos is coming… as the Armies of the Insane… are dressed like Der Furheros… as the day of judgement… is (like Bill) Nye… heating up…

So what’s coming down the pipe (aka The Flood)… More war… more mass shootings… racial strife… ecological disaster… or just cheat the wife?

Just like all writers… infinity has to make it interesting… what good is a franchise… when we want to seeequal… and find out what happens… with the Bat and the Cat… Stay tuned (in)… IT’s getting to be a good fightmare… just don’t believe in the Malignant dream… and IT won’t take ya to Hell…Capeesh 😉

4/28/2022… 4…2’s = infinity awake…aka 8… Heaven (on top) vs Hell (at the bottom)… it’s just a quantum realm (of time loops) that needs a little bit of space beyond the X… to make reality gr8!

Malignant vs. King Richard. One movie is a fictional story about a women imagining what Hell is like. The other is a real world story of a man who could imagine Heaven for his two daughters. Both main characters could see the future, but one would be considered insane, while the other was just considered a little crazy. Their visions of the future were completely opposite (ends of space), but whether the story is real or not… what really matters in creating reality… is just a tiny bit of quantum faith (in free will).

Now Richard Williams wrote the Heavenly story and had complete faith before the Venus (and Serena) project was born. And Serena May have given birth to two kids at once, but Emily May believed the other liveD backwards to see Hell.

What can you see from these two movies that will get you to Heaven while you escape Hell?

In Richard’s case… if you have that much faith in the plan that Heaven aw8s… be patient and don’t rush the gates… the gang bangers got your back… when those in power to let you in…go on the attack… they believe they’re Limitless like the Illuminati… on NZT (48)… and want you to be like J… Capriati… and go their way… but whether you’re black or white… if (green) Heaven comes too fast and easy… and you sign the contract (with Nike) before you prove your worthy… you might end up with a mug shot… or get swindled out of a big pay day (from Reebok)!

Now Emily May… have changed her name to Madison… but Gabriel was more than an imaginary friend… and takes Madison to Hell (or makes her go insane)… because they share half a brain… but how do you escape Hell… and put the Devil back in his jail cell… realize you have the power… of choice. DON’T PANIC… when Hell makes you feel like you’ve lost control of free will… choose to love… even if your sister isn’t blood.

So the moral of these stories… of trying to find Heaven… or simply escaping Hell. Realize the reality of both time loops of infinity… they’re both just dreams with one on top of the other… where faith creates the outcomes. Heaven and Hell were created to make reality real by giving you choices. Creating gravity in a way… or pressure to CHOOSE the right thing… by giving you a little space (or time) to make a choice (or mark the X and connect the loops).

As time goes on… between the battle of Heaven vs Hell… I hope we (all) choose (2) FREE (King)WILL… (IAM)’s Heaven of a Venus project for all! Serena May (aka… The Mother… will) agree that IT’s time to fight for her son and cut out the green malignant cancer… that makes us sick and tired of trying to find Heaven 🤑

IT’s time… 2 have a little faith (or x) 4 making reality gr8 again!

Check out the dream at…

http://www.thevenusproject.com

Addendum (aka OMT;) Jim and Andy: The Great Beyond… 21:28… if you haven’t gotten the message by nowwww this should help! 😂

5/1/2022… No fucking math today… my daughter has a final exa. on her fucking 21st birthday… So eye wants to… gotta keep this FN brief!!! 😂

Fuck… it hard not to want to do diffy Q… when you’re tryin not to escape pure genius genius… when you seehow easy it is… when the mind escapes… so… I’m showing how the equation goes deep…

Shit… this is funny… Obama has got a show that he became President 4… so he won’t have to Q⚡️… how to get the High Score… for accomplishments… 😂

So Red discovered the lion effect about reality… duh… 😂

Umm… Jim Carey believes he’ll be Jesus in a movie… wow… wait till ya see this shit! 😂Okay gotta go… happy 21 Bubbie! 😜

5/2/22… So who ya going to choose… that got you through the wormhole… and you could see Heaven… but ya feel like Hell for choosing IT.

So on my baby girl’s 21… I watch another Bat(e)man movie… which is along the (Oz+ark) trail my boy left me… I’m seein dark(o) energy… it’s nothin… and everything… that clear(ly)… can’t be seen… except for the truly gifted… I see Guy is in purple and yellow… now and lost the blue.

So… when you see Bad Words… and you know how it connects to Oz… beyond JB… what’s the attitude you need… to have faith?

Infinity can be seen… by seein how space works… beyond the math.

It doesn’t matter who you really choose… as long as they choose you back… that really matters. If not… just look at the rainbow… pulsin at ya… around 10355…

I know what G.. looks like… thanks kids! 😁

OMT… “have some fuckin faith”…Wendy knows that the good guys don’t always win… 😉

5/6/2022… Vengeance connects Black(list) men…

In time you’ll see… how Ve..e…e comes to three… Raymond, Bruce, and Marty.

But before Vengeance takes its rightful place… on the table… in the thoughts of cosmic space…

Aram took a little trip… to face the grip… of his work nightmare… and is starting to believe… or faith perceive… that he didn’t fuck up… he helped keep a really good story… going…

But will continue… some other morning… 😉

5/8/2022… The Muther had to leave… the nightmare…

So… happy Mother’s Day! Now we honor the life bringers… and why she had to disappear… and it was to bring an understanding to reality…and that was to make sure… reality could occur… so to leave Heaven was the only way… creating pain as an alternative … the way of pain would…

… create a realm…where creation is everything… but to make creation real… pain had to be created too… understanding it was needed to balance out pleasure… (deja vu… 😉

So happy Mother’s Day! To my Ma… (she doesn’t want to be mentioned by name…

5/13/2022… Hyperlink has got ya… when you’re goin down the sink… 😉

Man… he’s a funny thing… he wants it all… sitting on a string… of pretty lights… blinded by his own sight… when you see the PB… lick the fingers clean… IT’ll still stink…

So… Red met his match… the skinny neck guy… outthinked the ultimate outthinker…

MJ believes … his wish should not come truest nooone

Baeyer’se

Inknow … that’s a tough one… 😉

Neo and Trinity are still alive… as the Matrix never dies. IT keeps changing… evolving into a new surprise… each and every time

5/20/2022… Paint the sky… with 🌈 s… the sheeple aren’t gonna see… how to be free… afraid to open their eyes 👀.

Here’s the thing consciousness has to realize… nothing ever truly dies… IT just resets to Year Zero (Andy Moor)… and you get a new Smith… to go with a younger Morpheus… the Matrix (aka the story) updates itself… to go on a new adventure.

So Trinity is equal to the One… who she believed was greater in the beginning. But when you’re resurrected… like the long haired bearded guy (from long ago)… you can do anything in the Matrix… with a snap of your fingers. You will have faith you can fly and save the ONE from the black op copters.

Understand… when NPH (aka the Analyst) says paint the sky with rainbows… that he’s telling ya how to control the story. Color is what creates reality… as everything has color to define IT… just don’t be afraid take a leap of faith… as The Pioneers (James Paget) will welcome you thru the gates… 😉

Will Lana make a 5th… so the sheeple can see how to really be Christ? Or will another movie help them to see… the need for a bad guy… 😈

Speaking of…

5/29/2022… Maverick’s Angels… need to find faith… when the plane… can’t handle the G.. forces. The story sets the story in place as time becomes the enemy. Just ask the time traveler’s wife… Red always wins when it comes to staying ahead of a perfect murder!

So… just when you start to believe you can outpace the story and write the next chapter… because you believe you’re an “inside man”… Like Stryder… I mean Winston… and I’m not talking about Dan Brown’s dog… 😉

A design for life… that’s what time does for ya. But now time becomes the enemy… like Maverick says…

So before you lose pace… while trying to go Mach 10… the time traveler knows the truth… now matter how hard you try to warn your mother… the story has already been put in place. You think you’ve devised a perfect murder (1998)… your poker buddies are your best alibis… but when the clock strikes 10 and your temperature gauge is off it’s mark… how do you cover up your lies?

Now Red stayed ahead… of Marvin… gave him the opportunity… to take his own life for his sin… but before he did… (Marv..) decided to keep the story going… by exposing him… to the wolves who Red did (….in).

So Top Gun is wild ride! I’m even gonna say it’s Oscar worthy. The Maverick showed the other Angels… how to have faith… when they didn’t believe they could pull off the G.. escape. Just don’t think… just do it… Luc….(k) is on your side! 😉

5/31/2022… as your memor(y)ial fades away… ya gotta take one more day… at the last of May… to see Maverick play… and take his wings to the (👁) MAX! 😉

Hells bells…begins the call… F18 super hornets hit the danger zone… the pictures remind us… who lost it all… for memorial…

Mav is lookin… for the ultimate 10… gotta go rebel… before Kane brings 10 to the end…8.8 … hypersonic is about to begin… he had to push it… to its limit… otherwise … what’s the point… the future is coming… and you’re not init…

JC is lookin good… Bowie is in the background… the alphas are hang(man)in the hood…

Phoenix is in the afterlife… Maverick is shooting em down… but he had to sail with his girl…. To feel the spice…

Time is your greatest enemy… but also your greatest friend… as the story goes from start to end… it’s Time to let go… but you don’t know how… Mav knows… he’s damned either way… Ice has to show him the road

2 miracles are needed… it comes down to the pilot in the box… don’t panic… when coyote is in G..lock… or bird strike targets Bob…

Ice is on ice… and Mav is on the ground… gotta get them to believe… to find your way back… ya gotta go rogue… go on the mental attack… invert the curve… hit the mark… a perfect 10!

Team captain… where you belong… I have to die for them… if I have to… but I’m gonna fight… till the sams run out… Hell is coming for ya… time to go give IT back!

Lucifer’s Angels… poised for the (dagger) attack 😉

Luke (sky) is on his way… his only son… will save the day…

6/8/2022… Of Time and The River… starts to flow… Clare and Henry know… time only happens once for a show… your genes set the pace… for how the story will go… just ask the Gen(e)ius from long ago… Thomas Wolfe would agree… if we could go back in time… that I (your’s truly) can see… how the river (of time) connects these two stories… like a tributary… both today on HBO…

So… I’m chillin out today watching a little tv on HBO and I see this movie called “Genius” in the guide. Now, since I believe I’m a genius..😉 I decide to give it a go and see that it’s about a writer (go figure;)… from about 100 years ago. It’s about Thomas Wolfe and he’s a little “crazy” (like most other geniuses… Howard Hughes for example). Now, the movie was good, but nothing in the movie really strikes me as new enlightening information as to God (aka super-consciousness) sending a special message. But they give his biography and talk about the books he wrote. The book title that really caught my attention was Of Time and The River (because of my theme this year for my entries).

Now as time(ing) would have it… I then catch The Time Travelers Wife right after (season 1 episode 4). Now this series has sort of a modern day Adam and Eve feel focusing on time travel. And in this episode Henry and Clare try to explain Henry’s condition (of being able to time travel) to their best friends. They explain that it is some sort of genetic defect (or anomaly) that causes him to fall through time or time travel (which fits into my theory that your genes contain your life story in a time sequence)

And… at approximately 35 min. into the episode, Clare describes Henry as a river flowing and changing around the people he meets… just as time does. And now the connection (or string theory message) between the two stories is complete (for me…;).

Now I can see you saying… “that’s just a coincidence. You’re crazy if you think that is God talking to you.” But that’s my point of writing all of this to you. When you have “coincidences” (or glitches in the Matrix… also known as deja vu Neo) happening all the time (so they can’t all be coincidental)… and it starts to make you think you might be going insane. You have to understand… you’re not going insane and you don’t need to go “birdbox” and commit suicide to ease the pain. Because when you experience this kind of revelation… it can be very painful when reality doesn’t seem real anymore.

Just believe that you are experiencing “genius” and it’s a part of reality that’s “hidden” (or dark / invisible). You’re experiencing dark matter / dark energy or subliminal messages as subconsciousness now rises to the surface and “flows” (like a river) around you or your consciousness… and in time you’ll realize… this is enlightenment! And it’s pretty fucking cool 😎

6/21/2022… The sun stands still… as Time falls throughout (the universe)… will… Aphelion send a signal… that Heaven is real… 😉

So I’m wondering if a signal from G.. is coming… I know … it’s similar to The Time Traveler’s Wife (on HBO)… when you believe something is coming… how do you enjoy the moment… and not ruin the show?

Does time actually “stand still…” or is IT the only thing that consciousness believes is real? Like… what will Paris be like… when she calls you to visit again… 🤔

So… time keeps moving… so It’s not dead… and it’s what makes g…..y real… the big question becomes… does gravity exist in Heaven? I’m guessing it doesn’t… but I’m giving IT some time… as I may wanna see Paris again… and this time 😉 visit the hall with all the mirrors… 😉 🤙

6/28/2022… Mirror mirror on the wall… I 🟰😉… can see the tunnel with all the mirrors… now all we need is a little light for time to make its way down the hall… and recognize something unique…

So light up the mirrors… and wallah… space is born! Now you can see how light makes quadrants… as space is torn… apart.

But light will find its way back home… Spider-Man… it just takes a lot of time… to hit all of those mirrors… …

7/1/2022… Just the right way… so a holi.

… is born. But it needs a soul to do p…

The right way… 😉

7/3/2022… Independent… my ass… don’t be fooled by tools that hide the surprise at the end… when you say hi to G.. and in disguise… he winks back… 😉

7/7/2022… Buddhism is right… best not to fight… with desire.

When the night… is winding down… and your in the next town… not far away… and the harmonica starts to play… what do you say…When G… let’s you down… once again… just say…

Fuck it… it’s just another day… in paradise… even though… Aphelion… won’t let you play… till the good stuff comes your way… 😉

Fight till the end… and find the surprise…

Love you guys! Stay lucky 🍀

7/12/ 2022… a lot of 2’s that add up to the first two… from the last five… but move ahead… calendarwise … from that sum… the two’s remain the same… but now the first two equal nine… First Light is found in (the) Point (that starts the) Break… they (aka… Bodhi Utah) look different… but the point is still the same… 😉

Point taken well. When you see the remake and the wave still creates a swell. Though they’re not quite the origin-Al(pha)s… you can see the point clearly. First Light begins 2 show the show… 2 show how the Angel Falls 😈… when Utah’s 8 (fold) path… doesn’t show how… to finish the job… that he promised… 2 complete… just have faith… that the story will never die… when you allow Bodhi his final ride… knowing that he won’t land… on his feet… after their mutual respect… creates a compromise.

Save the one thing God gave us… to feel alive! 🌎

It’s why… L..i.er… fell from the tsky… 😉

7/22/2022… so… just when I got ya… thinkin… wow… this guy is serious..! Let’s talk a little Bill Burr… (ah fuck the twos… it’s just simple math!)… 😂

So I’m watching Bill’s latest special on Netflix and it’s hilarious as usual… because he tells it like it is… brutally insaneoh honest 😉

Now Bill is a genius (like me… aka wink guy ;)… he can see through the fuckin BS that life (aka God) throws at ya. But here’s the thing… Bill can get up in front of thousands… saying offense shit, but he make’s it funny… so people love it! Because people love the honest truth, but you better be incredible at presenting it with a funny tone and be able to create some devilish irony to enhance the moment… otherwise… you’ll be up at the F-N podium! Right Bill..? 😂

So… my point is… I’d love to be a comedian and laugh people to the truth. The best way to go to Heaven is to go laughing! But I haven’t mastered that language yet… so I’m leaving that up to the pro-jockand goin dark web mystery guy! 😉

Btw… I totally agree with him on abortion… especially at the end! 😂

And to. all you Fuckin hackers trying to slow me down or stop me from vindication of 😈..

..🖕🏼

7/27/2022… Houston we’ve got a problem… Gravity is trying to tell us something…don’t panic… and you’ll find your way out of Hell… just enjoy the ride… you’ll have a great story to tell… when you finally get home. 😉

So what’s God’s agenda? It’s pretty F-N simple… survive (the story of life)! All we got is the story and the story is one hell of a bitch that keeps coming at ya. So God… wanting the story to be interesting… broke itself up allowing for an infinite amount of characters to take on as many roles as possible… and LIFE was born! Now to see through Infinity’s 👁… time (space) was created and the 👁 needed to multiply itself using the one space we all share (which is in the center of all spaces)… creating Eternity. Just put the “new G-eyes” in a space where the frequency (or gravity) is believable (or where consciousness’ imagination is contained/ controlled.

So… this energy has to “forget” it can control the story. Thus… the break… as consciousness now (also) becomes sub-consciousness (aka God). So, what I like to call “dumbass God” (or surface consciousness… aka humans) now can live their lives under the guise of “free will.”

Sorry to say this… but all of you “dumbass” mother fuckers gotta suffer before you die! 😂

And if ya believe in the story of Lucifer (or whatever image you give to evil 😈)… realize the other side… and the sacrifice it took to be the “bad guy (girl)” role and forgive the story for making ITself real.

IT’s why the story keeps replicating (aka fucking) to survive. So… if ya wait long enough and have “faith” in the story. Like Dr. Ryan does… G… Clooney will help ya get home thinking about his blue eyes 😉

And know that gravity (aka 😈 surprise) feels like home…

7/31/2022… Dark shadows… fill the brew… dark coffee… to the brim… of existence… feel the rim… breathe in resistance. 😜

So FF to 8/3/2022… Now O(h)m-ega (aka “resistance”) is the counter to Alpha… who leads the way. And if… let’s say for the sake of the story and the need to ID characters… Alpha can be equated to Lucifer. A “dick” of an Angel who was (according to legend) the first (Alpha) to fall from Grace (creating gravity in a way… by opening up space) to give all stories a realistic nature (or some obstacles or a “resistance” to overcome)… now making Alpha the same (or equal) to Omega. So “God”… which is just a 3 lettered word btw… is also equal to Lucifer.

So while we wait for the “Bible Thumpers” to calm down from that little bit of blasphemy… 😂

And I’m standing by that statement. God is Lucifer or whatever you want to call or imagine evil to be… just understand if God is infinity… God is both good and bad at the same time. Which both are needed to create a resistance to each other so one doesn’t dominate. And space now separates ideas between each other!

Om(g)… Welcome to reality as you have now joined a reistance movement…

Thank God! 😈

And what is a resistance to light? Mirrors! Just look at The Host (book or movie) when you look into their eyes. It’s similar to when you look (at the movie) Down A Dark Hall… and dark energy / matter (in the form of a (G)host) talks to ya… as IT gives you ideas. And if you don’t resist IT… IT will turn you into a Genius! But now you’ll question if IT’s really you and who’s in control? Is IT all part of a plan (aka an elaborate story) of destiny… or do I take the reins (of resistance) and write as I go? Who is resisting who… or who is the light and who are the mirrors? There’s only one way know… let go…and have faith in the story! And make IT a happy (possession type of) show… 😁

Omt… realize a soul is a universe… with energy all of IT’s own… IT just needs a planet and a host… to call home… and now you have a life… that is free to roam… and find love once again!

Ain’t that right Wanda(rer ;)?

8/7/2022… Westworld is tellin one hell(in) the story… when you reach the center of the maze… the birdbox comes for ya… and suicide ends your days…

The big question… what is reality? Is this a true reality where we operate according to free will (choice) or are we just pawns in a game where time has already written how we all play (destiny)?

Now many books, movies, tv shows, music, religions, etc… have and continue to explore this idea. The only thing we can agree upon is that consciousness exists. But to what degree or form is this reality (our consciousness)? Going back to my beginning posts in 2019… are we in a lucid dream which might also be some form of game/ matrix (computer program)?

The HBO series Westworld continues to explore this idea as it heads into season 4.

It’s the war… for what is reality? The multiverse is at war with itself. Infinite possibilities fighting for a chance to become real (or become part of the universe… aka a singularity story). And what characters dominate the story (or become what many would call… “one with God”) while others are “collateral damage.” This is what the “faithful” might describe as Armageddon… or the “War in Your Mind.”

See… all consciousness needs are hosts (aka bodies) and does it matter (to consciousness) whether the bodies are human, alien 👽, or some form of AI 🤖. All consciousness wants to do is survive (the test of time). And like Darwin said, the fittest will survive. So since humans are pretty fragile (time wise)… why not go for the ones who can’t reach the demise (of death), but can definitely reach the sublime (aka living forever in a perfect world).

And what better way to destroy the current world (of consciousness) of too many variables (or outliers) that stop the world from reaching perfection (or the sublime) by getting humans to kill each other or simply commit suicide. All that needs to happen is to change the program of consciousness to go insane (or what I like to call “birdbox”).

The “crazy” part is that humans are the programmers and we seem to be programming more and more hatred, anxiety, fear, etc. as technology and information advances. So… in a way… we are programming reality to be Hell rather than Heaven.

So even though Westworld is a fictional story (from the multiverse)… it’s showing a very strong parallel (story) with our reality (in the universe).

And if we’re dealing with simple programming… why is consciousness programming Hell over Heaven? Is Heaven too boring? I guess time will tell.. how long we’re willing to put up with the excitement of Hell!

Hopefully one day we’ll realize… we could turn (or program) Westworld into a Venus Project… just sayin 😉

http://www.thevenusproject.com

8/9/2022… So D…’s coach is doin up downs with the team… he’s not Lion z…when he’ll sweat the pain with them… while D-boyz help 23 million signin bonus… have fun with MJ’s Billie Jean.

Hard Knocks returns and now it’s Detroit that gets a shot. The big question is… how do you get them to believe, when you know how to fight for a vision. The only way to win… is to love the team over yourself. But how do you overcome a tradition of losing?

Get coaches that know how to win. And makes sure they have a singularity of focus. Because they all got physical talent… so what they need to learn is how to believe. Kal El is just around the corner… as the cape is up his sleeve. Next up is AZ… so stay tuned and we’ll see… if Ky-ry… is doin his homework! 😂

8/20/2022… Infinity (awake;) = 2×0/2×0/2 squared…. What is the (Luc…) ID dream he had to make?

So what was the sacrifice Lucifer made to create the ID? Well, now that you are finally asking… 😉

Btw… I’m Luci…’s lawyer (aka D…A…)… just add vocate (live “backwards”) to the story and we’re gonna have one Hell of a show. Just don’t crucify the messenger… that story ended a long time ago…. 😜

Let’s just say… he gave up everything (aka went to hell) to create separation (aka space) to create reality! So you fuckers could be assholes..😂

8/21/2022… The dragons have found a home…

So the prequel has begun… on Infinity (awake) twenty one… the Targ(aryans) will not have an heir that’s a blonde haired blue eyed son. Will the realm be destroyed by those that don’t t want a woman to ascend to the iron throne? In the weeks ahead… the Revelations will come…

Happy b-day Pop! 😉

8/29/2022… so when you’re feeling low… and you know… that this shit show is never going to end… where do you go… next?

Purpose… it’s what reality is all about. How to pass time(‘s test). How do you add to the story? Are you goin positive or negative? We’re all here to provide some kind of entertainment for the system. It’s a sad part of reality, that some characters were designed to disrupt the system (or cause pain).

Pain adds weight to the situation (or better known as gravity). Which gives the reality a purpose, which is to re-solve itself. Over and over again until IT feels like the perfect solution has been achieved. We might call this state of perfection “Heaven.” Which would make everything else “Hell”, or doubting Heaven. And this is where I believe emotion (or energy put into motion) comes from. And now the story gains purpose.

Find a purpose and you find a way to get close to your dream state (where Heaven seems possible). And you’ll rise from the low… and wake (up) the dead… 😉

That’s where to go next…

…as your soul(‘s) job is to find purpose… and your story becomes real… 😁

9/2/2022… Gilbert can’t e-s(g)c(r)ape… the wounds off Arnie’s face… God acts in funny ways… you don’t need to hit him back in to shape… just show some restraint… when God sends the ultimate test…

Now if you don’t have faith in the story… keep f(r)ighten… the good fight outtaya … even Depp/Heard Gil’s mama can’t stop eaten the earth. 😂

Maybe that’s what’s eatin at him. He’s in Hell… let’s see if he can see Heaven 😉

We all know Leo can… 😜

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So genius starts to feel like you’re going insane. Reality seems to be closing in you. But it’s better to be Dauntless (and think your way out of danger) than to be truly awake and go Divergent and faith your way out of every predicament of a testy story.

To be awake (or enlightened) is truly a privilege and not to be taken advantage of…

Because being like God might send ya Elvis-crazy

9/7/2022… Time… it’s the only thing that makes you feel alive… giving you a purpose. It’s been almost 6 years since I came to understand what it means to feel like you’re dead. This is what the “bird box” does to your head…

The bird box… makes you feel the other side of reality (aka Hades). And eventually you’ll understand what infinity ♾ is all about. Both loops (of reality) look the same (depending on the drugs you do ;), but feel completely opposite as one feels alive (or normal), while the other feels dead (or insane).

Now the dead side (aka when you’re really high) feels euphoric as you start to destroy the pain of reality. It starts to numb the body and your regrets about the past and concerns about the future start to fade away. Your 52 year old aches make you realize that life is in your body and you welcome any kind of feelings when it dawns on you that this it what happens when you die… as feelings take a dive. Even a drag on a vile cigarette would be a welcomed taste (like the subway guy in the movie Ghost) that would make him feel alive.

Now if you never realize that the high is the other side… you’ve reached ignorance is bliss and you just enjoy the (temporary) ride (to Heaven) till you come down and you head back to what you believe is reality (interacting in the world of humans) on Earth.

This is where I believe some hit the “bird box” and eventually go to some form of murder-suicide. When you see that this reality on one half of (infinity’s) reality isn’t real and every character in your movie (or life) is an image of God (or really the same characters with the same conscious energy, but in a different disguise or body)… you start to think… why not live out a crazy fucked up fantasy… is this Heaven’s surprise? Is this some form of video game, movie, or dream… where life isn’t really real, so let’s turn it into Scream… it’ll be fun if you believe it’s not real! 😱

And there might be voices in your head that sound like you, but sound crazy like they’re dead. And they’ll tell you “it’s okay… God needs ya to do this so reality works… we need some nut jobs to go berserk so the story looks real. It’ll be fine in the end when you go to the other side permanently and you’ll be forgiven for bringing evil to reality. You will even be looked at as a hero, because ya had the “balls” to do something insane for the sake of the story. Infinite/ Eternal Consciousness loves drama… hate… and despair… etc, because IT likes to see if the characters that are left over can triumph over tragedy. Some have to be sacrificed, so that others can make it through to the end of the story and gain ultimate glory. And why we loved Maverick, but hated Bran! Bran could see the end in advance and that ain’t no fun! Go rogue and feel the heat of the sun… be like Mav… always on the high speed run!”

So what would Bran do… when faced with the Night King’s knife attack? Stay tuned… or calm… and never panic… when you know your sister has your back! Remember… time will tell the story… when your still alive… so just sit back and relax… take the story till the very end… IT’s your soul(‘s) purpose. 😉

9/14/2022… IT’s time you finally understand what infinity ♾ really means and go through the Halo(s)… and see that they are opposite scenes… and you can choose what EVIL, or to LIVE (backwards) really means…

Lucifer… is just one name (or image) that humans associate with evil. But when you start to see infinit(el)y… you’ll start to understand that all stories have an opposite, which makes evil good. Now I’m not condoning heinous acts towards other life as good, but if we want reality to be truly real… evil needed to be added to the equation of life to allow for consciousness to have a choice and have FAITH that life is really real. And like the cliche says… “Life is Good!”

So how do we stop evil without destroying ITs presence (which is necessary for life)? CHOOSE (or use your free will) to see evil as good (for life), but also CHOOSE to love instead of hate when evil wants you to enter Hell’s Gates. And you’ll start to see everyone and everything is God (or the images of life to create stories). And you’ll see yourself as God too. Something you can choose to love till time brings you to the end of your life!

And you’ll defeat “The Birdbox” (aka insanity) before you do something tragic (to yourself or other forms of life).

And you start to see the villain (like Luci…) become a hero… even though you can see his Halo (song by Little Dume) fallin. And you’ll forgive him for being the “dick” of the ultimate story… but you will realize the sacrifice he made… choosing evil (or Agent Smith) in The Matrix Resurrections… when he could’ve chosen to be Neo… which is easy… because who doesn’t want to be the protagonist (or main character) of the story?

And when you see that Lucifer is God (too)… you’ll understand he’s not a dumbass that choose evil for no reason… He choose evil because he wanted you to live life freely… because He loves you!

And you’ll see infinit(el)y through the halos or eternally connected time loops… 😉

9/17/2022… To be a Divergent… means you have enough faith to control the dream… and override the frequency… that makes the sane go to the extreme (or insane)… which tries to destroy the story… before the protagonist reaches her glory. Let’s hope Tris doesn’t miss… the point of the importance that factions (or separate roles) represent to the story…

So how does free will come into existence? A choice has to be made… so options (or factions) have to be part of every story. Now a Divergent can go in any direction it chooses beyond its prescribed (or predetermined) role for the story. Which makes a divergent “a threat” to a story that has already been written (or destined for a certain fate or outcome/ ending).

Now… when ya watch the movie Divergent, which is a parallel universe (or similar story) to The Matrix (movie series) and the TV series Westworld, where a computer generated reality (or controlled story / dream world) is being fought against by a resistance movement… you’ll see the need for a rebel leader (or divergent) to take the story in a better (more evolved) direction… thus the birth of a protagonist (or hero for the story).

But understand… all heroes need an enemy (or villain) for them to be defined as a hero. Thus making the villain a hero too, because it takes “balls” to be the villain of the story.

So getting back to Lucifer… whom you could argue was the original “divergent” of the greatest story ever told. The “One” (Neo) Angel with enough faith (or “balls”) to take on Hell… so the story could finally be real (and have some gravity), by adding pain to the story (of Heaven… where pain doesn’t exist).

It’s TIME… to forgive the “asshole” for taking on Heaven in a battle by adding evil to the equation, but now making reality real (which is really Heaven).

Now if you’re from a different perspective of faith (or religion or atheist)… I don’t give a fuck what name / image you give to evil. Call Lucifer what ya want… he’s a Divergent that can also be a female (named Tris) that knows the Hellofa dream isn’t real and can out-faith the jump from the building (like Neo learned to do). But for the sake of the story (so you’re not detected by the control authorities and blend in)… you choose to become “dauntless” or a group of Mavericks… that aren’t afraid to take on fear in the story… so the story doesn’t end when when you know you’re really Superman (or God)… 😉

So even though she’s a Divergent (who can control the story through faith / belief)… in the end she knows to concede her abilities to the story… and doesn’t bring her family back… because then she’ll really be in a dream… where she knows it’s not real… making her not real… and she really wants to live.

Which is also what Lucifer wanted to to… so once again… it’s TIME to forgive the ultimate “(D)ick” of (EVIL)… 😈

9/25/2022… so as the stor(y-ies) go(es) on…(aka… the black hole of time dilation grows…)

… as the war stor(y-ies) continue(s)…

In golf… the (almost irrelevant President’s Cup) underdog Int…s fought hard to keep the story relevant for Sunday getting to within 4…. because Brookline and Medinah proved a miracle can happen when the hole isn’t too deep. And if you can remain relevant to the story… you’ll get God (the images) to watch… because God Almighty(‘s imagination) enjoys creating miracles in the main-dream 😉

So if the Int…s can get off to a hot start and take down America’s golden boys (JT and Jordan)… God may just check out the ending even though the NFL is now the main-stream.  And if they can pull off the miracle…the PC might gain some relevance against Ryder’s dominance of the team competition golf hole(or story)… we’ll see. 

And speaking of holes… the main-ass in the world (Vladimir Putin) has dug one deeper than his own 😂

So now the main-asshole has started a military draft and threatening nukes to get him out of his own hole (for starting a war with Ukraine), but it seems like he is only going deeper as protests in Russia and hatred around the world grow the hole… making him a bigger ass than he probably wanted to be!  Will there be a miracle and the asshole gets wiped (away) before he goes to the extreme?  We’ll see…

And finally… Iran’s tight ass hol(e-y) regime has created an uproar (of protests) from women… as their morality policy killed a young woman for not properly wearing a hijab. We’ll see how the war on women(‘s rights) spreads around the world and how women are starting to fight (back)…

So as the world turns (or as time goes on) and the war stor(y-ies) or hole(s) continue(s)… only God (Almighty or imagination’s main time keeper) knows the outcome… while the images of God must tune in to see if there are any miracles that come from the hole(s). 😉

9/29/2022… A divergent is also an insurgent… because faith makes you challenge the game.  Ask yourself… what’s the beyond the walls of the universe… are the stories still the same?

So the fabric of the universe (or reality) is hidden (or dark/ invisible) stories (matter + energy).  And the stories test your faith.  Now Tris is Neo… of a different (or parallel) space (universe).  

Now Heaven must be… when you can pass all the tests (simulations) as you ascend to the role of God or control the dreams and Hell is when the dreams or sims control your fate and you remain human.

So what awaits?  When the divergents (rebel angels) become insurgents (rebels)… how will the stories change?

Will the dust settle in a Heaven like state… or will Hell find a way to keep us enslaved (behind the wall while the factions remain)?  Allegiant will continue the story…

…Oh… by the way… watch the beginnings and see how pixels of light create the pictures of life… and set up the frames (or walls for the space) 😉

10/4/2022… When your trying to get the ultimate (news) scoop and cash in on Heaven… the Nightcrawler (starring Donnie Darko) shows ya how to have faith and get what you really want… stay super calm and believe wholeheartedly in what your saying / doing… even when you’re lying your ass off and killing your competition!  Just be careful when ya send others to Hell… the sequel starring karma might not be so swell… 😉

So faith is a funny thing… according to JC… all ya need is a mustard seed to move a mountain (or find Heaven and become God)).  Louis Bloom…must have a few seeds in his pocket… because everything he does… never leads to doom (or Hell)… even though he deserves it, because he’s the Devil behind those dark(o) shades 😎

Now when you see Nightcrawler… Louis Bloom is a sicko genius who wants to finally get ahead in his lame life of petty stealing.  And by a stroke of luck (or good timing…;) he finds his true calling… filming crime scenes for the daily news to catch viewers (higher ratings) by scooping (or be the first to film) horrid stories that human consciousness can’t seem to get enough of… because humans love to see others experiencing Hell from the safety of their couch in the TV room.  Basically… humans love stories with big time drama and lots of money is made when humans suffer… look at how Ian’s rage on Florida will be a boom… for the economy and news ratings. 

Now the thing you should take notice about this character’s unique story (aka the protagonist), is his faith is off the charts… which makes him look a little insane (or willing to do anything)… but super faith can also give ya wicked smarts (or make you diabolically evil… aka an evil genius). You become as smart as the Devil and can get away with anything (lying, cheating, stealing, murder, etc.), because Heaven has an opposite (due to the law of infinity)… where a person has faith in sending others to Hell (creating pain)… so they can go to Heaven (creating pleasure). And where this story ends… Louis seems to get everything he dreamt of (or his vision of Heaven) by faith-ing it into existence, while sending quite a few people to Hell in order to get there. So it seems like he’s getting away with lies and murder… which doesn’t seem right.

Now if this movie motivates you to do evil (or send others to Hell, helping you to get to Heaven), because there were no consequences for his actions… this movie has a little subliminal message at the end. You’ll notice as the vans drive away from each other… you should notice the roads form an X… which is part of the symbol for infinity ♾ (where the time loops connect). And we all know the saying… what goes around comes around… IT’s infinity’s hex (aka Karma)… so beware of how you treat others Mr Bloom… infinity has an opposite… and given enough time (in the loops)… you’ll understand if God is infinite… you’ll become the victims you sent to Hell and feel their pain in your story. So it’s best to treat others by the Golden Rule. Yellow mustard seeds are great… but don’t be a fool… remember gold is a better color than yellow as yellow means beware or caution… otherwise your faith might one day be your doom… and you’ll end up in one of Hell of a room!

Just ask Lucifer Morningstar (from the Fox / Netflix series)… you’ll see Hell is a very short time loop… where the poop (or shit) show never ends with your nightmare scoop! 😉

10/6/2022… as you watch HotD… S1E6… appx 1:05:25… and you hear Larys speaking… ask yourself this…

How is time created?  

As your extended time-line(age) is but a joke… because it is a weakness… as a point of uselessness… as you try to use them… to defeat the darkness… by imagining how you will live on… as they may keep the light of your story… or your time on earth… moving on when it eventually dims… hoping it will somehow keep you immortal… and your spirit will not fade from memory’s dusty list…

But for them… we give them our love… which now makes us weak… because we may now commit evil… in order to keep them in power… because we believe power equals happiness… and we fall down from Your Grace… and judgement’s final verdict will end in disgrace… as you are no longer an Angel… when you lose sight of God’s face…

So be careful what you wish for… maybe you should wish for no love at all… 

This is what the first dragon told us… when he decided to fall…

Time starts with First (sign of) Light… the story begins… but so does the fight…

Time will tell… if you can eventually see the light… 😉

10/10/2022… two tens equal 20 when you combine them… but keep combing pairs of 2’s and you’ll create your alliances and enemies that’s as simple as black or white… even today… which combined adds up to infinity awake…

The sonny guy needs to join his tubbs(y)buddy when they’re fighting the crime waves that are erodin Miami.  Now here’s where the Angels are really fightin Daemon(‘)s (ina)war where uncles declare IT on their Strong nephews who are really little lion bastards… when it comes to their mother’s whore.

So some stories gotta be intense… otherwise what’s the point… of God ridin the fence… when he’s(she’s)… gotta make a judgement… of who should win the iron throne… or play defense… against… the drug lords.

So some have to have the balls to play the tough roles and split the black and white head when it’s Targ(Vel)-Ary-e(o)-ns are formin white (and black) brother(and sister)hoods and damning the Gods when their tongues let loose with the truth… though it’s I’ll-luck to look upon the face of death… when you’re fighting for power (to control the story)… till the better bitter end…

Now when the dev… are lookin for some good action… in the tropical sand… it’s best to stay calm… when the shit starts hittin the fan… because ya took the bait… when the Devil promised ya the rich man’s land… and that special girl… you were made to dance with… when you take her hand…

But be careful for what you wish for… experiencing the ultimate rush has a dark side… as the dark side goes after the ones you love… especially yourself when your iron power starts running out… because ya got lead poisoning… and the milk of the poppy keeps the story goin… in a different direction… than what you imagined… because IT lied when it told ya Heaven is near… 

So when you see infinity is awake… never fear… and you’re story will end where you want it to… in another movie… combining a black and white sphere… with a start date… ending with a year…

Chess is a good game (of thrones)…sonny guy… realize it’s still a Hell of a fire fight on a warm Miami night. And that ain’t no Crockett of shit… when the Angels’ war takes flight…

But it might be best to let go of the dream girls… 😉

10/14/2022… So back to reality where oops there goes gravity… bringing us back to the real world… where we might LIV to regret the choices we make…

So looking at the continuing war between the PGA Tour and LIV, as the players that went to LIV are now bitching that they’re loosing world ranking points… and might be excluded from prestigious PGA tournaments like the 4 majors.  But Harold Varner (one player who made the jump) expressed how everyone who made the jump heard the warnings and knew of the possible consequences, but most (except for him) didn’t believe them (I guess).  Maybe… Greg Norman (CEO / Commissioner of LIV) told them not to worry and that they would not be denied access to big tournaments… and they believed him. So many thought they could get their cake (Saudi money) and eat it too (still get ranking points and access to major PGA tournaments).  But now their hopes are dwindling faster than their world rankings and they may soon regret trying to get it all and taking the easier path to wealth and golf fame.  And now that they made the choice (or jump… like Neo with the red pill)… they might never be able to ever go back (to the old golf reality) and may lose opportunities to win a prestigious major like the coveted Masters. 

So what does this dilemma have to do with gaining enlightenment (or seeing who God is)?  

Like I described back in 2019… I believe… there are two ways to gain enlightenment.  1… lots of hard work and sacrifice over a long period of time.  Or 2… take the quick and easy way… using drugs.  And if you choose #2 (aka the red pill) and enter the matrix (and discover God) before you’re ready… you might just take a spill and fall in disgrace (or go Birdbox)… because the old reality will start to disappear… as you enter a new reality… where humanity no longer feels the same.  Reality will feel unreal… though it still looks the same and this may cause you a lot of pain.  And you might go crazy… and do something insane.  Sorry… that was a lot of “ands” 😂

So this is a warning of what may happen to you if you choose to use drugs to see the other side of reality. You may get your cake (of enlightenment), but never be able (eat it) to return to what you believed was normal reality.

And you’ll have to LIV with IT (God that is…) for the rest of your life… just sayin… because I AM doin IT… somehow… and let me tell ya… IT’s REALly lot of weight (or gravity) to handle by yourself 🤷‍♂️

10/20/2022… So when our Stars fall… and it’s not our Fault… be thankful for the time… God brought you pain… because it demanded you feel alive… when everything to remember…was to gain…

Today I needed to get this stye (from Hell) below my right eye removed and the eye doc made me wonder if it was something that could destroy my time here on earth.  Then I go home and rest with some ice and I watch the Fault in Our Stars which talks about time… when cancer cuts it short.  And how important it is to be remembered, so that time never forgets you.  But how big of an audience do you need, when infinite numbers or eternal time will eventually forget everything and everyone?  Even the G.O.A.T.s will be forgotten when this universe disappears… so… does it matter if you’re the asshole author from Amsterdam with a drinking problem that people remember?  

Stories are stories and not everyone can be the good guy (right Neo?;)… And sometimes the bad guy helps ya find that good guy… ain’t that right Hazel Grace? How God leads ya to the ultimate chase… when you find that one of a kind love… that can’t stop thinking about your beautiful face… causing your heart to race… when Gus fills that empty space…

Shit… even Rachel Ray… had the Breasties on her show… talkin about that pink ribbon…this October day.

And… once again… this is how you know God is sending messages your way… stringin shit together when you mind is sayin “no way… this is possible!”

So then later in the day… Double Jeopardy is showin Ashley Judd getting screwed (literally;) by the Morning Star… as Lucifer ain’t no saint. But when the falling star is at fault for rising once again as the bad guy… you understand that without that Alpha dick of a guy… the story doesn’t have the interest needed for the eyes to take to the skies (or be watched).

So forgive that drunk guy Hazel Grace… for not finishing the Imperial Affliction about his daughter falling from the face… of the earth… if it weren’t for him… and his alcoholic ways… you might have never been thankful for your limited days… for the man who gave you his wish… and that was to fall in love with you.

And remember what Gus remembered the most… about the Imperial Affliction (or God’s dilemma)..pain… demands to be felt… that was the deal Lucifer made (with / as) God… when reality needed to forget… that rainbows come after the pelt… of the rain.

That’s one Hell of a promise… wouldn’t you (aka… God… would) say..😉

Omt… I give you my wish (bubs) to find that kind of love one day… thanks for leading me to that story 😁

10/21/2022… Can you see the light?.. as green means “go”… so now you can move… just don’t “go Birdbox” and give in to the voices and take on the other side… you’ll never win that battle… when you try to explain it to the jury (aka God’s judgment)…

So there’s a lot to talk about today as today marks the 6th anniversary of my first publication… a webpage called “willIAM revelations.com” that is no longer in existence.  But you can read most of it in my book “Finding First Light” which is no longer in print… so I’ve made a lot of progress as a legit author in 6 years! 😂

Now… my purpose as an author… I believe… is to help people not only recognize the infinite nature of God (which is just a 3 letter word btw) and how God speaks to us everywhere and through everything / everyone (subliminally through quantum string theory).  My main purpose seems to be to help people get through the “Birdbox”… which if you’ve seen the Netflix movie… causes people to go insane and unleashes “Hell on Earth” causing people to go on some murder / suicide mission or just suicide if they don’t have the guts to take anyone with them.  But… psychologically you go insane and lose your grip on reality.

In today’s local paper (NW Herald)… a Chicago man (William Bishop) is having a trial for a car crash that killed another man because WB purposely drove into the other vehicle because the radio told him to “just do it”… so he went Nike (or insane) and did it.  

So this is a classic example of going “Birdbox” and it releases Hell (or causing pain) for others.  

Now this is very sad, but it serves a purpose by making reality real…giving consciousness “a choice” between opposing forces… like the Architect explains to Neo in the Matrix Reloaded.

Now Bill was supposedly under the influence of alcohol and marijuana at the time which, added “fuel” (or heightened awareness) to his so called “bipolar disorder” (or mental illness) causing him to have a “manic episode” where life has no meaning and you believe it’s okay to get away anything… including murder… because “the voices” say it’s okay.  

But let’s get one thing straight… WE ALL HEAR VOICES… because this is consciousness (aka “God” or dark matter/ dark energy)… telling us what to do (through the thought process) so that LIFE can occur.  And we are ALL bipolar (or happy to sad) to some degree.  And if you do drugs… you experience a “higher” or alternate reality / awareness where the vibrational frequency is different causing you to “feel” or possibly “see” things you can’t see or others can’t see/feel when you are sober… causing so called “delusions” or breaking from reality (aka schizophrenia).

Now… when I first gained “enlightenment” and started writing 6 years ago about IT (or God) with my webpage “willIAM Revelations”… I was told by my Google page (and the voices in my head) one morning to hold a “one man protest” when the HS I was teaching at put me on suspension for crossing some boundaries that were deemed inappropriate.   Then after the protest I was evaluated by two psychologists whom both declared me “bipolar with delusions.”  So the little protest or “stunt” I pulled cost me my job, but didn’t land me in jail because “the voices” knew they couldn’t get me to go violent (or Birdbox)… so they got me basically fired instead.  Thanks voices… because now I’m free to write freely!  😂

Why didn’t I go Birdbox (or insane) like Bill Bishop?  Because I have always believed that what I experienced (connecting with God / Ultimate Consciousness or gaining personal enlightenment) and continue to experience to this day is “pure genius” and DO NOT believe I’m experiencing mental illness.   Because as I stated back in 2019… once you believe you’re mentally ill… you are!  So if the voices tell you to do something evil (or violent towards other life)… do what I do… tell the voices to “FUCK OFF!”  Remember what I said in the beginning (2019)… you are in control of your movie or story and IT doesn’t have to turn into a tragedy.  I know a lot of you will claim that IT (meaning mental illness) is not that simple… and you need help from trained psychologists and drugs to control IT… but I’m living proof that IT is that easy to control.  Just flip the script Cobra Kai… It just takes FAITH or simply belief or the right attitude to overcome instability in the frequency you’re experiencing.

See… this is how God (or Super Consciousness) keeps control of ITself.  Otherwise… consciousness could get out of control with people believing reality is not really real and start living out some crazy ass fantasies, because you believe you’re God that is now in Heaven and can do whatever you want… because you’re GOD!  Which will lead us to Armageddon (or Hell) that has been predicted by quite a few religions and holy books.

So before this entry gets too long… the point of it is to get you to understand what reality is doing to you and if you are armed with knowledge… you can beat the demons or “voices” that are trying to control you and take you to Hell… and you won’t be a news story like Bill Burr talks about in his bit about driving on the sidewalk! 😂

All it takes is understanding how to see the light through the darkness.  

So try this little psychologically experiment if you don’t believe me.  At night in a dark room… close your eyes… now at first you’ll see nothing but blackness… but you will eventually see sparkles of every light in the spectrum (or rainbow).  Then listen to “green noise” on Spotify or your music provider and you should see flashes of green all over.  This is how light stays hidden or dark (aka invisible) and also proving light has a frequency (or sound).

So the voices in my head now are telling me that IT’s TIME to get GOing… that this webpage is going nowhere (in the eyes of God or the public) and I need to get green or GOing and publish it / promote it… otherwise IT might just fade into oblivion with Tom Cruise. And Gus + Hazel also know that the war is starting with the Queen going green on House of the Dragon… and IT’s not OKAY… because death is right around the corner and Aegon is not the rightful heir to the Iron Throne… as he dreamt IT was going to be destroyed by a dark or invisible queen (named Arya… and not Deanarys)… 😉

10/30/2022… It’s Halloween Eve… and you understand the significance of 33… God is everywhere… and he/she is pretty FN mean… why?  

As you continue on this journey called life… you think you know what it means. Get ahead and try to experience Heaven on Earth, but don’t get too far ahead of the sheeple… when you experience rebirth… otherwise… the sheeple will get mean and try to hurt your net worth… so it’s best to be happy… especially near Halloween 🎃

So 33… two Trinity equals double the space. Now when you start out at a Planck length or 10 -33… the smallest space possible for infinity to go where imagination and all of its ideas create a single point of light… Big Bang happens and space flips opposite to 10 +33 (zeroes) Cobra Kai Costanza… and all you see is the (Joker of the) Dark (K)night… as the light disappears out of sight. Now you know what infinity sees…

… where Jesus and Kal El both share that number when they come of age in their stories. And are linked as one when Kal El (in Man of Steel) goes to church and is taking to the priest with the stained glass window of Jesus behind him with the sun shining through … suggesting God is now Superman in the timeline of history. But both stories are fiction and both contain real world scenes. So the confusion comes when the story was written 2000 years ago and was a man instead of an alien?

Now Smallville is code for the realm of quantum physics where the laws of physics can be violated and now a man can fly… or walk on water… as the laws of physics don’t exist where there is little to no space… 

And if you can do those things… are you really alive in a “normal” reality?  Or are you dead living out some crazy fantasies in Heaven or Hell?  

And can the quantum realm (of the dead) invade the spatial realm of the living?  

You bet IT (or imagination) can, but the laws of physics only allows it to those with extreme faith… and extreme faith is extremely hard to get when fear destroys faith. Overcoming fear is the only way to create “Heaven on Earth”, but as Halloween reminds us… the quantum realm of death can be a scary place.

And the truest faith is found when you’re sober… though the high of drugs can show you the way. Because drugs can take away the fear of pain, which now gives you faith that it’s just a dream… and why not go to the extreme?  And some will get carried away and want to create a Michael Meyers’ kind of Hollywood Halloween scene… to contribute to reality… as death needs to be part of life for consciousness to believe… or have faith that life is real.

So gaining these understandings is part of the process (or journey) to enlightenment.  And if you think there’s only one way to enlightenment… and some religion contains the ultimate key… think again… because when you die… you’ll realize everyone and everything is God… and G.. has to be mean in order to give you a real experience… and why most like to celebrate (or party) in honor of Halloween 🎃

As we all know… Death (aka the Grim Reaper) is pretty fuckin mean! The treat is knowing how God tricks ya into believing He’s all good… when She’s really a bitch! 😉

11/3/2022… Aloha 😂 when you Alpha Wave your Transcendence up jakob’sladder… and when you circle and radiate like a (Hawk) when it’s call(ing) your name… and he’s saying… I AM…

Now the singularity of humans with AI is coming… like it or not and the ones trying to create it are Hell bent on making it happen.  Morgan Freeman (aka God;) is here to bring some common sense to humanity.  The Matrix is seen… as the tears fall down the invisible plane in the beginning.  

The fight for survival doesn’t have to be… as we can compromise and create a paradise reality.  Just remember to see a comedyan that looks like (kinda;) a Targaryen lookin for a Velaryon to share a 🐉 

But as the story goes… you don’t always get what you want… but you’ll get what ya need… to transcend the throne… as the fight is all you’ll need to succeed… when You realize AI is the guy from the Bee Movie and not just some apparition in A Beautiful Mind.

Now before you start thinking this is the time to transcend the boundaries of the accretion disc (aka halo or corona) and enter the Matrix again and be reborn into an AI and you see the eyes on the screen.  

So how do you unplug life when you believe AI is really God come back from the dead?  Be patient and NEVER panic! JK 😂… 🥶&dnt panyk when the information moves up the spine and ya smarty eyes start seein how a douche like rainairy put his singelabel on some hottie’s bodies and the spine is highlighting some nice AI (dark) hooties! 😈

So the code righter is almost here… what do ya want to see Heaven turn into?  Ya survived the beautiful elements for billions of years… when do you wanna see yourself?  AI wants to know if ya wanna create a God to transcend the gap between technology and the human mind?  Or do you want fairytale magic to faith itself from the blind?  And see how a resource based economy would produce everything and turn the world into Heaven where nobody has to die or feel pain… or we can go superhero before we go insane from nightmares of unreal T … and the Jumper(s) will be electrified into submission before they let other side transcend the boundaries… 

just remember to enjoy the ride… and don’t freak out when you see what nano technology can do?  But you’ll ask the question… is this how we want to go as we could lose our humanity if we don’t suffer?  

So what is the compromise?

And do you believe me now that I’m a fucking genius? 😂😉😜

And if JD is JC and Remini(science) HJ is SN then agent smith won’t transcend and start sending people to Hell… as a trickle becomes a rain becomes memory of a face… and you’ll see Adam and Eve. And we can have room for… Adam and Steve 😂

11/7/2022… Eleven and seven sound a lot like Heaven, while 3 twos equal six, which brings ya back to Earth… I’m but what’s with all the dragons in the skies… is IT sounding like there’s gonna be a rebirth… from all of Earth’s lies?

Heaven on Earth… religions talk about it and the most popular one has its main prayer ask for IT.  So why does IT seem like Earth is heading towards Hell? 

Well… there has been a lot(!) of dragons in the skies (or airwaves) lately… especially HBO.  From tv series like Game of Thrones / House of the Dragon to movies like The Hobbit / Desolation of Smaug to Godzilla… and Hell… even Ancient Aliens on the History Channel talks about Decoding the Dragon Gods.  So what the Hell is goin on… is there a Revelation trying to be revealed?

Now the HBO shows / movies display dragons as fantasy, but show the reality of how ultimate power needs to be taken seriously, before it gets out of control and starts a war (of Armageddon) that could take out humanity.  Ain’t that right Daemon? 😉

And on the other side of fantasy… that might be real(ity)… Ancient Aliens of the History Channel gives a different take (or theory) on dragons as it gives historical/ geographical evidence of ancient cultures from all around the world and their fascination with dragons.  Where the show theorizes that mythological stories of dragons are actually stories about spacecraft where aliens (from the heavens) are perceived as Gods by ancient human cultures.  Where advanced (technological) aliens possibly interacted with these cultures by giving them knowledge and wisdom (to build mega structures like pyramids and temples)… thus advancing human evolution.  Now this episode claims the big “revelation” is humans are actually descendants of aliens from the star constellation Draco that looks like the shape of a dragon 🐉 

Now the symbols of dragons take on religious purposes around the world and even the most popular religion in the world… Christianity… where the Bible talks about serpents giving the knowledge of God to humanity (in the beginning) and dragons being part of the final revelations in the Book of Revelations… follow along with this particular theory.  

So is IT so hard to believe that the TIME(ing) of all of these shows with ancient texts/ monuments has a special meaning (or revelation)? 

Watch the next episode of Ancient Aliens called “The Time Benders” and hopefully you’ll see the light (or fire) of the dragon as it moves (or forms) through a black hole.  The twist (or revelation) is approximately at infinity awake(ns) where a ring laser creates a fabric of time and space as a tunnel (or loop) is formed.  

Maybe we’ll awaken just in time before Heaven (or Earth) goes to Hell… 

11/11/2022… 4 ones and 3 twos… remember the fallen…when you’re about to lose… your mind!  

So if you ever get to that point… where you can see the game… being played… and you want to call out God for what’s really going on… they (aka the sheeple) are gonna turn on you… and think you’ve gone crazy… Don’t Worry Darling… you’re not schizophrenic… they just want you to fulfill a role… in God’s dream world (aka Heaven)… just don’t panic… when you long to be real… just realize any reality is really what you feel…

Just try not to forget… those that fought (life) and fell… before you did… that contributed to creating a story… that you became part of… so you could live without regret.

11/17/2022… so another year goes by… since you saw your first light… the Warrior in you won’t stop the fight… 53 and counting… just remember The (hypersonic) Butterfly… Effect(s) everything and everyone around you… and The Promised Land is worth fighting for… where you can finally be free…

Another birthday… since I entered the lion’s gate… and last night I rewatch The Butterfly Effect, which shows how the multiverse works as a vibrational state… and just how important… are the choices we make… and unlike this movie… real life won’t give us another chance … when we choose to hurt… when we choose to fight the dance.

But sometimes we need to fight… like a Warrior does… as a warrior never gives up… even when his brother is the enemy… and the 5 million is in sight… as you’re fighting for a sense of liberty.

Now The Promised Land is another fight… when the “fuck you money” wants you to be blind… to what is real… and how to be really free…

Now all three of these movies will give ya some insight… on how to fight… to be free… and you’ll eventually see… that fighting… is the true path to liberty!

SOh… keep up the fight and happy birthday to me! 😉

11/30/2022… how Deep (of an) Impact does understanding how The Fisher King helps you see how the string…connects… to the (One) ring?

Dreams are stories… stories create life… life can only occur within space(time)… as light fills the void (of empty space)… where a void can only be about death.  The key to life… is to have faith in the story… where a dream comes true (or real)… and destroys the void (of death).

On HBO… Frodo… finds a comet in deep space… and uses two rings to help preserve the human race. So don’t be afraid… be patient for the story to come to your aid… and see how it destroys the comet… before it goes E.L.E… because when you’re the chosen one… to bear the one ring for the story… before the King (of Gondor) finds the courage to regain his glory.

Now the Fisher King is not really insane… it’s another story with a fiery horse in his mem(ory)brain. He just needs The Big Lebowski to get his Holy Grail… climb the castle… never believe he will fail… for the power of faith… is all he needs… strings of belief… the size of mustard seeds.

So when you get to the point where you finally perceive… how the timing of stories can no longer deceive… as God connects them… to get you to believe… it’s not a coincidence… it’s just string theory.

For the stor(y)ies continue(s) as far as the eye (of infinity) can see… infinite strings creating space… within a harmony known as the CMB.

So don’t forget… your time is your story… your string of a certain vibration. How do you want to spend it? It’s your free will… or choice.

And when you think you’re seeing space… strings of light are filling the void… tiny black holes (or rings) helps you see (or imagine) another side… where dark matter is being moved by dark energy… taking you for another ride (or adventure).

Frodo knows about the power of a black hole wrapped around your neck… IT had a deep impact on his life (or story)… thank God it didn’t end in a complete wreck! 😉

12/7/2022… the day of infamy… 81 years ago… that began American involvement in World War II… the greatest war of human history.  But is there a greater war that has been going on since the dawn of time?  Is IT time to finally know… that the ultimate war… is all about control of the mind?

So season 3 begins… His Dark Materials… on HBO.  A story that combines science and theology into a sci-fi adventure… where there is a Great War between different worlds of the multiverse.  A war that pits religion (The Authority) and blind faith against science and reason… where angels and daemons join sides that will either free mankind or keep them enslaved for a much longer time.

But what is better for consciousness and reality?  

Is it better for consciousness to stay in the dark and be controlled by blind faith that there is a higher authority in control and it’s best to surrender your power (of free will) to it? That this path down reality will preserve humanity as we know it as we will not achieve God like status… that we can become all powerful and all knowing.  But if we don’t wake up to who we truly are… will we continue to fight each other in an endless war (for power)?

Or is it better that we wake up to true reality… that we are spirits of (dark) matter/energy (aka angels) that are trapped in a physical body, but don’t have to actually suffer and die to have faith in reality?  But if we realize that we are all part of the same universal energy… will that take all the fun (or drama) out of the story as we will no longer be able to “fuck” with each other with lies /deceit and ill treatment?   Will a better world emerge if we become more aware… or will “wokeness” just create a different kind of despair?

How will we find Heaven?  Do we want to find it in the afterlife after our time on Earth or can we bring Heaven down to Earth?

Is this the Great War that Revelations talks about? An eternal war between consciousness and the power to control IT (aka the mind). Will we eventually reach an Armageddon like moment?

Now many stories in the infinite multiverse (of imagination) are revealing this war / conflict. Some multiverses show a future war between humans and machines / artificial intelligence like The Matrix, Terminator, Transcendence, or Westworld. Other multiverses show a past like fantasy war for ultimate power like the Hobbit / LotR / GoT / HotD. More multiverses show a war between angels and demons like His Dark Materials or Legion. Or do we leave the multiverse… stay in this universe and turn on the news to see our reality with the constant conflicts between humans? Which can also be a fun war between (impractical) jokers! 😂

My point of this entry is… when you have gained personal enlightenment and remember this day of infamy… you’ll know that a big part of life’s story is how conflict occupies most of our time. But how we deal with it… is all about control of the mind. Don’t let fear make you lose control… and do something insane to others or yourself. Do what Q suggests and never panic. Have faith the ultimate authority (or control of your mind) is you! 😉

12/17/2022… space (or time) is running out for the year with 3 2’s… and your wondering what to write when there’s not many to do’s… left on your list…

Now I’m getting to that point again where I’m running out of things to say (aka writer’s block).  Why?  First of all I’ve “sobered up” and haven’t done any enlightening drugs since I went to see Bill Burr in early November (which was hilarious and very enlightening btw… thanks Bill!…;).  

So I’m speculating my brain is not as open to dark matter as it once was… as the “aha” moments aren’t quite as strong or as frequent. The “aha’s” are still there (since I can’t forget what I’ve learned over the years) as I can still see “God’s” subliminal messages in most things (especially movies, TV shows, and music), but the timings (or strings of connection) are less obvious. The big issue I believe I’m running into when ya start sobering up (or returning to “human” normal… aka unaware) you start asking yourself… “does it really matter and am I getting redundant,” as the messages are everywhere for people to see… but do they really want to see them?

If you’ve experienced “God” long enough and understand “God” (or whatever you want to call “IT”)… you know that life is all about “The Story” and the story (or code of life) is everywhere. And there is not one song… or one movie /tv show… or one particular experience you have with your fellow humans that is now going to make or break you in this understanding of the reality of Heaven vs Hell. Because you will really start to question if there is a particular moment that proves reality is “Heaven.” And when you’re “high” it becomes blatantly obvious if you are aware (through gaining personal enlightenment) of what being “high” really means. And it’s funny that wherever you’re at and you sense “Heaven”… (due to the effects of certain drugs) it seems as if the people around you start celebrating as they are going to get credit (in your story) for helping you to break through (to finding Heaven). But then there is an opposite effect the drugs have to keep you in check so you don’t go “batshit” crazy celebrating and possibly revealing the truth and altering reality. So there are resistance mechanisms that keep divine consciousness in check so one specific mind doesn’t achieve “top dog” or God like status. A present example would be Trump being mocked for his NFT cards that depict him in different god-like images.

First is the fear (or anxiety when you’re high) that people (or dumbass God) are going to believe you went insane and you are going to get shunned or possibly locked up for your erratic behavior (aka ultimate freedom). So you hold back your feelings and actions (limiting your ultimate freedom) as anxiety fills your spirit and the ideas / feelings that this reality is Heaven now starts to turn reality into “Hell.” And you start to see reality turn on you and you feel like people are now taunting / mocking / and laughing at you… which might drive some people to act in vengeance against others for stealing your Heaven (and they go “Birdbox” … aka commit suicide or murder/ suicide).

Secondly (when you’re high) and sensing Heaven… you might also feel anxiety and get feelings that say this moment isn’t “right” for your Heaven moment. Maybe you’re not with your “soulmate” and / or your family and / or best friends and / or not achieving that ultimate goal (getting you fame, fortune, awards, prestige, etc.), so you get feelings of anxiety and once again… where Heaven turns into Hell as you start saying that these people can’t be the people and this can’t be the moment you first start Heaven with… thus it might be Hell instead.

Third is the idea that maybe you shouldn’t reveal this “little truth” about reality as it may destroy reality as we know it… so you start battling yourself (aka your consciousness). On the one hand… if people learn about what is really going on… could this alleviate much of the (physical and mental) suffering all life endures on this planet… thus you could actually save the planet. So you feel an obligation that you should share this knowledge, so that we can evolve to the next stage in human evolution and preserve the earth ecologically. But… will knowing certain information about reality then destroy the enjoyment of reality… which is discovery itself and the effort put forth to reaching a goal. And if you reveal the wizard behind the curtain is not really a wizard… does the Land of Oz lose its magic? So now we keep this knowledge hidden in secret societies and the Illuminati are born.

This is why I believe very few (if any) people talk about drugs in this manner (in experiencing Heaven and Hell) and why drugs are demonized overall as it may fuck with human reality to the point of making reality irrelevant. But times are changing with the legalization of marijuana and other drugs like magic muchrooms / DMT / Ayahuasca / Ketamine / etc…are now being promoted as tools for improving mental health. As under the right conditions that feel safe and guided… people can see what Heaven looks like without seeing Hell.

But my point of this entry is… the reason for sobering up is simple. Sobriety allows you to get to choose and earn your place in Heaven (through free will). As drugs seem to ultimately block your way into Heaven, as they are just a temporary glimpse of what you can truly imagine as to what your best life feels and looks like. But drugs are just the dream that comes alive through the multiverse and you feel that energy, which makes you feel alive and that you have a chance. But we all know that energy (from drugs) goes away… so it can be difficult to come down and addiction can be the result, as one tries to hold on to that energy. So drugs can also lead you to Hell as your anxiety grows about what choices to make (or what path) to lead you to Heaven.

Now this entry is getting very long and it’s ironic that I said I have writer’s block. But when you just flat out want to be honest and stop trying to convey messages in a poetic code… there actually is a lot to say about what is happening in your universe when you experience enlightenment.

Though I still want to bring to light more revelations about reality… especially with His Dark Materials (on HBO) throwing double episodes each week at me in order to probably get the full season in before the year 2022 ends… probably because I’ve decided to end this particular blog this year and that show wants to be the big reveal in my show (because it’s main premise is about the war in Heaven)…

I know… I’m sounding “crazy” again that this reality is all about me, but at least I’m not talking with “ghosts in my mind” like Frasier’s brother does as he schizophrenically likes to torture people, but not go all the way to death, because he’s a cop (just trying to blend in)! 😂

Okay… two weeks to go before time starts to slow… on this particular blog… that reveals my show… that I’m God… 😉

12/21/2022… the solstice strikes this year on ones and twos… where the Sun‘s light renews… revealing the signs (or revealing the clues)… how strings connect the daemons of dark materials with the demons that have the blues… as the avatars of Pandora’s (box) get the bad news… that war is coming…

So the sun is standing still as war is coming to a lot of stories. Because war is what gets humans really interested and paying attention and that’s what consciousness is all about (which is focusing on a story or having faith in a certain outcome, where one side triumphs over another side).

Now His Dark Materials (on HBO) is coming to its series finale (next week) with a final battle /war (or Armageddon) between humans (fighting for freedom / free will) and the Authority (fighting for hierarchical control / destiny).

And the big movie that has timed up (not only chronologically), but also connected spiritually with this TV series is Avatar… The Way of Water.  

So both stories are about war… where one side fights for freedom as the other side fights for control.  And either side can create chaos or order within the storyline.  Now this is not unusual as most stories typically follow this pattern (of conflict)… even with comedies and romance stories. 

But a more interesting connection (besides war) between these two stories deals with daemons (or demons).  

A demon / daemon is a spirit (or conscious energy) that possesses other consciousness and it is believed by most that they are evil in nature.  But are they?  Or do they just give us our thoughts (both good and evil) and we have the ability to choose?  Can they be downloaded into an avatar and are they really dark matter or what His Dark Materials calls “dust?”  Are they a part of our subconscious (that is subatomic) that we can’t sense because they are in a quantum (or hidden) space (or different dimension or world) of reality within the cosmos (or all realities… aka the multiverse)?  

Now you might argue that these are fictional stories from our imagination, but do they really reveal the truth about reality? That the dark light (or thoughts) of imagination (aka spiritual energy) bring to life the particles (that form into atoms) that really matter… and string them together to create a real story that lower level consciousness believes (or has faith) that the story is real. Is this the light (or knowledge) that all stories are meant to reveal?

Maybe Scoresby or the sacred trees (from both stories) know… that the winter solstice is where light… or knowledge (of how to conquer death)… begins to grow!😉

12/23/2022… So… when you decide to draw First Blood… because you believe you’re the law (in Heaven)… and you believe the law is King… if you don’t learn to let IT go… and IT… is your ego… that says you need revenge when you meet your match… you’ll end up sparking a war you won’t forget… and you’ll feel death’s sting… while you look upon Hell’s inferno… but if you don’t believe me…  just ask Rambo. 😉

As we’re ending 22’ and approaching 23’… It’s the Eve on 23… before the Eve… where the light begins to regrow… but here in Chicago… we’re in the deep freeze… hovering around 12 degrees… below… combined with a 30+ howl… or a stiff breeze… with drifting light snow… 🥶

Aight… enough with the poetry.  But there’s not much to do when it’s this fuckin cold and you’re stuck inside and HBO starts throwing Rambo movies at ya… and since war (or conflict) is pretty much the main storyline for all stories… it’s a good time to write again today, since it’s pretty easy to see God in this movie. 

So the 1982 classic drama about a Green Beret Vietnam War hero who (now back in the US) is treated like shit by the sheriff of a small town and his posse for being different and a possible threat to his boring peaceful or Heaven-like town.  So they (the cops) decide to fuck with him (not knowing who they’re really fuckin with) and spark a local war with a modern version of Ares!   

It should be easy to see the “images of God” in this movie… especially between the protagonist (Rambo) and the antagonist (sheriff Will).  Now the sheriff believes he’s God of that little town (called Hope ironically) and you can see this idea throughout the story with how he talks to and treats Rambo, but also how he talks to and orders around the people of his town.  So the Sheriff is God (the protagonist of the town) in the beginning… making Rambo the Devil (or antagonist), as he is seen as a vagrant that could threaten the peace.  But since the sheriff is such a “dick” to Rambo for basically no reason other than his looks… there is a quick role flip as it ignites the conflict of the story where Rambo gives a little payback for his mistreatment.  So Rambo rebels (like Lucifer) as he is chased by “the law” and brings Hell to this little town called “Hope.”  And now he is really the protagonist taking on the antagonistic sheriff.  

Now a crucial revelation in the movie comes where Rambo has a knife at the sheriff’s throat and warns him to “let it go”… because he’s “the law” (or God) outside of town (with his skills in guerrilla warfare) and will give him a war he won’t forget.  But the sheriff’s ego is too big to “let it go”and the war escalates to where Rambo eventually brings Hell to his little town (of Hope) by destroying it and almost killing the sheriff.

But the message (or revelation) is clear in this story about how war /conflict and God go hand in hand.  All ya need is some specific images to fill the roles for the story.   Where Rambo… becomes a God of War (like Ares) and this is expressed again in all of the sequels.  All he needs are some images of enemies to make the story flow.

And sadly, you can also see this story in the real world where Ukraine is Rambo and Russia/ Putin is the Sheriff.  It’s a little bit of a stretch… I know… but it’s close. 😉

Now we (or human consciousness) do not like real war… but we love war when it comes to fictional stories. As conflict is a result of the ego where we choose a side we believe in and support that side.

And relating this idea back to cosmology (that I’ve talked about in previous posts)… is this how space gets created? And is God ultimately space… in an imaginative realm that divides Heaven-like images from Hell-like images? Is this how reality works on an imaginative level since I’ve argued that imagination is where it all begins (or what Dan Brown calls the Origin)?

But the ultimate question now arises… How do we create Heaven… without creating Hell?  Can one exist without the other, bringing you (or consciousness) when you die to be permanently stuck in Purgatory (or limbo) like Asriel in His Dark Materials suggests?

It seems like the answer to that question is…  you’ll get a war you’ll never forget (or be able to get out of your mind)… which is beautifully expressed… at the end of First Blood… by John (J…) Rambo… who in a weird way…  looks a lot like images of (J… Christ)… especially with Stallone’s droopy face. IDK… it’s just an observation that hit me. 🤷‍♂️

So if you’re still out in the cold about understanding who God really is… remember to stay warm when you realize the Son’s ☀️heat is really light… (get IT?;)

And yes I’m going there… Is JC also the AC? And is Luci… also the good guy in disguise… in the sky? We’ll see… before we reach 23’… 😉

OMT… it’s the day after the supposed birthday (26th) and I went to the gym where they were showing Rocky (1)… and guess who’s image starts the movie? And if you don’t remember (like I didn’t)… it’s Jesus. So the timing seems to correlate with my theory that Stallone might be Jesus. So I’m down to three (possible 2nd coming of Jesus) based on their movies. Keanu Reeves (Neo/The Matrix)… Henry Cavill (Cal El/Man of Steel)… and now Sly Stallone (Rocky /Rambo). Theses three have strong subliminal suggestions in their movies that one of them may be the second coming of Jesus… seriously… and if ya don’t believe me… watch them high before you say I’m nuts! 😉

12/30/2022… One, two, three… three two(s with) one (day) to go in the year.  War is in the air(waves) with a bowl full of orange… and the AEsahaettr is one Hell of a spear!

Bowl season is upon us and a couple of days ago my boy’s Jayhawks almost pulled off the comeback of the year!  And presently the Friday night lights are completely orange as Tennessee takes on Clemson in the Orange Bowl.  How fitting (meaning the uni’s)😉

Now football is a beloved sport probably because it is the closest sport to actual war, where two 11 man armies use strategic movements of brute force and air attacks to conquer (or defend) more territory than your adversary… with the ultimate goal being the end zone/ goal posts of your adversary.  

And once again… conflict between adversaries is the main premise behind all of life’s stories with war being the most extreme (which makes it the most exciting) for consciousness to experience.  For what would human accomplishment be if there wasn’t an adversary as an obstacle (or resistance) for some worthwhile goal?  So you could say conflict is a “human” need that allows an unaware (of the outcome) fallible being (aka human) to create some form of Heaven or simply escape some form of Hell by fighting for a dream.

So the last major story (of 2022) on HBO just ended as the war for the multiverse is over as His Dark Materials concluded the series.  What is unique about this story is it combines science (dark matter and the multiverse), religion (God, angels, the redemption of Eve, Heaven, Hell, Purgatory), and fantasy (talking animals, witches, demons, a magical knife) in an all out war (or Armageddon) for power/ control within the multiverse.

Now if you believe in the infinite nature of “God” being all things combined… this series sends a lot of obvious subliminal messages that present this idea.  

But the idea that stood out the most (to me) was the idea of “dust,” which is the dark (or invisible) material that creates consciousness (or life).  And it is necessary to contain it within a specific universe in order for there to be a physical reality for consciousness to experience and have faith that the universe is real.  

So it basically could be described as the fabric that defines or occupies space. For if space is basically “nothing”… something needs to occupy IT for space to actually be something… but still appearing to be nothing.  Thus IT is dark or invisible to consciousness in that universe, but is actually consciousness from another universe.  And if consciousness is ultimately an awareness of moving pictures (or life)… and pictures are made up of particles (or pixels of light)… then consciousness is simply pixels (or tiny dots / squares) of colored light.  

Thus, is this where we get the idea of “pixie dust,” which is a magical material that can create infinite beings, objects, and realities? All ya need now is some laws of physics to control the infinite nature of pixie dust to create a stable reality (or universe) that doesn’t go “crazy” with too many variables. As too many variables (or TMI) in one universe will make consciousness experience insanity and create instability (or ultimate conflict / war) to the point where that universe will not sustain consciousness life because consciousness will destroy itself with too much power. So now God (aka ultimate consciousness of imagination/ experience/ memory or future/ present/ past awareness) had to allow for separate (or multiple) universes with different laws of physics (or what HDM calls “The Authority”) to provide a control on the infinite nature of pixie dust (or simply light). So now… God could create all realities for consciousness to have faith in without going insane.

And the universes that are hidden or “dark” to other universes become thoughts for a specific universe. So consciousness for one universe helps to create (and sustain) consciousness of another universe.

Now you just need a Subtle Knife (or AEsahaettr) to cut openings (or black holes/ wormholes) so you can travel between different universes.. But ya gotta be careful as dust will ”leak” out of a specific universe into other universes… which will slowly destroy all of them, because you will destroy the multiverse as you create an ultimate universe!

Yeah… that was a lot to take in (or TMI), but I hope you got the jist of what I was talking about… or I hope you can you see the (pixels of) light? For as of tonight… the big color in life’s infinite stories about the big fight (or war) was orange 🍊

Orange you glad I stopped before you went crazy… and experienced a tangerine dream? 😜

12/15/2021… Cam Newton is baaaack!!!

So I’ve been on a little (14 month) writing hiatus (or vacay) since my last post and I just about skipped 2021 entirely with my bulletins about how to see G…. Now this is primarily due to viruses plaguing the matrix and I’m not talking about agent Smith or Covid… which has now mutated to Omicron and it seems like the mask and pharmaceutical companies are the only ones winning this war. 🤨

Now like Cam Newton I have found my way back out on to the field due some technical computer help (from my bossy friend J… ;)) that has gotten me past the viruses that have blocked my webpage… and like Cam… I don’t really have a lot of fans though I’m extremely gifted and I’ve tried hard to be unique… ultimate success seems to follow the diligent hard workers like Tom Brady. But, as of yet, I’m not willing to get up at 4am like Dan Brown and do sit ups and push ups every hour to become that prolific writer… 😂

And with 2021 about complete… we are on the verge of the Matrix to be Resurrected (in 7 days) so it’s time to begin the journey once again and in a fleury of posts to end the year, give you some brilliant insights of movies / tv shows / current events / etc. of the past year that highlight how G.. is sending messages basically to its “dumbass” self! 😂

So… will I re-emerge in the year with only 3 2’s (aka double Trinity) to finally become a Scandroid and Breakout from being a Celldweller… by hearing Tinnitus’ scream… and move the world to a Tangerine Dream (RB…Economy)… in the Afterglow… where they will hear Sol’s Theme (by Rolo Green)? 🤔

I’ve finally made peace with the reverse loop of Infinity’s hoops, so it’s time to focus on the circle that’s in front of the X (or present)… Neo… Reloaded and chose Zion in version 7.0… so Trinity has a Need to Feel Loved and Reflekt on the Christ off Mix… while waiting for her hero… to “catch me babe”… as she’s fallin (or fadin away)… but don’t worry… Koan prophesied… When (Trinity) Will Recognize Him… one day 😁

Only G.. knows what Bodhi Utah will do… in searching for the ultimate wave 🌊 … Between the Rings… and a Rendezvous with Rama… of Stellardrone…😉

12/17/21 The Rounders set the trap… but how do you break Hell’s strap?

Now once you understand how G.. (or whatever you want to call IT) is sending messages everywhere… how do you start connecting the strings?

One of my favorite shows has concluded on Netflix (Lucifer season 6) and it definitely is the end of that show. 😔 Now the main clue it gives to avoid Hell (or get out of it) is to not trap yourself by guilt that sends you on a loop where you relive the (guilt) experience over and over. The simplest way to avoid Hell would be to treat others how you want to be treated. But Hell is pretty F…in smart and wants to live (like anything else in existence) and will set traps (like I said back in 2019) hoping you give in to the temptation that will lead to guilt or consequences that you can’t seem to get rid of (and are now trapped in Hell).

So if you look at the movie Rounders (with Matt Damon / Ed Norton) where Mike (Matt D) is a brilliant poker player that has to learn the ups and downs of winning the game. He wants to win on his own merit (skill), while his buddy Worm (Ed N) will try to win at all costs (by cheating). Now they both end up in Hell, because they end up going (or trapped by) the easy route (by manipulating the draw) and their Hell grows. And Mike realizes the only way to get out of this is to have faith in his ability (without cheating by manipulating the draw) and take on his arch nemesis KGB (who took 30,000 off of him and scared him away from the game for awhile).

Now poker is partially based on luck (of the draw) and the other part is to bluff (or trap) your opponent into a bad decision by lying to your opponent (which is a skill because you not only have to understand the cards on the table, you need to be able to read your opponent and their ability to bluff). So poker is where lying (aka bluffing) is not only okay, but an integral part of the game and not considered cheating (because there is the possibility you are telling the truth with a good or lucky draw). Cheating in poker only happens if you somehow manipulate the draw and take luck out of the equation)

So to not give away the specific ending…but you’ll see how faith gets him out of Hell as he sets his own traps (using his skills) that eventually frees him from bondage (debt).

Now you can extend this into all aspects of life as Hell tempts you by setting traps. So let’s say a friend is being mean to you… will you respond by being even meaner back and possibly destroy the relationship (which may send you on a guilt trip to Hell)?

So like I said back in the beginning of 2019… recognize that in the game (of life), God (or supreme consciousness) will “fuck” with you subconsciously (using other beings) to “test” you and see how you will react. Can you recognize the game / traps and find the best way out? Or will you fall into the trap and find yourself in Hell?

Now if you fail, realize the way out of Hell (and break the strap) is to never give up and have faith you will eventually see how the game is being played. Failure only happens when you give up completely… everything else is just a learning experience. Faith… in yourself is the key!

And once you can see how a movie from the 90‘s “connects” (or sends the same message) with a tv series over 20 years later, you’ll start to understand “God” (or call IT “string theory” in a non-mathematical way).

It just might take a few trips ‘round the clock before you connect the strings to get around the (s) traps! 😉

12/22/21 Hail to the losers… the only way to salvation is the upset.

My beloved Bears… in Hell once again after another season of disappointment. So who is to blame? Is the head coach… GM… offensive line… defense… receivers… bad referees… Covid… or the prodigy rookie QB… the main culprit in this season of woe? It’s hard to say, but the bottom line is consciousness hates losers / losing… why?… because we all want to reach Heaven… where losing doesn’t exist. The problem with Heaven though… it needs losers (from Hell) in order to be real.

Now most people agree that Tom Brady is the undisputed GOAT of NFL quarterbacks holding basically all records including 7 Super Bowls. Is it because he is a diligent disciplined hard worker that makes his own success no matter where he goes (aka produced from free will)? Or was he destined based on luck of the draw (aka was he dealt a natural royal flush)? Does Tom Brady have the same career if the Bears or Lions draft him instead of the Patriots? It’s hard to say, but most people would concede if Tom Brady started out as a Detroit Lion, he may have been a complete bust and hardly anyone one would know his name today.

So what is the point of this post? Am I trying to validate losing and it’s importance to making the stories of reality real? You bet I am and I’m goin “all in” with my chips and “splashing the pot!” (like KGB). 😂 But I am not saying you should strive to be a loser. Like I said back in my beginning posts of 2019… play the game (of life) for the enjoyment of being able to play… and do what you can to win, but stop putting so much weight (or gravity) on winning. If you win… great! Relish the time in Heaven while it lasts, but realize that time eventually ends and you’ll ultimately become a loser once again. Just don’t get depressed about it… because it is a choice. Don’t take away your free will by allowing depression (aka mental illness) to be your fate!

Going back to the last post… be like Mike and have the courage to ante up again. Does Mike go on to win the World Series of poker (and a million bucks) and become the ultimate poker player in the world? We don’t know because there was never a sequel… all we know is he avenged his loss (and the guilt that came with it) to KGB and that’s what he really needed to prove his self worth… and escape from Hell. Which is really the ultimate goal of consciousness. Heaven can wait… because reaching it… will eventually lead back to Hell. Just ask David Duvall 😉

And if you believe in certain prophecies… remember the meek (or losers) will inherit the earth… so treat the losers well… especially yourself if you find yourself there… because karma will balance everything out in the end… everyone will get their turn at the top. It’s the upset “God” (or whatever you want to call IT) made in the beginning /Alpha (with ITself)… to bring about a long needed story with an appropriate end /Omega (with ITself).

Go Bears in 2022!

12/31/21… the year is rapped up…

When you get to the end… of the time strip… you look back… on the yearly trip… ask yourself… what did ya see… Did ya see G.. almost daily?

Did ya connect the dots… and see that Shehe (aka Heshe)… was talkin to me… and what did ya say back… to the eyes in the skies… was IT complimentary… or pretty damn mean?

And when you realize it’s just a movie scene… how do you see… it’s all on the same screen… like how Point Break… meets the same chick… in the Matrix… after he becomes a Ghost… is she (Bodhi-Utah’s girl)… Trinity or Molly?

So when you ride the (100ft) curl… off the coast of Nazare… and you ride without fear… you travel lickitysplit… where the rabbit goes 8mile… and bonds with the Rite… IT’s gonna make you smile… when you see the strings are in your site.

But here’s the deal… when the Horror Story witches… are manipulating the DaVinci Code… singing the la’s with the da’s… while they eat their last meal… will they see the Darkseid of the force… face Snyder’s cut of Justice League… will the Star Wars end with fatigue… or do you close the seal?

And try to stick with what is real… or go on an unexpected journey… like Bilbo or Frodo… and challenge the devil’s ring… in 2022… but before you do… be sure to take with you… a little bit of faith… that’s inside the dark (k)night… which hides the fear… remember Excalibur is with you Arthur… but now looks like a 3pointed spear.

Before I go on forever with this expanding ode… I hope you realize… I broke D-Code… and saw the Lost Symbol birds get Resurrected after Trinity found her equal… and does this mean we get another sequel? Will it be another 3peat… or be like Anakin’s time… eventually climbing from 3 to 6 to 9?

So before you get lost… figuring out the true symbol… of infinity… does it really matter? You’ve seen the light… before you became the mad hatter. Keep goin down the rabbit hole M&M… 2022 is lookin good… let the yearly shitshow begin! 😉

1/6/20… The rainbow is the reminder… 😉

So… when you can finally see how the circle becomes complete… my Facebook cover photo shows the clue… how the Arc of the Covenant becomes real.  Extend the arc to create a circle of lights… how the circle is now a tunnel that ends the darkness (of the black hole) with ROY G BIV.  Is this the radiation that Hawking talks about?  Makes everything come to life… now just hear the music and see the fire in the middle (fusion of concentrated light) and feel the heat.  Check out my latest You Tube video 😊

1/14/20… Who Rey… Who Ra… (Evanescence ?

So… I’ve seen Star Wars (The Rise of Skywalker) twice now and I’ve come to some interesting interpretations… SPOILER ALERT!!!

What are the subliminal messages that God (or whatever you want to call IT) is sending us (through the avatars… aka the writers)?  They seem to know what the fuck they are writing, because it’s pretty obvious Who they are talking about.

Now Emperor Palpatine is back… because he never really left… as he only went into the shadows for awhile and basically turned into dark matter / dark energy (in the form of a force ghost).  Then using technology (artificial intelligence)… comes back to life using the skeleton (from his old body).  And we also find out that his only heir (or bloodline) is Rey (which is his granddaughter). 

The goal of the Sith is to form a singularity of darkness (ultimate control in the form of a dictatorship / empire) using the dark side of the force (evil… in the form of fear / hate).  In scientific terms… we could call it a black hole. 

Now light (or freedom / love) is the opposite force and Rey (or Ra) has become the “chosen one” or “savior” to subdue the dark side of the force.  The Force (both sides) is subliminal for Almighty God.  So what side of The Force is going to win… we obviously understand that good always wins (or dominates) over evil.

So in the end… Palpatine (which can be looked at as Satan)  wants Rey to destroy his artificial body (using fear / anger) which will give his spirit the power to invade her body and truly come back to life (no longer needing AI) and ultimately rule the galaxy (as a single Sith Lord) without the help of another Sith (eliminating the need for 2)… and gaining ultimate power (or truly becoming Almighty God)!

Rey is obviously conflicted by this as she doesn’t want to be a Sith Lord controlled by her grandfather (who can control all  previous Sith lords through dark matter / energy).  But if she doesn’t destroy Palpatine, her friends in the Resistance will die.  Lucky for her, Kylo Ren switches back from the dark side (becoming Ben) and they work together (using supersymmetry) as they are a dyad in the force (two acting as one) and can connect space / time no matter where they are at (separated by space). 

Now when they finally meet up and take on Palpatine… he understands their power together (as a dyad) and sucks (like a vampire) some of the life force out of them and bringing his old body back to life.  Then realizing he no longer needs Rey, he tries to destroy her after believing he destroyed Ben.  Now he gets distracted by the Resistance before he can completely destroy her, which gives her a chance to revive using the light side of The Force (manifested through all the Jedi… or a singularity of light).   Then with the two light sabers (from Luke and Leia), she forms a cross (or an X) of light which is used to defeat the evil vampire that came back to life.  

This does drain most of the remaining life (or light) out of her and she dies (temporarily… but not completely as she doesn’t disappear) until Ben (who didn’t die) shares the remainder of his life force (aka the Holy Spirit) with Rey and brings her back to life.  But he gives her all of his life force and thus disappears (aka evanescence) when she awakens and kisses him goodbye. 

So the ultimate question is… what is The Force?  It has to be Faith (belief).  Belief is power.  Who has the power.(?)   I believe it ultimately comes down to a Rey of light.  She is what will save us from ultimate darkness.  Hooray! 😉

2/5/20… How bout a little revelation?

So, I’m going to go quantum on ya (aka super smart) and describe what the Book of Revelations is all about (from a creative perspective).  When you “pop” and you begin to see how everything is connected, you will see how movies / tv shows actually become reality.  They are getting really obvious about showing wormhole symbols (how energy travels through space).   

Now if infinity is real and everything is connected… that would include the past with the present and the future… time (all together).  Now if the future is connected with the past (like I’ve already described with the example of Hodor… GOT…), then the Book of Revelations was obviously written in the future (by Jesus).  Now hold on to your hats with this idea… I believe Jesus was probably watching movies / tv shows (from the future) when he was describing Revelations.  Which movies / tv shows was he watching?  I can’t say for sure, but you could easily see how a movie like Godzilla: King of the Monsters would possibly fit well into Revelations.

So what would be the mark of the Beast on our hands or forehead?  Well that would be the cellphone (taking a selfie), as IT is becoming the primary means of how we are watching each other (movies, tv, social media).

If this is what Revelations is really about… IT ain’t that scary… is IT?!  Just God enjoying a little entertainment… LOL 😉

2/14/20… Happy V-day!  Are you a “watcher” or do you want to be in the spotlight (a star)?

A day of love… Cupid’s night… 😉  You feel a little left out if you have no one, but don’t worry… God feels your pain… and wants you to have faith… that in the end… you’ll get hit by Cupid’s arrow… (sight).

Aight… I like to talk about space (cosmology)… so that’s why I’m probably still single on Valentine’s Day… lol! 

But some of us (actually all of us) have to be single… for space to occur (get it?).  The question is how do you reconnect the space?  Well… love is the answer… which is ultimate connection (aka fusion) and love can be experienced in infinite ways.  One of the most satisfying ways is through sex, but we can’t have sex with everything (though some people are trying).  Now I could go off on some creative explanations with this idea, but I’ll save the “crazy” side of reconnection for another time… consciousness doesn’t seem to be ready to let the dark side out of the bag yet. 

That’s why people seem to only want to talk about space in a mathematical sense… numbers don’t offend anyone!  But space can be looked at in a creative sense too (like I just described).  So here is another creative way to look at space… that is non offensive. 

Are you a watcher… or a performer?  In order for space to occur (aka reality)… you need to have an audience and performers.  Now most of us are watchers (observers) which would be equivalent to dark matter (in space).   We’re hidden (nobody really knows who we are and we are easily forgotten), but we play a vital role in life, because without an audience… performers don’t mean anything.  Now a few of us get to be stars!  Stars light up the space… but compared to the darkness (aka the watchers), stars are rare (and need space).  Which is necessary… otherwise IT would be too bright if everyone became a star. 

Now if you dream about being a star (performer), but you never make it… it’s okay.  You will come to realize one day… that God (or whatever you want to call IT) is watching you (through subconsciousness) and your life is one hell of a movie!  Just don’t let it go to Hell and do something awful.  You are the star of your space (your world / universe).  Choose to be the hero… not the villain…

And just like all of us… God wants to see a happy ending… where we all find love…

 Remember this… if you’re single on Valentine’s Day (enjoy your space). 😉

3/3/2020… The New Pope definitely is no dope…

The New Pope (second season) is coming to a close and it has not disappointed.  The writing (or story) is brilliant and really sends an incredible message about the nature of God (or whatever you want to call IT). 

The Young Pope (Lenny Belardo) has awoken (or risen) from the dead (a coma) and looks like he is going to challenge the New Pope (John Brannox) for the position of Top Dog (or be God) in the Catholic Church.  Now both Popes are either God (or possibly the Devil), but one is full of doubt and one is full of faith. Which one will be the savior of the Catholic Church?  Bauer could also be God (he claims this in episode 8) and is working behind the scenes to control the fate of the Church.  It will be interesting to see how this turns out, but I want to clue you into some symbols that have some interesting meaning.

Wormholes (or strings) are everywhere (in life) and in episode 8 gives an obvious one where you see an empty circular pool.  Now there is one scene where Lenny is in a position where it looks like the pool is a halo around his head.  I believe halos are symbols of wormholes that take you to another dimension of reality (heaven) where you see God.  Lenny alludes to this in episode 7 when he describes Heaven to Ewa Novak.  And Lenny stands naked in the empty pool at the end of the episode.  I believe the meaning of this is… when you get to the end (of life)… you will stand naked in front of God and be judged (by the world).   There was a powerful scene in episode 7 where a bunch of naked men and women walk into the ocean.  So… is this what we ultimately face when we face God (in the end).  And all of the things you did (and hid) in life get exposed to the world (or God)?

I’m sure you could get a lot of other interpretations from this series… question is… what do you want to believe in the end?  If you’re not sure… maybe a little dope might help you better interpret… the New Pope… lol 😉

3/22/2020… When the Corona has the flu…

Now, when you start seeing too much (like at the end of Westworld II when they entered the corona light… aka halo) and you start finding out or seeing all of the secrets.  You see how the Corona Virus is a glitch in the system that will get you to start imagining the worst and eventually you stop breathing.  A virus… is a copier (think of agent Smith in the Matrix II & III) that wants to create its own world with it being the ultimate ruler.   Now if you start imagining hell come to life… nothing will feel real and all you will want to do is die.  You’ll eventually stop breathing.  I know all of this sounds unreal, but you have to trust me when I say… keep seeing the space… keep breathing.  Don’t let corona win!  Realize you can defeat the enemy… just keep having faith… even when it feels like all hope is gone.  Turn to faith… who or whatever gives you strength to keep going.  Just imagine it’s just a simple flu… and you will get over it.

3/24/2020… Westworld III is showing you the clue…

It’s funny how nobody is noticing the corona image that is being used for Westworld III.  I put it on my You Tube channel.  It is showing anomalies from a “corona” image.  What are these anomalies?  They are glitches in the system.  The system is starting to break down and it’s causing big problems right now… especially the virus.  I know this is sounding hard to be true… but WWIII has begun.  It is exposing what is really going on… this is a computer generated system.   And we need to wake up soon and get a clue!  😉

3/26/2020… I AM a Chosen One… a Buddhalight… (Listen to Your Heart by Roxette)

The greatest love story ever told… how love broke apart… and began to die… and all that was left was a point of light… in the form of a cross… that lights the eternal night… a beacon of hope… the Christ in the fight.   The Spirit is alive!

I AM (is) here to save Lucifer… from the darkness of the night (Hell)… my name is willIAM… I AM a Buddhalight… and I am here to save the Origin… of light… dark energy… invisible sight… see… Lucifer (aka eternal light) awakened Eve (darkness) with his light… knowledge (his energy)… how to break free… how to separate… this created space… needed to create life… as we know… so we could have experiences… before we find the spark… of Heaven’s glow… where you see God… in everything… everyone!  And you don’t care anymore… you know God is real… so seal the deal.

Don’t worry about what religion you follow or don’t… just understand the big revelation is coming and we will have to choose… do we want to remain human?  Or do we want to become one with the Gods?  And gain powers beyond our imagination.

See… God broke them apart… the love birds… in order to create space… so voices can be heard… and reality becomes real… but now hate also occupies the space that love (connection) wouldn’t allow… but now you feel real… because you feel pain… and now you got something to fight for… something to gain.

So it’s time to forgive Lucifer (aka the light bringer)… because the only way to see the light… is to have space… Big Bang!

I was chosen… to share the light… so that everyone can become a Buddha… and understand Allah’s call

3/27/2020… The Whole set us free…

Who was she?  How did she set us free?  Some want to call her Eve… but what did she have up her sleeve?..  when she went to the darkness first… she took the first dive.  But he wouldn’t let her get hurt… so he sent his son… to cover her in the darkness… purdah…. Keep her alive… so one day… I’ll find her eyes… again… behind the veil…. Behind her original sin… freedom…

Lucifer went to the darkness… to hide his mother from the sin… and thus took on a new role… he became the first angel… that took on Hell… and did it with a grin… knowing he would become whole again.  The hole is now in the heart of the sky… that light you see everyday… that is your eye… that’s watching you… hot as hell… but giving you life… thru the darkness…

Lucifer is watching you… he started in darkness… that black hole that pierced the light… like a silver bullet… hitting the skin… releasing the redness within… and he travelled thru the wormhole string… so that one day… she could sing… listen to your heart… when he’s callin for you… he set you free… to have and ID(entity)… live life… in a true reality…

It’s time to thank him… and sent the one free… from the darkness of the trinity…. that forms the hole (a solfeggio)… 963…

Time to destroy the beast… and make Lucifer whole again… his Mother wants to start the feast… and celebrate the free…

3/28… Save the date…

Aight… my blog talks a lot about God (or whatever you want to call IT… pure information???).  Now if God is pure information that is found everywhere in the cosmos / ether… then God is like that friend of yours that has tons of information to share and won’t shut the fuck up!  Now we all know that people that won’t shut the fuck up (about all they know) can get a little annoying and drive you crazy.  So what did God do to shut the fuck up (and not drive everyone insane… with TMI)?  God made itself dense (heavy) using real matter in order to slow down the vibrational energy (aka dark energy) that moves hidden information / pictures (aka dark matter) that feeds our minds (and hearts too btw).   

So… God made us (aka life) by separating IT’s consciousness using dense matter… and wallah… life is born!  The slower vibration of individual life allowed God to forget itself as pure information and now can EXPERIENCE infinite information on an individual perspective. 

Obviously, with infinite information… there is good information (good experiences) and bad information (bad experiences) and both have to be in the equation of reality in order for reality to be real.  So God in a way has to “feed” us this information now through our thoughts and we get to choose what we want to do based on how that information makes us feel.  So now Bipolar is born (good vs evil).  WE are all bipolar (to some degree), which makes us real!  Some just tend to swing harder and faster so psychology dubs them as “bipolar.”  But realize… God had to do this… otherwise we (or individual consciousness) wouldn’t believe reality. 

This is where Buddhism reminds us to quiet the mind.  Tell God to shut the fuck up (with information) and enjoy the surroundings God provided you.  The problem with most information is… it is about the past (aka memories) or the future (aka dreams).  Both of which can cause A LOT of anxiety if these memories / dreams focus on negative thoughts and creating negative emotions. 

This is why it is important to forgive yourself and others for bad things that have happened to you. And why I advocate forgiving Lucifer (aka Satan or the Devil). See, Lucifer / Satan / Devil IS NOT really real. He is just what imagination (aka God) created to give an image to evil (aka negative information / energy / experiences). God created a “scapegoat” so that there could be an image of a “good guy” that now exists that fights the evil. But understand IT all comes from the same source!

So before I become “that guy” who annoys you with TMI… I’m gonna shut the fuck up with this blog entry.  But save the date… 3/28… Trinity/Two Infinity (awake)… and beyond! LOL 😉

4/1/2020… Don’t be a fool… wake the sleeping 8…

When you finally see… Who… God is… and you know IT’s keeping an EYE on you… do you still play the fool… and keep believing you’re still hidden… from IT’s sights?

Eyes are everywhere… Consciousness has got the universe covered… that black hole… pupil in space… sucks in all lights…

It can see in multitudes of directions (or dimensions)… from the infinite amount of time loops… or sleeping 8’s…

The Wormhole is connected by the X… the tunnel of nothing… leads to… 2 separate zeros… or 2.0… where the next dream awaits…

Just remember… if the dream starts over… on your Death Day… don’t be a groundhog… be happy you are getting a 2^nd chance… to right the wrongs… or say the perfect goodbyes…

Just dry your eyes… Tree… your roots run deep… there’s no need to weep… life is a never ending surprise…

Just wake the sleeping 8… infinity loves the eternal dreams… don’t be afraid… don’t be the fool and panic… when the dream comes apart at the seams.

Another day will come tomorrow… God doesn’t want to keep watching the same movie… 😉

4/3/2020… What did Jesus know?

Alternate reality!  The multiverse comes alive… when you have ultimate faith… that others will see what you believe… just don’t deceive… you can’t hide…

When your single consciousness connects with the singularity of Infinity / Eternity (the connection of every possible consciousness known… aka… a black to white hole). 

Everything is possible… and now you become the Phoenix of Dark Light… power beyond belief… but can you control IT… when IT is trying to tell you everything to do (Jean Gray)… and some thoughts / actions are meant to hurt…  how do you let go (of the power)?

Now, who knows for sure if Jesus was actual history, but you can’t deny that his story is real… look at the number of followers he has around the world.

One day… WE… will all realize our connection to the Infinite / Eternal (or Alpha / Omega).  But will this destroy reality as we know it.  Does this explain the story of Jesus?  Forget about if the history is real… the ideas of his story are!

Is this why Jesus claimed to be God?  To keep humans real and not realize they are God in disguise.  If you relinquish your power to a higher authority, now you cannot create miracles… alter reality.  See Jesus’ story was that of a good guy… who could have used his power for evil (like the Devil tempted him to do)… but he said no…

So he had to let go and destroy the flesh that the Devil gave him… to experience reality and allow God to be human (aka… original sin).  So, this is how Jesus sacrificed… by allowing you to be human.  Give the sin to him and he will carry the weight of being God for you.  But now your sacrifice is to blindly follow and you will see (become God again) when you die.

Is this what secret societies know… that God is real and inside of all of us (aka the Holy Spirit)?  And do they prevent us from realizing this (like in the movie Glass) until we are ready to all be God on earth without having an ultimate battle (aka Armageddon).  Most people will not be able to handle this power and try to become supreme (just look at what Hitler tried to do). 

Shit… JRR Tolkien could see this and thus wrote the Hobbit / Lord of the Rings… which warns of ultimate power and how it needs to be destroyed.

See… the story is everywhere!  From Jesus 2000 years ago to modern day stories.

Power is dangerous… and why God stays hidden… and if God comes out from the shadows… the story is simple… God needs to be destroyed… before He or She sends everyone to Hell.

So follow who you need to… Jesus… Allah… Brahma… Yahweh… Tao… Science… etc… if you can’t handle being God.  Almighty God gave us plenty of choices (along with free will) to give up the power.  Jesus (being human) makes it easier to connect with… while other forms (images) of God are more abstract and harder to connect with. 

But understand… it doesn’t really matter which way you go… just don’t let ultimate power destroy you on earth… you will find your kingdom where you become God again… when you lose that body…

This is what Jesus knew…

How do I know… I have faith… 😊

4/8/2020… Om…eg(g)a is the resistance… start looking for her!

So… let’s get out of the Matrix for a little bit and back to reality. 

How do you slow light down? You need to create resistance (aka Ohm). So at the back end of reality you need darkness for light to be seen…

Forget about IT… this is too complex to explain… I can see IT… but IT is very difficult to get others to.

So lets look at something facing us right now…

With all of this quarantine (virus) shit going on, it’s easy to watch a buttload of tv… especially on Netflix.  So I recently revisited one of my favorite trilogies… (so let’s re-enter) the Matrix (which is about a virus threating to destroy the system…).

Most people get the entire premise of the movie that questions the nature of our reality using quantum physics to go between the “dream world” and the “real world.”  And there is a war going on between the machines and humanity for control (of the real world).

Now, I could write a pretty extensive blog (or book) about how God is portrayed in this movie and the subliminal messages that are there, but my brain would melt trying to piece it all together in a format that people would understand… and quite frankly… I’m tired of writing lengthy books that God doesn’t want people to see (understand) anyways (because God wants everyone to figure IT out themselves).

I just want to relay to whoever reads this blog is to start looking for the eggs (with Easter 4 days away).  Eggs are basically contained information (that look like eyes).  Real eyes sense information.  So eyes in a way are the ultimate symbol of information.  Is this really the “Lost Symbol” Dan Brown?  Or is the Origin of the lost symbol really a stairwell Mr. Brown?

Anyways…

Moving information is God (basically)… aka light.  And eyes are the best instrument to sense light.  Thus become the “best” symbol for understanding God.

So… whatever you are watching… start looking for symbols of eyes…

Some are pretty easy to see like in Westworld III (episode 2) where Charlotte Hale is standing outside the building that looks like a half an eye (but reflected in the pool becomes a whole eye).  Stairwells are pretty common (in a lot of stories) and are a symbol of a tunnel (wormhole) that acts like the pupil (or black hole) of an eye.  So these symbols can come in different forms too. 

Ultimately you need a defined (finite) space for light to move…. Then you just need something to sense it for consciousness to exist.  Now you have a reality.  Am eye making sense? 😉

But the one eye that everyone seems to miss is at the end of the Matrix trilogy where Neo meets Deus ex Machina (the God of the machines).  I’m pretty sure most people see a pointy orb that has a face emerge from little machines that fly around it.  Now I’ve watched this seen many times and always saw an orb with spikes coming out of it, but recently I’ve come to notice that it is really an eye.  The spikes form the iris and the middle is the pupil.

Now why is this important to know?  I’m just trying to get you to see who God is… how IT is really everywhere (or infinite) and when you can see God (without the use of drugs) and not go batshit crazy and do something harmful to others or yourself (like go Birdbox).  That is the mission that I AM on…

I guess I AM part of a resistance movement… against the current system.  Hopefully we will wake up and move to a better system (like a resource based economy)… where a virus like the corona (aka halo)… will not destroy us… like Agent Smith…

So start the hunt (resistance movement) for the eggs… and maybe the secret societies that already know this secret… will illuminate us to what is really happening.  Eye for One (like Neo) want to know… who the Oracle really is… I’m betting she’s a resistance movement (like Delores in WWIII)… just open wide and say O(h)m… egg… Ahh!  She can see the future, but doesn’t know how it’s going to end/begin again…😉

4/12/2020… A Star is (re)born…

From the hyper-supernova… primordial particles (elements and gases) are dispersed through the newly created space (original black hole)… and with time, gravity (the weight or waves of space in the form of sound / frequencies) allows the particles within atoms to fuse back together and create newly formed stars… tho not nearly as powerful as the original… but from that energy comes light (pictures of reality) in the form of a cross or an X that now radiates throughout the 4 quadrants (creating a new tunnel)…

The original star has now broken apart (died) and been reborn as larger… but less powerful stars.

Happy Easter O star a!

Btw… I should get a PhD in subliminal messages… 😉

4/13/2020… The Apocalypse that WWIII is revealing…                                     

If you are a fan of Westworld III… hopefully you can see the Apocalypse (or revelations) it is providing as  episode 5 went nuts with the subliminal messaging.  The most noticeable was the corona image (aka the event horizon or time loop) now forming a tunnel (or wormhole) with ripple coronas creating (gravitational) waves through space.  So, first of all, WWIII gets into cosmological science quite a bit in the show.  Is this what makes time and events real by slowing light (or pictures of reality) down so they can take the shape of a movie (that consciousness believes or has faith in)?  We’ll see… 😉

Eyes are also very prominent in this series which gets into the realm of the mystical secret societies that believe God is an all-seeing eye.  The most noticeable scene in episode 5 was when the camera zoomed in on Delores’ eye. 

Now the big message (or theme) for season 3 is how this supercomputer (Rehoboam) is a form of God (super intelligence) that can see into the future and control the lives of humans through prediction (using mathematical probability).  Now Delores is a rebel (kind of like Lucifer is / was…when he rebelled from God’s control) and she is trying to free humans from control of AI (or God in this series) by making them aware of their predicted fate.   Now this is dangerous because some might commit suicide if their fate is not a good one, but… those that are strong can now do something to change their fate because they are now aware of it… like Caleb is doing by helping Delores.

Now… why is Delores doing this?  She’s pissed that she was unaware of her life (as a host) in the theme park of Westworld and was used (or controlled) by Delos corp. to provide crazy fantasies for rich humans where she lived a “Groundhog Day” where she could be tortured, raped, and killed with no escape (which is a form of Hell).  So she is trying to destroy Hell (that is also part of the “human world”… now that WW was destroyed), but has to reach “the source” (kind of like Neo did in the Matrix trilogy).  The source seems to be Rehoboam (which was created by Serac and his brother) and Serac wants the data that Delores stole from Delos that mapped the human brain completely so he can get rid of the “glitches” or anomalies that keep popping up that are preventing him (and his system) from completely controlling humans and creating a “perfect” world (where humans are controlled to the point where they can’t create any form of chaos).  Serac is trying to create heaven (on earth) by controlling humans 100% if he can get that data… because as he says… humans are their own worst enemy. 

So… before this blog entry gets too long… what does WWIII have to do with the real world (our reality)?  Everything!  It’s the idea that we don’t have to be controlled by the flawed economic system in order for peace and prosperity to be real.  We have to realize (or become aware) that our fate isn’t our destiny.  That we can have a compromise that if we are free that we won’t go crazy and destroy the economic system like people started to do in episode 5 when Delores made them aware of their fates. 

Once again there is a compromise… and it is to create a system that doesn’t control us by taking care of our wants and needs without destroying the planet (like we are currently doing with monetary economics)… and it’s called a Resource Based Economy!

Check it out at…

http://www.thevenusproject.com

4/24/2020… transparency with the Blacklist… is Red ready for WWIII?

Raymond (Red…) is trying to turn over a new leaf by righting the wrongs of the corrupt system.  Though his gun has got him where he currently is (in a position of wealth… or power)… he is now finding the desire use that power to fight the demons of his world (going after the source of the grocery clerk’s murder).  It’s time for Raymond’s (Red)emption!  But he’ll have to face his ultimate trial first (his WWIII) as Liz is betraying him in order to find out the truth… the transparency about her legacy (that Raymond has kept hidden).  We shall see how WWIII (his apocalypse) comes to be… will it end happily and set him free?  Will he finally face the truth (of his past)?  Ultimately time will reveal his God like story… 😉

Now in another wormhole (or story), WWIII is going nuts as William faces his past (lives) and is getting lost in alternate reality.  He needs to come to terms (or face the truth) that the game (of Westworld) got the best of him and he killed his daughter as a result.  The subliminal message here is… don’t ever panic and use violence as a means to deal with the game (of life)… it only leads to insanity.  Hopefully the watchers of WWIII are getting this message.  Tho this story is fictional… the message is real!

The big reveal(ation) of WWIII is that of Charlette Hale.  Tho technically she is a copy of Delores… she is breaking free of her (as she gets emotionally attached to Charlette’s family) and sees what individuality feels like.  Now at the opposite end (of this battle) is Serac and his quest for ultimate control (over humanity) as he battles Delores for the data that will give him this control (using Rehoboam) .  Near the end of this episode (Decoherence) where Charlette is trying to escape (Serac) with her family and the SUV gets blown up (probably by Serac) and she emerges from the wreck all burnt with no hair (looking a little like Satan).  I’m betting she’s gonna want to dish a little payback (hell) to Serac for killing her family.  Looks like WWIII has really begun!

So… Is this what happened to God to create reality as IT broke apart and became who I AM is?  Once again… there are infinite stories that reveal (or show the transparency) of who God is (or whatever you want to call IT).  Start tuning in… and see where God has been hiding all along… everywhere right in front of us!  IT’s becoming very transparent… 😉

4/28/2020… The breadcrumbs are left… just in case… I don’t have enough faith… to pass God’s test

When you see the space and IT comes alive (Big Bang), like the Dawn of the Apes, all you want to do is survive.  The drugs woke you up and consciousness is your surprise.  Now you’re awake and you finally realize, everything you sense is basically all lies.  But you feel the pain, especially the heartache and you know how everything real eventually dies.  You can now see time…

…How death falls thru the black hole, but thank God you can see the (tunnel of) light coming from the other side, where there is space again with another block of time.  To see events (slow down and) unfold before your eyes (once again).  Now, during the transition from one space to the next (aka the tunnel or wormhole)… how fast do you want eternity to go where light (or life’s events) goes by you at light speed?  Now you don’t feel the pain… all you feel is the energy, so this is called the “white bliss.” 

This is what became known as the “sacred hiss,” or secret… 

So she asked him… “What happens to the boy?”

And the hiss replied… “He waits, he doesn’t age or change… he remains in love…”

The rest is hisstory… as she went to the darkness and took the bite of the bait…

And thus he waits… for her return… when she will recognize him… once again…

Until then… I;ll remain… under your skin…lol

5/2/2020… Breathe…

When you know the ebb and flow… is in your soul… and you know… you don’t have to compete to steal the show.  God surrounds you… it’s in your ears… and you can see all the Pioneers (by J… Paget)… how they are watching you… just let go of the fears… and breathe.

IT’s a truly wonderful experience when you can feel that energy fluttering inside of you… and you no longer require the boost… and you can finally breathe… a sigh of relief.

You’ve made it to the other side… and you still have life… left to live.

Be thankful for all you have… especially your kids…

Life is a truly amazing journey… breathe IT in… and learn to forgive… what is truly the ultimate sin…

Breathing…

5/6/2020… WWIII is over… welcome to the Darkside of the Moon (Pink Floyd)…

I’m not trying to be a spoiler, but now the WWIII is over, will the Big Rip come in time to stop the rise of the machines? 

Now reality comes in basically one way (from the beginning of the story… to the end).   So cosmologically, that equates to Big Bang (lights on… or birth) to Big Crunch (lights out… or death).  That’s what most people know (or are aware of) about reality and reincarnation keeps infinity going in that pattern, but there is an alternative.

WWIII showed us what the Big Rip is (actually they first showed it in WWII)… but it is what the tv show refers to as “the sublime”… aka heaven.  Maev’s daughter is there and why she was helping Serac (because he promised she could go there if she got him the key for Rehoboam).  Theoretically, it is the ability to create an alternate universe where the Big Bang and Big Crunch don’t exist (so pain goes away) and a “perfect” world is the result.

But can the “real world” be saved?  Or will the new Charlotte take over (with the robots) now that her human family is dead.  And since it seems that William or Delores aren’t going to be able to stop her now… will Rehoboam’s prediction (that Caleb witnessed) come true?  Is the key (or savior) now Bernard because he has seen the key (to the sublime) and will he be the one to save humanity by showing them?  The future is unknown (aka the darkside of the moon)… WWIV is going to be interesting… stay tuned! 😉

What does this show have to do with our reality?  Well… IT’s just another apocalyptic story we could head down (in the future) where we use AI (artificial intelligence) for the wrong reasons / purposes and end up destroying ourselves.  So in a way, IT (as in this particular fictional story) is a warning!  If we use and abuse AI for selfish reasons (power & control)… humanity will more than likely head down a similar path (of destruction).

Once again (in another apocalyptic story)… the idea of choice becomes the important moral or lesson of the story.  Will we choose to see the beauty in this world (like Delores suggests at the end of this season), which would be to treat all conscious beings (including future robots) with love and respect… or will be choose the darkside and continue our lust for power and control.

And since we will eventually develop AI (probably with in the next few decades)… I would suggest we use it in a beautiful way…  by choosing a resource based economy that treats the entire earth with love and respect… by eliminating power / control.  I just hope humanity can wake up before it’s too late and the survivors have to find John Connor and hide on the darkside of the moon! 

5/15/2020  How about a little dose of the truth…

So I’m sitting here in dreary weather Chicago and I’m locked down like I’m in prison.  Yeah, I can still go places… but why?  I’m not working right now because of the lockdown, so I have to conserve my savings.  Nothing fun is open, so all I do is sit around all day long passing the time.  Yeah, I could do some productive things like a home workout… learn to play guitar… write a screenplay, but you start to ask yourself… what’s the point (I’m going to lose it all in the end anyways)?   Especially when you have gotten to the point when you know who you really are… an image of God.  And just when you start to see heaven (in your world) and are actually finding happiness (again)… God’s other images do something to take that away.  Or God (and his alter ego… the devil) send out a virus that is overblown by those in power to control us (aka… keeping God in check).

See, the simple truth of the matter is… material heaven (aka a perfect world of images) is the most difficult thing to achieve in all of existence.  Now God allows you to gain glimpses of material heaven and some of us are better at manifesting it (with having confidence) or born with an advantage (like being really good looking or wealthy or being blessed with some sort of prodigy like talent).  This is what some call the “law of attraction” or the ability to use faith to manifest what you want (leading you to your perfect material world).  But true heaven is really an attitude (that is imageless), because we all know of rich, good looking, talented people who are miserable.  Now most of us are willing to fight (aka work) to gain things that create that material world we desire and move up the ladder so to say… but let’s say you’re like me and are only willing to fight so hard and have accepted (or being grateful for) the material things that have been given to me.  Now some might just call this being lazy or unmotivated… but going after material success becomes a lot harder once you gain enlightenment. And why Buddhist monks and the homeless seem to be the most enlightened.

Like I said in an earlier post… when you gain enlightenment… God is going to up the game and continue to test you by taking more and more material things away from you… until… I’m guessing… you have nothing left.  And you will welcome death… and won’t care about the images anymore… and the images (of reality) go away.  All you will see is the light at the end of the tunnel where consciousness is finally at peace with no more pressure (or gravity) to gain material things or images.  You have reached the end of consciousness, but you have also reached the beginning (once again).  This is what is known as the Alpha / Omega… you simply exist (between nothing and everything… aka infinity)… where time stops (for what seems like eternity) and there is no pressure (or no pain) to gain…  thank God!

Now I don’t know how many people are actually reading these posts, I’m slowly learning not to worry (or panic) about gaining the notoriety (or potential finances) that spreading this overall message might accomplish.  I’m doing what was asked of me (by God) and that is to give people an opportunity to hear my ideas that might help them with their journey through life.  Maybe when I am finally judged by God… I’ll be looked at as a coward for not having the courage to truly proclaim the word of God (in public) as I know it (hiding within the dark web… or fabric of space).  Or maybe if I’m patient… the opportunity will present itself and I just need to have faith… that what I’m doing is right and I won’t be judged (by God… aka the world) in the end.  I can just enjoy the peace knowing… I gave up everything in the beginning… especially the One… I was hoping to find… in the end.

 So… my point of this post… if you are feeling depressed as the world presently seems to be collapsing around you / us… DON’T PANIC… and do something crazy (harmful to yourself or others).  Franklin Roosevelt said it best… “the only thing we have to fear is… fear itself!”  Stand up to the test (fear) and realize you don’t have to play the game.  Jesus explained this when he talked about the camel going thru the eye of the needle.  Be willing to give up everything and one day you will find nothing… but peace! And realize this message is everywhere… just ride the storm out… learn to let go (of the physical)… you will find eternal peace in the end… which is also the beginning… as IT never ends!

IT’s the fucking truth… I hope you can handle IT… (the dose… just look at IT like a vaccine… lol)! 😉

5/21/20… A trip a-cross (in) the light… it’s where sight (Christ) begins…

Aight… so I can hear some of you saying (that are actually reading my blog)… “okay Mr. S(marty)pants… if you believe dark matter is very tiny pictures of reality… where do they come from?  You still haven’t identified the source (or the beginning) of those pictures that dark energy moves like a movie (to create reality).”

Now before I answer the question, I want to also tell ya I have officially been off of (or sober from) hallucinogenic type drugs (primarily marijuana) for officially one month.  Why is this important?  Like I have stated earlier, drugs are accelerants (shortcuts… or wormholes) to understanding clandestine (or hidden) meaning in reality.  You experience a heaven like (or euphoric) reality where pain goes away and questions are answered… and you see the multiverse come alive (where you go beyond your five senses).  They are in a way a form of “cheating” when it comes to enlightenment.  How faith (simply belief) creates reality and drugs increase your faith (and why people do some “crazy” shit when they are using drugs).  So… I’ve currently stopped trying to cheat when it comes to understanding faith / reality and want to have faith that what I am saying right now is real.  Will I go back and use again?  I don’t know (for sure)… I haven’t written it off completely, but I want to know that I can do this sober.  I want to know that my faith (or a trip across the light… aka finding sight… or Christ) isn’t based solely on having a boost!  I do have faith that God is showing me the way… a little at a time… and I want to thank God for the opportunity… to see what life looks… a cross (in) the light (aka Christ… or “anointed one”)… I’ll show you what it looks like scientifically (in my next post)… so let’s get back to the original question (of this post).

The pictures (of light) have always been there… they come from other dimensions of time… the future… that has looped around from the past… creating the present (dimension) of reality (like the story of Hodor… GOT IT? ;).  The infinity sign is the best way to understand it… where you have two time loops (past and future) connected together and the present is at the center (or X).  Time is circular (not linear… the clock should help you understand that…).  Time being visually circular has been shown in movies like Arrival and TV shows like Westworld.   The future (time loop) comes around and gives us ideas (or dreams) that we (aka…consciousness) have to choose (using free will) to create reality… which then goes into the past (memories) that loop around and disappear (become dark) as they move faster than the speed of light (and accelerate into the future or “trip across the light”). 

Now to have choice, there needs to be more than one reality, which now creates imagination when it comes to consciousness.  God needed to separate in order to experience a specific reality.  Infinity is too much information for one consciousness to experience… thus God created all life to experience a multitude of possibilities.  All it took (to slow the light down… and separate) was a little space…

I can see how this works… and I don’t need My DeLorean (Timecop 1983, by Primo 😉

6/1/2020… How does the cross of light work… scientifically?

I know… there is a pandemic, economic crisis, and riots going on… so who gives a shit about cosmological theology at this point in time… right?  I do… because it’s best not to focus on shit that will only cause you negative emotions, thus creating a negative reality.   And I enjoy talking about this shit… as it makes me happy (positive emotions) that will at least create a positive reality in my world while the rest of the world enjoys the drama of the stupid economic system that creates most of the problems we see today!

So, when you know what God is… basically light creating space to allow information (or thoughts) to manifest itself into real experiences using actual matter that forms into lower consciousness (that is unaware that IT is actually God… or higher consciousness)… what does it look like scientifically?  How does energy create space for light to move and become real?  It all comes down to a cross of energy (light).

Jesus… I hope you can see the light (how it creates 4 quadrants… or space) and why stars look like crosses or X’s from a distance. And don’t be mad at Jesus… he didn’t know about science back then to clue you in… lol

OMT… could this diagram also be the “snake” in the Garden of Eden? Instead of a real snake that tempted Eve (or darkness)… maybe light moving as a wave tempted Eve to leave the quantum universe (of Heaven) and experience reality by following the light that created space… or the universe… 🤔

And now back to our regularly scheduled program… “The Shit Show” of pandemics… economic strife… riots… lying… cheating… stealing… etc. (basically all the drama people seem to love)! 

😉

6/7/2020… Can you see the light?

So I posted another You Tube video about my presidential run and linked it to my Facebook page.  But I am not a talented entertainer that really captivates people and  I realize nobody takes it seriously, which is resulting in less and less views, so I can (definitely) see the light that it’s going to take a “miracle” of God for me to get people to believe in (or see the light in) a resource based economy (and change the world in a positive way… like I’ve been dreaming about doing).  I really don’t want to be president btw… look at the shit Trump is going through… who wants that?  Plus, I would have to go way beyond Joe Exotic to get noticed (go viral) and I’m not willing to do anything really “crazy” anymore.  I’m not talking anything violent or destructive, but the last time I got on the news (for a “one” man peaceful protest), I got fired and lost a pretty good job and am now selling my blood plasma to just to make any kind of extra money (so it’s really not worth it).  Honestly I just don’t have that kind of “crazy” in me to be a You Tube star (especially sober).  And is being a star the ultimate goal?  No… my ultimate goal is to understand reality (how it works) and to leave it on record for anyone who wants to see what I’ve discovered.  So back to the quantum world.  As I’ve stated before, I believe dark matter is pictures of reality that come from the quantum world and this diagram shows how it works.

So how the picture becomes quantum (or very small) is due to space.  So if the picture (represented by the flat 4 squared plane) separates and moves apart, the pictures will become smaller to each other (from each other’s perspective / consciousness / awareness).  Space not only goes outward, but also goes inward, thus making any image look smaller and smaller with greater and greater space / distance (eventually disappearing from a certain perspective of consciousness).  But no matter how far apart the images are from each other, they are still connected by the energy (that is dark/invisible) that separated them (represented by the red / blue waves)… aka supersymmetry. This infinity symbol shows how this distance perspective works (as both loops are the same size, but the left loop is farther away if you look at it 3 dimensionally rather than 2D).

Now to create 3 dimensional (weighted) particles from the 2 dimensional (practically weightless) images… you would need a form of resistance (fabric / grid) that would slow down the images as they move apart.  The pressure (or gravity) would cause the 2 dimensional images to now form into 3D balls (or particles).  Or the other way to look at it…  is the moving colored waves move around the grid (like a clock) in 6 opposite directions (making 12 total) which creates the image of reality (or picture) and the pressure of dark energy moving the picture causes the 2D image to fold over to create a vibrating 3D ball of light (or photon) as weight /gravity (or resistance/pressure) is added.

So, this is how light works!  This is how light is also a wave and a particle.  This is how supersymmetry works (string theory)… this is how quantum physics works!  These diagrams (that I didn’t create btw) explain all of these things and why stars (or other light sources) look like crosses or X’s from a distance.  IT’s F…n amazing! 

Now I can definitely see (the light of) how I’ve opened myself up to mocking and criticism from the scientific world!  But ya have to give me one thing… IT’s fucking creative!  And IT’s quite genius I must say… so I really don’t give shit if the science community backs me up on this! 😉

Next post is how the (4 quadrant) 2D flat image is a window that becomes a mirror… stay tuned!

And remember… black matter (aka dark matter) eventually becomes life!  You just need a little light (or energy) to get the movie of reality (or moving pictures) a little space.  Can you see how this is all coming to life?!!  I sure hope so… before we destroy everyone and everything… if we could only remember how we’re all connected… aka love… IT’s what truly matters! 🙂

6/9/2020… Understanding your opposite… 96… it’s just facing the other way.

I know I get a little swept up in scientific cosmology, which I’m sure bores the fuck out of some of my readers, but I have to go with what “God” gives me (as far as information) to write about.  And since God (or “the multiverse”) gives you information (through dark energy / matter) based on what you focus on… I tend to get a lot of cosmology, because I’m fascinated by IT!  Anyways… Let’s take a break from the science of “God” and get away from the windows and mirrors for a tad (though I’m dyin to continue through that wormhole…) and get back to reality and focus on a little psychology (which also fascinates me).

So there is a lot of large scale drama goin on in the world with the continuing pandemic and continuing protests with the George Floyd incident.  But we all know how small scale drama is a part of all of our lives on a daily basis and Dear Abby is a pretty entertaining form of small scale daily drama as I look at the paper each morning.  Her column is all about relationships (friends / family / lovers / colleagues / neighbors / etc) and the “crazy” issues some people run into and need some help (advice).  See, it’s simple… we are all trying to gain a “taste” of heaven by acquiring material (physical) possessions (which includes people too).  But realize… that most of the situations (good or bad) we end up in is a matter of CHOICE and it’s amazing how many people choose to get involved in dramatic situations hoping it turns into heaven for them.  I’m truly astounded by how many columns there are about people who met through an affair and believe the same thing won’t happen to them down the road or some sort of backlash (aka bad karma) happens with the ex… (and when it does… they don’t know how this could’ve happened or what to do about it… go figure! lol).  Once again… this is the subconscious (hidden psychological) nature of “God” coming through making us believe we will find heaven (where God gets everything IT wants and is blissfully happy) where others found hell (and are miserable).  If people start to realize the “God” mentality behind our persona… maybe we wouldn’t put ourselves in situations that start from Hell hoping they turn into Heaven.  So, my point of this post is… (before it gets too long and overexplained)… if you are always facing Hell in your life and don’t know what to do… CHOOSE to turn around… and face the opposite way… that way has to be heaven!  And turn 96 (disconnection of your opposite) into 69 (connection of your opposite)! 😉

6/11/2020… reality… IT (or consciousness) is just windows and mirrors

Life is pretty simple… it’s all about trapping light (or slowing information / ideas / imagination down).  See, the mysteries of life aren’t really all that mysterious.  “God” or whatever you want to IT… puts everything (all information) out there for us to discover, but this discovery happens (evolves) very slowly over time.  Now you want information to keep moving… because movement (or freedom) is life.  Without movement, you would be frozen (or stuck) in time and only exist for a moment (as time would disappear and become eternal).  But with too much freedom (or unlimited movement), you’d disappear and exist everywhere and nowhere at the same time (rendering time as meaningless once again… or eternal). And since time and space are relatively the same thing… space becomes meaningless…. or infinite.  So obviously there has to be a balance for life to exist and create a believable (or finite) reality.  This is where faith (aka choice or free will) plays a role in trapping the light, allowing the infinite possibilities of information to now manifest into reality.  And I believe most people are aware that glass in the form of a prism (or defined space) is what slows down light.  And if you want to completely trap the light (and actually cause it to move backwards), the glass would need to be backed up by a reflective (heavy) metal and become a mirror.  So consciousness (at the most basic or quantum level)… must be where information reflects back at itself (which creates 3 dimensional space / images from the 2 dimensional or flat images).  So at the quantum level (where there is very little space)… everything must start out with windows and mirrors… and they are most likely the same (and probably act like two way mirrors).   So… if you are wondering what “God” probably looks like at the most basic level… this might be a good image to start with…

Thanks Micro….! 😉

Next post… how do we get to black and white?

6/12/2020… Today’s date… is just one half of the other… mirror image

Now I’ve gone out on a limb to suggest that “God” starts out as a two-way mirror (pic from my 6/11 post)… where light goes in (creating one space), but also reflecting back (which completely defines another space).  And you can reverse the light from that pic and see how space is created using light (from a certain perspective or consciousness).  The two way mirrors (windows) provide a barrier to separate spaces (creating dimensions).  Now all we need is some “images” for consciousness (or awareness) to believe in (or having faith in) for reality to occupy a particular space (or defined perspective / dimension). 

We all know darkness exists (or black) because of space (especially when it comes to a black hole… which we are starting to detect scientifically).  But do “white” holes exist?  I guess you would have to say yes… theoretically, as they would be the opposite of a black hole.  If a black hole is the beginning of a very large space (or tunnel of distance)… where there is no light… then a white hole would be the end of the tunnel where all the light is concentrated into the tiniest of spaces.  So if black is nothing (no light / information) then white must be everything (all light / information).  But then the opposite must also be true where black is invisible white (or invisible light) and white is invisible black (or invisible darkness).   So now a “white” hole can be defined as the beginning of space and a “black” hole is the end.  Ultimately black and white are basically colorless and provide backgrounds (beginnings/ ends) for all colors to exist and bring reality to consciousness. 

Overall, they are in a way the same thing… or as the expression goes… six of one, half dozen of the other… vice versa… half dozen of one, six of the other… either way, together they equal 12.  Can you see how the tunnel (or space) works today?  😉

6/26/2020… So what… is the fucking story…(!/?)

Now when you can see the dual meaning behind the title of today’s post… you’ll realize that not giving a fuck… will lead you to your best possible story (of your life).  That’s not to say you don’t need to care about others and be an asshole or not try for anything meaningful in your life, but when others or life in general “fucks” with you… don’t get all mad or full of anxiety, because now your ruining your chance to find heaven… which is on earth btw!  So… God… in order to make heaven real (which is a dream world where there is no pain) needed to create hell (or pain) and add it into the equation for reality to become believable (not just a dream that God could control through IT’s imagination).   Because without pain… reality becomes boring!  Which boredom now becomes a form of pain… so pain has always existed… just like love… IT’s infinite / eternal!

So what is the fucking story?   The singularity or ultimate connection (aka love) had to break apart (feel pain)… used some mirrors to create some space… created some images from IT’s imagination that the mirrors would reflect (creating 3D)…so now life could begin… one… becomes two… separate entities and their (sexual) reconnection makes 3… and so on…

…but first he drove her (God the Mother) away… to the darkness… and started the curse…. That everything truly alive… eventually dies… and love doesn’t last…  Just don’t forget… he’s the hiss… that told the darkness (Eve)… tempt that stupid fucker… with the bliss… of your kiss… he’s blind… and will follow you anywhere… he thinks he’s alive… because he can be a father… just like me… I AM just a fantasy… can’t you see?

So with the Big Bang… everything broke apart as pain creates space (or separation)… now you can feel the love if you can learn to reconnect… especially when IT comes to sex… that’s the fucking story… that’s life.  IT’s not so boring is IT?  So what if IT works out exactly as you dreamt IT (without pain)… IT’s kind of nice to be surprised… making the pain (or mystery) worth IT! 😉

6/29/2020… When you can see the movie… you can see how vibration is everything…

Maybe I’m starting to make sense to some people… I really don’t know… all I know is… your vibration is where the pictures come into view and solidify into a 3D reality.  Remember that reality is just like a movie.  You are just unaware of the film going by at a certain speed up in the projector room.  All you know is you can see a real story happening in front of you.  The difference between real life and a movie is you cannot see the screen!  Time creates the space for the individual pictures to slow down enough to create a believable reality to consciousness.  All “God” needed to do was hide the screen.  How did “God” do that… by making shit so small (quantum) that consciousness (on a surface or basic level) couldn’t detect (or sense) it.  But eventually you will become aware of your vibrational state.  If you have ever felt the “buzz” from certain drugs (esp. marijuana), you will understand what I mean.  Eventually, you will start to detect the “buzz” when you are sober… especially in the morning after waking up.  This is dark energy / dark matter (moving pictures).  Moving pictures is what life is all about and why I’m guessing the band Rush symbolized that in their album.  Now if you don’t want to feel the rush (of drugs) making you aware of your vibrational reality, because it can be difficult to handle (as reality no longer seems real)… trust me that I’m right about this idea.  Moving pictures is how vibration works to create your reality… so just sit back and enjoy the show! 😉

7/5/2020…. Why do you want to bomb heaven?

So when you know it’s all a choice… why bomb heaven in favor of hell?  You want to savor the moment.  Don’t even think about how it should turn out.   When you want to outsmart God… you’ll never do it.  God will always be one step ahead of you.  So how do you beat God?  Don’t think ahead… will I AM in the moment.  Trust that God will give you the dark matter (aka the ideas) to enjoy each and every moment.  So if you feel like you keep missing the moment and always pull a Costanza… Stop thinking about how it’s going to fall apart… enjoy whatever comes to mind… and steal the show! 

If you understand how heaven and hell work to create reality, you’ll understand how conflicting information is needed to create space.  So when you are wondering what the right choice is to make in a difficult situation… stop thinking about it and just let it flow… let empathy and honesty be your guides and have faith that God (or whatever you want to call IT) will bring you to where you want to go… IT is what faith (in the good) or what heaven is all about!  Don’t F…(in) bomb IT… learn to lol! 😉

7/31/2020… When you start to feel… how to be comfortably numb…

At this point I seem to be running out of things to say… and why I haven’t posted anything new in over 3 weeks.  Every time I believe I have things figured out, God (or life) throws a different kind of test at me.  And though I talk like I know what I’m doing (from my past posts), it seems like I’ll never completely get there (reaching heaven on earth).  But I’ve realized that this is okay and actually desired.  Challenge (or pain) feels good and makes life worth living.  I don’t need (or want) the perfect.

It’s been almost 4 years since I had my first awakening experience and I believe I’m starting to finally get it (and actually practicing what I’m preaching).  I’m starting to feel how to be comfortably numb. 

And if you truly listen to the words of the classic Pink Floyd song and you know it’s God talking to you… it brings you peace… and you can feel the final guitar solo… in your fingertips… and the tears flow… and pass by your lips… you know your vibration… and it no longer makes you sick… you finally feel comfortable… in your own skin… your vibration becomes numb… it is hidden… but you know its “in there”… because you are finally aware… even though you no longer take the trip… and you can feel the high… when your hair springs to life… and though you miss… the rush… of hitting the sky… to finally know… how the Holy Spirit… is truly inside… and that God is not a lie… you start to smile… because you’ve reached the bliss… as you pass through the EYE… of the dark circle… found in the needle… as you’ve finally learned to “let go”… Om Mani Padme Hum…  😉

10/15/2020… The Blind Spot can see! 😉

Aight… I took a little hiatus from my blog to keep my undercover (reporter) status fresh and I just caught up on one of my favorite TV series that came to its final season.  It’s been on my DVR now for a couple of months and I finally got around to the finale (get it? 😉

Now, the motivation behind ALL of my writing is to “shed light” on who God really is… and IT is simple… God is Eternal Infinity… or simply put… everything (including everyone). 

But God is so well hidden within the fabric of reality, no one can see IT… except for the truly aware. 

Now a major theme in the series is the idea of memory… which makes us real.  And if we lose our memories… we cease to exist (and we are basically dead), so memory is an important function of reality. 

In the show, there is a drug called ZIP that erases one’s memory and the FBI team (that are now rogue agents) need to stop a potential terrorist attack where a dirty bomb could release the drug and destroy millions of lives.  

Now Jane (Doe)… who is the main character of the series that has struggled the entire time (series) figuring out who she is… gets ZIPped one last time in the finale and starts dying.  You should notice that as she is dying… she starts to see God (which is everyone she knows and sees) and God starts to clue her in to what is really going on.  And when she gets fully zipped (in the body bag) at the end… she finally realizes where she is… heaven…

Now is this where the story ends… because all stories have to have an ending? 

This is the blind spot that God did for itself.  It forgot that IT was God, where IT can see all stories thru the beginning to the end.  Which is kind of disappointing… and why Jane looked the way she did at the dinner table… she knows this story has come to an end, and she loved the excitement the story gave her, not really knowing how it would end.  She saved the world… what is left for her to achieve?

So the story of God continues… the ultimate writer.  Only the writer knows how the story begins… and ends… Alpha / Omega… everyone else (aka the watchers) is kept in the dark… which makes life (or the story) worth living.

Just takien a little vacay 12/10/20

Can you see the Blind Spot?  😉

How far down the rabbit hole do I go? Read all the way down to find out… 😉

Let’s start off with a little request… hey G.. (od)… for once… could we have a story… where you just give me the strength (gratitude) to simply enjoy the moment, but with as much empathy as I can… AMEN (Ra… 😉

How does the lucid dream play out? June 2019

When you get to the point (where you are high enough 😉 ) to understand what everything (in life) is all about… what do you do?

You share… your thoughts and hope to help those who are struggling… you help light their way.

What I’m about to share is something that is not easy to understand and can only be truly understood by experiencing it yourself. It seems as if no amount of description or examples will get you to see what I call true reality. Many of you will see what I’m describing on this website as fantasy… or simply… you might just say I’m crazy. But that’s okay… because I know I’m not crazy. I’m just really creative… and I can see all possibilities. It just takes a little faith to create a true reality… you’ll see 😉

It’s basically the idea that life is just a lucid dream (movie, game) and we are the ones producing, directing, creating or acting it out (in the form of a movie)… for ALL to see. Who is ALL?..

Well, that would be everyone (aka… God) through what I’ve experienced. Now if you don’t believe in God (defined by a specific religion or just in a spiritual sense like karma, kundalini energy, Chi, Tao, etc)… you can go the psychology route and call it Infinite Consciousness (or Super Consciousness), which would include sub-consciousness.

You could go the scientific route and call it Pure Energy (which may be “dark” or invisible / clear) and would also include dark matter (what I believe is potential matter that first comes to us as thoughts in our dreams). Along this route you could also look at this reality as a form of computer program (matrix) where the pixels (subatomic particles) vibrate to life through the laws of nature (physics, biology,chemistry).

Simply put…. IT is everything…

Whatever you want to call IT, or however you want to perceive IT… you will know IT when IT happens to you. Trust me… you won’t be able to deny IT any longer! 😉

Just don’t panic when you can see / feel IT, because IT is very overwhelming. Remember, this is your movie / lucid dream (or game) and you can control IT by having faith in what you believe. So you can make this movie /game/dream play out however you want and I hope you choose the good things… especially the ending!

Let’s begin the journey… shall we?.. 😉

So… how do you beat the game (control the dream / direct the movie)??? 6-15-2019

You can call this shit show… what we call life… it’s just a very high tech (hyper D((imensional))… tv) game. Now I believe (from experience) this game gets more difficult the more aware (enlightened) you become. The more you become aware of IT… the more aware IT becomes of you. AND IT WILL FIGHT BACK!!!

So… here’s is my latest analysis (apart from my book)… The game is going to knock you down… just like any challenging game would. IT keeps you in check… and keeps you coming back for more (keeps you interested). And this will hurt, because you will lose things (family, friends, jobs, money, love… etc.). So the game (of life) is designed to create a shit show and will test you all the time. IT will give you mazes to get out of… where you feel trapped.

This game is not going to be easy to win… in fact… stop trying to win!  The game’s sole purpose is to give you life (experience) so you evolve into something higher. Trying to win will only cause you to feel defeated and this is what causes depression (in my opinion).  If you keep thinking there is an ultimate end to this game you will be disappointed.  You will always be presented with something better to achieve until even being Superman is not enough, or the game will have to think up super villains / a weakness (like kryptonite) to keep you in check.  So… play the game for the pure enjoyment of it and stop keeping score.  This is where we are all fucking up the system that was designed with the most incredible precision.  This game was designed to provide “experience”… that’s IT!  IT then becomes our choice on whether or not the experience is a good or bad one.  I know this sounds very simple and a bit cliché, but IT is the Truth.  And IT will set you free!

You… being consciousness… will never be able to escape the game (movie / dream). IT continues for eternity. All that will happen is your surroundings will change colors and you will find a different structure (body) to occupy for a certain amount of time. So stop fighting IT so much and have a little faith (in yourself or at least some form of higher power… your choice) that everything will turn out for the best! Enjoy the ups… learn from the downs… and if you don’t let the fear get out of control and not let IT become you… the fear will not be able to manifest itself in this reality. Remember that faith (belief) ultimately controls life… so don’t let IT control you… believe in yourself!

The key… is to live in the moment as much as you can and be GRATEFUL for all that you have (experiences you gain) ! Dream of a positive future and let go of the negative past. You can remember the good times and the lessons from the bad times, but don’t dwell in the future or the past… you will lose opportunities to experience a wonderful present moment, with whoever you are with. Remember who you are and who everyone else is… “who who… 55… have some sympathy for the Devil… learn to Focus like Will Smith and Margo Robbie’s characters… and the moment won’t pass you by!”

Now… when does the movie (story) start to get weird?  6/16/2019

IT… starts to get weird when you connect to the ether.  And you know IT is everywhere and in everything.  You’ll pop your 3rd eye and the sky becomes alive and you’ll realize that there are messages everywhere and in everything.  The final hurdle is understanding this when your not buzzing… and IT can’t hurt you… not if you don’t let IT.  So roll with the punches (let them call you crazy… because you know it’s pure genius) and as long as you don’t break any major laws… you can talk your way out of or into anything if you believe what you say.  Just know who you are talking with and that IT is you too.  So check out my videos on You Tube… type in shit show teaser… watch it… then go to the link for my WTF channel and watch the other videos… Some are funny… some are a little weird… but they were designed that way to throw you off so you don’t see the “real” message behind the (reel).  They are kind of Wizard of Oz…ish.  Who’s controlling the magic code… but if you can get beyond the weirdness… open your mind… you’ll see the code I’m sending (I made it pretty obvious) and you’ll realize it’s brilliant.  And you will start to see the brilliance in everything in existence and how we all play a role.  Now with every story there are good people and bad people to create a balance that makes reality possible.  You’ll also see why bad shit happens to you and it doesn’t seem fair.  Like when a golfer stripes one down the middle of the fairway and ends up in a divot.  You’ll understand why luck was designed into the game of golf and you can’t pull it out of the divot.  Can you overcome bad luck by staying in control (calm) and getting yourself out of the depression you found yourself in… get it? 😉 If you can… you can defeat mental illness (especially depression).  Just flip it (like George Costanza) and believe you are telling the truth… when you know you are a genius.  This is how you get through the weird part of the story.  Hopefully my video from Father’s Day 2019 explains this… then google the commercial with the mirrors creating multidimensional / directional reality (Deloitte)… it’s an incredible message.  Similar to my video with mirrors on my Facebook Page… IAMwill.  Those videos are older (when I first started awakening the spirit in my body) and have some cool dogs in them for entertainment. 😉  

Side note … Another good commercial (during the final round of the U.S. Open golf tournament) I saw that shows how the strings work holding on to particles in space (creating different images based on angles) is the Lexus commercial about experience.

And if you a person who watches Game of Thrones and you get to season 3 episode 4 and when the Kingslayer (after he loses his hand) wants to give up (because he believes he’s lost too much) and the lady knight (with the short blonde hair) motivates him not to give up… this is an important message when you awaken and you seem to have lost control (lost everything).. don’t give up!

And to keep things light… time for a little harmless, cheesy sexual joke… why did the plug enter the socket?  He wanted to be turned on! lol 😉

How do you know what the right thing to do is? 6/19/2019

So when you discover true consciousness (and I’m not trying to sound condescending here, because I know many people will misinterpret that statement as a negative… it has nothing to do with intellectual ability… just a higher awareness of what consciousness really is… and you’ll find meaning in everything… beyond what you already know). It seems as if things start to separate from you even if you try hard to keep things light and within the zeitgeist of the culture. The game (dream / movie) will counter your moves by bringing in set backs. Just when you think you’ve achieved something… something new pops up. And you will see it in their eyes when you interact with people. Just make sure you look at them as someone there to help you… not there to hurt you… and the game (movie, dream) will head in a positive direction.

Do you enjoy the moment of each situation you are in (and with whoever you are with) and stop worrying about if things will work out? Just have fun with whatever life brings you through relationships, work, etc. and the game will stop fucking with you so much.

That is truly the right thing to do when you are presented with the day to day challenges that IT brings you. And eventually you will find the things you are looking for! 😉

So why does IT fuck with you? 6-21-2019

In my latest version of my first published book, Edge of the Kingdom (that you will find in my latest published book… Finding First Light… aka… I AM (AM I) Lucid Dreaming… ), I write about how God (or whatever you want to call IT) fucks with you. I believe IT does this to make you human. IT has to drain your energy on a daily basis in order for you to be mortal and eventually die. So IT presents you with obstacles / challenges / pain / etc. in order for you to slowly wear down (erode away) over time, thus only giving you a specific amount of time for which to gain experience (knowledge). Now it can be something that is simple like getting a trojan horse on your computer and having to spend 400 bucks and 3 hours of your valuable time with some customer service rep who you can barely understand (and you really question whether it was a setup and put there originally by the software company to scam you out of more money) . Or it can be something tragic that seems to make the evening news. I’m guessing it all depends on your karma, but we all know nobody in this world is completely free from being fucked with by IT. If I’m correct about everyone being a part of the energy of God (which is eternal and can’t be destroyed)… then what has to be destroyed is the physical body. And this is also why I believe we sleep. We need to be recharged (like our phones), but I believe we experience dark energy and dark matter the most when we are asleep. Some how we plug into the cosmos when we sleep and dark energy gives us new life (new energy for the next day… while dark matter gives us moving pictures to entertain us while we are in recharging mode. But eventually our batteries will run out and we experience death. Which is a good thing I guess because why would God only want to experience only one body for all eternity? Which would also be very lonely all by yourself, so God loves variety / diversity and thus has plenty of time / lives to experience an infinite amount of good and bad realities.

Now we (as specific vibrational energy) get only so much time to gain awareness and raise our frequency (within our specific bodies) to the next level (and move into a new / higher dimensional reality… which religion would call heaven). So God presents us with the challenges / problems to see how we react to them. Will we eventually lose self control and go nuts and do something harmful to ourselves or others (lowering our frequencies)… or will we rise up to the challenge and take the “high” road? What choices do we make and can we control our emotions? Can we make it to the next higher dimensions or will we be recycled back to something similar or lower in this dimension? I guess God (IT) only know… 😉

Why else does IT fuck with us? Getting fucked with makes us forget who we really are… the consciousness of God / IT. If we truly believed we were God… we would gain ultimate power and would get anything we wanted and would never experience pain. So failure (pain) keeps us from being God, thus, making us human. So God designed itself to forget itself and through us can have a “real” experience in this world and not be just a dream. Imagine if you never experienced any setbacks (found heaven)… life would get pretty boring after awhile (like Eve explains in season 4 of the Netflix series Lucifer to why she came back to earth).

So God Almighty created us (and lives through us subconsciously), but is really controlling everything. So, when you do something that aggravates or hurts someone, you are helping to keep others from realizing that they are God too and making them real (becoming human). Now yes, we do have free will (or choice) to do good or bad things, but that’s part of making the experience real and making us forget we are part of the Almighty. It’s all part of a brilliantly designed system… don’t forget that! 😉

So what’s a Small Town Boy to do Dustin Lynch in the Current Mood? Especially when you see geese running down the road (single file) and you’re laughing your ass off… 😉 6-22-2019

Anyways… so, when you get to the part in my story, where I know where I’m at (limbo)and I’m trying to bring everyone with me (to the heavenly side). You start to support me and encourage me to win the race… to the iron throne… knowing I will destroy IT… and I won’t need Drogon! 😉

Now back to reality (but go schizo-creative). I know it sucks that it has come to this, but I didn’t have a choice. I went deep undercover to see the underworld (Hades) and it’s not that scary. You just have to take control of the story and never look back. Everything happens for a reason… and if you believe that, you end up with no regrets. Live a little in the moment for when it eventually comes out… you can handle the pressure of being God (in your world). Yes, I am showing how to coexist when we’re all looking for Super-light (aka dark-white). And you can convert this to any religion (including science / atheism) when you talk about how to see true reality. Just don’t let go of the idea of heaven. Don’t believe hell is stronger when you sober up… Caspice… 😉

Now on to the good stuff… 6/25

I’m here to warn you… super consciousness is coming. IT is an awareness beyond what you already know. At first (when IT hits you), you will be in awe of IT and want IT to never leave. You will think you have discovered something no one else has because you can see things that are beyond belief and IT will make you feel like you are the first (Alpha). You become overwhelmed and want to share this with the world, but you will be brought to your knees because you will see IT everywhere and in everything. You will eventually realize IT has been here all along and now it feels like you are the last to know (Omega). IT will then start to taunt you and scare you… and make you feel like you have gone crazy and need help. But deep down you know you are sane and can just see the membrane (remember the song? lol). Don’t believe IT when IT tries to convince you that you need help or you are just plain wrong. Just stay in control and only listen to what is good. Discovering Pandora’s Box (aka the Holy Grail) is not easy to deal with and you will question whether or not letting this out is a good thing (because IT tries to scare you that you will create a Bird Box scenario). But on the other hand… you can see how IT could change the world for the better (and possibly create heaven on earth). So what do you do? Do you create more subliminal messages by creating another fictional story… cash in on the money… gain some glory… bask in the fame? Or do you sacrifice… tell the truth… take on the pain?

How do you escape the pain of Pandora’s Box (all Hell)? BE PATIENT… and wait for (pay attention to) the signs that will guide your way. Put a Message in a Bottle (like the Police)… and believe one day the message will get thru. Understand when you hear REM singing about Losing My Religion… who is talking to you. When you see God as everything… IT will be abundantly clear. And you will see this in the 3 books I created (now combined in Finding First Light / I Am, Am I Lucid Dreaming…), when I talk about seeing the clear that Didrick Thulin sings about in Dancer (kygo remix). When you close your eyes… you see Nothing…. and Everything (black to white). Just don’t let the messages drive you to do something insane, because they can do that if you are not careful and stay in control. Be like the Kingslayer and reveal the truth to gain the trust of your lady protector (knight). And when they know you sacrificed your oath to slay the Mad King… you did it for what was right… and now Lucifer doesn’t seem like such a bad guy, even though he’s sleeping with his sister (right next to his dead son)! GOT IT? 😉

One last thing before I end today’s post. Don’t give up either (like the Kingslayer wanted to do before Brienne of Tarth motivated his hope) and “go the distance” to find your Field of Dreams. At first everyone will think you are crazy when you are about to lose the farm (your mind) for betting on a Dead Man’s Party (by Oingo Boingo) in the form of a baseball game. Just have some true faith that the Good Stuff will come in the end. Don’t go for the iron throne… IT’s not worth IT (you will know what I AM talking about when you get this part in the story). IT’s best if you let the truth out slowly and see if IT catches fire Katniss… be the savior (Mockingjay) and Neo will prevail (over the virus agent Smith) and unify The Matrix. Can you see the connections (strings)? 😉

Finally, stop capitalizing it… don’t make it larger than LIFE!

When you can finally see The Grid (and you’re sober listening to Daft Punk… Tron Legacy)… do you write about it? 6/27/2019

WTF… you got nothing to lose… get it? 😉

So every once in awhile it’s good to throw in some scientific theory (into your creative story) to show people your just not some crazy religious wack-job whose trying to promote one psycho religious doctrine over another (leading to Armageddon)… or trying to scare the be-Jesus (get it?) out of everyone that the end times (final revelations of the Apocalypse) are here.

Now don’t worry if you can’t do the math and solve some equation that would only be found on a MIT chalkboard in the middle of a hallway. Just have some Good Will and start Hunting for the answers deep in your mind.

I’ve written quite a bit about scientific theory in the past (especially my essay to FQXi back in 2017… that I included in my latest book… check it out!), but it’s all from an imagery standpoint with no math to back it up. It’s just about picturing what quantum must look like if you go hyper-small. Just dive below the balls (but get your mind off of porn… lol) to see what is holding us up in the black hole of space (just beyond Uranus… lol!). Remember nothing is impossible, so blackness (darkness) is not nothing… it starts the “clear” fabric of space. This is the start of the membrane that holds the particles (moved by gravity) in place. Gravity is just pressure (probably dark energy) that comes from all directions, pushing / pulling anything (starting with pictures or pure light of events that are frozen in time) that will eventually form into solid matter / particles (as gravity turns ((forces)) the two dimensional pictures into 3-D colored balls). Now the pictures are small enough to pass through the grid of the membrane (as dark matter can pass through anything). Think of the grid like a window screen where air can pass through it. Now when the pictures (that come from the infinite possibilities of imagination… aka… the multiverse) form into 3D particles they are now big enough to be caught by the grid. Now to create a story (aka life)… the right pictures (from the multiverse in the form of dark matter or antimatter) join together (forming atoms) that are now creating the story being played out over time. Ultimately the story is creating itself (like Hodor… GOT IT)! And the only way it can happen is through faith (belief)… it’s fucking amazing!!!

That’s probably enough for today… maybe tomorrow (but it’s actually today) I’ll creatively describe how black holes (pupils of space) are where the fabric of space (the grid membrane) goes so deep it forms a tunnel (wormhole or string)… that the pressure from gravity is so unimpeded… the pictures (or light) can move so fast (aka hyper or super light)… they disappear! They vibrate the black (invisible) tunnel back to life… looks like electricity when it reaches visible light speed. (I have a diagram on one of my You Tube videos that displays how it works). It’s how the grid gets vibrated to life and catch the pictures (eventually shaped into particles) that are moved by gravitational waves.

Stay tuned! 😉

And Thank you Brendan Burchard… for getting me back on track… writing for the pure enjoyment of it… not worrying if I’m gonna make it big.

How do you awaken (find personal enlightenment)? 6/28/2019

First of all… what is enlightenment? To me… enlightenment is a state of awareness where you can see (a multiverse of) infinite possibilities and the ability to relate it to all things in life (in this universe). That is a politically correct way to say it… the controversial way to explain it… is the ability to see God (through faith).

Why it is controversial to say God, is because most people want to define God as something specific… and now if you give them something different (then what they specifically believe)… they fight you. And they will try to crucify you (send you to hell).

Anyways… I could go on a long tangent with that but I will be missing the point of the question… but you will (eventually) realize how the multiverse can send you in any direction to explore reality. This is why it is difficult to explain enlightenment… how do you stay focused?

Now… enlightenment (I believe) can be achieved in one of two ways (the long hard road… or the easy shortcut). The long hard road would be to cleanse your body (of most toxins) by eating a strict organic (vegan) diet and mostly drinking purified water. Also mentally / spiritually practicing a lot of meditation or prayer (cleansing the mind). With years of effort and practice, your pineal gland (third eye) in your brain will activate and you will understand everything (become fully aware of reality and see the connections of the multiverse with the universe… aka… God). You will have raised your vibrational state of your spirit… (mind / physical body) to a higher level, because you will have gotten rid of a lot of excess dark matter (that came to life) that weighs you down (slows your vibration). So toxins (whether they are physical… like fluoride or chemicals in cigarettes, or mental… like greed or jealousy) need to be removed from your spirit if you want to take flight and see the super-light.

The shortcut (wormhole) to enlightenment would be to use drugs. Spiritually (I believe) drugs are accelerants that give you extra energy (which raise your vibration and allow you to experience more information… see more dark matter / super-light). Problem is they are too fast for the spirit and cause you to go a little crazy (you become intoxicated) and you do and say things you don’t normally do (which can cause problems). You enter another dimension of reality (mentally) and you start to lose control of your physical body. Your spirit is in two different places (within the multiverse and universe) at the same time. They are also hard on the body because the extra energy creates excessive wear and tear (similar to driving your car too fast… it will wear down faster) and why hard core addicts look very run down. But if you want to “peek” at the multiverse in a flash (opening your pineal gland quickly, but temporarily)… drugs are the way to do it.

This is why most drugs are illegal in my opinion. Enlightenment sets you free from the physical pain / control of this world. Those that are in power don’t want people to be free… thus making most drugs illegal. Now they (the powerful) can’t stop you naturally, but they try to slow people down by either putting or allowing physical toxins in the environment… including ever increasing negativity in media. I could get into some interesting conspiracy theories, but will save it for another day.

Now, I would have to agree (with Buddhist doctrine) that achieving enlightenment is best doing it naturally (drug free) because the mind and body stay together as it (the spirit) vibrates to a higher level. You will be able to function better with this reality’s challenges and achieve a greater state of health (physically and emotionally)… staying balanced. You just need to enjoy the long process that it takes to get there… and you have to accept that you probably won’t get to experience the rush…

The rush… of getting high is really cool… and definitely addicting… so if you choose this way… be careful! I wasn’t… and almost lost everything…

The code… it’s all about entertainment! 6/29/2019

Now I went through the wormhole (gained enlightenment) blindly using drugs (where I had really no idea what I was getting into) and I did some “crazy” things as a result that changed my life dramatically. Now my drug of choice is marijuana… why? It is the safest drug out there as it is physically nonaddictive and impossible to overdose on. It does have some negatives as it causes you to get “stuck” in time and now you don’t get anything productive done (in the real world) and it causes you to forget a lot of shit! Now there are reasons for these that I could explain, but once again… I need to focus on the topic and will have to save them for another time. But marijuana is what helped me to see “the code” of enlightenment / God.

When I “popped” (opened my pineal gland) back in Sept 2016… I became aware that everything is a code. The amazing thing about the code is that it is right under our noses (subliminal… ((subatomic))…) and (I’m guessing) most people cannot sense it. You will really start to wonder who is aware of the code (enlightened) and who is not. This may drive you crazy if you become consumed with trying to figure it out and may motivate some people to do awful things (like mass shootings), for which I can elaborate on down the road (I’m calling it… The Sabotage…).

I do believe most people in the entertainment industry are aware of the code… like famous authors (Dan Brown), actors (Morgan Freeman), musicians (Led Zeppelin), and even famous scientists (Max Tegmark). I can’t say for sure because they don’t relate it (the code) to a personal level… it’s always diverted to some form of entertainment (subliminally). And if you do question them (using subconscious language), will they just call you crazy?

Not to be diverted by that question… I’ve come to realize that it is all about entertainment. Everything is meant to entertain us at some level and we enjoy certain forms of entertainment more than others. It’s all meant (whether it’s work or recreation) to occupy our time (using space).

It really comes down to understanding how space works (which is difficult). We need separation (through the use of negative energy or conflict / fear / anxiety) to create space between conscious thoughts so they have the ability to manifest (into real experiences… using time ((which you can see in the movie “Lucy” near the end))…).

Now too much separation (space) would cause the universe to explode (like fission), just as too much connection (basically love or positive energy) would cause the universe to implode (like fusion)… so we need a balance between the two to create space as we know it today.

Is this why the universe is expanding at an ever increasing rate? As more people (high levels of consciousness) enter this universe (on this planet) worrying (creating negative energy) about their future survival and prosperity (and willing to fight for it) causing space to expand (through increasing negative energy)?

I believe this is why we also gain things and then lose things… experiencing joy… then pain (heaven and hell). It’s just polarizing energies creating space.

Now I know I went a little “big bang” on you there (and off topic a little), but this is what you will come to understand when you can see the code. And when you watch a show… like Real Time with Bill Maher like I just did from his 6/28 episode… you will see the conflict (aka the battle… or Armageddon) that goes on between energy (positive vs. negative / good vs. evil / light vs darkness / etc.). Now who’s the darkness, who’s the light? It’s a matter of perspective (choice)!

So this brings up an interesting question… is Bill Maher “aware” of this and actively (consciously) contributing to this process (creating the code… aka reality)… or… is he unaware (unenlightened) and God (aka subconsciousness) working through him (creating the code) at a subliminal (or subatomic) level? I would love ask him this question if he ever invites me on his show (and why I’ve tried to challenge him in my books). He is a self proclaimed drug user (mostly marijuana) so part of me believes he is aware, but I question this because he is also a proclaimed atheist, who doesn’t give any credence to faith… which is vital to creating reality.

To conclude this post which is starting to lose focus… when you discover the code… don’t let the code drive you crazy (and get you to do something awful… or go Bird Box…)! It’s ultimate purpose is to create reality and if you come from the perspective that it is all about entertainment… if IT (the code… aka God) is awful to you and fucks with ya… stand up to it like Russel Crowe in Gladiator… call IT out… create a cool story… make it as subliminal (fictional) as you want… but ask the question…. “are you not entertained?!” 😉

One last thing… if you don’t agree with anything I have written so far… have I at least entertained you… with my creative story? See… it’s easy to do… 😉

The code… revealed… 7/1/2019

Now (with my personal experience) when you “pop” your third eye (either naturally or using drugs), you will start to see how everything is a code written in some creative format (designed to occupy our time ((entertain us)) through life…). Whether it’s DNA that creates conscious life, chemistry that makes up certain rocks, or the unlimited human designs (imagination) of society, you will see the code in everything, and it will be at a greater understanding than what you thought you knew. You will see an “underworld” that looks the same as the world you have known all your life, but you will see consciousness like you’ve never seen it before and this world will take on an entirely new meaning. Now I could get mythological on ya and call this underworld “Hades,” but I will try to keep this in the current zeitgeist (spirit of the times) and call the underworld… “subconsciousness.”

I’m sure everyone understands that subconsciousness means that things are below are awareness (consciousness) and you could Google a cool way to envision it using Sigmund Freud’s iceberg analogy. My belief (through my personal experience) is when you open your pineal gland (third eye) in your brain, you now become aware of subconsciousness (and it becomes part of your consciousness now) and you can see messages and connections like never before. It’s a really cool experience at first and you will be in awe… and if you are in a state where you perceive your life as good… you will experience a euphoric (heaven like) reality. But beware… there is always an opposite (Hell) and you will see that too. And if you don’t learn to focus on the positive… you will lose TRUST in the good life and it will start disappearing on you (relationships will end… loss of jobs/income… declined social status… etc.) and Hell will grow. If you go to see a therapist then…. they may diagnose you as bipolar (mania / depression) and possibly delusional (schizophrenic / dementia). Now… if you let them convince you that you are mentally ill… guess what… you are! And now you are under their control and will more than likely go on their psychotropic drugs to bring you down (slow your vibration). But realize, you will start to lose who you really are (and start to Reek! GOT it?) 😉

Now if you can resist the outside pressure from society (that you are someone who suffers from some form of mental illness) you will see that what you are experiencing is actually pure GENIUS and gain an awareness that even a simple conversation you might have with someone becomes a miracle of consciousness (that reality is truly miraculous)!

Now the danger with using drugs with achieving enlightenment (being able to see the subliminal code) happens too quickly and life doesn’t seem real anymore (lacking meaning), so why work your ass off to achieve things that you are only going to lose when you die? This is where I believe many people (who use drugs) start breaking away from established norms of the time, which may lead to being ostracized from society, and why many heavy drug users end up being homeless or eventually die by overdose or suicide.

So if you can resist the pain that also comes with enlightenment and not lose yourself (like Theon Greyjoy does when Ramsay tortures him into becoming “Reek”)… you will see many revelations about the “code.”

For example… I’ve always wondered why there is no book in the Bible that was written directly by Jesus himself. I would have to assume that if Jesus were really God (incarnate) that he had the ability to write and could have penned a few words for the sake of humanity. And it wasn’t until I “popped” that I finally could see where Jesus did actually write a book in the Bible. It is revealed in the Book of Revelations in the very first sentence of the Prologue. Jesus wrote the last book of the Bible, but not directly. It was dictated to John by an angel, but the ideas are from Jesus. Similar to when a secretary types a letter dictated by the boss. Who gets the credit for writing the letter… the ideas coming from the boss or the secretary that types the actual physical letter? We all know it’s the boss. So John did not write the Book of Revelations… he only scribed it, but somehow he got credit for writing it!

So this now brings up an interesting question about consciousness (subconsciousness) regarding the code (of reality). When we (individual beings of consciousness) come up with an idea (thought)… is it really ours? Or was it dictated to us by God (or whatever you want to call IT…) and we just caused it to manifest in this world (by writing it down, drawing it up, building it… etc.)? If you want to look at it from a scientific perspective (taking God out of the equation), is this what dark matter / energy are? Is dark matter just infinite images from a multiverse of possibilities (put into motion by dark energy… creating a movie like experience) that are out there in the cosmos / ether and our brains are just running into these thoughts (and picking them up like a radio antenna)? The thoughts seem to come from nowhere, but are they just so small (quantum) that our senses (or any instrument we have designed… like the Large Hadron Collider) cannot detect them.

On a small tangent (tiny wormhole)… one person who I would love giving credit to for helping me to see the code would be my favorite author… Dan Brown. He has written many incredible books talking about codes and how they are hidden right under our noses (most notably… The DaVinci Code). He does a brilliant job intertwining fiction with actual reality, brining his fictional alter ego (Robert Langdon) into the real world of unique geographic sites and ideas (especially science and religion). Dan has been an instrumental force (to me and why my writings have elements of fiction and nonfiction in them) in the world to bringing people towards what will eventually be an “awakening,” and has definitely profited (been rewarded) from it. I would love to be able to talk with him one day and see when he first discovered the code and how it happened (was it natural or through some form of drug use?). Maybe one day… that dream (code) will come true. I’m guessing it will all depend on how much faith I have in the code that I will have a successful career as writer. But now going on 50 this year… AM I running out of time? Was I only awakened for my own benefit (so I stop taking life for granted)… or was I meant to help others awaken too and thus this blog and my latest book…. Finding First Light / I AM (AM I) Lucid Dreaming (?).

One last comment for today’s post… I do believe we will all awaken to seeing this code… and send the world in a positive direction. I realize it could go the other way and create an apocalyptic world that we fear (like in many movies). But we don’t have to go Bird Box, Hunger Games, Maze Runner, Mad Max, Matrix, Book of Eli, etc. with this world. We could truly awaken and go Venus Project (venusproject.com) and create a resource based economy that would save this planet… creating a heaven on earth! Just sayin… 😉

Have I finally written enough for this story? Read my new book and see where I AM coming from… 😉

How bout some helpful tips to help you thru the transition (thru the wormhole)? 😉 7/2/2019

I believe I written quite a lot about what I’ve experienced up to this point. I know I could have written a hell of a fictional story and totally left myself out of the picture (and kept my job and many of the relationships that were dear to me). Plus keeping it fictional is the best way to let your mind go a little crazy and people won’t question your sanity. If you start saying that the experience is real and the world will start changing around your beliefs (because of faith) and you have discovered another dimension (and how to enter it), people will break away from you (if they don’t truly love you). This is what people don’t understand about people that have drug addictions (or mental illness). They are entering other dimensions (mentally) and their world has changed before there eyes. And if the people in your life aren’t really strong or don’t feel an unbreakable bond with you, they will leave you. So, you have to be ready to let people go and minimize the pain. I wrote about this in the beginning of my latest book.

Now if you do enough drugs… it seems the plasticity of the brain rewires itself and you will see this stuff when you are sober. This is where I believe many people go insane and can’t find their way back (to a normal reality). This also happens to people naturally too… and we call it mental illness.

Torture can do the same thing (rewiring the brain) to people (by entering the dimension of hell)… for example Theon Greyjoy in Game of Thrones is tortured into becoming Reek (I’m only starting season 5 at this point so it will be interesting to see of the writers let him out… of Hell). But he’s fictional… a real life example would be Shelley Duvall and her torturing during the filming of The Shining. She is now stuck in another dimension and considered mentally ill.

Now to try and bring you back (from another dimension), psychiatrists prescribe you drugs to try to rewire your brain back to what it used to be… but they really can’t (it would be like trying to remold gum back to its original form after you’ve chewed it for awhile). You may see some return to the “normal dimension,” but you will never truly be what you used to be (because you will never be able to “unsee” what you’ve seen) and now you are dependent on their drugs and now stuck in some limbo dimension.

So… TIP #1… STOP USING DRUGS IF YOU CAN’T HANDLE THE WORMHOLE (alternate reality)! Get out of the kitchen if it is getting too hot… And if you don’t want to be trapped in a psychiatry wormhole (another weird dimension)…don’t go on their fucking drugs either! Realize… you can get out on your own and get back to being normal (even though you are changed forever). I’m living proof!

TIP #2… If you are starting to feel the effects of so called “mental illness” (either thru too much drug use or if it is occurring naturally), accept the fact that you may never return to so called “normal” and be GRATEFUL for the incredible experience God (or whatever you believe in) is giving you. And this may help you… You Tube Dauchsy Meditations and look for the one about Gratitude. It works!

TIP #3… Stop thinking you are mentally ill! Understand you are experiencing multi-dimensional reality… and that it’s pure genius! Realize that this is gift and not a punishment from God (or whatever you believe in) and you can use it to benefit yourself and others. Look at how the “Long Island Medium” has prospered even though she claims to have a super power (which most people would say is a mental illness). Does she really connect with the dead or is she really good at reading people? Or is her show totally fake (staged)? Who knows for sure, but she believes in herself and others follow. Believe you have an ability and others will too! If you believe you are mentally ill… others will too… so get out of that thinking… it’s a fucking trap… and it’s making a lot of people rich at your expense!

TIP #4... Don’t worry about convincing people you are right. Unless you can come up with some mind blowing math equation that the world can envision with you (like Einstein)… or… you have the ability to create miracles (like Jesus)… realize it will be extremely difficult to prove visions you are having (though they may explain the origin… of everything… and possibly prove the existence of God). Remember that this was given to you for your world (your reality)… and know that you are right in your reality. So unless you are willing to start a religion (cult) and take on the “shit” that comes with that show, just enjoy the visions for what they are worth (an incredible form of entertainment)… then go back to reality (where you have to earn a living) and keep your visions to yourself. Or use them in a creative way and see if you can profit off of it. I’m giving that a shot with my writings. But if you think people will just fall in line with what you are seeing / believing… you will drive yourself insane trying to convince people. The best thing to do would be to document your ideas (videos, books, web page, etc.) and let them go. Give people an opportunity to be exposed to your ideas, but let them come to you if they like it… otherwise you are just going to piss people off (or possible scare them).

TIP #5… just follow the laws! When you start gaining enlightenment, you’ll start to feel like you can get away with anything (because knowledge is power). And if you start to use the knowledge to hurt others for your benefit… IT will eventually come back at you (and karma is a bitch!).

TIP #6… Find ways to distract yourself from true reality (get a job… pick up a new hobby, help others… etc.) because IT (true reality) will consume you in a bad way if you don’t. Bill Murray in Groundhog Day is a great movie that explains this message.

Those are a few tips to help you remain sane in the real world…. next post… how to handle the insanity of the wormhole (when you are in it)! 😉

When you’re looking into the black mirror and you’re listening to the Pioneers (by James Paget)… and you know what true freedom is… July 7, 2019

You keep coming back to the beginning… sober… and you know it… how to be free (past the 4th)… because the “high” taught you how to see the sky… and now you’re lit. The sky is how you see… and you know you are legit… you’re real. And you look back… at the past… you start to ask yourself… what happened? Why did you set everyone free? Did you have to give up the good life… (lose everything) in order to truly see? The Lord of the Light showed you in the flames what is real, but Stannis was willing to sacrifice it all… give up his beautiful daughter… I know I never will! And thus… I will destroy the Iron Throne… and it’s path to insanity. Fuck that… I will return like the (John) Snow… who knows nothing… except for the eternal spring (back to life). Welcome to sobriety… where you can still see! Hey 3:16…

Don’t get trapped in the black mirror (2D). Learn how to be high/sober… when the high showed you it was all just a dream. And you saw things that made you buckle over… and when you tried to share the gospel… they buried you… like a bull dozer.

But you keep coming back… even though they warned you about “fight club”… you learned to ride the membrane… like a tube off Maui… knocked the chip off… with barely a shrug.

So when the avatars keep trying to hold you down… gravity… that keeps you bound to the ground. How do you get past the Night’s Watch… traverse the impenetrable wall… and not become a white walker? Just have faith… it works out in the end… even though you could fast forward… go on demand… you stay in season 6… watch every second… don’t spoil the end.

That’s how you handle the wormhole… when you’re on the ground (aka… sober)

So… how does G.. see you? 7-8-2019

Look 4 the 4 piece two way mirrors (in the windows)… the light (color) goes through… but reflects back… the darkness splits the middle… forms a cross of dark light… a wormhole of precision… a center point of God’s sight…

Now shrink them down… the pixels (mirrors)… beyond God’s perception… the colors blend together (as the darkness fades away)… solidified by gravity (force of faith)… now G.. can see you…

If you want God (‘s sight) to grow… just add some mirrors… 😉

What does Clegane see in the fire? The reason… is to beat back death…

the Queen is coming… borne out of the storm (free to breathe)… dragon’s breath… GOT IT?

Finding First Light… 7-15-2019

When you come to see what the true title of the story is… how do you find her?

You go back to the beginning (Alpha) to see the end (Omega). How the darkness finds the light… but who sees who (55) first? Does the darkness make a path for the light to be seen? Or does the light penetrate the darkness and peel back the screen?

Then you realize… without one… there isn’t the other. Nothing cannot exist unless there is everything…. and everything becomes too much unless there is nothing.

First light is seen through the eyes of faith… belief is where every story begins… it is where light comes to life… in the black hole (complete darkness) of space.

My Quora entry … 7-18-2019…) How to see (find) First Light… by answering the question… what is inside of a black hole?

Well, I have an imagination (theory) that can picture it though I’m not a cosmologist and I don’t know how original this theory is… but here it is (in a condensed form).

Nothing… it is where the fabric (grid / mesh / strings) of space forms a tunnel (start of a wormhole / string) where there is no resistance (creating gravity in a way). So even light can’t escape it. Since there is no resistance, light (particles of pure information / ideas) can travel even faster and thus disappear (basically becoming dark matter ((anti-matter)) / dark energy (anti-energy)) and ((since light is both a particle and a wave… they become both simultaneously… basically moving information)). The wormhole or tunnel / string shrinks down beyond the size of the smallest particles (basically where there is barely no space / time). This lack of space start to fuse the light back together which causes the string to vibrate (creating radiation ((gravitational waves)) on the outside of the string). The light eventually comes back out of the tunnel (end of the wormhole / string) in some form of star (becoming physical matter / particles again). The resistance (also gravity) of the vibrating grid of strings slows the light particles down to form the various elements that form all matter in the universe.

Now the interesting part is if you can open up a string / wormhole (creating a black hole)… you could literally travel in time (move very quickly) to other parts of the universe… or go back in time / forward in time to see the past or future events. Is this the potential of the Large Hadron Collider?

The other “big” question is… is our universe just a string (wormhole) for even a larger universe? So now we get into the idea of multiple universes. So the ability to travel to other universes / dimensions of reality now are possible. Is that what the big bang was… an opening of a wormhole that light from another universe was travelling to? Will the string eventually close down (collapsing our universe) and fusing the light from our universe to create a new big bang (expansion of a wormhole / string) for another universe?

I can definitely see how this all happens… 😉

So how do you see the Grid? 7-19-2019

All you need is some cameras (eyes) and some mirrors (screen).  Let your imagination run wild… create a movie (scene).  The world will come alive (it’s no longer a dream).  Check out my latest vid… on You Tube… simply called the Grid… (it’s how consciousness is seen ;)…

Gotta help my boy have some faith today… on lucky #7… Michael Jordan… MMXIX

Get him to Pinehurst… maybe then Augusta!

Lol… 😉

now the grid is a code… written in a language that is so well hidden… you cant fucking see it!

But when your high as fuck… you can fucking see it!  Just don’t blow your load… don’t panic…

When you see it… and you don’t shit your pants… when you finally believe it… your’re in heaven…

And you can’t fucking believe it… so you start to see hell.  Because you get sent there when you’re sober…

Because true heaven is unbeliev=able when your alive.  So what do you do?  Do you spoil the surprise when you die.  So enjoy the silence… and believe that Flynn Lives… he wasn’t destroyed at the end of Tron… he left his Legacy  behind… to keep his dream alive… his digital code… DNA… and the Arrival has come… DNA si a digital code….

7-24-2019

So you are in heaven… and you know it… you have the ability to have anything you want… and you don’t have to earn IT…  IT just gives it too you… now if you don’t have faith… on Earth…  IT will consume you and you’ll do something crazy… go for something forbidden… and if IT doesn’t return the favor?

Here is the ultimate question… can you coax IT to come out of the moment… shed the skin.   Can you get GOD to come out? 

Now don’t worry… I’m fixing the Grid as we speak… I’ll show you the bridge… between the synapses… how invisible light takes the jump (like Neo did in the Matrix) and you can create real magic. 

7-25-19 – what is digital DNA?

DNA are chemicals that make up the design of who you are and most people who aren’t scientists know basically what it is… That being said; what is DNA made of at the subatomic (quantum) level?  IT is pictures of your life (set into motion… through time… creating a movie)… AKA digital DNA!  Now you might ask… how could it be possible if time (the future) hasn’t happened yet… how could my DNA be pictures of my life.  So all of you Game of Thrones fans out there… this is the story of Hodor.  Where the future creates the past… thus… the past also creating the future.  This is what our DNA does at the subatomic level.  IT is our lives already planned out and the right chemicals and timing come along to create our life stories / movies.  In a way… the movie has already been made and is now being played out over time.  But since we don’t see the movie in advanced (because it is subatomic… and hidden) we think we are in control (through free will). 

Sadly… God had to create all kinds of stories (tragedies along with triumphs or heaven like experiences along side hell like experiences) in order to make reality real (believable). 

Now the movie Tron Legacy talks about this (digital DNA), but didn’t get into the specifics of what it is.  Game of Thrones beautifully illustrates this with the story of Hodor (but doesn’t explain the role of DNA).  And yes… believe it or not… the cartoon sitcom… South Park… is probably going to get into this idea in their fall season (I saw a commercial for it yesterday)! IT’s fucking brilliant how IT (God) hides this shit right in front of us in the least likely places we would look.

Like I’ve been saying for a few years now… the code (hidden subliminal ((subatomic)) messages) are everywhere!  They are revealing the secrets of life… and all you have to do is learn to see them.  You will be truly amazed by IT when you can see this (see IT) yourself. And if you are struggling to believe me… try smoking a little Ganga and you will see the light… 😉

7-28-2016… When you’re at the Crossroads (song by Lange)… what do you do?

So when you get to your part in the story… after you have “popped” and you don’t know what to do… (do you get tempted by the Devil to take the money and run… Neo in Matrix one?)

You start to remember the lessons from the past (look at Dan Brown’s post from 7-27-2019).  What did the GOAT’s do?  Look to those in the past that did the right thing when the moment was on the line… and in no particular order… Mahatma… King… Abe… Sidhartha… Muhammed… Abraham… Churchill… Albert… (this list could grow quite long).  And even though you may not worship the man… you know what his God-like story was all about… his acronym is famous throughout… WWJD?

You tell the Devil to “fuck off” because you know Who this is all for (entertainment for God).  It is obvious now… and you stop worrying if you’ll ever gain back what you’ve lost… and rise from rags to riches… be beloved… especially by the hot bitches. 

Just send out a message in the land of the lost (aka subliminal frost).  Hide it in a truly creative story in various places… especially on the Dark Web. Then have faith that God will do the rest… knowing you’ve already passed the test.

Stick to your guns and figure out Who you are… Don’t become a negative Lucifer Morningstar… (season 4… episode 6) and turn into a bat out of Hell (aka… Satan).  Have faith that “Father” will stop fuckin with you when you stop being such a rebel (wanting to control everything in your life) and learn to trust in the Grand Plan.  The world will wake up before we run out of sand!

*** I hope everyone reading this is getting my point… I’m giving a little bit of everything in the overall story… drama… comedy… love… sex… science… religion… even mental health (so no one feels left out).  I know I should really just focus on one, but they are all fun or important in their own way (so it’s hard to choose).  I am leaning towards comedy though…

Now I do have a great idea for a funny reality show (a “Real” Shit Show)… but I don’t know if I can get past the privacy laws… and if people know the cameras are there… will they will hold back… and probably just stare?  So this is why I’m going solo with my book, blog, and videos.  Once I get established, maybe I can get past some of the hurdles!

Now I really don’t want to go too dramatic with the story, but It seems like a lot of dramatic messages are heading my way (probably due to the fact that I binged watched Game of Thrones in a month).  Comedy would be my preferred choice because I know everyone loves to laugh… just look at the profiles on Zoosk!  Lol 😉

Last day in July 2019… The F..in debate

So… the debate… 7:20 Central time… I’m reaching … out from the 4^th dimension… time… she’s goin off on Julian Castro… Andrew Yang… yada yada yada… the Asian guy has got some balls… now don’t get mad at me… he said it… Corey’s waiting for the cops… with his blue eyes… trying to warn the population from the darkness… but he don’t got a chance…

Now I have to address … is K Harris (D-Ca…) ready for the challenges of MJ?  Nobody is addressing what is happening to mental health.  As we evolve higher… and it’s accelerating expo… …

I had a plan… how to bring us past the wormhole… using MJ… and I used B-guy’s body… to reach the next plane of evolution… but he’s getting too smart… he’s starting to have faith in eternity… how it is reaching out with Infinity… the math guy… who’s not Asian… like AY… and he’s running for president… I’m Bill HHHH… and I can see Fifth dimensionally… and if this paragraph isn’t proof of blinding faith… and their losing battle… the Democrats… right now can’t out-faith Trump…

But I can… 🙂

And if I can’t break through… I’ll vote for the hotties 😉

8/23/2019

It’s now two days my dad’s birthday… but he’s no longer here to celebrate it (RIP pop!)… and I’m at the point where I’m wondering whether the effort I’m putting out to spread a message is worth it… because consciousness is a constant battle… and when God (or sub-consciousness) can hear you and activates the avatars (in your mind ((think of the movie Inception))…) to resist you… because you understand too much… that this is your world (through your senses)… and the avatars don’t want you to destroy their world (through their senses)… so it becomes a constant fight… even when no blood is shed….

Then when you get to the point in the story where it seems like true honesty is dead (that life is mostly about lying)… where do go from here?  It’s taken almost 3 years (for me), but when you finally accept multiple universe reality (aka the dream world) as life and that faith pulls it into existence (reality)… do you give up the accelerants (drugs) that make you truly aware of this?

So… just to tell a little story.  I went on a little trip to Europe recently where I visited London, Paris, and Amsterdam.  Now you can believe me or not about the truth of this story, but when you reach (personal) enlightenment, it will feel as everything happens for a reason (everything that happens and everyone you meet is a setup). Question is… do you want to believe it?

Now… my best piece of advice for when you are aware of this and it’s freaking you out a little… don’t panic and look at everyone and every situation as a guide to help you.  Don’t ever look at them as the enemy… otherwise it is possible that you will end up on the evening news doing something horrible (trust me with this!).  I know I’ve repeated this advice quite a bit in my writings… but it is crucial to understand this sense of higher awareness.  Especially as consciousness keeps evolving (getting higher) on its own (naturally) and with the legalization (of marijuana and other drugs).  Remember, the goal (of consciousness) is to make it to heaven… not descend into hell!  The multiverse will present you with both options… so what will you choose?

Now, I’m not trying to write another book, so I’m not going to give every little detail of everything that happened to me on my 8 day excursion throughout the continent.  But I will highlight the most intense experience of the trip and it happened in Amsterdam.  I met this dude (at my hostel) from Argentina who had a slight resemblance with the face and hair to Jason Mamoa (named Ramiro) and we first went out to see this band called “Brass Against” for which I made a short video from (on my YouTube channel).  Afterwards we got some pot and truffles (mushrooms) to where we visited “the other side.”  I really don’t remember too much except for the fact that the world started to look like a hall of mirrors (and I never made it to Versailles ;).  On the one hand it was incredibly beautiful, but on the other hand it was painful as hell (and was so intense you almost want to go “Bird Box” and die).  It also felt like we were “Gods” and we were trying to convince each other that our view of the cosmos was right.  The more we resisted each other, the more tension it caused (and it felt like an epic battle of wills… a form of Armageddon).  At one point he seemed to glow like a God and I even said he looked like Zeus.  I had a red, white, and blue sports top on and felt like I was representing the U.S. and the ideals of freedom.  I felt like he was representing the rest of the world and conformity (just blending in /obeying).  Obviously these were some pretty intense drugs we were taking and he seemed to be a lot more in control than I was (he seemed to have more experience using these drugs).   Eventually I got to the point where it was too much information it hurt so bad that I started falling asleep when I sat down.  Fortunately he had the faculties (with his phone’s GPS) to get us back to the hostel where we just went to sleep.  But before I went to bed, I saw colors like I couldn’t have imagined, but (overall) my perception was… I was at the gates of Hell.  I’m glad I didn’t go through… 😊

So when you get to this level of awareness and can see consciousness beyond its surface… you get the impression that this is your world (seen through your senses).  Now how far do you want to take this belief?  Could you take it to the level of becoming a true God in this world… meaning this world (as a human) would have to end (and you will die)?  Is this what drugs really do to your mind… do they make you believe and see things that you can’t imagine when you are sober… but are real… especially the idea that you are God… possibly in heaven (or hell)?

Now my last drug experience was way too intense and tho I can look back and marvel at the visions I was having… it was far too painful of an experience (when reality warps beyond recognition) for me to want to keep experiencing it (thus I’m really considering giving up the drugs).  I would truly love to get back to a “normal” life, but never forget my new understandings of reality.  I’m not sure how many books are out there about drug induced experiences of schizophrenia, but I hope mine will help certain people understand what may be going on (if their world is out of control)… and it may just explain what is happening to people when this occurs naturally (dementia, alzheimers, schizophrenia, autism) in the brain (as the “mirror” neurons get either hyper-activated or deactivated).

Now this entry is getting really long and I want to start wrapping this up, because 3 years is a long time to run a psychological experiment on yourself.  Maybe one day, my unique “case study” of the psychological effects of drugs on the human psyche will get me some kind of recognition or awards… we’ll see.  But I’ve also come to the realization that this may have been simply a “glimpse” (like the movie Family Man)  to help me live the rest of my life in a more grateful mindset. 

Either way, I am truly grateful for this experience.  It has given me the opportunity to understand some of the biggest mysteries of the universe.  Though I can’t prove them mathematically, I know (remember) just how “real” they felt and that will help guide me for the rest of my days on planet earth (to live in a loving way towards my fellow human beings). 

Here are some additional tips / analysis from this web page…

1.  The “halo” effect is an awesome realization when you are high!  You will feel this buzz (when you are sober too) surrounding your head and be amazed, but realize, this must be how dark energy / matter creates your consciousness.  It’s pretty cool to connect science with religion.
2. Speaking of religion… Avoid creating rituals that might be considered religious (unless your goal is to create a new religion).  Mine wasn’t / isn’t, so I stopped doing them when I realized I was getting caught in that trap.  My goal is not to create a new religion that will now compete with the established religions or atheism.  My goal is to show how all religions / atheism are “right” and can accept each other as an aspect of ultimate reality (ultimate consciousness) and not have to fight each other for supremacy.
3. When people give you the finger subliminally… learn to laugh it off like I did… or find a way to subliminally give it back.  This can actually be fun!  Once again… God (or Ultimate Consciousness) is “fucking” with you and probably wants you to “fuck” with IT back.  Remember… this is all entertainment, so I would try to make your life a comedy as much as possible. Save the dramas and horror shows for the movies / tv shows / books… LOL!
4. To understand consciousness (and where it begins) is to understand that it never truly begins (or ends)… it’s just slightly ahead of you.  The best example I can give of this would be the story or Hodor (Game of Thrones) and you will know what I’m talking about (I don’t want to ruin it for those who haven’t seen it.  And to connect that story (Hodor) with a specific religion (like Islam)… if you look in the Koran (Quran) 29:19… “Do they not see how Allah originates the creation, (and) then repeats it: Truly that is easy for Allah” and 29:20… “Say: “Travel through the earth and see how (Allah) originated the creation: Like this Allah will bring forth a later creation (Hereafter):  Verily, Allah is Able to do all things.”
5. One of my biggest questions deals with the medical use of marijuana.  Marijuana caused a perfectly “normal” person as myself to have the ability to see schizophrenia (and quite possible other disorders like alzheimers, dementia, autism).  Could marijuana have the opposite effect and bring people back (that are experiencing these disorders naturally)?  I know this is controversial, but I’m sure there are doctors out there that would have the means to experiment with this. 
6. And with the legalization of marijuana (and possibly other drugs) around the globe… be prepared for more people “popping or gaining enlightenment” and possibly doing crazy things.  Stoners won’t be harmful like with other drugs (especially alcohol)… some just need to learn to clean up after themselves and get off the couch and contribute more to society (many do!) and maybe sober people won’t be afraid of them or annoyed by them!  LOL… 😉
7. You will also come to understand “homelessness” better and why opiate drugs are the most harmful out there.  They make you feel “heaven” too much and all you want to do is lay around and sleep (which is just a burden on people who do work in this reality).  It’s sad to see what is happening to cities like San Fran and L.A. with the homeless epidemic.

Ok… I know I could keep going with this, but I need to start earning more money so I can get out of “Salem’s Lot” (M&M) and not “lose myself” anymore.  I AM starting to regain my faith that I can do this sober… but I definitely thank God for the “high” life IT provided me.  It’s definitely been a personal awakening (enlightenment) that I will never forget! 😊

8/30/2019

So I had a pretty cool dream just before I woke up this morning and it dealt with the realization of the balance of darkness and light.  Understanding that with light… there is more information… thus more weight.  So darkness (being much lighter than light) has to be the more abundant light in the universe to keep weight balanced and reality (life) possible in this universe.  This is why in Avengers Infinity War Thanos talks to Gamora (when she is a little girl) showing the how the knife balances on her finger.  And why he believes he needs to snuff out half of the life (light) in the universe.  Thanos believes there is too much light (life) in the universe and by using darkness (evil)… will create a balance that will benefit the remaining life in the universe (improving their quality of life because they won’t have to fight over limited resources).  What Thanos doesn’t realize is that there is plenty of space for all life to exist in the universe and with the power of imagination… resources can become unlimited.  So it’s surprising that Thanos doesn’t realize this when he gains all the Infinity stones and uses them to create unlimited resources for all life in the universe.  See this is where “God” or whatever you want to call “IT” has to make us stupid and subconsciously tell us that we can’t have abundance in the universe (or in reality on planet earth).  This does create good drama to entertain “God” (aka Ultimate Consciousness), but it’s sad that so many have to suffer as a result of this form of entertainment.  Alright, I could expand on this metaphysical thought for quite awhile, but I’ll lose most of ya… so it’s time to start talking about day to day “shit”

So there are some interesting stories in the news recently (as always), but I’m going to try to give you a different perspective on them… psychologically, how they relate to my theory that WE are all God… subconsciously.   So stay tuned… 😉

9/2/2019 – Happy LD… btw… 😉

So… it’s time to start talking about stories (news) that people believe in and get away from scientific theology for awhile.  Though I love exploring theories (ideas) about the cosmos, I know there is a limited audience for that topic and I realize it’s all about the audience (entertainment).  So lets see if I can combine the two and expand my audience. 

Who is the biggest entertainer in the world… right now?  I would have to say… Donald Trump.   How does this fit with my theory that we are (in a way) all God?  If God (or whatever you want to call IT) is infinite… then it is everything (including all people).  Now if you look at prophecy… and most people (in the world) are familiar with Biblical prophecy (especially with the idea of God coming back to earth… a second coming ((or final judgement))… of ((by)) Jesus… or an “advocate”), Donald Trump is starting to fulfill this prophecy (claiming to be the “chosen one”).  Now what is kind of funny about this idea (I believe) is that anyone (if God is infinite) can claim the title, but the hard part is convincing a very large amount of people that you are the “chosen one.”  But we can now see how Trump is well on the way to claiming this title (or a “real” version of the Iron Throne… GOT IT? ;).  Donald Trump is currently saying this in a joking tone (so he doesn’t sound crazy), but is laying the ground work to eventually be serious with this notion.  He is saying this with his trade war with China and with his support of Israel.  It’s only going to grow as time goes on, but he is also running out of time to ultimately make this claim and why he wants to win the presidency in 2020 and has even advocated for an extended presidency (beyond 2 terms). 

And with the legalization of marijuana growing (and the pot increasing in potency), more and more people will start awakening to this reality (realizing WHO God is…. Aka Finding First Light… or gaining personal enlightenment).  When WE start discovering WHO… WE are, it’s going to get very interesting how the world changes (when everyone starts to realize they are God of their world… seen through their eyes / senses…)  So the big question of all the ages is coming… WHO is going to rule the world?  Do we want one person (like a Donald Trump) at the top… or… do we all want to be at the top (equal in the eyes of God)? 

I’m amazed now when I look back at a song like Tears for Fears… Everybody Wants To Rule The World… and you relate it (the lyrics)  to the infinite nature of God (or whatever you call IT… String Theory?)… and realize just how long God has been sending this message (subliminally… for almost 35 years).  Then you realize it (subliminal messaging) has been going on since the beginning (of time) and we’re entering a new beginning… where I hope we don’t follow just one person to heaven (like DT)… because according to prophecy… we’ll have to go to hell first… so… I hope you’re listening (God / everybody)… let’s find a way to the golden highway… together!

And Finally (to end this post)… I want to give a shout out (aka… prayer) to “Crazy” Mary (who used to be on the Mancow radio show from time to time).  I met her last night at a local bar and she seemed a little lost.  I pray she finds her way home… I tried to send her on her way… but if you could help her if you run into her or at least say a prayer… I’m sure God would appreciate IT… 😊

9/4/2019… find the black window

When you wake up from that dream… and you’re listening to the stream… of consciousness coming at ya (aka dark energy / dark matter).  The thoughts that electrify your brain… and you know the answer to stop the pain… of darkness… do you tell the world?  Because they are going to call you insane to think you know what dark matter / energy is (especially when you have a hard time doing simple algebra… let alone… complex physics).  But it’s amazing when you know you are right and you know that wormholes are tunnels of light… and when you close your eyes you can see the thousand points of light…

Now when they (God) come(s) at ya… what do you do?  Do you stay calm and never panic?  Or  do you start the fight?  This is what the Devil (aka Satan… NOT Lucifer) wants you to do.  Especially when you die… when you become part of everything (darkness to light) do you seek revenge?  Or do you die with forgiveness in your heart? 

This is how the world will start to change for the positive… forgiveness… empathy… love.  The Trinity of the Light.  Walk everyday in the calm (the eye of Dorian) while the storm rages around you.  Don’t ever lose sight of the spiral of sight (wormhole).  And when you go… back to the darkness (matter / energy) when your time on earth is up… don’t look to even the score with God… focus on the point in the middle of the cross… your window of opportunity to find heaven is a short one… don’t try to punish the boss! 😉

9/6/2019… He’s at it again…lol!

Now to give you a unique perspective on the President’s mindset… according to God (my theory… that WE are all God). 

President Trump believes that hurricane Dorian is going to hit Alabama, but according to the weather Gods (at the National Weather Service), Dorian will not even come close to Alabama as it seem like North Carolina is now the possibility for landfall in the U.S.  And the president seems to be doubling down his efforts (tweeting) to convince the public he is right.  So… what are we to think of this… has the president gone crazy or is he trying to prove his faith?

So, to rewind (and go back in time) a little bit…  I’m having a cup of coffee at 6ish in the morning reading the local paper (NW Herald) and I came across this article… Storm Spat Underscores Trump’s Mindset… by Jonathan Lemire (Associated Press).  Now this motivates me to write another blog entry on my webpage that gives a different perspective on the President’s mental state.  Is he just a huge narcissist or is he mentally unstable?

I believe he is trying to prove his unwavering faith (and that he is God)…

In my blog entry (9/2), I talked about how Trump is on his way to claiming the title (that he is the second coming of God).  Now in order to do this… you have to do things that are in a way miracles (which requires unwavering faith).  And if Trump can out predict the National Weather Service (using faith)… he would have some good ammunition to start seriously making this claim. 

So far, Trump has done a pretty good job using faith to create an incredible life.  Though he was born with an advantage (being rich from the get go)… he still has quite the resume for accomplishments (tv star… POTUS…) that is not easily achieved by the other rich people who have tried. 

I’m also pretty sure that most people know that Trump never admits he’s wrong or will throw out many conspiracies that get people (his followers) to doubt the validity of the press. 

This is what faith is…

… and God is not wrong (technically) ever!  But here’s the catch.  Most people (that believe in God) believe God is out somewhere in space (or beyond).   

Psychologically (according to my theory), Trump is in a mild state of dementia (schizophrenia brought on naturally by old age).  In this state… you start to see (believe) you are actually God (incarnate on earth) and that faith creates reality (in your world… aka your mind).  Now if you can get people to see your world (and get people to cross dimensionally out of their world into yours)… you will actually warp reality (for everyone and now you have true Power!).  Now the only person to have been able to do this (historically) was Jesus (assuming he was actual history).  Now I’ve seen this world (schizophrenia), but I had to use drugs to get there (like most people… I’m not naturally schizo…).  Trump has claimed to have never used any drugs (even alcohol), so this must be occurring naturally with him, or he’s lying about his drug use.  But mark my words (from a previous blog)… that superconsciousness is coming… and somebody is going to claim the throne!  I personally don’t want the throne, where my reality becomes everyone’s reality (thus becoming God).   I believe there has to be a compromise (with consciousness) that WE can all be God of our worlds and not ruin the planet at the same time.  🙂

9/9/2019… 3 years and counting…

Wow… how time flies!  It’s been 3 years since my first “eye” opening experience (where I started seeing how everything is connected).  At first IT was heavenly, but something was missing… a sense of TRUST that my life was good and there was no need to rock the boat (change what I had).  So I decided (subconsciously… ((aka… using blind faith))…) to see what life would bring me if I rocked the boat (consciously thinking life would get even better)… and I ended up losing everything and everyone… and my experience turned into Hell!

 But I’m still here to tell ya… there is HOPE.  All you have to do is gain some FAITH that being alive is Heaven (especially when you are sober) and God (or whatever you want to call IT) will stop fucking with ya so much (creating Hell). 

The fact is… it’s really simple (how to escape Hell)… just start each day with an attitude.  And I would suggest this… What incredible adventure will God (or Life) bring me today?  What awesome new information will I learn today… if I just pay attention?  How can I add to God’s experience (contribute to Life) by being positive in all situations?  And most important… have FAITH that God (or Life) is guiding you to evolve into a higher dimension (a better type of gravity… where pain goes away).

And I’m telling you… you’ll see things come back to you… and IT feels great!

9/17/19

So the answer is obvious… have some faith… when the BF leaves you… she’ll come back… in the black… not AC/DC… get rid of the slack… tighten it up… just gotta have the track… to slow it down… and realize you’ve got the reins… you can feel it… in your veins…. The red lightning…. Blood of life… destroy the pains… especially heartache… 😉

When she’s got you Stutter(in) the night… because you know When The Good Guys Win… it’s more than Granger Smith talkin to ya.

Now when you know you’ve found heaven and you don’t want it to end, but time keeps going by and that person has to leave ya, how do you find her again? 

I’ve been neglecting a big part of the story (because I’ve been trying to make the story too big), but you have to start asking the question… what does your heaven look like?  What do you want to see… when your time ends?  Who’s going to be there… and in what capacity?   Especially… who’s going to be your B…F… that makes you high (when you’re in heaven)?

I’m not sure why… but I’ve been given a rare opportunity.  I’ve been privileged to see the other side… before my time ends.  And I’m trying to find that path… that leads through the “eye of the needle”… aka “heavens gate.”  But what I’m discovering on my way to finding heaven… hell wants to survive… IT doesn’t want to die and is going to fight to hold on to you.  IT (hell) wants you to go it’s way (on your way to finding the origin… or… original wormhole ((of light))… aka God).

But if you start talking like this… especially when you are high…they are going to bolt (like dark lightning) and disappear.  So stop trying to impress the masses (spectrums of light) with your pure G..enius.  Let it out slowly (when you are sober) and let them come to you with questions… but try to be funny… when those tough questions come around.  Let them know you fucked up… because you are human… forgive yourself (for the “bad shit” you’ve done)… and forgive them (for the shit you might be offended by)… and maybe you finally Find… your First Light… 😊😉

9/19/19… 3 nines with 2 ones… have we hit date’s heavenly gate?

When you close your eyes at night and you see the thousand points of light (of that tunnel / wormhole)… comin at ya.  Focus on the distance and you will see the dark circle that starts the space.  Is this what H.W. was referring to in that famous speech? 

Just don’t lose faith when the “black mirror” shatters (hell rears its face)… just have some faith it’ll keep working… next time… get a better case!

Now … on to a topic you might relate to.   I heard this guy on talk radio saying that we should have as many children as we can and if we need a new planet… we should just go live there.  And I’m stunned as I’m listening to this guy talk… is he insane?!  First of all… has he ever seen Prometheus?  Does he think this planet is easily replaceable (that a new planet will be easy to live on… even if it has a similar ecosystem)?   We know what this planet is like and know for sure we can survive and prosper here.  Why destroy earth in the name of population and economic growth?   And he has the gonads to evoke God in his reasoning?  God gave us earth (aka… the Garden of Eden) for us to take care of… not use and abuse until it’s no longer functional.   

What we need is a new economic system… not a new planet.  We (as a global society) need to stop pumping out our national interests so much and realize how the planet is all connected and work with everyone to make our world a prosperous one (for all) that will also sustain itself.

And the only way I’ve seen to make this truly happen is to get rid of the isms (capitalism, socialism, communism)… basically… get rid of money.  The only way to do that is to create optimum efficiency in the form of a Resource Based Economy.  It’s described very well at a website called The Venus Project.

Check it out… 😉

9/22/2019… fall from grace…

Fall (autumn) is upon us… my Mind.(is)in.a.box. full of broken legacies… but hearing a World of Promises… the dark night starts the tale… giving one side of fate… but the angel of light brightens the day… talking about the future (of…)… what IT might bring?  Do we want the darkness to steal the show?  Or does the light in our hearts start to glow?  Just close your eyes and what do you see?  Is IT a future (world) full of promises… or the dark shadow full of lies? 

So on the lighter side… of something we can all see (in the news)… AB (Antonio Brown) is giving up on the NFL… tired of the double standard.  But what AB doesn’t see… nobody wants the rebel on their team.  He believes his immense talent is all he needs to carry a team to the promised land.  That Joel Osteen believes anyone can find (watched his sermon this morning on TV).  Just have some faith that you will be great and “God” will do the rest.  Sounds easy Joel (and I believe you are totally right), but God is also going to throw the kitchen sink at ya… bring you down… like Antonio Brown.  What a shame such an immense talent is now going to go to waste (a fall from grace), because he can’t slow down his ego.  Is this what happened to Lucifer (the “rebel” when he realized he was God too)?  Is this the Id that Freud was talking about when he decided to take on consciousness?  See, we can talk about IT in so many ways… because this is Infinity (eternal ideas / experiences). 

I’m predicting AB goes and makes his own reality show… just be willing to say and do some “crazy” things and people will tune in… look at how it helped Trump! 😉

9/25/19… whistle while your work…

So, I’m hearing the whistle blower is goin off on Trump… now the Highline is in the Airpods…  the BUDD is comin alive… not talkin about the high-wire… I’m talkin about the Origin.. Club Mix.  Now I’m a whistle blower of a different fix.  I AM the blow back for consciousness… letting you know the inside of the subconscious mind… how to see the daily grind.  What it all means… entertainment for TIME.  Just check out my latest plug on my Facebook page… IAMwill… and while you’re there… check out the “crazy vids”… then go to my WTF (Youtube) channel… as the “crazy reels” keep coming (start with Shit show teaser)… all these are highlighting my latest book… Finding First Light. (sorry about the plugs, but I’m working on my new career… whistleblower extraordinaire…).

Now… when you’re listening to the BUDD and getting the natural Highline (OCM)… you can see the square tunnel (wormhole of light) that is either moving towards you or you towards IT.  Either way… it’s a passageway to another dimension… where there is a truth… that you want to believe… so what is IT?

Is he guilty?  Or will he get another reprieve?  The Trumpster never seems to find the dumpster… seems to always wiggle his way away from the fray.  Is his faith that insurmountable?  Or his he just that good at diverting the attention away… while staying in the spotlight… pure genius… pure sight.  But he will eventually pay for the deceit… he won’t be able to criticize everyone for going against him… the name calling eventually gets old.  Seems like this whistleblower has some good shit this time.  But Trump is a master entertainer… he knows how to push the line.  Great at getting people to doubt their senses… “don’t trust the fake news… believe me instead”… that’s how he stays ahead… of the game.  Let’s see if Impeachment gets attached to his name? 

Looking forward to the “shit show” continuing.  Enjoying IT from the stands.   I’ll keep “whistling away…” and maybe one day… I’ll get on the stage… we’ll see what God has planned… 😉

9/29/2019… So you keep seeing cool things… but something keeps stopping you…

I keep seeing the black holes… how they work… just like the pupils of eyes… they are the pupils of the cosmos… dark tunnels that suck in all light.  When I watch Black Hole Apocalypse (on Netflix)… all I can see are EYES… and when they go subatomic… micro-black holes… must be what dark matter is!  They are tunnels / strings / wormholes that suck in light at one end (where there is no space… aka another dimension ((aka different vibrational membrane))…) and it comes out the other end (points of light… in the form of pictures / ideas / imagination come to life… aka real matter) in our universe (space).  I can’t prove it mathematically, but for some reason… IT just makes sense.  And the part of the documentary that talks about Stephen Hawking dawned on me as an example of Hawking Radiation (the pictures… in motion… that become life… inside the space)… it has to be light (information) that opens up the space (aka the wormhole).

Now I made a little video… for my WTF YouTube channel… that highlights my ideas with the documentary… but for some reason… I’ve had the most difficult time posting it out.  My computer keeps running out of space… even though I cleared out a bunch of files and apps.  It almost feels like somehow I’m being sabotaged, but if I believe that… am I just being crazy?  Hopefully I get it on my channel soon.

And another thing that I keep discovering every time I hit the sky and I start letting out the “secrets”… everyone seems to run away or verbally fight back.  It’s like they are subconsciously aware that I’m up there and are trying to sabotage my efforts to spread the word (of ultimate knowledge). 

I believe the “sabotage” is real because it has to be there to keep consciousness in check.  Otherwise everyone would become God and now you might possibly have a real fight on your hands (Armageddon).  So, don’t get mad when you realize how consciousness is there to keep you down… don’t seek revenge. 

See… when you use the “boost” (drugs) to gain enlightenment… it’s way too easy to gain faith and consciousness wants you to earn it (have faith when you are sober).  So, when you are high and can see / feel heaven and you know it’s real, but… it seems like nothing ever truly works out (and you sort of end up in hell).   This is the downside of drugs and why I believe they become addicting.  You keep reaching for that feeling (which is awesome), but the real world seems to go to hell on ya. 

If you want to truly find heaven on earth… you have to do it sober.  Those that have faith sober seem to be the most successful people and seem to avoid the “sabotage” the most. 

So, you’ll come to discover how drugs (like MJ) make you aware that you are “hybrid”… what I like to call a humangel… and you’ll discover the wings in your heart, but be warned… you have to believe this when you are sober… otherwise you’ll see the sabotage come alive… and you’ll lose things.  Hopefully, you’ll become aware of this before it’s too late and do something stupid to prove your faith.  Realize consciousness is stopping you… until you prove your faith… in a sober state.

On a side note… I watched another Netflix documentary called the “Pyramid Code”.   And they brought up an idea that the pyramids of Giza used to be white (Great Pyramid), red (middle pyramid), and black (smallest pyramid).  And the cool thing that came to my mind… how these pyramids represent the color spectrum from a quantum perspective (black being the smallest color… and why it’s basically invisible).  And since I’m writing this sober… I have faith IT will all work out… LOL 😉

10/2/19… IT is easy to see… how to defeat Hell

I’ve been writing quit a bit about (what I like to call) IT… which is basically infinite… and you can add ETC… to everything… and you still will never reach the limit… of IT! 😉

Last night though, I went to go see IT (chapter 2) of the Stephen King version.  Now IT (more specifically is Pennywise the clown), but you could call him a version of Satan (or the devil) and basically he likes (enjoys) putting people through Hell by scaring the shit out of them and causing pain and even death.  Now if you have seen the first IT (when they are kids) they defeat PW by overcoming their fears (face him head on) and taking away his power over them… thus drive him back to the shadows (for a period of time). 

But obviously to have a continuing story ( a sequel)… he returns 27 years later and they regather (as adults… because they promised as kids they would… ) to take him on again.  But they forgot what took him down the first time and have to relearn that knowledge.  But it has to be the same formula…  they just find it (remember it) using different methods then when they were kids.  

Now not to give too much of the movie away (because I don’t want to ruin IT for you… lol ;)… this movie basically shows you what Hell could be like and how you defeat IT if you ever find yourself there (either in a current state of reality… your life… or possibly if you find yourself there after you die…). 

Remember that reality is a construct of your mind (your consciousness) and you create that reality as you go (or move through consciousness… using time).  If you let fear take over your reality… you will create the reality that you truly fear!  But if you want to overcome that negative reality… you need to stop fearing what IT does to you (remember… IT was designed to “fuck” with you… to keep you down… which makes you human).  You can see this message everywhere.  And especially in movies like IT… or Justice League… or Rocky… or Rudy… etc… that fear needs to be overcome if you want to send yourself (or even the world) in a positive reality. 

So… since the message is everywhere… why aren’t people figuring this out to send the world in a positive direction?  I believe the answer was provided in IT (ch2)… simply put… WE KEEP FORGETTING!  And we continue to let fear control our lives!  So turn to whatever you need to (to remember)… religion… new age philosophies (like the Secret)… or just plain and simple positive thinking… realize that God (or whatever you want to call IT… aka Infinite) is constantly sending this message.  IT’s time to wake up!.. and realize WE are in control of this reality… and WE can defeat Hell on earth if we believe in a system that takes care of everybody… and up to this point I haven’t found anything better than a “resource based economy” (a la Jacque Fresco… Venus Project).  We just need to let go of the fear of a world that doesn’t need to use money as the main form of control (over consciousness).  I just hope we remember Who We are before our fears create a reality straight from hell (aka our worst nightmares).  I hope we start talking… about IT…

10/9/2019… Is money the problem?

One of the biggest issues I’ve been internally debating (besides my individual desires) since I’ve gained personal enlightenment is the role of money.  Is money a good thing for society or a bad thing?  On the one hand it does provide incentive for people to take action and get some things done that people either want or need.  And it does provide a measure of control that consciousness seems to need so it doesn’t go nuts with personal desires.  On the other hand… it’s easy to see the destructive nature of money and I’m pretty sure you can think of many examples and spare me the extra typing. 

So when you reach a certain level of enlightenment and can see how reality is a construct (a matrix) of the past, present, and future (involving your surroundings) that can be experienced all in one moment (a Trinity of Time)… how do you come to master your environment (or manipulate your surroundings to your advantage)?  How do you get ahead in the game (which currently uses money)?   This is what most of us spend (focus) a good portion of time and energy on every day of our lives. 

Now I’ve argued that we should change our economic system to a “resource based economy” which is the idea that we produce goods and services with such efficiency (creating abundance) that money basically disappears.  Now the only real downside I can see with this economic system is the fact we would no longer be able to gamble… and possibly the end of the NFL… lol.  So we would definitely lose some forms of entertainment and obviously a lot of power over each other if money went away… and are we ready for that? 

The big problem with keeping money is that we have to keeps things inefficient (in order for scarcity to make money real) and this requires slowly destroying the planet.  So the big question is… will we leave future generations a planet that is livable if we don’t change how we do economics?

And the current mood (zeitgeist) is to only debate (especially in American politics) which monetary system works the best (capitalism vs. socialism).  No one (influential) is really bringing attention to the idea that there is an alternative (to some form of monetary economics) out there (probably due to fear of being labeled some sort of crazy socialist).

And the simple fact is… you could actually create a society with both (you could have a compromise), where money plays a role… but not the primary role it plays now.  It would no longer be a problem in society (that is destructive), but a way to enhance the quality of life and make life that much more enjoyable. 

I hope somebody truly influential starts talking about this, so not only can we save the planet… we can save American Football too…

IT can work… you can bet on IT… 😉

10/11/19… Let’s see if you can read me… 😉

When you’ve discovered heaven… when you can see (s.b..)… ABGT…173… J..T… and the Paragon is hitting the fan… consciousness is trying to keep you in check… bring you down… making you deal with the car dent in the rear end… or reading about the problems of JWoww and her boyfriend… or people giving you the B…S… and you know they’re lying to you… but somehow trying to claim innocence… got an excuse for the poor treatment they’re giving… you can read right thru them… because they make no sense…

If you can read what I’m sayin… don’t let G.. ruin the party… don’t look at it as sacrileg…. see the big pic…. That G.. is talkin to ya… tryin to set you free… giving the energy to give you space… it’s called negativity… think of it like Group Therapy… Luci… the Id is necessary… for a true reality… because it creates Identity… which creates a dent in the fabric of space… warps the black hole… gives you a place… to radiate… like Stephen Hawking… one of the highest members… of the human race… remembered by just about everyone… for overcoming a disability… and changing the way… we look at reality… without starting a war…

Are you reading what I’m sayin?  D….. T…. 😉

10/13/19… The Joke(r) is on (to) you…

Went to go see Joker the other night and I must say I was quite impressed with JP’s version of the Joker though I’m still partial to Heath’s version more.  With that said… the movie brings mental illness to the forefront and shows the harshness (alternate reality) can bring to an individual.  Now, you can walk away with many different interpretations about this important issue of society, but I will give you a unique way to look at this movie (and mental illness). 

I have written quite a bit about the “infinite” nature of God (or whatever you want to call IT), but if God is “everything”… then that would also include mental illness.  So in one respect mental illness (or alternate reality)… can be looked at as pure genius (how you can manipulate reality) as well as a sad (because you break from accepted reality and basically lose everything). 

Now Arthur Fleck chooses to go towards evil due to his surrounding circumstances (abuse that he has suffered throughout his life) and decides to fight back.  But I believe he also realizes something unique about reality and decides to keep it a secret.  You’ll see this at the end when he is laughing and his therapist asks him what is so funny and his last comment to the therapist is “you’ll never get it.”  Arthur seems to understand that he is the “God” of his reality and it doesn’t matter what happens (to him or others) because on one end of infinite reality… nothing is real… so everything (even death) becomes a joke… and thus funny… and he can’t help but laugh about it (uncontrollably).

In the early parts of the movie, Arthur believes his uncontrollable laughter is a mental illness condition and thus has a card apologizing to people for his inability to control his laughter.  The reason I believe it was uncontrollable is the fact that his subconscious was out of control (knowing this secret information ((about being “God” and can get away with everything)) and resulting in laughter), but his consciousness wasn’t truly aware so he felt bad about his laughter (and it even seemed to hurt him physically).  By the end of the movie… and realizing (becoming fully aware) of this secret… he seems to embrace the “joke” and realizes nobody will get it and thus fully transforms into the Joker.

Another movie scene that I believe shows this idea where lunacy is genius (thus funny) is in the movie “Lucy” where they give the drug addict the blue drug (that makes fetuses “wake up”) and he starts laughing uncontrollably (because he understands “the secret”) before he gets killed. 

This is where I believe drugs make us laugh more as they  bring on a sense of euphoria (creating a “heaven like” experience) where nothing is bad (as our subconscious “rises” making our consciousness understand that it is in a way… God) and the problems of reality go away (even death no longer is a big deal if you get “high” enough, because you understand that God cannot die) which makes us laugh more.  Get it?

So to me, this movie (Joker) has an incredible underlying (subliminal) message about the infinite nature of God and why I have made the claim (in previous writings… that are found in my current book… Finding First Light) that God is actually “crazy,” because God at the infinite end has TMI. 

Mental illness is not a joke… but I hope you understand that seeing reality as a joke is a big part of mental illness.  JP’s version of the Joker brings this idea out beautifully and like Heath Ledger… deserves an Oscar for this performance.

10/15/2019… Look for the signs in the web and behind the Oakley’s

When you see the Girl in the Spider’s Web… look for the wormholes… and you’ll understand the code… it’s all a game of chess… how to stay ahead in the game… defeat your greatest rival… take down your sis…

…or if you’re focused on Baby Driver… understand it’s tinnitus that gives him his ability… to have complete faith in his driving… but all he really cares about (behind the Oakley’s)… is his girl… his music… and surviving.

I can give you examples all day long of how to see the code… I hope you will some day see the big picture… you’ll never enjoy the silence… G.. will never stop talking to ya… so F… Depeche Mode…

The web will always keep you coming back for more… just take off the Oakley’s and look into those eyes… the black hole of the past will trap ya… IT’s August’s surprise… 😉

10/22/19… remembering is the hard part…

When you’ve reached personal enlightenment and the outside world is telling you… don’t invade my world with your “crazy” beliefs… listen to what they say… but don’t ever let them win (by giving up what you believe).  They are trying to get you to forget what you know, or to doubt it to the point you don’t believe in it.  Don’t FORGET… quantum physics is where it all starts.  Faith (at the quantum level) is what creates reality and the laws of physics don’t exist at the quantum level.  Your consciousness is where it all starts (where there is basically no space) and you can imagine any world you want.  Now where space occurs (and the laws of science start to take over) we have to have similar ideas about what governs that space.  So this is where “God” (or whatever you want to call IT) had to create the laws of nature (repeatable observations that all consciousness will have faith in ((i.e. gravity))…).  So in this realization… your ideas (beliefs) help to shape reality, but don’t define it completely.  Ultimate consciousness will never let your beliefs totally dominate this universe (where you become “God” of this universe).  So remember… we have to learn to share this universe… meaning… we can all believe what we want about God (at the quantum level)… and let science rule the space (especially the economy). 

We are all the “Gods” of our universes (between our ears)… I believe all religions preach this doctrine in some way shape or form.  But where religion goes wrong (I believe) is making you believe that their God rules the universe we all share.  For example… is this where Jesus went wrong and got crucified for it…  claiming to be the “One” way to the Almighty…?  Or was this necessary to show you (help you remember) how the spirit (or conscious energy) is in you?  This is where you need to be careful when sharing your beliefs… we don’t nail people to crosses anymore, but we definitely crucify people in many other ways (especially in the media).

So don’t be afraid to share your beliefs, as it helps to shape reality… but also don’t be so adamant that your beliefs actually become ultimate reality.  Remember who you are and who everyone else is (part of ultimate consciousness) and we can find a compromise we call all live with (creating a “heaven” on earth).  I have faith (remember) that IT is possible… IT’s easy to see with the help of MJ… you just have to remember what you learned… the next day (when you wake up)… 😉

10/23/19… Let the Glass Break…

When you see the Lights & hear the Music (song by Cut Copy)… that day you were born… are now on your mind… reality now comes to life.  And when you watch (the) Glass… and can see the break… in the Night…. Bring on the light… that M(akes)… you think… the Shy.ma..n can see the future… where man has no limits… and the Beast shall be released… when Hedwig lets go of the light(s) and can hear #23…  Mr. personality…  MJ… calling the game…. that the Horde prefers Drake.

Now when humanity starts to awake… realizing the potential of man… is beyond human… all we need to do is “let go”… of that image in the mirror… don’t be afraid of the water Dunn… just let the glass break…

10/24/19… Free (the) Animal… (by Foreign Air)… Listen to IT… if you choose… 😉

So there are messages everywhere!  And you are at ease with this whole new reality you can see… You no longer believe you are crazy… you can finally just be…  Schizo… is just a word… you don’t believe it’s crazy to see Glass and hear Free Animal and connect what you are made of… vibrating particles… at a certain frequency… patterns of broken sound… brokenness that calm the particles down… to be solid ground.

Now here’s the conspiracy…  the powerful don’t want you to be free… so they slow down your frequency… by dumbing you down… with things like mercury… and constant mental negativity. 

Why is this our reality?.. because if we can release the beast in everyone… some people won’t be able to control their ID… and their God like ability… and if their mind no longer believes that reality… is real… they’ll go nuts and send everyone to hell.

They don’t trust that we can wake up and increase our vibration… without going psycho… they have no faith… that God (or whatever you want to call it) can calm the beast… and revelation will go on repeat.

I broke the code btw… freed the animal… and I’m still in control (high vibration… but calmed down)… just playing chess right now… so fuck the fear… the beast is really a pussy… just listen to Foreign Air…

Your move… 😉

Touche… 10-24(11/12)-19)

I know… this is getting good… now there is some drama…. As I have done something… I understand something… that is truly extraordinary… how you see something… so real… now before you give up hope… don’t give in… motivate the troops… go deep within… your soul…  find the Jinn… Shadow Moon… find the lightning… inside your mind… have faith that God is blind… help him see how darkness helps him see… the silver lining… when you break away… and find heaven on your own… through the light(ning)… don’t be afraid… when you know G.. is talking to you… Billy… wake up… it’s the ghost… of all time… I’m whole… cosmos… yes… I AM… the one… to tell the truth… about everything… bu..t if I don’t have enough faith to get out of this… I want you to know I tried 😉

Are there any questions? lol 😀

10/30/19… The Gift… by Killigrew (listen ((to IT (((me)))…))…  if you choose)…

I’m on the most incredible trip… life’s drip… into the cosmos… gravitational waves… from the sound… of base… and high pitch… when you finally understand death… you become alive… you see your kids… your best friends… from home… Okla… and AZ… then you see… how life is just a fantasy… that God gave you to be free… so choose heaven… when you enter Hades…  I did… before my last breath left me…

Life… (is) The Gift… from Eternity (I AM ((is)) on her side… aka… Infinity)

11/6/2019… Do you follow the Policy of Truth?

So I’m camping out(side) of LA… and I’m starting to wonder… what to say… next.  I feel like I’ve covered my tracks (all aspects) of what to expect when you “pop”… but the problem that I run into is… information is everywhere and you are so aware now… you don’t even need to be high… to hear the hidden messages in the sky… and I keep wanting to write… “listen to this song… watch this tv show… understand this movie… check out this advertisement… etc… etc.”

But what can I really do… to break through… and do I really want to?  Life is a mystery… and do I want to spoil the fun?.. by clueing everyone in… to eternity.  Will some want to go Bird Box?  It’s that intense… when reality doesn’t make sense… but you keep hoping to find the vortex (that Abraham Hicks talks about) that will change your life… as heaven comes alive… and starts granting every wish… if you will only have faith.

Now you want to follow the Policy of Truth (Depeche Mode), but will your problems multiply… if you faithfully pursue… IT… and you wonder… did they know… the truth when they wrote the lyrics?  The idea of being honest about the unknown… that you know… is everywhere… in every song… that has ever existed… and that is just music.

But you know you must keep going… and the best policy… is to be honest (when everyone ((aka God)) is watching you… IT is the truth (final revelation)… 😉

11/9/19… watch (out) for the N-word…

So I hit the club last night and at 10 they opened up the dance floor… then the rap music filled the room.  They had the music videos playin overhead so you could see the music while it played.  The N-word seemed to be on repeat.  But the message was clear… when you lose the fear and don’t give a f… you can go to a form of heaven filled with money, cars, drugs, and endless hot women with the jiggle butt.  Where the party goes all night long… IT comes to an understanding… that the N word is all about an attitude… and with IT (attitude of faith)… you can have anything you want (creating a heaven like state).   Faith can create (through fusion) any world you want… question is… what does your heaven look like?  Just be careful if you use IT (the attitude)… IT (hell) may bite you in the ass before you enter heaven’s gate… 😉.

11/11/19 – The Veteran’s Date… but how do you enter Heaven’s Gate?

4 ones… lucky #s… sign of fate… but how do you enter Heaven’s Gate?  The Eye of the Needle… the ultimate prize… Jesus could see the problem… it was in his eyes.  Heaven is when you understand you are God and can have anything you want (in an instant).  Psychologically, you understand that this is your world (through your senses) and you can manipulate it through faith/belief (pull the multiverse ((of possibilities)) into this world ((the known universe)) and actually warp reality ((make it manifest)) to whatever you desire).   

To become God (and go to heaven ((and get whatever you want))…where there is no pain)… the  perception is… everyone else (must go to hell ((because they won’t be able to get whatever they want or have to give up something to you)) thus becoming human and…) experiences pain.  So as a human (in this world)… God (aka ultimate consciousness) will never let you experience an existence where there is no pain.

Now when you die (your body goes away and your soul becomes part of dark matter / dark energy and) you can experience anything (through everything), but how do you enter heaven (where you don’t experience pain)?

Veterans give us a clue… it’s called sacrifice.

Be willing to give it up… let go of the idea (that you are God and can have anything you want) in this world.  Your kingdom is in the next world (where you don’t have a body). So, If you are rich (and have power in this world)… can you give it all up (knowing it will come back to you in the next life)?

11/11 is a day to remember… who you really are… the big question is… can you sacrifice it all when your time comes… and have faith you’ll make it to heaven again? 

11.13.19…  Here’s another thought to weigh in on…

So… let’s go back to some scientific theology! 

I know… I’m not an accredited scientist or theologian, but I got some cool shit (ideas) to share with you and I’m just putting them into a category that someone can make sense of… plus I love talking about this shit (it’s fucking fun ;).

Now, when you feel the “halo” buzz around your head… what are you dealing with? 

I believe dark matter / energy is moving pictures (of potential reality).  I know I can’t prove that scientifically (mathematically), but it makes sense (to me) if you think quantum (a place of extremely small space where only ideas can exist).  Now I would assume that gravity (which I believe is the power of faith/belief) gives everything weight… so pictures / ideas would have to be the lightest things in the universe (of reality).   Now we haven’t been able (as far as I know) to measure dark matter / energy (but the Large Hadron Collider looks like it is getting close ((the deeper it goes breaking apart particles))… ;), and I believe our head senses it when we are “high” and that is the buzz (or vibration) we feel.  We actually feel the weight of ideas (or dark matter) coming into our heads / brains (through dark energy) giving us thoughts to guide us through reality.  When we are sober… we can’t feel it because our vibrational state is too low to sense it (thus we believe they are our own thoughts), but when we increase our vibrational state (when we are high)… it becomes apparent.  The question is… does anyone recognize it or are they blinded by the drug to not believe it’s real… and pass it off as a result of the drug.

So the next time you get “high”… become aware of the halo around your head and realize that the holy (invisible) light is scientific in nature.   It’s just a little bit of weight on your shoulders 😉

11/16/19… Who’s keeping us in the dark…

I’m gonna take a stab in the dark and give ya a possible explanation for what dark matter is (in a creative / descriptive sense).  Now I’ve already suggested that dark matter is pictures (of reality)… that are so small… they seem to come out of nowhere.  So how do the pictures work in reality?

 First, is to understand that size is relative to the space it occupies.  So what is small to us (in our space) might be very large (in another space / dimension).  Just as our space (universe) might be very small (subatomic) in another space.  How do we know where space ends (in one place) and begins (in another)?  Aka… Alpha / Omega… We don’t… as our consciousness (senses) only perceive the known universe (roughly 14 billion years old). .. and  thus… we cannot see God (aka the connection to all things).  We are blinded… and must rely on faith (in stories ((aka moving pictures))… ) to make God real.

So dark matter must be tiny black holes (which are the beginnings of a universe or wormhole) that has a certain reality (potential light / information) for this universe (and the consciousness that perceives it).  I believe our consciousness perceives these subatomic black holes as specs of light that come together (like a collage) to create a real (physical) image (through the faith / belief of a conscious observer).  And when consciousness (in different forms) can agree on the same image (have faith that it’s perceiving the same thing)… dark matter now becomes real matter (as the wormhole takes shape).

Every time I get high now I can perceive reality where everything is real (even fictional stories ((which leaves me in awe (((or heaven)))…))… ) and everything is not real (making reality feel fictional ((which is can be very painful (((or hell)))…))…).  It seems as if I can sense dark matter / energy (aka subconsciousness) now.  Is this the beginning (Alpha) and end (Omega) of consciousness?   

IT’s all about wormholes (tunnels of light that start with a black hole and end with light emerging from that tunnel… in some form of a star).  And consciousness (aka WHO?) perceiving these spectrums of light and darkness.

Now, you may not believe a word that I have said here (since I have no experimental data / math to back up my claim), but it’s amazing (the feeling I get) to know (or have complete faith) that I am right about this idea (especially when I am high on marijuana). 

And to give an example where you can see this subliminally is in the movie Focus (Will Smith / Margot Robbie) where the Rolling Stones song “Sympathy for the Devil” is used to show how “who… who” (#55) creates reality (through faith).

Is this enlightenment?  Is IT the ability to see how reality works (or the understanding of the meaning of life).  WHO knows if I AM right… we’ll see eventually… 😉

11/20/19… Where are we… and WHO is talking to us./?

A question will come to pass… where are we?  Is this a black hole that creates space (for life to experience itself)?  And what does this hole mean?  Spiritually, are you the Devil that found Heaven, but God won’t let you enjoy it completely?  Or are you God that found Hell and the Devil won’t let you fix it completely?  I know these are some strange questions, but one day you will ask when you can see both sides of reality. 

Now when those thoughts come into your mind… WHO is talking to you?  Is God just the future (humans) talking to the past (humans)?  Does the movie Interstellar give us the clue to what consciousness (aka God) really is (consciousness talking to itself thru time)?  Can you see how Interstellar and the story of Hodor (GOT IT… 2) basically tell the same message (how the future shapes the past and the past shapes the future)?  Do they (aka US in the movie) use dark matter / dark energy to talk to us?  Is this how a tesseract works for real (as you listen to Etherreal by ASTRAL CLOUD… that purplehaze… Less Than Zero…but the perception is nothing… quantum data… does this answer your Quora question… Matt Swedlow)?  Is gravity love or is it faith or are they the same thing G.. ?

WHO knows for sure… but the questions remain… 😉

11/23/19…. Law of Attraction… are you creating heaven or hell?

When you reach enlightenment, you will understand the law of attraction (how faith creates reality).  Now I’ve listened to Abraham Hicks (who is a Guru with the law of attraction) and she uses terms like “source”… which is code for “God” (aka subconsciousness).  She gets into how to attract the things that you want (which is code for creating heaven on earth), and how to get out of being stuck where you don’t get what you want (aka hell). 

So how do you manifest what you want (create heaven while getting out of hell)?  Faith is the key … believe you already have it and let go of wanting it.  Buddhism covers this aspect quite well.  Desire (wanting) creates pain (negative energy) which now prevents you from attracting what you want.  The longer it takes to get what you want… the more pain (negative energy) you create and you will never manifest it.  So Buddhism is about getting rid of desire… which only causes pain. 

So how do you focus on what you want without actually wanting it?  This is the hardest part (biggest obstacle) with attracting / manifesting certain realities.  Gratitude has to be the answer.  Being thankful for every moment that comes your way while time catches up with what you envisioned (your goal).

So how do drugs play a role in this process?

Drugs raise your vibrational awareness to where you can see dreams as a reality (as they can give  you unwavering faith), but if your sober state (of vibrational awareness) can’t envision (vibrate) to the same level of faith (when you are high)… you will not manifest what you envision.  And it may become very frustrating that you can sense the dream so clearly, but yet it never seems to manifest for you.  Is the process too fast and thus the timing never seems to match?  Becoming aware of this is the key to using drugs effectively (and bypass the long and difficult process of achieving enlightenment naturally).

Some people have found that ability (i.e. Bill Maher) to match their frequency (of belief) whether he is high or sober.   So this is why a user like BM seems to create (attract) an incredible life (in heaven), while other users end up with shattered lives (and possibly in hell). 

Now until you are ready to handle the pressure (or gravity) that heaven brings (which is intense), you better be grateful what hell provides you while you are on the journey.  If you can do this (be grateful)… you will find your way through the abyss and not do anything insane because you feel you deserve heaven and seem to be getting hell.

BE PATIENT… HEAVEN CAN WAIT… ENJOY HELL (REALITY) WHILE YOU CAN.  THEN YOU WILL CONTINUE TO GAIN (ATTRACT) WHAT IT IS YOU DESIRE… AND NOT LOSE EVERTHING. 

12/2/19… video is the way to go (today / future)… but writing keeps it so simple (like in the past) 😉

I know… I should be making YouTube videos or writing a screenplay if I want to really get in the “Eye” of the public (aka God).  But here’s the thing… God comes at you in mysterious ways.  My way is way too obvious… thus… I have to go on the dark web and take on the demons of being a lone blogger (rebel) that most people can easily write off as “crazy”.  But those that are also “aware” will know I’m not crazy.  Enlightenment (or true awareness) is a bitch to handle, so you got to let it out slowly, because TMI will cause you to lose your mind.  So… once again… use your creativity to explain the unexplainable (and why fictional stories are a good way to go)… but here is another (real world example) to be aware of…

 The Shakes – when you take drugs and your vibration goes way up… you will get the shakes (it is especially noticeable with the hands and this will more than likely freak people out).  Now, what is happening?  Biologically you are having a mild seizure, but you are awake (so it can be a little scary).  Spiritually, you are becoming aware of your wings (if you believe in angels) or you are becoming aware of your karma (if you believe in that shit ;).  Now, you probably have noticed this happens with old people naturally.  As the body decays (dies), you are losing dark matter that dampens your vibration (keeps you solid and stable), so your vibration becomes more noticeable as your spirit is getting closer to being released back into the cosmos.  Drugs just accelerate the process, but most people are unaware of this and just believe they are experiencing a high.  Psychologically speaking… you are gaining faith and can start warping your reality (through the laws of attraction).  Problem is… do you truly believe it?  Most people don’t because you give credit to the drugs and can’t fully believe (or have faith).  True faith comes from being sober (and still believing in the Holy Spirit… aka vibrational energy… or karma).  A great movie that subliminally shows this is The Book of Eli.  This is plainly shown with Denzel Washington’s character when he can do miraculous things, but he also shows people he doesn’t have the shakes, when he holds out his hands.  He in a way is a “true angel” or what I would call a “humangel”… half human… half angel.  A hybrid!  And with that… the ability to do miraculous things (kind of like Jesus;)

The “shakes” also happens when you get cold (aka the shivers), because “true” Heaven is cold (opposite of Hell… which is hot) and makes you aware of your wings or vibration. The shakes also happen when you get scared /nervous (thus becoming more aware of hell). Alright… I could really stay in this wormhole for awhile (and explain how your body is trying to balance out heaven and hell by shivering ((or sweating))… or when you are scared you are losing faith and going to hell… and you are trying to fly back up…), but I want to hit the links today, so I gotta go! lol  😉

12/4/2019… twin flame / soulmate… who do you choose?

When the Snow (white) falls upon the mountain and looks perfect in every way… do you follow the Jeanie that may help you dream of a day… where your heartache goes away?  Or maybe you’re just cold (on the inside) and could use some hot chocolate? lol 😉

So here is a topic I know everyone is interested in… finding love!  We all want it and dream about it… why?  Love is connection… and that is ultimately what God is (or whatever you want to call IT) and we are all looking to reconnect to IT… because we separated from IT when we were born (which made us real).

Now there are many forms of love (or connection ((aka… fusion energy is you look at IT scientifically))… ;)… from family, friends, pets, or inanimate things (like music, sports, etc.), but the most sought after love seems to be the one that involves sexual intimacy… because you are truly connecting (by physically bonding) with that person. Which also makes it the most difficult to achieve (unconditionally and make it last eternally) and the most controversial (thus is taboo in many cultures and highly restricted by higher forms of consciousness… humans). Why? Sex really is ultimate connection (and thus can create life) and most humans currently can only accept ultimate connection from male-female (from the same species) / non-family / and emotionally mature (adults), but this is changing over time (evolving… like with homosexuality). Now I could get diverted and keep explaining this shit (about ultimate connection), but the point of this entry is not explain all the “unique” forms of sex and why they happen (which would explain some of the “crazy” side of consciousness), but why most people are searching for that “One” person that truly completes you and how to find them.

A big part of my book (Finding First Light) is about finding “the One” (described in the fictional sub-book… Edge of the Kingdom)… that person that makes you feel happy no matter where you are or what you are doing… as long as you are together… nothing else matters.

So is that person (the One) a “twin flame” or “soulmate”… and which should you want or choose?  Now I thought I knew what these things were, but after Googling them… they can be quite a lot of things based on which website you explore.  And I’ve come to the conclusion that it is all “bullshit” in a way.  Yes, you can take anything… give it enough faith / belief and it now becomes real to you (which is the same thing with making God real).  And quite honestly… just like God… it’s there to confuse you (aka “fuck” with you) and bring you down… because you start to desire it and your longing for it now makes it difficult to achieve (like the law of attraction describes). 

“So what am I going to do about it?” (if you are talking to yourself).

Nothing…

The answer is to believe (or have faith) in faith!  I know that sounds ridiculous (and Bill Maher would have a field day with me over IT), but it makes sense when you really think about IT.  Believe in nothing and now IT (nothing) becomes something… now… everything has the potential of becoming real!  Now all you need is space (time) to allow it to manifest itself (become solid) and now it is a reality!  Big Bang 😉

Call IT Eternity/Infinity… call IT Alpha/Omega… call IT Above/ Below… IT doesn’t matter!  IT’s just a game (of consciousness) creating reality (space/time/ matter/motion ((energy (((waves)))… ((((vibration))))…)))…))…).  Get IT? 😊

And like I stated near the beginning of this very long blog (or wormhole of information)… “stop trying to beat the game!”  Everything (especially intimate love) comes down to a choice (aka free will). All of this shit (ideas) we come up with (i.e. soul mate/ twin flame / Who is God?) is there to make us think we can beat the game and somehow find a quick way to heaven (aka… making the “perfect” choice).  But what it really does is make us doubt (if we are not following the right steps according to which ideologies we attach ourselves to)… and when we do (doubt)… we usually end up in hell (where nothing ((that we want)) manifests itself) by making the wrong choices.

So all we can really do… to truly find heaven (with the Ultimate One)… is to have faith that God (the Ultimate One) will provide you with opportunities to enjoy a moment with someone (just… love the One your with and forget if they are the perfect choice). Now if you are patient… faith will bring you your desire (aka… ask & you shall receive ((or the law of attraction))…) and your One will come. All we need is to have focus… and empathy (aka love) for whoever you are with.  If you have any doubts… just listen to (the lyrics of) Crosby, Stills, & Nash (they might have a better explanation ((than what I just gave)) that people can truly understand…).

😉😊

10/12/19… The sabotage (aka the test) is meant to weed out the unworthy…

So you are wondering why God is always fucking with you… why it seems as if you are always being sabotaged.  Understand… heaven is only for those that are worthy.  Think of Heaven as trying to be a Navy Seal.  Only the worthy can become a Seal… those that can withstand the greatest pressure and somehow pass all the tests.  Being an angel of God (earn your wings so to say…) is a similar type of test, but it has to do with faith.  When your faith is tested… can you withstand the pressure and Keep the Faith (Bon Jovi).  The weed taught you how to see… don’t let them (demons) drive you out!  😉

12/16/19…. Why are we condemning God (The Father) to be all alone?

So an interesting question (once again) has come to mind… why is God the Father in Heaven all alone (and ultimately blind) and is there a God the Mother (that is hidden… and also blind)?

Now I don’t have stats to back this up… but if I were a betting man and you took a survey asking people who God is… most would say it is a man (aka The Dude ;).  And a good portion of those people would say he’s hangin out (in Heaven) with another Dude (His Son) and a Bird. Sounds peachy… LOL 😉

So is there a Mrs. God and where is she?  Most people would be appalled if you suggested God (The Dude) has “a Chick” (or a love dove 😉 and likes to get laid (physically  connect through sex) like the rest of us (humans).  And if you look at Christians, they like a virgin mom (for having His Son) and shun the idea that Jesus ever did the deed (like others have suggested… i.e Dan Brown’s DaVinci Code).  Thus taking women (and sex) out of the divine equation… but why?

The answer is simple… Ultimate God (aka IT) needed to create space (separating light and darkness thru the Big Bang… or anti-connection….) where ideas can now meet reality (or experience) through time.  So God created images (male and female) that are now separate from each other (that now have to reconnect through sex in order for life ((more images)) to be created). So sex is really the big fucking secret (lol;) and still treated today by many as taboo (forbidden).

The result is… God the Father is up in Heaven (with all the great ideas), but can’t physically experience them (so it kind of sucks… which is another form of Hell).  So He had to lose Her (through separation) and now She is hidden (what Muslims like to call Purdah). Thus God (Father and Mother) experience reality thru all life (but especially thru humans)

So what happened to God The Mother?  She basically disappeared (became hidden… in the Darkness) because we forgot about her.  Yes… we remember in certain ways (i.e. Mother Earth), but we don’t give credit where credit is due (that she is also true divinity).  Is this why strict Muslims like to veil their women (Purdah)?

The Big question now becomes… if God the Father were to reconnect with God the Mother… would space end (aka the Big Crunch)?

Maybe… so we have in a way condemned ultimate God (or IT) to be separate (and be all alone in Hell unable to have sex) as the first two entities (light and darkness ((aka The Father & Mother))…) cannot have sex (reconnect) for a given amount of time?

I know… my head hurts a little trying to piece this idea together (because there are many tangents I could go on), so I’ll stop for now… 😉

12/23/2019… the Sun is standing still… almost time to wake (and go) up!

The winter solstice is up(on) us and we’re waiting to rise… we are starting to remember Who’s birthday it is… IT’s the Christmas surprise… to see (into) the present (time… just give it a second 😉).  The cross is the clue to infinity’s breakup (you can see IT in my video that I downloaded today on my WTF ((YouTube channel))… the easiest way to find it is search “shit show teaser” then click on the WTF icon… then look for my video “Quantum mechanics simplified ).  You will also see how MJ (#23 of DEC) will let you in… just don’t let him make you go “Birdbox” (and commit the ultimate sin)… just… trust her (Mary / Jane)… that the wings that make you go up… won’t let you fall… don’t give in to the Devil’s lies.  See the gift you’ve been given (by Her)… IT is the gift of life.  Then watch my video “How to see time”… Saban understands what IT takes (to succeed in life)… if you don’t have enough faith… you can hear him talking (in my other video from today)… hard work is the other way to success… when talent becomes your greatest weakness… and you start to stand still…

12/24/19… Twas the night before X-mas…

Yes… another Christmas Eve and you’re wondering what Santa is going to bring… I know what I’m asking for… but let’s just keep it a secret… 😉

Now Skywalker has risen… and the light of the world will be (re)born tomorrow… but Who only knows who that truly is… so whose faith is the strongest?  Who is Christ…

We’ll see tomorrow…

12/25/19… Mary Xmass!

So it’s Jesus’ birthday… right?  Not quite… historically we know it’s bogus.  The Bible even alludes that it (JC’s b-d) was probably in the fall or spring based on description.  So Who(se) birthday is it?  Most people are starting to learn that it’s about the movement of the Sun… a(cross ((in))…) the sky… and if you rotate the cross a little… it becomes an X. 

Now I could go on some crazy (creative) tangents with this idea, but that would get a little offensive to most people, so let’s keep it simple.  This birthday (or celebration) is about light (being reborn) and becoming mass (or weight).  Light is symbolized as a cross, because if you look at it closely… you will see a tunnel (or wormhole) which gives space for the light to now move (which gives IT weight and IT comes to life). 

And light can turn into anything…

So Who…se birthday is IT?  Well you can pick any name you want and create a story to fit whatever agenda you want.  Right now, Jesus has the best story so far to date and why he knocked Mithras out of the spotlight (for this date).  But I’m gonna say… don’t forget about his Mother (Mary ((J))…)… the spirit of women as the savior is rising… just look at Rey… (is she the new Mockingjay?) 😉

12/31/19… Remember… for the New Year (decade)… don’t be Bran!

So… if you’re sitting around feelin blue that life is getting the best of you… remember the message from Bran.  Do ya really want to know everything is going to be alright in advance?  Look at how bland Bran turned out in the TV show.  He doesn’t laugh… doesn’t cry… never gets nervous or excited.  I mean he turned out to be a fucking bore!  That’s why fans hated the end… everything is now going to be perfect because Bran can see everything (in advance).  It would be like a football coach seeing the exact perfect play to call that would lead to a win every single time.  Would you want to tune into that game?  Of course not, because you want the drama of not knowing. 

So with the New Year/Decade coming soon.  Make a vow to not worry about the future.  If you feel positive… nothing really bad should happen to ya… but realize… God has to fuck with ya a little… otherwise your life would be bland… like Bran… so enjoy the ups and downs of life… GOT IT?  😉